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  1. WaxnellToday at 11:30 PM
  2. I’m mental boom
  3.  
  4. PrismalToday at 11:30 PM
  5. hwo come
  6.  
  7. WaxnellToday at 11:30 PM
  8. Money and girls
  9. And to a lesser extent. Body image and self esteem
  10.  
  11. PrismalToday at 11:31 PM
  12. i think u have a lot of anxiety in general
  13. that makes ur issues worse
  14. and also causes ur issues to affect u a lot more
  15.  
  16. WaxnellToday at 11:31 PM
  17. Yes
  18.  
  19. PrismalToday at 11:31 PM
  20. even when i have a lot of things wrong
  21.  
  22. WaxnellToday at 11:31 PM
  23. This is true
  24.  
  25. PrismalToday at 11:31 PM
  26. how i handle it determines
  27. how bad it is or becomes
  28. in my brain
  29. u just have to tackle that
  30. and everything else becomes easier
  31.  
  32. WaxnellToday at 11:32 PM
  33. I have had really bad anxiety lately
  34.  
  35. PrismalToday at 11:32 PM
  36. u always do
  37. everyone in our convo feels like ur like
  38. a time bomb or something
  39. in convo
  40. like u get pissed off for no reason or u get really moody about something
  41. or just angry in general
  42. or
  43.  
  44. WaxnellToday at 11:32 PM
  45. I’m sorry
  46.  
  47. PrismalToday at 11:32 PM
  48. huh no i dont mind
  49. ive known u for long enough
  50.  
  51. WaxnellToday at 11:32 PM
  52. I’m a mess
  53. :frowning:
  54.  
  55. PrismalToday at 11:32 PM
  56. i mean i think the goal should be
  57. conquering ur anxiety
  58. with professional help
  59. and if u dont have money or insurance for that then
  60. thats the like
  61. PRIMARY FOCUS
  62. for u
  63.  
  64. WaxnellToday at 11:33 PM
  65. Is your pfp
  66. Tomioka
  67.  
  68. PrismalToday at 11:33 PM
  69. because everything else is just a biproduct of ur anxiety
  70. no its uh
  71. giyu
  72. from demon slayer
  73.  
  74. WaxnellToday at 11:33 PM
  75. ....
  76.  
  77. PrismalToday at 11:33 PM
  78. im
  79. not japanese
  80. i dont refer to him by his surname
  81.  
  82. WaxnellToday at 11:33 PM
  83. Lmao
  84. You goob lol
  85. Ok bright side
  86. New job good
  87. Not bright side. Won’t be working it long enough before rent comes
  88. Gonna have to scramble for more moni
  89.  
  90. PrismalToday at 11:35 PM
  91. i think ur brain is preventing u from finding
  92. stability and inner peace
  93. which carries over into ur life and affects it in a major way
  94.  
  95. WaxnellToday at 11:35 PM
  96. My brain is retarded
  97.  
  98. PrismalToday at 11:35 PM
  99. thats just my outside perspective though
  100. i dont think so
  101. i think u just have some chemical imbalances maybe or
  102. some issues
  103. that can be fixed
  104. therapy is really op if ur therapist is good
  105.  
  106. WaxnellToday at 11:35 PM
  107. Issues for sure
  108.  
  109. PrismalToday at 11:35 PM
  110. but
  111. ur like
  112. crippling urself
  113. by trying to
  114. deal w it / ignore it on ur own
  115. i dont think it something u can takcle
  116. without help
  117. for me my sports psychologist 1v9'd
  118. but its hard to tackle mental stuff on ur own
  119.  
  120. WaxnellToday at 11:36 PM
  121. I’d love one
  122.  
  123. PrismalToday at 11:36 PM
  124. bc u cant
  125. outbrain
  126. ur own brain
  127.  
  128. WaxnellToday at 11:36 PM
  129. It’s a money thing
  130.  
  131. PrismalToday at 11:36 PM
  132. but now u have
  133. something to work towards
  134. and a goal
  135. like
  136. to get ur life together this is the first thing max must do
  137.  
  138. WaxnellToday at 11:37 PM
  139. Money has been the problem for like
  140. A while
  141.  
  142. PrismalToday at 11:37 PM
  143. i dont think itll ever not be
  144. unless ur like bill gates
  145.  
  146. WaxnellToday at 11:37 PM
  147. Uh
  148.  
  149. PrismalToday at 11:37 PM
  150. everyones strugglin financially in early 20s it seems
  151.  
  152. WaxnellToday at 11:37 PM
  153. Not being paycheck to paycheck would be a good start
  154.  
  155. PrismalToday at 11:37 PM
  156. yeah and that also causes lots of stress
  157.  
  158. WaxnellToday at 11:37 PM
  159. I’m so like weh
  160. I have
  161. $63
  162. I have
  163. $800 in bills
  164.  
  165. PrismalToday at 11:38 PM
  166. like this month?
  167.  
  168. WaxnellToday at 11:38 PM
  169. Coming up in 10 days
  170. Huh?
  171.  
  172. PrismalToday at 11:38 PM
  173. bills as in like
  174. due this month
  175. but
  176. u answered it
  177. with ur next sentenc
  178.  
  179. WaxnellToday at 11:38 PM
  180. Mhm
  181. My last day of training is
  182. Thursday
  183.  
  184. PrismalToday at 11:38 PM
  185. u should talk to camron about ur situation
  186.  
  187. WaxnellToday at 11:38 PM
  188. I make minimum wage untill then
  189.  
  190. PrismalToday at 11:38 PM
  191. he wont help financially but hes in ur shoes
  192. or been in them
  193.  
  194. WaxnellToday at 11:39 PM
  195. And then I’ll make good money
  196. I know what I have to do
  197. Been here for the last 4 years lol
  198.  
  199. PrismalToday at 11:39 PM
  200. its nice to have someone to talk to sometimes though
  201. camrons a good lad
  202.  
  203. WaxnellToday at 11:39 PM
  204. I mean I guess
  205. I do like him
  206.  
  207. PrismalToday at 11:39 PM
  208. one of my closer friends
  209.  
  210. WaxnellToday at 11:39 PM
  211. Just don’t know him very well
  212.  
  213. PrismalToday at 11:39 PM
  214. i just feel like ur too quick to write things off
  215. or ur very like
  216. opinionated
  217.  
  218. WaxnellToday at 11:39 PM
  219. Yes
  220.  
  221. PrismalToday at 11:39 PM
  222. that can be a turn off for people
  223. i dont really mind it
  224.  
  225. WaxnellToday at 11:39 PM
  226. I’ve always been like that. Is not intentional
  227.  
  228. PrismalToday at 11:40 PM
  229. it just makes me anxious sometimes
  230. when ur opinionated and angry
  231.  
  232. WaxnellToday at 11:40 PM
  233. Yeah
  234.  
  235. PrismalToday at 11:40 PM
  236. but other than that idm
  237.  
  238. WaxnellToday at 11:40 PM
  239. I can understand that
  240. Another thing which bothers me
  241. Which isn’t helping with my self esteem
  242. This gonna sound shitty
  243. The logical part of me
  244. Is super proud of you. And I’m really really happy you’re doing so well
  245. It just feels like we swapped places
  246. I used to be more in control I feel
  247. And you used to be brain boom all the time
  248. Now it’s swapped
  249.  
  250. PrismalToday at 11:41 PM
  251. i think life is always like a rollercoaster and ur never totally in control
  252. brain boom is always #1 priority
  253. because even if ur life is 1v9
  254. if ur mental bad it doesnt matter
  255. so i put all my chips in the mental basket
  256. and surrounded myself w positive people
  257.  
  258. WaxnellToday at 11:41 PM
  259. Mhm
  260.  
  261. PrismalToday at 11:41 PM
  262. its hard
  263. i int myself
  264. like
  265. every other day still
  266.  
  267. WaxnellToday at 11:41 PM
  268. It feels like
  269.  
  270. PrismalToday at 11:41 PM
  271. but im happier with myself overall
  272. bc i dont brain boom anymore
  273. its just about understanding urself
  274. and preventing urself from boomking
  275.  
  276. WaxnellToday at 11:42 PM
  277. A huge portion of all the good stuff that could happen to me get yoinked away
  278.  
  279. PrismalToday at 11:42 PM
  280. yeah i think thats just part of how ur life is rn
  281. which u cant really control
  282. i think it relates to league a little im ngl
  283. its like
  284.  
  285. WaxnellToday at 11:42 PM
  286. Super recently I had a jam session with two guys
  287.  
  288. PrismalToday at 11:42 PM
  289. ur in silver and ur practicing good habits for when u get to diamond
  290.  
  291. WaxnellToday at 11:42 PM
  292. Working on 2 of my songs
  293. And we sounded awesome.
  294. We talked about meeting up for another session and trying to record it
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