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- missanthropy in the throes of "waaa waaa, poor poor pitiful me"
- Jul 22 01:07:53 <+missanthropy> I'm gonna kill myself.
- Jul 22 01:07:53 <+Short_Circuit> Missanthropy: imagine if you were gonna kill yourself.
- Jul 22 01:07:54 <+visual> did you see that new spiderman flick?
- Jul 22 01:08:03 <+missanthropy> I'm gonna do it.
- Jul 22 01:08:12 <+missanthropy> Someone tell me why I shouldn't.
- Jul 22 01:08:15 <+missanthropy> Please.
- Jul 22 01:08:20 <+visual> the kid
- Jul 22 01:08:40 <+visual> Adnol: what was your favourite joke in spiderman: homecoming (tm) ?
- Jul 22 01:08:43 <+leibniz> hey kids
- Jul 22 01:08:51 <+leibniz> do you like violence?
- Jul 22 01:08:52 <+missanthropy> It's not a joke or w/e.
- Jul 22 01:09:00 <+missanthropy> The kid,.
- Jul 22 01:09:03 <+missanthropy> Why...
- Jul 22 01:09:19 <+missanthropy> I can't even...I can't even...
- Jul 22 01:09:26 <+leibniz> would you like to see me stick nine inch nails in each one of my eye lids?
- Jul 22 01:10:00 <+missanthropy> I'm trying to live for the kid, visual.
- Jul 22 01:10:06 <+missanthropy> And I can't, it's destroying me.
- Jul 22 01:10:12 <+missanthropy> And I destroy anything I have.
- Jul 22 01:10:21 <+Jax> You have a kid?
- Jul 22 01:10:21 <+mayui> :(
- Jul 22 01:10:21 <+visual> dude you're just drunk, go sleep it off
- Jul 22 01:10:22 <+missanthropy> I'm trying, dude.
- Jul 22 01:10:30 <+Jax> Best reason to not kill yourself
- Jul 22 01:10:46 <+Jax> If you cannot see that, you are literally a piece of shit
- Jul 22 01:11:09 <+missanthropy> i am trying.
- Jul 22 01:11:13 <+Jax> #realtalk
- Jul 22 01:11:22 <+missanthropy> god, I am trying every day.
- Jul 22 01:11:32 <+missanthropy> real talk, I just..
- Jul 22 01:11:32 <+Jax> ...Hopefully that is not a channel
- Jul 22 01:11:38 »» [Jax] (Jax@shit.lord): Jax
- Jul 22 01:11:38 »» [Jax] #8chan +#friendlytimes @#reee +#nl %#lobby #ncr @#uk #fatpeoplesuck +#chat
- Jul 22 01:11:38 »» [Jax] *.rizon.net :Where are you?
- Jul 22 01:11:38 »» [Jax] has identified for this nick
- Jul 22 01:11:38 »» [Jax] is using a secure connection
- Jul 22 01:11:38 »» [Jax] idle 00:00:05, signon: Thu Jul 13 15:02:21
- Jul 22 01:11:38 »» [Jax] End of WHOIS list.
- Jul 22 01:11:46 <+missanthropy> my head is fucked up.
- Jul 22 01:11:52 <+missanthropy> And I keep trying.
- Jul 22 01:12:10 <+missanthropy> But maybe she would be better off if I died.
- Jul 22 01:12:14 <+missanthropy> Real talk.
- Jul 22 01:12:20 <+missanthropy> I don't know...I'm trying..
- Jul 22 01:12:21 <+Jax> missanthropy I have struggled with depression most of my life
- Jul 22 01:12:22 <+Jax> It was not until I survived by some fucked up miracles in impossible situations
- Jul 22 01:12:25 <+Jax> That I let it go
- Jul 22 01:12:47 <+missanthropy> So how do I let it go?
- Jul 22 01:12:56 <+Jax> Literally just chemicals in your head
- Jul 22 01:13:05 <+Jax> Recognizing that is the first step
- Jul 22 01:13:21 <+Jax> Eat healthy and stay active helps
- Jul 22 01:13:25 <+missanthropy> I'm trying so hard to be normal, lol
- Jul 22 01:13:30 <+Jax> Good company
- Jul 22 01:14:14 <+leibniz> sex or weed?
- Jul 22 01:14:24 <+Jax> Weed is a half measure
- Jul 22 01:14:31 <+Jax> It works for a little bit
- Jul 22 01:14:35 <+missanthropy> nothing helps.
- Jul 22 01:14:46 <+missanthropy> because you realize you're just a BPD POS at the end.
- Jul 22 01:14:49 »» Casey_Neistat is now known as Casey
- Jul 22 01:15:03 <+missanthropy> 10% of us die by suicide; the highest rate of any mental illness.
- Jul 22 01:15:03 <+Jax> So be that
- Jul 22 01:15:05 <+Jax> Own it
- Jul 22 01:15:06 <+leibniz> ah not if you smoke enough
- Jul 22 01:15:17 <+missanthropy> I'm scared to die
- Jul 22 01:15:24 <+missanthropy> I....
- Jul 22 01:15:45 <+Jax> You need reasons to live
- Jul 22 01:15:48 <+leibniz> legends be er die
- Jul 22 01:15:57 <+leibniz> legends never die
- Jul 22 01:16:07 <+Jax> If you do not have a reason, find some purpose
- Jul 22 01:16:14 <+leibniz> you my friend are a legend
- Jul 22 01:16:14 <+Jax> Some desire
- Jul 22 01:16:41 <+Jax> tbh I am really fucked up
- Jul 22 01:16:48 <+Jax> I will sleep soon
- Jul 22 01:16:54 <+Jax> Please do not anhero
- Jul 22 01:18:16 «--- Adnol (cgiirc@Rizon-CFB6F09F.dhcp.embarqhsd.net) has Quit (Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client)
- Jul 22 01:18:45 ---» Adnol (cgiirc@Rizon-CFB6F09F.dhcp.embarqhsd.net) has Joined #friendlytimes
- Jul 22 01:18:46 <+normiebot> Martin Rufus Kang Jewnior
- Jul 22 01:19:32 <+missanthropy> Thanks, Jax and leibniz. <3<3
- Jul 22 01:19:36 <+missanthropy> Helped a bit.
- Jul 22 01:19:40 <+missanthropy> Honestly.
- Jul 22 01:22:56 <+mayui> hi missa i sent u pm, goodnight ill see you tomorrow
- Jul 22 01:25:55 «--- Adnol (cgiirc@Rizon-CFB6F09F.dhcp.embarqhsd.net) has Quit ()
- Jul 22 01:31:09 <+visual> missanthropy: hey man if you're gonna kill yourself anyway, post a picture of your cunt
- Jul 22 01:32:52 ---» Kujata (~qwebirc@standing.on.bahamut) has Joined #friendlytimes
- Jul 22 01:32:52 »» raawr gives voice to Kujata
- Jul 22 01:32:52 <+normiebot> Kujata is an arabic bull deity, not a weeb girl.
- Jul 22 01:41:22 <+missanthropy> uHH.
- Jul 22 01:41:31 <+missanthropy> idk.
- Jul 22 01:41:34 <+missanthropy> Maybe.
- Jul 22 01:42:09 <+missanthropy> Maybe..
- Jul 22 01:42:29 «--- m0dshalp (~qwebirc@8A10FD7.D7D6F7EC.2BE785C8.IP) has Quit (Ping timeout: 240 seconds)
- Jul 22 01:54:28 <+visual> missanthropy: is it shaved
- Jul 22 01:58:27 <+iNvictus> [1:07am] <+missanthropy> I'm gonna kill myself.
- Jul 22 01:58:28 <+Short_Circuit> Tell me how you're going to kill yourself.
- Jul 22 01:58:38 »» +iNvictus Smiles
- Jul 22 01:58:53 <+iNvictus> missanthropy do it for the love of god, thank you
- Jul 22 01:59:09 <+iNvictus> missanthropy i have allot invested in your suicide
- Jul 22 02:03:08 <+visual> >tfw no crazy woman pus
- Jul 22 02:03:58 <+iNvictus> visual she drunk as fuck, she might do it
- the next morning:
- Jul 22 10:46:23 <+iNvictus> missanthropy is dead R.i.P , killed herself last night after some shots of whisky
- Jul 22 15:27:39 <+missanthropy> Lol, yes, mayui, thank you for asking. <3<3 I just had an autistic melt-down last night and literally screamed. :D
- Jul 22 15:27:42 ---» SailorHaumea (~SailorCer@DEFD7425:B9C232CF:5A742A29:IP) has Joined #friendlytimes
- Jul 22 15:27:42 »» raawr gives voice to SailorHaumea
- Jul 22 15:27:43 <+normiebot> <3 EvaBraun and [mezmur]
- Jul 22 15:27:48 <+missanthropy> I'm doing fine today, though, thanks. <3
- AND SHE IS NOW FINE!
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