ORH 49

tl;dr at the bottom, app tl sum, not that accurate

MC thinks how he was so embarrassed when the salary men came to him, and how he ran up all the way to his room, how Suzy/gf won't come home today and how fucked up it would have been if she did. Then talks to himself about what to do next, how he never though that far, thinks that as soon as nurse wakes up she will freak out and he might get slapped(not sure). He then freaks out and blames that no matter how urgent it was, why did he bring a girl that was passed out on floor to his room, and that it would cause a misunderstanding, but it's only human to help(not sure). Scene goes to MC running with nurse on his back, and he freaks out how he's done it now, and where will he go now and how can't he just drop her here? But then how if the volunteers guys see him now(Not sure) **here the app can't see the text** but smth about MC and his worries on dropping nurse there. Freaks some more about where to leave the nurse..Then he gets shaken out of his flashback memory and goes 'let's think again'. He then add the things nurse showed him(her flushed face, fallen on the pavement, no panties, hiding that fact = MC a friendly neighbor *not sure here*). The MC goes how he did help her with the purest of intentions without worrying about what others might say, then again he refutes that conclusion. By now nurse shows signs of waking up, MC then thinks maybe he woke her up, and how as soon as she fully wakes up he will greet her, kindly explain to her the situation, and send her out. He then worries if she's okay, thinks that he hopes she won't misunderstand and that he will tell her what really happened, and that's that.
Nurse then starts to make sounds, change her position, MC takes a peek and stop himself from looking back, slaps his face and goes 'wake up you bastard!' Tells himself to realize the situation, that he looked back without thinking and that he should look forward. He then thinks that men and women alone in a room makes it more difficult, and that he should not let his instincts take over, and that a strong will and control will see him through. He thinks chants calming words, but the image of the nurse's crotch with no panties wakes him up. He then slap himself harder and goes 'don't imagine, don't imagine and a SK dog thing..' then 'don't look, don't look , don't look i cannot see!' Nurse then wakes up and goes 'uh, what's that sound...what ..what is it?' then she fully wakes up, she freaks out and asks MC where she is/where they are, MC goes 'oh, you're awake'. Then nurse tells MC that she remembers she fainted by the convenience store, MC then awkwardly laughs and tells her he brought here here in good faith, tells her not to take it the wrong way that he was surprised when she passed out. Nurse then thinks 'ah ..MC's room', she then tells him sorry that she didn't feel well today, MC then tells her that he wanted to call 911 but then some strange guys came and he decided that it's better to run home. MC yet again laughs awkwardly and goes how she should not misunderstand that he doesn't know where her home is located, then nurse thinks how she's so embarrassed that at the conveni she saw MC's face and felt relieved/ or lost it(not sure). Then she thinks that the girl MC fucked at the hospital isn't living with him here, she then notices that she's alone with MC on his bed and that this scene she saw in her dreams, and that she feels weird again. She then freaks out and goes 'oh stop!' and  MC again tells her not to misunderstand, he only brought her here as a kind neighborly gesture, nurse then thinks smth about her delusions with MC and how she might not be able to stop it, and that the more she tries to turn it off, the more harder it gets, her body won't stop shaking and her face is burning up, and then she goes 'ah i'll go, i have to go!' MC goes 'okay carefully' MC then thinks why did she run with her hands covering her face .. Nurse falls down and ownerless bubble 'not again..!' Then nurse realizes that MC saw it, now and then. MC thinks 'why is this happening', thinks about what should he do, cause after the first time he got so fucked up , and how he wants to erase it form his mind. Nurse freaks out cause MC saw her bareback and that she's so embarrassed and feels like she wants to die. MC acts like a buffoon saying nonsense left and right, nurse then blames all of this as being MC's fault, and she feels that there's no escape. MC thinks that today he sees a nurse that's so nervous and stressed like not he remembers, and that's she's just a poor woman that's embarrassed and doesn't knwo what to do. Nurse then cries out that what can she do, what can she really do, that this is all the fault of MC, MC goes 'my??' and then she tells MC that all the urges she locked up are now in the open(not sure here), and that he is the one that made her act this way. Then nurse tells MC that only he can, and begs him, MC is lost, and then nurse goes how only he can lock up her urges, and won't he help her, and she then thinks she wants MC to hug her a little. end of ch



tl;dr - the tldr is an essence of the text above. read it if you want more details.
MC freaks out about why he brought nurse to his place and what can he do next. He remembers how it got to this situation, thinks that when nurse wakes up he should tell her he only tried to help her. He feels relieved his gf is not home and freaks out some more. Nurse wakes up, sees where she is, she too freaks out, MC then freaks again and tells her a few times he only had the best intentions for her. Nurse then gets horny and loses her shit and wants to leave, stumbles down and shows MC another good view. Freaks out again, this time no running or stopping. Blames MC for how she feels and asks him to help her out, that only he is the one that can put a stop to her feelings and urges. She also wants a hug ...awwww.