Can't take over Scion Taylor

I tried to reach out to her mentally, to have her rejoin me, but I fell to my knees a moment later as I felt her mind. At my largest I'd had fifteen hundred bodies; she now had millions of quintillions of bodies. It was like staring into the sun, if the sun had been a thousand times as bright, and a thousand times as bright.

My mind felt like it was splitting apart, and I pulled away as quickly as I could, but the pain continued, only abating because of Crawler's power.

She wasn't me, not any longer. Her mind was as alien to me now as mine would be to a normal person. If I'd lived a thousand lives, she'd lived a trillion lives for every human being who'd ever lived. Even discounting her additional bodies, she was three times my age, and she hadn't been exposed to anything human for decades.

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