Bed shit

Alexithymiaa: -Stepping out of his bedroom, Adam wiped his palms against the legs of his jeans as he walked, making his way through the common area and over to Hayley's door to stop in front of it. Taking a deep breath, he lifted his hand, knocking against the wood of her door. "Hayley?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley was reading some fucking book and had her laptop open when he knocked on her door. Hera scrambled from her lap and went to her arm chair and settled in it. She rolled her eyes and tilted her head to look at the door. "Yes?" She called out. "Is that Adam?" She asked with a raise of her eyebrow/
Alexithymiaa: -When he heard her voice, he reached for the doorknob, pushing the door open and poking his head inside, turning to look over in her direction. "Yeah. Is it okay if I come in?"-
Tsaaq: "Yeah of course it is. It's always okay." She said with a shrug of her shoulders as she closed her book and scooted over on her bed, waiting for him to come inside.
Alexithymiaa: -He stepped further into her bedroom, turning to close the door behind him because privacy and all that shit. He walked over and sat down beside her on the bed, dropping his hands down into his lap. "Do you have a minute? Can we talk?"-
Tsaaq: Hayley nodded her head. "Yeah sure... We can always talk." She furrowed her eyebrows skeptically. "Fuck. Is something wrong? Is it because of when I was cursing out Ben? I was mad but I'm not mad anymore I was gonna apologize... Somehow. Not soon... I don't know." She rambled. "I'm sorry." She said as she looked at him.
Alexithymiaa: "Not.... specifically." He spoke a little awkwardly, running his hand up the back of his head to rustle his own hair. "There's just a lot that's gone on since he came back. I wanted to make sure you were okay. And figure out how you felt about it."-
Tsaaq: She pursed her lips and went to scoot closer to him. "I'm sorry again." She said softly. "I don't mean to go off like that when I'm around him. I've just been holding a lot of stuff in I guess."
Alexithymiaa: "It's okay, Halo. I understand. I'd be frustrated too..." He trailed off, trying to get around to how he felt. He wasnt very good at this part. "But you're okay? Obviously you're upset he's back, but... are you... uh.." He paused, his face wincing. "Like... over him?"-
Tsaaq: "Yes. I am. I'm in love with you obviously. " She furrowed her eyebrows. "You came in here to ask me if I still liked Ben?" She asked in a monotone. "Do you even care if I'm actually okay?" She asked him quietly as she lowered her head.
Alexithymiaa: "Of course I care if you're actually okay. That's what I wanted to make sure. I wanted to make sure you weren't hurting over him. That was... I mean it was a while ago, but I know you never really got any closure when it came to that whole situation. I understand how difficult it can be. And with what he said the other night... it makes it hard to justify being upset with him."-
Tsaaq: Hayley began to pout, moving closer to the center of her bed until her body was leaning on the wall. She hugged her knees to her chest. "I didn't need closure. He was just like everyone else." She muttered. "I know that." Hayley groaned. "I don't even want to talk about it. It's just making me depressed." Hayley said, lowering her head.
Alexithymiaa: "I'm sorry that it's upsetting you, but don't you think we kind of need to talk about it?" He asked, his brows furrowing as he twisted so he could still look at her when she moved. "Hayley, he professed his love for you across social media..."-
Tsaaq: "No we don't." Hayley said angrily. She scoffed. "Fine. He and I were together when everything in my life got shitty. Then disappeared. Then he came back, said he wouldn't leave and disappeared again. He's a liar. First I was mad. Now I feel bad for him. There. We talked about it." She said exasperatedly. She tried to look away. "So? That doesn't mean anything to me." She said, stone faced. "Every time I'm with guys they don't appreciate me while I'm with them. Then when they say I don't want shit to do with them all the sudden they love me." She rolled her eyes.
Alexithymiaa: -He pulled his leg up to rest on the bed so he could twist even further, fully facing her. "I appreciate you. I always have, Halo. And I love you, regardless of whether or not you want anything to do with me." He gave a soft laugh, because that was his pathetic attempt at comic relief because he's not good at this.-
Tsaaq: Hayley frowned then hugged her knees tighter to her chest. She exhaled before looking over to Adam. "It's okay..." She trailed off. "I'm not gonna yell at Ben anymore. I already decided." She said gently. "And I love you too."
Alexithymiaa: "I think that's probably a good idea. Regardless of your past.... I still feel really bad his mother died. That's so hard to cope with." He fell into silence, looking down at his hands.-
Tsaaq: She nodded her head slowly. "Yeah." She said before going silent as well. Hayley bit the inside of her cheek while staring at the wall.
Alexithymiaa: "Are you going to talk to him?" He asked, lifting his head and turning to look at her again.-
Tsaaq: She went to lay on her side so she was just curled into a ball. "I don't think so. Not right now anyways. I don't really want to." She answered with a frown.
Alexithymiaa: "No one can really blame you for that." He leaned back on her bed, putting his hand out to gently stroke her hair. "And no one is going to force you to, either."-
Tsaaq: She frowned widely, turning her head away as she sniffled. She nodded her head since she couldn't find words at the moment. Her body shuddering while she attempted to hold back any emotions trying to surface.
Alexithymiaa: -Hearing the sniffle, he put his hands out toward her. "Hayley, come here." He moved his hands to her shoulders, giving her a little reassuring pat.-
Tsaaq: "What?" She whispered, attempting to mantain her composure as she turned to face him. "I'm probably just gonna lay here. If you had something to do go ahead. Don't let me get in the way."
Alexithymiaa: "I don't have anything to do, and you're not getting in the way." He slid down on the bed so he could lay beside her, draping his arm around her middle and tugging her close to him.-
Tsaaq: She looked over to Adam and let her body rest closer against his. "Okay." She nodded her head once. She wiped whatever tears that had tried to fall from her eyes and stared at him. "I'm fine. Don't worry." She said to him.
Alexithymiaa: "I'm always worried about you. It's like my job now. And I'm pretty good at it." He smiled, moving his hand to rake his fingers through her hair. "Don't worry about me worrying about you."-
Tsaaq: Hayley bit the inside of her cheek and nodded her head slowly, looking eased when his fingers went through her hair. She sighed and went to lay even closer before wrapping her arms around him tight then kissing his cheek.
Alexithymiaa: "Do you feel a little better now?" He asked her in a soft voice, pressing one hand to her back as the other continued to toy with her hair. Pretty hair.-
Tsaaq: She nodded her head again. "Yes." She said softly before going to kiss his chin then gave him a peck on his lips. "I don't mean to freak out and get weird or anything." Hayley said.
Alexithymiaa: "We're all weird here. Each in our own special way. Some people just make theirs more obvious to others. I wouldn't worry about who thinks your weird or anything like that." He moved his head, returning her kiss. "I think you would benefit from a day for yourself. To do all that relaxing girly stuff. Like get your nails done and get a massage and stuff."-
Tsaaq: Hayley made a bit of a face. "I guess." She said quietly then furrowed her eyebrows. "Oh... I haven't been to a salon a really long time..." She trailed off while giving it some thought.
Alexithymiaa: "Maybe you and Bliss can do that. And Eli's sister, too. The three of you can make a day out of it or something. You should talk to Bliss about it. I'm sure she would go with you."-
Tsaaq: "Bliss?" She asked with a raise of her eyebrow. "Tae?" She repeated before going silent. "I guess. I don't know if that'll help anything." She said. "But I can do it." She shrugged.
Alexithymiaa: "Yeah, your friends?" He asked, kind of surprised to hear her so hesitant about spending time with the two other women. "Is everything okay with them?"-
Tsaaq: She stammered a moment. "It's not that I don't like them or anything. I haven't really done salon stuff in a long time. And I haven't done it around other chicks. I guess I don't really feel excited about it. It's whatever. I'll still do it." She said. "Maybe the day of I'll be stoked, like dads when they first see their baby or something."
Alexithymiaa: "Well dont force yourself to do anything you don't want to do. That defeats the purpose of this in the first place." He sat up a bit and leaned down to grab her blanket, pulling it up over them so they could be comfy and warm. "I don't really think that's the same sort of thing, but however you want to look at it is okay with me."-
Tsaaq: "I don't want to look like I don't want to do it though. Then they'll think I don't like them or something..." She trailed off. "It is kind of." She shrugged. "Well... I can't really say no since I don't really have any ideas on my own. If I don't I'll just sit in my room all night, which I do too often."
Alexithymiaa: "Well they dont even know about it yet, so how could they think you dont like them or something?" He asked, smoothing the blanket out over the top of her. "Dont worry about it tonight. For now you just worry about getting a good nights sleep, okay?"-
Tsaaq: "Okay." Hayley said then go nice close again, leaning her head on him and falling sleep rather quickly.