4/11/2016

Hey.

Sorry that I've been kinda downer lately. I've just been feeling really anxious and generally bummed about stuff. Lately I've been thinking about how much I don't care about myself, how little I care about life. If I learned today I had a terminal disease I wouldn't really care because I really don't care about myself.

I'm not suicidal if that's what you were thinking from what I last said. My self esteem has just been super low lately and I've been being really moody because of it.

Prom is this weekend. Really don't care, it's making me pissed off to see other people so happy about the meaningless bullshit. I just want to be happy too.


sorry for the depressing pastebin, I've been thinking this for a while and I just wanted to get my thoughts out.