i dont, u always do this to me, im tire of waiting around for u like some idiot

From: xunknownx00@hotmail.com
To: xxtruly.madly.deeplyxx@hotmail.com
Subject: RE: o
Date: Mon, 25 Jan 2010 19:59:05 -0500

do you want to not talk to me anymore then

From: xxtruly.madly.deeplyxx@hotmail.com
To: xunknownx00@hotmail.com
Subject: RE: o
Date: Mon, 25 Jan 2010 16:57:55 -0800

Are you that dumbfounded lol? Of course I wanted to talk to you, but you were busy on about how you want time to think, it doesn't take more than a week to think doubting you even thought about it at all. I didn't ever make you wait, I still talk to you everyday not leaving you clueless and confused on what I'm thinking, I told you we'll be together once we're ready so that there wont be anymore mistakes this time, but i guess it never took me this long to know what i want when it comes to you.
From: xunknownx00@hotmail.com
To: xxtruly.madly.deeplyxx@hotmail.com
Subject: RE: o
Date: Mon, 25 Jan 2010 16:23:38 -0500

and how can u say i dont know what its like for someone to make up their mind, i had to wait like 3 weeks myself, if u wanna talk to me then u can if not then i guess i have to live with that too !

From: xxtruly.madly.deeplyxx@hotmail.com
To: xunknownx00@hotmail.com
Subject: o
Date: Mon, 25 Jan 2010 02:11:53 -0800

Hey Dylan, this is probably the last time we'll spoke again, so I want to say all I could because I might not get another chance.
I understand you want time to think and I wanted to give you a month, but it's easier said than done. I'm sorry, I can't wait anymore =/. You dont know what it is like to wait around for someone you love to make up their mind. I did for almost a year and I've already waited for almost 2 weeks and I think that's long enough, if you cant make a decision by now then dont  bother, lol....I did keep our promise, I wont ever hate you. I wish i could be as strong as you to carry on being happy as if nothing is wrong. I could only hope that one day, I wont break down crying whenever I think of you. Maybe I don't deserve someone like you, but I appreciate everything you did this last month. Thank you for everything, for making me the happiest person I've ever been last month. I'm sorry I couldn't do anything for you. I wish I could wait for you longer, but I just want to be happy and so far, I couldn't bring myself to laugh...I couldn't be myself lately, so I'm sorry even though that wont help. It's 2am and I cant sleep, so don't mind anything that doesn't make sense, lol...I honestly, truly love you Dylan but I cant keep letting you break my heart every time you could, Idk how many times you'll break it until you're satisfy.

I wish you could find your happiness because I found mine in you, sounds corny but it's true....well I hope you get it because I don't trust texting you since you never get it. Goodbye Dylan, I hope you find what you wanted n_n.



Love~
Katie