The Wayward Knight's Sadness

Sisters, I honestly wonder deep inside
If I can ever live a decent life anymore
I'm just a burden to the both of you
Because I can't stay out of trouble

As I fly away from the guy I loved
I feel grieved deep inside
Will I ever amount to anything?
Or was this all for nothing?

I just want someone to take my hand
And tell me everything's going to be alright
I've been through so much at this point
Yet all that folks can say of me is...

I'm a failure
I can't stay out of trouble
I'm pathetic

Is that really so? I don't want it to be
Somewhere deep inside, I still want to believe in myself