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19:45:19 <@munki> waow \x90 u got b& from supernets
19:45:26 <\x90> yep
19:45:29 <\x90> can we do this next
19:45:32 <\x90> since im hated n stuff
19:45:41 <@munki> i don't think anyone cares about you bud
19:45:48 <\x90> i know
19:45:53 <\x90> you dont have to tell me that
19:45:59 <@cutie> tell me, npk is done about it
19:46:40 <\x90> finish the job
19:46:52 <@munki> zzzz
19:47:26 <\x90> why would yo unot believe im defiler / rebel?
19:47:36 <\x90> u think i want to be this person?
19:47:41 <infox> yes
19:47:47 <@munki> wait what
19:47:53 --modechange #2600: (+b *!*[email protected].*) by munki
19:47:53 ««infox  was kicked from #2600 by sn0wden (Banned)
19:47:56 <\x90> if i could kill myself and not be a pussy
19:47:57 <\x90> i would
19:48:10 --modechange #2600: (+b *!*ragnar@2605:6000:1805:85e7:29d8:56d6:89e4:*) by munki
19:48:10 ««danielb  was kicked from #2600 by RoTShB (Banned)
19:48:39 <\x90> someone send me enough drugs to kill myself, ive honestly been on these streets for too long
19:48:42 <\x90> tired of homelessness
19:49:09 <\x90> for xmas i just wanna die tbh
19:49:13 <\x90> thats al li want
19:49:31 <\x90> i tried to come back and make mends but tis is stupid
19:49:33 <\x90> i was on too many drugs
19:49:39 <\x90> made a fucking tool of myself
19:50:02 <\x90> i was wearing 3 fentanyl patches drinking morphine liquid snorting 30s and 15'ss and popipng xanax all in a days work
19:50:16 <\x90> while smoking weed
19:50:41 <\x90> i literally _cant_ catch a break and wont be able to so ban me or smthn
19:51:32 <Madden> i've switched to just vaping cbd
19:52:22 <\x90> im not on drugs anymore is the problem
19:52:27 <Madden> you can get strawberry cbd so its ok in public places ;)
19:52:31 <\x90> i came back to see how lonely i honestly am
19:52:51 <\x90> cause im homeless irl, i come to irc and get removed everywhere
19:52:53 <\x90> whatss here for me
19:53:05 <\x90> why shouldnt i eat a bunch of pills and kill myself for xmas
19:53:14 <ghostatic> \x90 I have the p90x exercise DVD original release. It looks like you have a home, 'Muscle Beach' You we're my hero for a glorious decade. Your exercise tips doubled the mass of muscle in my chest
19:53:27 <\x90> i dont have a home
19:54:16 <@chrono-> whos fault is that
19:54:23 <\x90> its mine bro i know this
19:54:40 <\x90> i fucked it up with everyone
19:54:44 <\x90> now i have to suffer till i die
19:54:51 <@chrono-> nobody gives a shit about the past
19:54:53 <\x90> i really just wanted to tell you guys how sorry i am honestly
19:55:33 <\x90> i buried myself dude
19:55:43 <\x90> people do care about the past
19:55:48 <\x90> you can't deny that chrono-
19:55:57 <\x90> you know more about me than anyone else around here
19:56:07 <@chrono-> you the only person whos bloggin about it
19:56:07 <\x90> most of it is half assed but youve gotten more on me than anyone else
19:56:51 <\x90> i guess its my final rant before i finally do what i need to do
19:57:19 <\x90> i cant even enter a channel without catching a ban
19:57:21 <\x90> everywhere
19:57:32 <@chrono-> that is the most emo thing you've ever said
19:57:54 <sub0hm> \x90: livestream it