LR confessions

‪Confession: Ive always wanted to feel like im the best at something and recently I made LR that thing, so when D_Winds beat my easy time I got scared that would no longer be true, I felt I had to be the first to reach a sub 2 hour time, but i don't even know if that was to please myself or in hopes of getting recognised by others. Anyway I haven't been having as much fun as I thought I would playing LR again and I think right now I'm playing it for the wrong reasons. So I'm not gonna keep playing LR until after my AGDQ trip when I have some money to upgrade my CPU and Motherboard because it is also quite depressing knowing that technology is holding me back. So for now D_Winds can be te one to get sub 2 and I hope he does he deserves it cause he has put the time into routing it, whereas I simply ride on the back of other people's routes.

For now I'm going to go back to running KH2FM, and maybe try and get good at that NieR demo (cause that looks like fun, and I realise things may change before the full game release but I don't care).

If any of this makes me sound like an asshole then so be it but this is how I feel and I don't really have people to talk about this stuff with so I'm just gonna put it out there.