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- [15:09:04] AlbinoTitan: we'll both kill ourselves
- [15:09:04] AlbinoTitan: our brains are still in control
- of everything
- [15:09:04] AlbinoTitan: I don't actually enjoy video
- games - instead I enjoy seratonin and dopamine
- [15:09:04] AlbinoTitan: do you even comprehend
- [15:09:04] AlbinoTitan: what about sex
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: I like to think of my body as
- Europe and every woman I sleep with as Africa, where my
- policies of aggressive cultural insemination cause a
- economic and social collapse of the host while my spawn
- grows inside her, waiting to either be aborted by an
- ubernation African cultural front or birth unto the nation
- whereupon it'll feast on its rotting corpse.
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: I didn't write that but it's a
- good thought
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: what about trying to comprehend
- that your internal organs and components have been with
- you, inside of you, every step of the way for your entire
- life and chances are that you'll never see them with your
- own eyes
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: I mean what the hell they're my
- organs, let me see them
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: today I fell down
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: I tried vaulting onto my bed
- while my foot was asleep and I fell into the wooden frame
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: it's alright
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: I wasn't using that ribcage
- anyway
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: what if we never used
- technology?
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: what if man was forced to adapt
- rather than use tools?
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: we wouldn't be fleshy, slow,
- water-sacs without claws or anything unique besides a
- powerful brain
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: >implying humanoid creatures
- wouldn't have died out the day they came into existence
- without the use of their brain to create technology
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: if some caveman didn't pick up a
- stick or make fire, we'd have claws and nightvision right
- now
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: it would be Chaos all day every
- day
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: hmm
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: you now realize that you never
- truly stop thinking
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: even subconciously your brain
- reminds you to breathe when you are sleeping
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: even when knocked out, you
- perceive
- [15:09:05] AlbinoTitan: what are the codes of reality
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: what is the nature of nature
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: the brain is just organic wires
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: we are basically already
- artificial intelligence
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: the difference between aegis and
- you or I is very small - I can't even say "she was made by
- man" because you and I were too.
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: what makes an android brain
- different from a human brain?
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: we're each slaves to our
- inhibitions and orders of the brain
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: when you're hungry, you eat.
- when you're tired, you sleep. you can't disobey or it shuts
- you down. the same happens to an android.
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: we're comparing ourselves to
- artificial intelligence rather than the other way around
- now that we know more
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: what about reflections
- [15:09:06] AlbinoTitan: the reflection is something you
- see in a mirror. you look at yourself in a mirror, and
- there’s a sense in which you don’t see yourself; you see
- the reflection of your body
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: what about when you see yourself
- mirrored in another person
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: like when you're talking to
- someone really close and you see your reflection in the
- pupils of their eyes
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: they're looking at you and what
- they're giving you back is a reflection of yourself
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: or more accurately, a reflection
- of how it is that you appear to them
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: you know what I mean
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: what if everyone sees something
- differently
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: anyway
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: what if I'm the only sentient
- being in the universe, and everyone is just a robot or
- nonsentient being designed to incite reactions from me
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: we've all thought of that one
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: more about the brain
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: the brain wants to understand
- itself just so it can make itself compatible with
- technology, so it can abandon the flesh body and change it
- for a robotic mech, since we've clearly abandoned the
- prospect of changing into a more physically powerful
- organism
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: envision this
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: a 2-dimensional being walks on a
- folded plane
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: it eventually comes back to the
- same point without realizing it because the plane is folded
- on itself
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: pierce the plane with an object
- all the way, making two holes
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: the being encounters the same
- needle at two different points on its way, but cannot
- conceive it's actually the same because it's stuck on the
- flat plane
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: imagine trying to comprehend
- that even when you're literally touching an item, like
- you're laying down fully on your bed or something
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: you're still never really
- touching it
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: your body is mostly empty space
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: actually
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: you're never NOT touching
- something
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: never
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: ever
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: okay, so, going back, because of
- the empty space, there is a possible, but near infinitely
- impossible chance of your atoms aligning in such a way that
- you would miss the bed's atoms, and sink into the floor
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: you know
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: it's impossible to see all the
- points on a three-dimensional object at once
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: seriously, try it
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: get a cube
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: now with that understood, try to
- comprehend the fourth dimension
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: all of this thought process here
- just got started by me thinking about how the brain became
- aware of its own existence, and gave itself a name
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: did you know
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: Your brain takes the inverted
- images that your eyes perceive and flip them so it can
- better comprehend them. Our entire universe is literally
- upside-down.
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: seriously
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: we see upside-down
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: dreams scare me too
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: every thought we will ever have
- is locked away in some part of our minds, unable to be
- accessed except at extreme random intervals
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: our brain controls it
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: if you don't repeat a thought
- you forget it 20 seconds later tops
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: "but I remember this thought"
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: you repeated it
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: you might know that you thought
- of something that you forgot but you'll never recall it
- again
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: a random observation perhaps
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: our minds are capable of
- recreating a reality based off of memories while we sleep
- [15:09:07] AlbinoTitan: the pseudo-reality is so
- lifelike that we are almost always fooled by it
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: when we're not fooled, we gain
- the ability to mold reality as we wish, or it is as if our
- brain has become aware that it is aware that it is
- deceiving itself, and thus attempts to scare us out of
- sleep with eldritch abominations
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: we dream nearly every night but
- cannot remember it - what doesn't the brain want us to
- remember?
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: what happens to consciousness
- after we perish?
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: all living things are decaying
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: or what about dimensions again -
- without the intermolecular and inter-atomic attractive
- forces in your body, you would be a 1-dimensional being
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: wait
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: WAIT
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: WHAT IF AIR IS TOXIC, AND IT
- TAKES ABOUT 80 OR SO YEARS TO KILL YOU?
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: SMOKING WEAKENS YOUR LUNG'S
- FILTRATION ABILITY AND POISONS YOU FASTER
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: okay
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: Easter is coming, right?
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: It's the day that Christians
- celebrate the Resurrection
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: somehow this has translated into
- us finding colorful (possibly chocolate, but moreoften
- chicken) eggs hidden by giant rabbits
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: why am I me
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: where does matter and
- consciousness separate
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: I'm a separate person
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: separate people walk all around
- me and do human things without me sharing in their
- conscious
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: for all I know I could be the
- only conscious thing among robots
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: people were born at the same
- time as me
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: but I'm me
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: living in 2012
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: not 1888 or 250 BC, but why
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: the sky moves if you stare at it
- long enough
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: so does the sun
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: and the stars
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: the earth is moving at
- lightspeed while you remain "stationary"
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: somewhere in the multiverse of
- infinite combinations you're being used as a human
- cocksleeve for a monster with a 20" barbed penis
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: how fortunate you are to be
- experiencing consciousness as a person in this mild
- universe at this time
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: the day you die you're back on
- the roulette table
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: time travel
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: what if you met yourself in the
- past/future? which "you" would the "you" who is "you"
- control? and who is controlling the other "you"?
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: who's "you" is the real
- conscious "you"?
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: try to visualize a color that
- doesn't exist
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: try to come up with a new number
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: so matter can't be created or
- destroyed, right
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: there were as many atoms in the
- universe today as there were at the start
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: the universe is expanding
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: so the universe is getting less
- and less dense
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: this means the universe will
- either inevitably rip at the seams like a tapestry or it
- will have an elastic effect and rapidly converge again at a
- center point, crushing every galaxy together
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: body composition
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: you now realize every single
- part of your body was once part of dirt, food, or another
- living thing that decomposed, was harvested for food, eaten
- by your mother/father, and turned into a cell that
- replicated using more materials to create the
- conscientiousness that is "you."
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: when you die, you will decompose
- and start the cycle again. what makes up you right now,
- will eventually be what makes another person.
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: what if you memorize a tune
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: you're not really hearing
- anything when you hear a song in your head
- [15:09:08] AlbinoTitan: Your entire body is constantly
- growing and discarding cells.
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: You are literally not the same
- person you were 10 years ago
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: You sweated, pissed, and spat
- that guy out.
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: You have literally excreted your
- former self.
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: when your "life flashes before
- your eyes", why does that happen
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: is your brain attempting
- desperately to recall a situation that would help in your
- dire situation?
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: when you drown, your mind is
- desperately seeking a way out, and fails as you die
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: take a grain of sand
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: if compressed enough, it would
- become dense enough to incite a powerful enough reaction to
- annihilate a sizeable portion of the universe
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: except the outskirts
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: how would that work
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: I don't know
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: everything already exists. there
- isn't a single thing that does not
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: the water we drink is the same
- water the dinosaurs drank
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: I had the girl dream again
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: Now I keep having this weird
- unknown memory pop into my head at COMPLETELY RANDOM
- MOMENTS.
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: It's like a fragment of an
- incomprehensible image of something that may or may not
- exist or have even happened, and it feels like complete
- deja vu every time but only because I'm remembering the
- memory itself.
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan:
- And I keep wondering why its there and why it keeps coming
- back when I cant even identify it.
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: which makes sense
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: think of how our consciousness
- interacts with our bodies, we interact with our environment
- through our bodies, not our consciousness. are our bodies
- in a higher level of reality then our consciousness?
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: your brain is trapped in your
- skull in total darkness
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: yet it tells you how stuff looks
- and sounds, and smells
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: it has never been exposed to
- anything, yet it dictates everything
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: You know when you go in a room
- and totally forgot what you are doing there
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: someone deleted your action
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: Since sunlight takes roughly 8
- minutes to get to earth, if the sun just happened to blow
- up and take the Earth with it, would we see it first, or
- feel it first?
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: I think feel
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: feel the end
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: oh man an hour and twenty
- minutes of this
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: it felt like 10 minutes
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: the me that wrote the first
- message is not the me that is writing this one
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: the me that is questioned by you
- as to what drugs I took prior to writing this is not the
- same me
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: and the you that reads this is
- not the same you that will talk to me in 10 hours
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: I'm going to sleep
- [15:09:09] AlbinoTitan: will I wake up?
- [15:18:24] Tort: ohhh i have thought about all these things before
- myself
- [15:18:36] Tort: being a NEET gives you a whole lot of time to think
- [15:21:13] Tort: the world doesnt actually "exist" in a predefined
- form
- [15:22:02] Tort: you know that scene in SH3 where vincent asks heather
- if she "sees them as monsters"?
- [15:22:31] Tort: its just like that
- [15:22:50] Tort: schizophrenic people dont actually have any disorder
- [15:23:07] Tort: they just perceive things MORE differently than
- everyone else
- [15:23:34] Tort: think about a color
- [15:23:40] Tort: is it red? i bet its red
- [15:23:51] Tort: what if you are the only one that sees red as red
- [15:23:58] Tort: what if red is actually blue
- [15:24:57] Tort: even if it was you would never know because you were
- taught that the shade you perceive as red is called red
- [15:26:04] Tort: your brain tells you its red so you just assume it is
- [15:26:15] Tort: because you are not the owner of your own mind
- [15:27:39] Tort: you already realize that all the physical needs you
- feel such as sleep and hunger and just the brain telling
- you to do those things
- [15:27:45] Tort: but what about everything else
- [15:28:11] Tort: thing that you think you decided yourself, like what
- clothes to wear or what game to play
- [15:28:19] Tort: did you really decided that yourself?
- [15:28:31] Tort: or was it just your subconscious telling you to do
- it?
- [15:28:34] Tort: how can you tell
- [15:30:04] Tort: think of all the things you know
- [15:30:36] Tort: do "you" know them? or is it your subconcious telling
- you the answers when you try to recall them?
- [15:30:49] Tort: the subconscious is you but it isnt you
- [15:31:00] Tort: its a part of you but its completely separate
- [15:31:19] Tort: its like a parasite that controls you but also keeps
- you alive
- [15:31:44] Tort: we are in symbiosis right from the moment we are born
- [15:31:55] Tort: what if the subconscious wasnt actually human
- [15:32:06] Tort: what if the primitive proto-humans didnt have one
- [15:32:33] Tort: what if the reason for humans having such advanced
- minds compared to other species is because we have TWO
- minds
- [15:32:51] Tort: where did the second one came from?
- [15:33:12] Tort: aliens? evolution? a literal mind parasite?
- [15:33:43] Tort: maybe its like the matrix and everything is an
- illusion and our actual bodies are plugged in somewhere
- feeding a machine
- [15:34:04] Tort: while the 2nd mind, controlled by these machines,
- tells us to see life as we see it
- [15:36:52] Tort: touch a wall and try to move your finger through it,
- you cant
- [15:36:58] Tort: you assume its because the wall is solid
- [15:37:16] Tort: you ASSUME the properties of the wall are what you
- were taught they were
- [15:37:26] Tort: but what if it isnt actually solid
- [15:37:28] Tort: and there is no wall
- [15:38:02] Tort: but your other mind tells you there is, so it makes
- your arm movement stop and makes you feel like if you were
- touching something
- [15:39:45] Tort: what about this very conversation
- [15:39:50] Tort: is it actually happening
- [15:40:05] Tort: im typing things but cant know if you will see the
- same things
- [15:40:22] Tort: maybe you will see something completely different
- [15:40:52] Tort: and what i saw you write was nothing like you saw
- yourself typing
- [15:46:37] Tort: what about emotions
- [15:47:02] Tort: does love exist? or hate? jealousy? happiness?
- [15:47:12] Tort: in the end they are all just chemicals
- [15:47:29] Tort: but why do determined things trigger determined
- chemicals
- [15:48:16] Tort: why do you get endorphines when you pleasure yourself
- [15:49:03] Tort: does life itself exist?
- [15:49:06] Tort: and death?
- [15:49:08] Tort: what is life
- [15:50:09] Tort: you perceive yourself as alive, and can tell when
- something else is alive to a degree
- [15:51:07] Tort: you said that thing about android brains being just
- like human brains
- [15:51:44] Tort: does that mean a sufficiently advanced android that
- could mimic every single function the human body has would
- be considered alive
- [15:53:56] Tort: what defines life
- [15:54:05] Tort: how do you know something is dead
- [15:54:32] Tort: living things are matter which cant be created and
- destroyed
- [15:54:53] Tort: does that mean machines are alive too
- [15:55:06] Tort: how can something die if their matter cant be
- destroyed
- [15:55:30] Tort: its not possible to stop existing according to the
- very laws of physics
- [15:55:55] Tort: you dont die you just are dismantled and eventually
- reconstructed
- [15:57:31] Tort: this is assuming the laws of physics are true
- [15:57:35] Tort: how do you know they are
- [15:57:59] Tort: why does the universe exist
- [15:58:05] Tort: where did all the matter came from
- [15:58:06] Tort: and why
- [16:02:19] Tort: what would happen if someone managed to take control
- of their own subconscious
- [16:05:44] Tort: what if dreams are the actual reality
- [16:06:21] Tort: your mind is free to go into the real world while the
- body rests, then it goes back to "reality" when you wake up
- [16:16:59] Tort: you said that people are not the same they were 10
- hours ago since their matter keeps coming and going
- [16:17:06] Tort: but you perceive yourself as the same
- [16:17:30] Tort: expect that you dont
- [16:17:35] Tort: "you" dont
- [16:17:47] Tort: the subconscious is telling you to
- [16:18:06] Tort: does this 2nd mind also changes like the rest of the
- body?
- [16:18:45] Tort: if reality isnt real then maybe the subconscious is
- not even on this world
- [16:19:21] Tort: why do you perceive yourself as the same if you
- excreted your previous being and will keep doing so for as
- long as your body is there
- [16:19:52] Tort: the other mind doesnt decay
- [16:20:14] Tort: it keeps telling you you are you, even if technically
- you arent
- [16:20:19] Tort: what defines "YOU"
- [16:20:32] Tort: maybe its not your composition
- [16:21:13] Tort: imagine someone who could regenerate all body parts
- at will
- [16:22:15] Tort: and this someone is perfectly bisected lenghtwise
- [16:22:22] Tort: then it regenerates both sides
- [16:22:28] Tort: you have essentially cloned him
- [16:22:33] Tort: but who is the original?
- [16:23:53] Tort: the logic answer would be they both are
- [16:24:05] Tort: but this is contradictory by the very same logic
- [16:32:26] Tort: you could say one of them is an extension of the
- other one
- [16:32:42] Tort: they are both the same being, but have separate
- bodies
- [16:33:03] Tort: but WHO is an extension of WHO
- [16:33:17] Tort: is there a "main" body between them?
- [16:33:22] Tort: what about their minds
- [16:33:38] Tort: is there a single subconsciousness controlling them
- both?
- [16:33:49] Tort: or did the 2nd mind replicate itself?
- [16:39:55] Tort: are their minds linked?
- [16:40:59] Tort: what if you cut a toe off this person?
- [16:41:08] Tort: the "main" person would regenerate the toe
- [16:41:23] Tort: but why wouldnt the toe regenerate the person
- instead?
- [16:41:41] Tort: is it because the toe has no brain of its own, and
- therefore no mind?
- [16:42:29] Tort: does this mean the bisected person loses a part of
- his mind when half his brain is separated?
- [16:52:25] Tort has changed his/her status to Away
- [16:55:09] Tort has changed his/her status to Online
- [17:01:23] Tort: when someone "dies", where does his mind go?
- [17:01:29] Tort: does it just vanish?
- [17:01:40] Tort: is the mind even made of regular matter?
- [17:02:00] Tort: what if its just data
- [17:02:03] Tort: where does the data go
- [17:04:02] Tort: maybe the data goes back to the subconscious machines
- and gets purged of most memories, then reuploaded to the
- next human born
- [17:04:20] Tort: if minds are data, can they be copied?
- [17:04:45] Tort: what if the bisected man from earlier had a copy of
- his mind on the other half
- [17:04:52] Tort: how would they perceive each other
- [17:10:37] Tort: why do the properties of matter are what they are
- [17:10:49] Tort: what makes photons massless
- [17:10:59] Tort: what if this data could be changed somehow
- [17:11:57] Tort: if all properties are data, and reality is an
- illusion created from this data, does this make whoever
- manipulated this data "god"?
- [17:12:38] Tort: maybe its something on a much bigger scale
- [17:13:00] Tort: and god its just a regular creature on the universe
- containing us
- [17:13:49] Tort: maybe our universe is a program and god just some
- alien programmer on a much more advanced reality
- [17:14:39] Tort: maybe our universe is a petri dish and the whole of
- our reality is but an experiment
- [17:14:54] Tort: earth is a tiny meaningless place
- [17:15:52] Tort: all of humanity is but a single cell on an experiment
- far too big for it to ever comprehend
- [17:16:07] Tort: is life on earth really an accident?
- [17:16:27] Tort: the chances are pretty big since our universe IS
- pretty damn big too
- [17:17:06] Tort: having the right rock at just the right distance of
- the right star isnt so unlikely considering the scale of
- the universe
- [17:17:26] Tort: does humanity mean anything for the rest of the
- universe?
- [17:17:40] Tort: if the universe had a mind, would it even notice us?
- [17:18:20] Tort: what if this universal mind is what humans understand
- as god
- [17:18:53] Tort: what is the point of life in the first place
- [17:19:17] Tort: even if we are just some machine batteries living in
- a dream, whats the point of those machines?
- [17:19:32] Tort: who made them and why?
- [17:19:38] Tort: and who made whoever made those?
- [17:21:02] Tort: is it even worthwhile to wonder all of this?
- [17:21:11] Tort: who knows if the answers will ever come
- [17:21:33] Tort: and if they do, who says they are the real answers
- and not just your mind telling you they are?
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