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  13. VINCENT:
  14. I just want to be one of them.
  15.  
  16. 3
  17. 00:00:56,613 --> 00:00:58,980
  18. I would like to sit down
  19. with them and have a drink,
  20.  
  21. 4
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  23. and talk about anything.
  24.  
  25. 5
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  27. I'd like for them
  28. to give me some tobacco,
  29.  
  30. 6
  31. 00:01:04,388 --> 00:01:05,520
  32. a glass of wine,
  33.  
  34. 7
  35. 00:01:05,522 --> 00:01:08,957
  36. or even just ask me,
  37. "How are you today?"
  38.  
  39. 8
  40. 00:01:08,959 --> 00:01:11,528
  41. And I would answer,
  42. and we would talk.
  43.  
  44. 9
  45. 00:01:12,528 --> 00:01:14,595
  46. And from time to time,
  47.  
  48. 10
  49. 00:01:14,597 --> 00:01:17,698
  50. I'd make a sketch
  51. of one of them as a gift.
  52.  
  53. 11
  54. 00:01:17,700 --> 00:01:20,936
  55. They would accept it maybe,
  56. and keep it somewhere.
  57.  
  58. 12
  59. 00:01:20,938 --> 00:01:24,906
  60. And a woman
  61. would smile at me and ask,
  62.  
  63. 13
  64. 00:01:24,908 --> 00:01:29,011
  65. "Are you hungry? Would you
  66. like something to eat?
  67.  
  68. 14
  69. 00:01:29,013 --> 00:01:33,418
  70. "A piece of ham, some
  71. cheese, or maybe a fruit?"
  72.  
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  75. VINCENT: Look at me.
  76.  
  77. 17
  78. 00:01:50,034 --> 00:01:51,633
  79. Please.
  80.  
  81. 19
  82. 00:02:09,953 --> 00:02:11,021
  83. VINCENT: Oui.
  84.  
  85. 29
  86. 00:03:33,437 --> 00:03:36,537
  87. Some of them were
  88. going to be in my group show.
  89.  
  90. 30
  91. 00:03:36,539 --> 00:03:37,606
  92. They let me down.
  93.  
  94. 45
  95. 00:04:50,848 --> 00:04:52,613
  96. You know him, don't you?
  97.  
  98. 46
  99. 00:04:52,615 --> 00:04:55,483
  100. Yes, I have some of
  101. his paintings in the gallery.
  102.  
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  105. I'm Paul
  106. Gauguin, by the way.
  107.  
  108. 50
  109. 00:05:20,177 --> 00:05:21,243
  110. I know.
  111.  
  112. 51
  113. 00:05:21,245 --> 00:05:22,810
  114. - You're Vincent.
  115. - Yes.
  116.  
  117. 52
  118. 00:05:22,812 --> 00:05:24,111
  119. Theo's brother.
  120.  
  121. 53
  122. 00:05:24,113 --> 00:05:25,983
  123. I saw your paintings
  124. at the cafeteria.
  125.  
  126. 54
  127. 00:05:27,750 --> 00:05:30,151
  128. You did? You must've
  129. been the only one.
  130.  
  131. 55
  132. 00:05:30,153 --> 00:05:32,687
  133. But if you did,
  134. it was worth it.
  135.  
  136. 56
  137. 00:05:32,689 --> 00:05:33,788
  138. There were a couple
  139. good ones in there,
  140.  
  141. 57
  142. 00:05:33,790 --> 00:05:34,755
  143. but it was hard to see.
  144.  
  145. 58
  146. 00:05:34,757 --> 00:05:36,726
  147. It was a difficult space.
  148. And too many works.
  149.  
  150. 59
  151. 00:05:38,060 --> 00:05:40,027
  152. My idea was a group show.
  153.  
  154. 60
  155. 00:05:40,029 --> 00:05:42,897
  156. I thought it could be
  157. a community of artists,
  158.  
  159. 61
  160. 00:05:42,899 --> 00:05:44,098
  161. like a family.
  162.  
  163. 62
  164. 00:05:44,100 --> 00:05:46,735
  165. When the other artists
  166. didn't participate,
  167.  
  168. 63
  169. 00:05:46,737 --> 00:05:48,904
  170. I had to do it by myself.
  171.  
  172. 64
  173. 00:05:48,906 --> 00:05:51,539
  174. I filled it with everything
  175. I had in my studio.
  176.  
  177. 65
  178. 00:05:51,541 --> 00:05:53,041
  179. Yeah, it looked like it.
  180.  
  181. 66
  182. 00:05:53,043 --> 00:05:55,243
  183. Those people, you don't
  184. want them to be your family.
  185.  
  186. 67
  187. 00:05:55,245 --> 00:05:57,611
  188. Who needs a family like that?
  189.  
  190. 68
  191. 00:05:57,613 --> 00:06:00,147
  192. You can't pick your family,
  193. but you can pick your friends.
  194.  
  195. 69
  196. 00:06:00,149 --> 00:06:01,882
  197. I love my brother.
  198.  
  199. 70
  200. 00:06:01,884 --> 00:06:02,950
  201. Then you're lucky.
  202.  
  203. 71
  204. 00:06:02,952 --> 00:06:04,752
  205. But more importantly,
  206. he loves you.
  207.  
  208. 72
  209. 00:06:04,754 --> 00:06:06,788
  210. I know
  211. he's very good to you.
  212.  
  213. 73
  214. 00:06:06,790 --> 00:06:09,024
  215. I want to get as far away
  216. from these people as possible.
  217.  
  218. 74
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  220. I'm going to Madagascar.
  221.  
  222. 75
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  224. Madagascar?
  225. But what about Japan?
  226.  
  227. 76
  228. 00:06:14,163 --> 00:06:16,163
  229. No, no, Madagascar.
  230.  
  231. 77
  232. 00:06:16,165 --> 00:06:18,567
  233. It's an island. Big one.
  234.  
  235. 78
  236. 00:06:18,569 --> 00:06:20,334
  237. In between Africa and India.
  238.  
  239. 79
  240. 00:06:20,336 --> 00:06:22,937
  241. Or even further,
  242. some remote island
  243.  
  244. 80
  245. 00:06:22,939 --> 00:06:25,606
  246. where they've never
  247. heard about painting,
  248.  
  249. 81
  250. 00:06:25,608 --> 00:06:28,642
  251. about Paris or schools.
  252.  
  253. 82
  254. 00:06:28,644 --> 00:06:30,277
  255. Somewhere where I can
  256. create a new vision,
  257.  
  258. 83
  259. 00:06:30,279 --> 00:06:31,613
  260. a new way of painting,
  261.  
  262. 84
  263. 00:06:31,615 --> 00:06:33,582
  264. far away from all systems
  265. and theories.
  266.  
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  268. 00:06:33,584 --> 00:06:34,752
  269. Real freedom.
  270.  
  271. 86
  272. 00:06:36,185 --> 00:06:39,019
  273. I'd like to be calm
  274. and take my time,
  275.  
  276. 87
  277. 00:06:39,021 --> 00:06:41,725
  278. alone, forget about the rest
  279. of the world, and just...
  280.  
  281. 88
  282. 00:06:42,625 --> 00:06:44,194
  283. Paint this.
  284.  
  285. 89
  286. 00:06:45,062 --> 00:06:46,129
  287. Here.
  288.  
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  290. 00:06:47,764 --> 00:06:48,799
  291. Slowly.
  292.  
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  294. 00:06:49,833 --> 00:06:52,670
  295. What comes to me,
  296. nothing else.
  297.  
  298. 92
  299. 00:06:53,202 --> 00:06:55,303
  300. That sounds good.
  301.  
  302. 93
  303. 00:06:55,305 --> 00:06:58,209
  304. I hate the fog. I'm tired
  305. of this gray light.
  306.  
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  308. 00:06:59,209 --> 00:07:01,843
  309. I'd like to find
  310. a new light.
  311.  
  312. 95
  313. 00:07:01,845 --> 00:07:04,878
  314. For paintings
  315. that we haven't yet seen.
  316.  
  317. 96
  318. 00:07:04,880 --> 00:07:07,684
  319. Bright paintings,
  320. painted in sunlight.
  321.  
  322. 97
  323. 00:07:10,252 --> 00:07:13,154
  324. Go south, Vincent.
  325.  
  326. 116
  327. 00:16:57,639 --> 00:16:59,242
  328. MADAME GINOUX:
  329. What are you reading today?
  330.  
  331. 117
  332. 00:17:00,342 --> 00:17:01,408
  333. The Bible?
  334.  
  335. 118
  336. 00:17:01,410 --> 00:17:02,745
  337. VINCENT: Uh, no, Shakespeare.
  338.  
  339. 119
  340. 00:17:03,513 --> 00:17:05,212
  341. How did you say?
  342.  
  343. 120
  344. 00:17:05,214 --> 00:17:06,814
  345. Shakespeare.
  346. William Shakespeare.
  347.  
  348. 121
  349. 00:17:06,816 --> 00:17:08,384
  350. He's an English writer.
  351.  
  352. 122
  353. 00:17:08,951 --> 00:17:10,253
  354. Do you know him?
  355.  
  356. 123
  357. 00:17:10,953 --> 00:17:13,789
  358. No, he lived a long time ago.
  359.  
  360. 124
  361. 00:17:14,856 --> 00:17:16,759
  362. - Is he any good?
  363. - Oh, yes.
  364.  
  365. 125
  366. 00:17:18,928 --> 00:17:20,561
  367. What does he write about?
  368.  
  369. 126
  370. 00:17:20,563 --> 00:17:22,395
  371. About everything.
  372.  
  373. 127
  374. 00:17:22,397 --> 00:17:26,366
  375. About men and women,
  376. gods and kings,
  377.  
  378. 128
  379. 00:17:26,368 --> 00:17:28,302
  380. about love and hate.
  381.  
  382. 129
  383. 00:17:28,304 --> 00:17:29,840
  384. What are you
  385. reading right now?
  386.  
  387. 130
  388. 00:17:31,007 --> 00:17:35,709
  389. It's a, uh, theater play
  390. called Richard III.
  391.  
  392. 131
  393. 00:17:35,711 --> 00:17:39,348
  394. - Who is that, Richard?
  395. - A king, a king of England.
  396.  
  397. 132
  398. 00:17:39,848 --> 00:17:40,782
  399. A good king?
  400.  
  401. 133
  402. 00:17:40,784 --> 00:17:44,517
  403. Oh, no, he was
  404. considered a real bastard.
  405.  
  406. 134
  407. 00:17:44,519 --> 00:17:46,923
  408. - Did he kill people?
  409. - Oh, yes, a lot.
  410.  
  411. 135
  412. 00:17:49,325 --> 00:17:51,327
  413. You shouldn't read
  414. a bastard's story.
  415.  
  416. 136
  417. 00:17:51,994 --> 00:17:54,027
  418. Why not?
  419.  
  420. 137
  421. 00:17:54,029 --> 00:17:56,697
  422. - Does he write well at least?
  423. - Oh, yes, very well.
  424.  
  425. 138
  426. 00:17:56,699 --> 00:17:59,570
  427. Some of the lines
  428. aren't very clear, but...
  429.  
  430. 139
  431. 00:18:00,836 --> 00:18:02,838
  432. - I like that.
  433. - Why?
  434.  
  435. 140
  436. 00:18:04,807 --> 00:18:06,740
  437. Because I like mystery,
  438.  
  439. 141
  440. 00:18:06,742 --> 00:18:10,411
  441. and Shakespeare
  442. is more mysterious
  443.  
  444. 142
  445. 00:18:10,413 --> 00:18:11,714
  446. than any other writer.
  447.  
  448. 143
  449. 00:18:13,650 --> 00:18:16,017
  450. Well, when I read a book,
  451.  
  452. 144
  453. 00:18:16,019 --> 00:18:18,221
  454. I like to understand
  455. what's written.
  456.  
  457. 145
  458. 00:18:19,655 --> 00:18:21,591
  459. What kind of books
  460. do you read?
  461.  
  462. 146
  463. 00:18:23,292 --> 00:18:24,458
  464. Mmm...
  465.  
  466. 147
  467. 00:18:24,460 --> 00:18:27,364
  468. Mostly novels. Modern novels.
  469.  
  470. 148
  471. 00:18:28,431 --> 00:18:30,701
  472. And short stories
  473. in the papers.
  474.  
  475. 149
  476. 00:18:31,834 --> 00:18:32,701
  477. Sad stories.
  478.  
  479. 150
  480. 00:18:34,804 --> 00:18:37,641
  481. I don't know why,
  482. I like a story to be sad.
  483.  
  484. 151
  485. 00:18:40,542 --> 00:18:42,478
  486. If I had more free time,
  487. I would...
  488.  
  489. 152
  490. 00:18:44,012 --> 00:18:46,447
  491. Wait a minute.
  492. I'll be right back.
  493.  
  494. 155
  495. 00:19:12,075 --> 00:19:14,874
  496. - I have a book for you.
  497. - Thank you.
  498.  
  499. 156
  500. 00:19:14,876 --> 00:19:18,511
  501. There's nothing written in
  502. it. In fact, it's blank.
  503.  
  504. 157
  505. 00:19:18,513 --> 00:19:20,483
  506. But I thought
  507. you could use the paper.
  508.  
  509. 158
  510. 00:19:20,849 --> 00:19:22,783
  511. Thank you.
  512.  
  513. 159
  514. 00:19:22,785 --> 00:19:26,420
  515. Excuse me, I've been
  516. meaning to ask you...
  517.  
  518. 160
  519. 00:19:26,422 --> 00:19:29,123
  520. Is there a place,
  521. or do you have a storeroom,
  522.  
  523. 161
  524. 00:19:29,125 --> 00:19:32,959
  525. or a room where I could paint?
  526. It's...
  527.  
  528. 162
  529. 00:19:32,961 --> 00:19:37,430
  530. It's sometimes difficult with
  531. this weather, the mistral.
  532.  
  533. 163
  534. 00:19:37,432 --> 00:19:40,403
  535. The yellow house next door
  536. has been empty for months.
  537.  
  538. 164
  539. 00:19:41,136 --> 00:19:42,638
  540. Maybe he could use it?
  541.  
  542. 165
  543. 00:19:42,939 --> 00:19:44,705
  544. Yes...
  545.  
  546. 166
  547. 00:19:44,707 --> 00:19:46,977
  548. Perhaps we could make an
  549. arrangement with your brother?
  550.  
  551. 167
  552. 00:19:47,876 --> 00:19:48,976
  553. It is a bit rundown,
  554.  
  555. 168
  556. 00:19:48,978 --> 00:19:51,615
  557. but Gaby can help you
  558. clean it up.
  559.  
  560. 169
  561. 00:19:52,882 --> 00:19:54,651
  562. That would be
  563. perfect for me.
  564.  
  565. 170
  566. 00:19:56,685 --> 00:19:58,454
  567. Maybe I can,
  568.  
  569. 171
  570. 00:19:59,055 --> 00:20:01,658
  571. uh, make a painting of
  572.  
  573. 172
  574. 00:20:03,459 --> 00:20:04,561
  575. you someday.
  576.  
  577. 173
  578. 00:20:05,595 --> 00:20:06,730
  579. POSTMAN: Me?
  580.  
  581. 174
  582. 00:20:07,864 --> 00:20:08,865
  583. Yes.
  584.  
  585. 175
  586. 00:20:10,133 --> 00:20:12,001
  587. If you want, sir, thank you.
  588.  
  589. 176
  590. 00:20:20,175 --> 00:20:22,977
  591. GABY: Have you received
  592. the money for this month?
  593.  
  594. 177
  595. 00:20:22,979 --> 00:20:25,011
  596. You still owe me
  597. for last month.
  598.  
  599. 178
  600. 00:20:25,013 --> 00:20:26,716
  601. VINCENT: When it arrives,
  602.  
  603. 179
  604. 00:20:28,451 --> 00:20:29,586
  605. I'll pay you.
  606.  
  607. 180
  608. 00:20:31,053 --> 00:20:33,890
  609. GABY: Your brother,
  610. he must be rich.
  611.  
  612. 181
  613. 00:20:34,589 --> 00:20:38,124
  614. Well, he... He's not.
  615.  
  616. 182
  617. 00:20:38,126 --> 00:20:40,996
  618. He's a merchant.
  619. He sells paintings.
  620.  
  621. 183
  622. 00:20:42,999 --> 00:20:44,433
  623. Your paintings?
  624.  
  625. 184
  626. 00:20:45,434 --> 00:20:46,836
  627. Not yet.
  628.  
  629. 185
  630. 00:20:53,675 --> 00:20:55,875
  631. You should
  632. wash yourself sometimes.
  633.  
  634. 186
  635. 00:20:55,877 --> 00:20:57,480
  636. At least once a week.
  637.  
  638. 187
  639. 00:20:58,079 --> 00:20:59,779
  640. Do I look dirty?
  641.  
  642. 188
  643. 00:20:59,781 --> 00:21:01,582
  644. You smell terrible.
  645.  
  646. 189
  647. 00:21:01,584 --> 00:21:03,584
  648. You're not bad looking.
  649.  
  650. 190
  651. 00:21:03,586 --> 00:21:05,018
  652. If you just
  653. cleaned up a little,
  654.  
  655. 191
  656. 00:21:05,020 --> 00:21:07,755
  657. you might even be handsome.
  658.  
  659. 192
  660. 00:21:07,757 --> 00:21:10,591
  661. If I was clean, would
  662. you find me attractive?
  663.  
  664. 193
  665. 00:21:10,593 --> 00:21:12,192
  666. Maybe.
  667.  
  668. 194
  669. 00:21:12,194 --> 00:21:15,499
  670. Would you stay with me here
  671. if I gave you 50 Francs?
  672.  
  673. 195
  674. 00:21:17,666 --> 00:21:19,502
  675. You don't have 50 Francs.
  676.  
  677. 196
  678. 00:21:21,503 --> 00:21:22,872
  679. See you tomorrow, Vincent.
  680.  
  681. 200
  682. 00:21:51,099 --> 00:21:52,866
  683. GABY: Why do you paint this?
  684.  
  685. 201
  686. 00:21:52,868 --> 00:21:53,834
  687. VINCENT: What?
  688.  
  689. 202
  690. 00:21:53,836 --> 00:21:56,135
  691. GABY: These flowers.
  692. Why do you paint them?
  693.  
  694. 203
  695. 00:21:56,137 --> 00:21:57,705
  696. VINCENT: Don't you
  697. find them beautiful?
  698.  
  699. 204
  700. 00:21:57,707 --> 00:22:00,207
  701. Well, they are
  702. beautiful flowers, no doubt.
  703.  
  704. 205
  705. 00:22:00,209 --> 00:22:02,242
  706. More beautiful
  707. than what you paint.
  708.  
  709. 206
  710. 00:22:02,244 --> 00:22:05,014
  711. - You think so?
  712. - Oh, yes.
  713.  
  714. 207
  715. 00:22:06,848 --> 00:22:08,815
  716. Maybe you're right.
  717.  
  718. 208
  719. 00:22:08,817 --> 00:22:13,187
  720. But these flowers will wither
  721. and fade. All flowers do.
  722.  
  723. 209
  724. 00:22:13,189 --> 00:22:15,288
  725. I know, everybody knows that.
  726.  
  727. 210
  728. 00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:16,826
  729. But mine will resist.
  730.  
  731. 211
  732. 00:22:17,660 --> 00:22:18,695
  733. GABY: Are you sure?
  734.  
  735. 213
  736. 00:22:21,564 --> 00:22:22,999
  737. At least
  738. they'll have a chance.
  739.  
  740. 214
  741. 00:22:25,835 --> 00:22:27,604
  742. You should
  743. make a painting of me.
  744.  
  745. 215
  746. 00:22:29,805 --> 00:22:31,104
  747. Why not?
  748.  
  749. 216
  750. 00:22:31,106 --> 00:22:32,171
  751. If you paint me,
  752.  
  753. 217
  754. 00:22:32,173 --> 00:22:34,275
  755. I would stay young
  756. forever, maybe.
  757.  
  758. 218
  759. 00:22:34,277 --> 00:22:36,911
  760. I can even
  761. make you look younger.
  762.  
  763. 219
  764. 00:22:36,913 --> 00:22:38,882
  765. No, it wouldn't be fair.
  766.  
  767. 226
  768. 00:29:24,118 --> 00:29:26,953
  769. VINCENT:
  770. When facing a flat landscape,
  771.  
  772. 227
  773. 00:29:26,955 --> 00:29:29,157
  774. I see nothing but eternity.
  775.  
  776. 228
  777. 00:29:31,292 --> 00:29:33,362
  778. Am I the only one to see it?
  779.  
  780. 229
  781. 00:29:36,699 --> 00:29:39,102
  782. Existence can't be
  783. without reason.
  784.  
  785. 244
  786. 00:32:12,354 --> 00:32:14,621
  787. Oh.
  788.  
  789. 247
  790. 00:32:18,460 --> 00:32:20,392
  791. Go away! Go away!
  792.  
  793. 248
  794. 00:32:20,394 --> 00:32:23,162
  795. Go away! Leave me alone!
  796. Leave me alone!
  797.  
  798. 250
  799. 00:32:30,138 --> 00:32:31,473
  800. Go away!
  801.  
  802. 251
  803. 00:32:37,378 --> 00:32:38,580
  804. Go away!
  805.  
  806. 261
  807. 00:34:28,289 --> 00:34:29,358
  808. Theo.
  809.  
  810. 262
  811. 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:32,728
  812. Theo, come here.
  813.  
  814. 264
  815. 00:34:46,942 --> 00:34:48,543
  816. They told me what happened.
  817.  
  818. 265
  819. 00:34:48,909 --> 00:34:49,911
  820. Please,
  821.  
  822. 266
  823. 00:34:51,346 --> 00:34:52,347
  824. tell me,
  825.  
  826. 267
  827. 00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:54,216
  828. how do you feel?
  829.  
  830. 268
  831. 00:34:56,684 --> 00:34:59,721
  832. I feel so well
  833. with you next to me.
  834.  
  835. 269
  836. 00:35:02,724 --> 00:35:03,793
  837. So well...
  838.  
  839. 270
  840. 00:35:04,592 --> 00:35:06,328
  841. I'd like to die like this.
  842.  
  843. 272
  844. 00:35:09,297 --> 00:35:10,231
  845. When we were little,
  846.  
  847. 273
  848. 00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:13,903
  849. I used to climb into bed
  850. with you, remember?
  851.  
  852. 274
  853. 00:35:15,336 --> 00:35:16,539
  854. Yes, you did.
  855.  
  856. 275
  857. 00:35:17,606 --> 00:35:18,975
  858. When it was getting cold.
  859.  
  860. 276
  861. 00:35:26,581 --> 00:35:27,983
  862. How long will you stay?
  863.  
  864. 277
  865. 00:35:28,884 --> 00:35:32,552
  866. Just today, I'm sorry.
  867.  
  868. 278
  869. 00:35:32,554 --> 00:35:36,291
  870. I have to get back to Paris.
  871. So many things to do...
  872.  
  873. 279
  874. 00:35:37,391 --> 00:35:38,994
  875. And they told me you were in
  876.  
  877. 280
  878. 00:35:40,528 --> 00:35:42,965
  879. a hospital,
  880. and I took the first train.
  881.  
  882. 281
  883. 00:35:46,034 --> 00:35:47,802
  884. Can't you stay any longer?
  885.  
  886. 282
  887. 00:35:51,572 --> 00:35:53,308
  888. I can't, I'm sorry.
  889.  
  890. 284
  891. 00:35:56,344 --> 00:35:59,481
  892. It took one day
  893. and a night to get here.
  894.  
  895. 285
  896. 00:36:00,414 --> 00:36:02,849
  897. And I'm a married man now.
  898.  
  899. 286
  900. 00:36:02,851 --> 00:36:04,583
  901. I know you are.
  902.  
  903. 287
  904. 00:36:04,585 --> 00:36:06,755
  905. I'm very happy
  906. for Jo and you.
  907.  
  908. 288
  909. 00:36:13,661 --> 00:36:14,696
  910. Vincent,
  911.  
  912. 289
  913. 00:36:18,032 --> 00:36:20,700
  914. why did they put you here?
  915.  
  916. 290
  917. 00:36:20,702 --> 00:36:23,639
  918. I have no idea, Theo.
  919. I swear to you.
  920.  
  921. 292
  922. 00:36:27,041 --> 00:36:28,543
  923. There must be a reason.
  924.  
  925. 293
  926. 00:36:31,679 --> 00:36:33,481
  927. From time to time,
  928.  
  929. 294
  930. 00:36:35,516 --> 00:36:37,686
  931. I feel like
  932. I'm losing my mind.
  933.  
  934. 295
  935. 00:36:39,887 --> 00:36:41,920
  936. Yes, my mind goes out of me,
  937.  
  938. 296
  939. 00:36:41,922 --> 00:36:44,124
  940. I'm telling you.
  941. It goes out of me.
  942.  
  943. 297
  944. 00:36:44,126 --> 00:36:45,528
  945. What do you mean?
  946.  
  947. 298
  948. 00:36:46,628 --> 00:36:51,930
  949. They say that I scream
  950. in the streets, that I cry,
  951.  
  952. 299
  953. 00:36:51,932 --> 00:36:57,036
  954. that I put black paint on
  955. my face to scare the children.
  956.  
  957. 300
  958. 00:36:57,038 --> 00:37:00,809
  959. But I don't remember
  960. anything.
  961.  
  962. 301
  963. 00:37:02,878 --> 00:37:04,113
  964. Anything except
  965.  
  966. 302
  967. 00:37:06,081 --> 00:37:08,884
  968. the darkness and anxiety,
  969.  
  970. 303
  971. 00:37:10,050 --> 00:37:11,721
  972. so they sent me here.
  973.  
  974. 304
  975. 00:37:14,722 --> 00:37:17,360
  976. With really insane people.
  977.  
  978. 305
  979. 00:37:19,494 --> 00:37:20,730
  980. Do you drink a lot?
  981.  
  982. 306
  983. 00:37:28,936 --> 00:37:30,537
  984. I must tell you,
  985.  
  986. 307
  987. 00:37:30,539 --> 00:37:32,942
  988. don't tell it
  989. to the doctors...
  990.  
  991. 308
  992. 00:37:35,643 --> 00:37:38,677
  993. Theo,
  994. sometimes I have visions.
  995.  
  996. 309
  997. 00:37:38,679 --> 00:37:40,447
  998. Who do you see?
  999.  
  1000. 310
  1001. 00:37:40,449 --> 00:37:41,784
  1002. It's hard to say.
  1003.  
  1004. 311
  1005. 00:37:42,818 --> 00:37:43,886
  1006. Ghosts?
  1007.  
  1008. 312
  1009. 00:37:44,686 --> 00:37:45,855
  1010. I don't know.
  1011.  
  1012. 313
  1013. 00:37:47,856 --> 00:37:49,925
  1014. Flowers, sometimes,
  1015.  
  1016. 314
  1017. 00:37:51,126 --> 00:37:55,064
  1018. and also angels, human beings.
  1019.  
  1020. 315
  1021. 00:37:56,197 --> 00:37:57,799
  1022. It's confusing.
  1023.  
  1024. 316
  1025. 00:37:58,900 --> 00:38:01,668
  1026. Sometimes they talk to me.
  1027.  
  1028. 317
  1029. 00:38:01,670 --> 00:38:03,135
  1030. What do they say?
  1031.  
  1032. 318
  1033. 00:38:03,137 --> 00:38:05,070
  1034. I don't understand them.
  1035.  
  1036. 319
  1037. 00:38:05,072 --> 00:38:08,109
  1038. But it's frightening. They
  1039. aren't always very nice.
  1040.  
  1041. 320
  1042. 00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:15,918
  1043. I will talk to the doctors
  1044. and see what can be done.
  1045.  
  1046. 321
  1047. 00:38:19,054 --> 00:38:20,722
  1048. When I get like this,
  1049.  
  1050. 322
  1051. 00:38:22,858 --> 00:38:24,794
  1052. I don't know
  1053. what I'm capable of.
  1054.  
  1055. 323
  1056. 00:38:27,795 --> 00:38:29,197
  1057. Maybe I could kill
  1058.  
  1059. 324
  1060. 00:38:31,500 --> 00:38:33,469
  1061. and throw myself off a cliff.
  1062.  
  1063. 327
  1064. 00:39:14,876 --> 00:39:16,976
  1065. THEO: Dear Paul,
  1066.  
  1067. 328
  1068. 00:39:16,978 --> 00:39:20,079
  1069. I know you've been in correspondence
  1070. with my brother Vincent,
  1071.  
  1072. 329
  1073. 00:39:20,081 --> 00:39:21,914
  1074. and he is very much
  1075. looking forward
  1076.  
  1077. 330
  1078. 00:39:21,916 --> 00:39:23,483
  1079. to your arrival in Arles,
  1080.  
  1081. 331
  1082. 00:39:23,485 --> 00:39:28,021
  1083. which I know has been postponed
  1084. due to financial concerns.
  1085.  
  1086. 332
  1087. 00:39:28,023 --> 00:39:32,090
  1088. I am prepared and committed to
  1089. sending 250 francs each month
  1090.  
  1091. 333
  1092. 00:39:32,092 --> 00:39:34,594
  1093. in exchange for one painting
  1094. a month of yours,
  1095.  
  1096. 334
  1097. 00:39:34,596 --> 00:39:35,898
  1098. at your discretion.
  1099.  
  1100. 335
  1101. 00:39:37,032 --> 00:39:38,831
  1102. It would benefit
  1103. Vincent greatly
  1104.  
  1105. 336
  1106. 00:39:38,833 --> 00:39:40,603
  1107. to see you
  1108. as soon as possible.
  1109.  
  1110. 337
  1111. 00:39:41,235 --> 00:39:42,936
  1112. A warm handshake.
  1113.  
  1114. 338
  1115. 00:39:42,938 --> 00:39:46,242
  1116. Enthusiastically,
  1117. Theo van Gogh.
  1118.  
  1119. 339
  1120. 00:39:47,275 --> 00:39:48,974
  1121. P.S.
  1122.  
  1123. 340
  1124. 00:39:48,976 --> 00:39:50,742
  1125. Looking forward
  1126. to your response
  1127.  
  1128. 341
  1129. 00:39:50,744 --> 00:39:52,280
  1130. and to seeing
  1131. your latest works.
  1132.  
  1133. 342
  1134. 00:39:57,152 --> 00:40:00,019
  1135. Of all the miseries
  1136. that afflict humanity,
  1137.  
  1138. 343
  1139. 00:40:00,021 --> 00:40:03,188
  1140. nothing maddens me more
  1141. than the lack of money.
  1142.  
  1143. 344
  1144. 00:40:03,190 --> 00:40:04,726
  1145. But not tonight.
  1146.  
  1147. 346
  1148. 00:40:10,599 --> 00:40:11,800
  1149. Another round, madame.
  1150.  
  1151. 347
  1152. 00:40:13,134 --> 00:40:14,135
  1153. MADAME GINOUX: Gaby.
  1154.  
  1155. 349
  1156. 00:40:16,570 --> 00:40:21,076
  1157. Some days, I feel
  1158. like a beggar, but not today.
  1159.  
  1160. 350
  1161. 00:40:22,677 --> 00:40:24,711
  1162. It's so good to see you,
  1163. Vincent,
  1164.  
  1165. 351
  1166. 00:40:24,713 --> 00:40:25,912
  1167. and this fine group.
  1168.  
  1169. 352
  1170. 00:40:25,914 --> 00:40:28,280
  1171. I'm happy to see you, Paul.
  1172.  
  1173. 353
  1174. 00:40:28,282 --> 00:40:31,016
  1175. But really, no one around
  1176. here really likes me,
  1177.  
  1178. 354
  1179. 00:40:31,018 --> 00:40:32,818
  1180. except Madame
  1181. and Monsieur Ginoux.
  1182.  
  1183. 355
  1184. 00:40:32,820 --> 00:40:38,391
  1185. Sometimes it's days
  1186. before I speak to someone.
  1187.  
  1188. 356
  1189. 00:40:38,393 --> 00:40:40,128
  1190. I've been waiting
  1191. for this moment.
  1192.  
  1193. 357
  1194. 00:40:41,096 --> 00:40:42,961
  1195. But you were so indecisive.
  1196.  
  1197. 358
  1198. 00:40:42,963 --> 00:40:44,732
  1199. I'm glad
  1200. you made up your mind.
  1201.  
  1202. 359
  1203. 00:40:46,134 --> 00:40:48,400
  1204. Is your brother
  1205. still sending you money?
  1206.  
  1207. 360
  1208. 00:40:48,402 --> 00:40:50,737
  1209. 250 francs a month.
  1210.  
  1211. 361
  1212. 00:40:50,739 --> 00:40:51,740
  1213. Not much.
  1214.  
  1215. 362
  1216. 00:40:52,641 --> 00:40:54,407
  1217. He does what he can.
  1218.  
  1219. 363
  1220. 00:40:54,409 --> 00:40:56,175
  1221. Did you make
  1222. an arrangement with him?
  1223.  
  1224. 364
  1225. 00:40:56,177 --> 00:40:57,179
  1226. Yeah.
  1227.  
  1228. 365
  1229. 00:40:58,213 --> 00:40:59,746
  1230. He pays my expenses here,
  1231.  
  1232. 366
  1233. 00:40:59,748 --> 00:41:01,313
  1234. and I send him
  1235. a canvas a month.
  1236.  
  1237. 367
  1238. 00:41:01,315 --> 00:41:03,918
  1239. - And you're happy with that?
  1240. - It's all right.
  1241.  
  1242. 368
  1243. 00:41:04,885 --> 00:41:06,351
  1244. It's acceptable.
  1245.  
  1246. 369
  1247. 00:41:06,353 --> 00:41:10,023
  1248. You have
  1249. such a compelling face.
  1250.  
  1251. 370
  1252. 00:41:10,025 --> 00:41:11,724
  1253. Maybe you'd come over
  1254. to the yellow house
  1255.  
  1256. 371
  1257. 00:41:11,726 --> 00:41:13,762
  1258. and, uh, pose for me.
  1259.  
  1260. 372
  1261. 00:41:14,695 --> 00:41:15,797
  1262. Maybe.
  1263.  
  1264. 373
  1265. 00:41:16,965 --> 00:41:18,300
  1266. I'll take that as a yes.
  1267.  
  1268. 376
  1269. 00:41:28,710 --> 00:41:31,911
  1270. Why do you always
  1271. have to paint from nature?
  1272.  
  1273. 377
  1274. 00:41:31,913 --> 00:41:34,382
  1275. I feel lost if I don't have
  1276. something to look at.
  1277.  
  1278. 378
  1279. 00:41:36,150 --> 00:41:39,120
  1280. I need something to see.
  1281. There's so much to see.
  1282.  
  1283. 379
  1284. 00:41:39,887 --> 00:41:41,220
  1285. Every time I look,
  1286.  
  1287. 380
  1288. 00:41:41,222 --> 00:41:43,789
  1289. I see something
  1290. I've never seen before.
  1291.  
  1292. 381
  1293. 00:41:43,791 --> 00:41:46,327
  1294. Yes, but what you paint,
  1295. what you do belongs to you.
  1296.  
  1297. 382
  1298. 00:41:47,461 --> 00:41:49,061
  1299. You don't need to
  1300. copy anything.
  1301.  
  1302. 383
  1303. 00:41:49,063 --> 00:41:50,262
  1304. I don't copy.
  1305.  
  1306. 384
  1307. 00:41:50,264 --> 00:41:51,363
  1308. I know,
  1309.  
  1310. 385
  1311. 00:41:51,365 --> 00:41:53,700
  1312. but why don't you paint
  1313. just what's in your mind?
  1314.  
  1315. 386
  1316. 00:41:53,702 --> 00:41:55,767
  1317. What your brain sees?
  1318.  
  1319. 387
  1320. 00:41:55,769 --> 00:41:58,273
  1321. Because the essence
  1322. of nature is beauty.
  1323.  
  1324. 388
  1325. 00:41:59,074 --> 00:42:00,840
  1326. GAUGUIN: What do you mean?
  1327.  
  1328. 389
  1329. 00:42:00,842 --> 00:42:02,008
  1330. What do you mean
  1331. what do I mean?
  1332.  
  1333. 390
  1334. 00:42:02,010 --> 00:42:03,909
  1335. Why did you want to
  1336. go to Madagascar?
  1337.  
  1338. 391
  1339. 00:42:03,911 --> 00:42:06,244
  1340. To get away from society,
  1341. from people.
  1342.  
  1343. 392
  1344. 00:42:06,246 --> 00:42:07,746
  1345. That may have
  1346. been part of it,
  1347.  
  1348. 393
  1349. 00:42:07,748 --> 00:42:09,715
  1350. but you went there
  1351. in search of beauty,
  1352.  
  1353. 394
  1354. 00:42:09,717 --> 00:42:11,851
  1355. and nature
  1356. was definitely there.
  1357.  
  1358. 395
  1359. 00:42:11,853 --> 00:42:14,320
  1360. And it was different
  1361. than what you knew before,
  1362.  
  1363. 396
  1364. 00:42:14,322 --> 00:42:17,092
  1365. and it made your paintings
  1366. look different.
  1367.  
  1368. 397
  1369. 00:42:18,259 --> 00:42:19,827
  1370. When I look at nature,
  1371.  
  1372. 398
  1373. 00:42:20,728 --> 00:42:22,397
  1374. I see more clearly,
  1375.  
  1376. 399
  1377. 00:42:23,498 --> 00:42:25,800
  1378. the tie that unites us all.
  1379.  
  1380. 400
  1381. 00:42:27,068 --> 00:42:28,903
  1382. A vibrating energy,
  1383.  
  1384. 401
  1385. 00:42:30,204 --> 00:42:31,804
  1386. speaking in God's voice.
  1387.  
  1388. 402
  1389. 00:42:31,806 --> 00:42:34,273
  1390. Sometimes it's so intense,
  1391. I lose consciousness.
  1392.  
  1393. 403
  1394. 00:42:34,275 --> 00:42:36,508
  1395. - Come on.
  1396. - I swear to you.
  1397.  
  1398. 404
  1399. 00:42:36,510 --> 00:42:37,744
  1400. After a while,
  1401.  
  1402. 405
  1403. 00:42:37,746 --> 00:42:41,748
  1404. I wake up and I don't know
  1405. where I am or what I'm doing.
  1406.  
  1407. 406
  1408. 00:42:41,750 --> 00:42:45,918
  1409. It takes me some minutes
  1410. to even remember my name.
  1411.  
  1412. 407
  1413. 00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:47,452
  1414. Listen, Vincent,
  1415. the time is coming
  1416.  
  1417. 408
  1418. 00:42:47,454 --> 00:42:49,222
  1419. when painters
  1420. won't need anymore
  1421.  
  1422. 409
  1423. 00:42:49,224 --> 00:42:51,456
  1424. to look at models and sit down
  1425. in front of nature.
  1426.  
  1427. 410
  1428. 00:42:51,458 --> 00:42:52,958
  1429. You know why?
  1430.  
  1431. 411
  1432. 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:55,762
  1433. Because nature is what
  1434. we see here in our heads.
  1435.  
  1436. 412
  1437. 00:42:55,764 --> 00:42:56,630
  1438. Nothing else!
  1439.  
  1440. 413
  1441. 00:42:56,632 --> 00:42:58,831
  1442. Without our eyes,
  1443. there's no nature.
  1444.  
  1445. 414
  1446. 00:42:58,833 --> 00:43:00,999
  1447. And none of us sees the world
  1448. around us the same way.
  1449.  
  1450. 415
  1451. 00:43:01,001 --> 00:43:02,101
  1452. We sit, you and I,
  1453.  
  1454. 416
  1455. 00:43:02,103 --> 00:43:03,436
  1456. in front of
  1457. the same landscape,
  1458.  
  1459. 417
  1460. 00:43:03,438 --> 00:43:06,204
  1461. we don't see the same
  1462. mountains, the same trees.
  1463.  
  1464. 418
  1465. 00:43:06,206 --> 00:43:07,273
  1466. VINCENT: Well, that's
  1467. what I'm saying.
  1468.  
  1469. 419
  1470. 00:43:07,275 --> 00:43:09,075
  1471. The trees that I paint
  1472. are mine.
  1473.  
  1474. 420
  1475. 00:43:09,077 --> 00:43:12,177
  1476. Even the faces you paint
  1477. are yours.
  1478.  
  1479. 421
  1480. 00:43:12,179 --> 00:43:14,246
  1481. And they'll stay
  1482. because of you.
  1483.  
  1484. 422
  1485. 00:43:14,248 --> 00:43:16,414
  1486. People will be known
  1487. because you painted them
  1488.  
  1489. 423
  1490. 00:43:16,416 --> 00:43:19,251
  1491. and how you painted them,
  1492. not because of who they are.
  1493.  
  1494. 424
  1495. 00:43:19,253 --> 00:43:20,487
  1496. That's good.
  1497.  
  1498. 425
  1499. 00:43:20,489 --> 00:43:22,320
  1500. And people will go to museums
  1501. to see paintings of people,
  1502.  
  1503. 426
  1504. 00:43:22,322 --> 00:43:24,023
  1505. not to see people
  1506. who were painted.
  1507.  
  1508. 427
  1509. 00:43:24,025 --> 00:43:25,525
  1510. You know,
  1511. people don't always like
  1512.  
  1513. 428
  1514. 00:43:25,527 --> 00:43:27,195
  1515. the way they look
  1516. in my paintings.
  1517.  
  1518. 429
  1519. 00:43:28,963 --> 00:43:31,264
  1520. We have to start a revolution.
  1521. Do you understand?
  1522.  
  1523. 430
  1524. 00:43:31,266 --> 00:43:33,266
  1525. Yes, we do.
  1526.  
  1527. 431
  1528. 00:43:33,268 --> 00:43:34,967
  1529. Us, our generation.
  1530.  
  1531. 432
  1532. 00:43:34,969 --> 00:43:36,969
  1533. We have to change entirely
  1534.  
  1535. 433
  1536. 00:43:36,971 --> 00:43:41,240
  1537. the relation between painting
  1538. and what you call nature.
  1539.  
  1540. 434
  1541. 00:43:41,242 --> 00:43:44,209
  1542. Between painting and reality
  1543.  
  1544. 435
  1545. 00:43:44,211 --> 00:43:46,148
  1546. because painted reality
  1547. is its own reality.
  1548.  
  1549. 436
  1550. 00:43:47,981 --> 00:43:49,248
  1551. VINCENT:
  1552. You're right about that.
  1553.  
  1554. 437
  1555. 00:43:49,250 --> 00:43:51,983
  1556. - GAUGUIN: The impressionists,
  1557.  
  1558. 438
  1559. 00:43:51,985 --> 00:43:54,086
  1560. they're out of it,
  1561. do you agree?
  1562.  
  1563. 439
  1564. 00:43:54,088 --> 00:43:56,389
  1565. - VINCENT: Uh...
  1566. - GAUGUIN: Come on.
  1567.  
  1568. 440
  1569. 00:43:56,391 --> 00:43:58,191
  1570. They only paint their
  1571. babies in their gardens.
  1572.  
  1573. 441
  1574. 00:43:58,193 --> 00:43:59,428
  1575. They'll never
  1576. go any further.
  1577.  
  1578. 442
  1579. 00:44:01,094 --> 00:44:03,595
  1580. Seurat confounds
  1581. painting with science.
  1582.  
  1583. 443
  1584. 00:44:03,597 --> 00:44:06,300
  1585. He's lost himself
  1586. in optical experiments.
  1587.  
  1588. 444
  1589. 00:44:07,501 --> 00:44:09,901
  1590. There's nothing more
  1591. to expect
  1592.  
  1593. 445
  1594. 00:44:09,903 --> 00:44:12,104
  1595. from Renoir, Degas, Monet...
  1596.  
  1597. 446
  1598. 00:44:12,106 --> 00:44:12,972
  1599. They repeat themselves.
  1600.  
  1601. 447
  1602. 00:44:12,974 --> 00:44:14,407
  1603. They've given everything
  1604. they could give.
  1605.  
  1606. 448
  1607. 00:44:14,409 --> 00:44:16,008
  1608. VINCENT:
  1609. You don't mean that.
  1610.  
  1611. 449
  1612. 00:44:16,010 --> 00:44:17,212
  1613. You like Degas.
  1614.  
  1615. 450
  1616. 00:44:19,047 --> 00:44:21,516
  1617. You have to say thank you
  1618. for the paintings you like.
  1619.  
  1620. 451
  1621. 00:44:22,483 --> 00:44:23,916
  1622. Monet's pretty good.
  1623.  
  1624. 452
  1625. 00:44:23,918 --> 00:44:24,920
  1626. GAUGUIN: It's our turn.
  1627.  
  1628. 453
  1629. 00:44:25,853 --> 00:44:28,253
  1630. We have a huge responsibility.
  1631.  
  1632. 454
  1633. 00:44:28,255 --> 00:44:30,158
  1634. VINCENT: I still think
  1635. Monet's pretty good.
  1636.  
  1637. 455
  1638. 00:44:34,061 --> 00:44:35,429
  1639. You want to go to Martinique?
  1640.  
  1641. 457
  1642. 00:45:00,922 --> 00:45:02,157
  1643. VINCENT:
  1644. It's good to have you here.
  1645.  
  1646. 462
  1647. 00:46:23,471 --> 00:46:25,373
  1648. Could you put your hand
  1649. back how it was?
  1650.  
  1651. 463
  1652. 00:47:00,775 --> 00:47:02,041
  1653. Thank you.
  1654.  
  1655. 464
  1656. 00:47:02,043 --> 00:47:03,378
  1657. - Can I go?
  1658. - GAUGUIN: You can go.
  1659.  
  1660. 465
  1661. 00:47:24,097 --> 00:47:26,400
  1662. You have to plan
  1663. your paintings slowly.
  1664.  
  1665. 466
  1666. 00:47:28,202 --> 00:47:29,237
  1667. What's the rush?
  1668.  
  1669. 467
  1670. 00:47:30,405 --> 00:47:31,737
  1671. Work calmly, slowly.
  1672.  
  1673. 468
  1674. 00:47:31,739 --> 00:47:36,541
  1675. You're indoors, you're not
  1676. outside in the wind and the noise.
  1677.  
  1678. 469
  1679. 00:47:36,543 --> 00:47:39,647
  1680. Paintings have to be done
  1681. in one clear gesture.
  1682.  
  1683. 470
  1684. 00:47:48,155 --> 00:47:50,088
  1685. Think about the surface
  1686. that you're painting on
  1687.  
  1688. 471
  1689. 00:47:50,090 --> 00:47:51,557
  1690. and how the paint
  1691. will sit on it.
  1692.  
  1693. 472
  1694. 00:47:51,559 --> 00:47:53,758
  1695. You're changing things
  1696. so fast,
  1697.  
  1698. 473
  1699. 00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:55,329
  1700. you can't even see
  1701. what you've done.
  1702.  
  1703. 474
  1704. 00:47:57,130 --> 00:47:58,632
  1705. Paintings have to be
  1706. painted fast.
  1707.  
  1708. 476
  1709. 00:48:39,172 --> 00:48:40,341
  1710. VINCENT: Painters I look at...
  1711.  
  1712. 477
  1713. 00:48:44,545 --> 00:48:45,680
  1714. Frans Hals,
  1715.  
  1716. 478
  1717. 00:48:53,387 --> 00:48:54,389
  1718. Goya,
  1719.  
  1720. 479
  1721. 00:49:02,496 --> 00:49:03,565
  1722. Velazquez,
  1723.  
  1724. 480
  1725. 00:49:08,436 --> 00:49:09,538
  1726. Veronese,
  1727.  
  1728. 481
  1729. 00:49:18,846 --> 00:49:20,114
  1730. Delacroix.
  1731.  
  1732. 482
  1733. 00:49:26,521 --> 00:49:30,392
  1734. The painters I like all paint
  1735. fast in one clear gesture,
  1736.  
  1737. 483
  1738. 00:49:31,159 --> 00:49:32,160
  1739. each stroke.
  1740.  
  1741. 484
  1742. 00:49:33,927 --> 00:49:35,860
  1743. You've heard of
  1744. "a stroke of genius"?
  1745.  
  1746. 485
  1747. 00:49:35,862 --> 00:49:37,264
  1748. Well, that's what it means.
  1749.  
  1750. 486
  1751. 00:49:38,865 --> 00:49:40,733
  1752. You don't even
  1753. paint that way.
  1754.  
  1755. 487
  1756. 00:49:40,735 --> 00:49:43,334
  1757. You paint fast
  1758. and you overpaint.
  1759.  
  1760. 488
  1761. 00:49:43,336 --> 00:49:46,171
  1762. Your surface looks
  1763. like it's made out of clay.
  1764.  
  1765. 489
  1766. 00:49:46,173 --> 00:49:48,309
  1767. It's more like sculpture
  1768. than painting.
  1769.  
  1770. 490
  1771. 00:50:00,788 --> 00:50:02,921
  1772. GAUGUIN: You don't even
  1773. paint like that.
  1774.  
  1775. 491
  1776. 00:50:02,923 --> 00:50:05,224
  1777. You paint fast
  1778. and then you overpaint.
  1779.  
  1780. 492
  1781. 00:50:05,226 --> 00:50:07,262
  1782. Your surface looks
  1783. like it's made out of clay.
  1784.  
  1785. 493
  1786. 00:50:08,663 --> 00:50:10,662
  1787. It's more like sculpture
  1788. than painting.
  1789.  
  1790. 496
  1791. 00:50:44,965 --> 00:50:47,268
  1792. I'm telling you,
  1793. you have to look inside.
  1794.  
  1795. 497
  1796. 00:50:48,501 --> 00:50:51,503
  1797. You keep saying "look
  1798. inside." I get it, I do.
  1799.  
  1800. 498
  1801. 00:50:51,505 --> 00:50:53,608
  1802. You keep repeating yourself.
  1803.  
  1804. 499
  1805. 00:50:54,742 --> 00:50:56,675
  1806. What do you think
  1807. I'm doing?
  1808.  
  1809. 500
  1810. 00:50:56,677 --> 00:50:59,677
  1811. I don't invent the picture.
  1812.  
  1813. 501
  1814. 00:50:59,679 --> 00:51:02,313
  1815. I don't need
  1816. to invent the picture.
  1817.  
  1818. 502
  1819. 00:51:02,315 --> 00:51:06,584
  1820. I find it already in nature.
  1821. I just have to free it.
  1822.  
  1823. 503
  1824. 00:51:06,586 --> 00:51:09,354
  1825. All right, I'm just saying,
  1826. first think about your surface
  1827.  
  1828. 504
  1829. 00:51:09,356 --> 00:51:11,490
  1830. and how the paint
  1831. will sit on it.
  1832.  
  1833. 505
  1834. 00:51:11,492 --> 00:51:14,425
  1835. Get control
  1836. over what you're doing.
  1837.  
  1838. 506
  1839. 00:51:14,427 --> 00:51:15,963
  1840. Maybe you should
  1841. work inside more.
  1842.  
  1843. 507
  1844. 00:51:17,364 --> 00:51:21,400
  1845. I've spent all my life
  1846. alone, in a room.
  1847.  
  1848. 508
  1849. 00:51:21,402 --> 00:51:26,938
  1850. I need to go out
  1851. and work to forget myself.
  1852.  
  1853. 509
  1854. 00:51:26,940 --> 00:51:28,074
  1855. I want to be out of control.
  1856.  
  1857. 510
  1858. 00:51:28,076 --> 00:51:31,276
  1859. - I need to be in a feverish state.
  1860.  
  1861. 511
  1862. 00:51:31,278 --> 00:51:33,345
  1863. It's called the act
  1864. of painting for a reason.
  1865.  
  1866. 512
  1867. 00:51:33,347 --> 00:51:34,682
  1868. GAUGUIN: All right, calm down.
  1869.  
  1870. 513
  1871. 00:51:35,483 --> 00:51:37,016
  1872. I don't want to calm down.
  1873.  
  1874. 514
  1875. 00:51:37,018 --> 00:51:39,385
  1876. The faster I paint,
  1877. the better I feel.
  1878.  
  1879. 515
  1880. 00:51:39,387 --> 00:51:41,423
  1881. GAUGUIN: I can't stay here,
  1882. Vincent.
  1883.  
  1884. 516
  1885. 00:51:42,389 --> 00:51:43,592
  1886. What are you saying?
  1887.  
  1888. 517
  1889. 00:51:46,726 --> 00:51:48,329
  1890. I can't stay in Arles.
  1891.  
  1892. 518
  1893. 00:51:49,597 --> 00:51:50,832
  1894. I'll go soon.
  1895.  
  1896. 519
  1897. 00:51:54,835 --> 00:51:55,900
  1898. What?
  1899.  
  1900. 520
  1901. 00:51:55,902 --> 00:51:57,503
  1902. I've sold
  1903. some paintings lately.
  1904.  
  1905. 521
  1906. 00:51:57,505 --> 00:51:58,871
  1907. Maybe your brother told you?
  1908.  
  1909. 522
  1910. 00:51:58,873 --> 00:52:00,342
  1911. And I have to
  1912. get back to Paris.
  1913.  
  1914. 523
  1915. 00:52:06,880 --> 00:52:07,949
  1916. Where are you going?
  1917.  
  1918. 524
  1919. 00:52:11,418 --> 00:52:12,453
  1920. Vincent!
  1921.  
  1922. 527
  1923. 00:52:20,460 --> 00:52:24,429
  1924. VINCENT: I've spent
  1925. all my life alone, in a room.
  1926.  
  1927. 528
  1928. 00:52:24,431 --> 00:52:27,800
  1929. - I need to go out and work...
  1930. - GAUGUIN: What are you doing?
  1931.  
  1932. 529
  1933. 00:52:27,802 --> 00:52:29,967
  1934. VINCENT: ...to forget myself.
  1935.  
  1936. 530
  1937. 00:52:29,969 --> 00:52:31,103
  1938. - I want to be out of control.
  1939. - GAUGUIN: What?
  1940.  
  1941. 531
  1942. 00:52:31,105 --> 00:52:34,106
  1943. VINCENT: I need to be
  1944. in a feverish state.
  1945.  
  1946. 532
  1947. 00:52:34,108 --> 00:52:36,108
  1948. It's called the act
  1949. of painting for a reason.
  1950.  
  1951. 533
  1952. 00:52:36,110 --> 00:52:38,443
  1953. GAUGUIN: All right, calm down.
  1954.  
  1955. 534
  1956. 00:52:38,445 --> 00:52:40,079
  1957. VINCENT:
  1958. I don't want to calm down.
  1959.  
  1960. 535
  1961. 00:52:40,081 --> 00:52:42,046
  1962. The faster I paint,
  1963. the better I feel.
  1964.  
  1965. 537
  1966. 00:52:46,353 --> 00:52:47,588
  1967. Why are you crying?
  1968.  
  1969. 538
  1970. 00:52:50,358 --> 00:52:52,360
  1971. VINCENT: What did I do?
  1972. Where did I go wrong?
  1973.  
  1974. 539
  1975. 00:52:52,760 --> 00:52:53,726
  1976. Nothing.
  1977.  
  1978. 540
  1979. 00:52:53,728 --> 00:52:56,364
  1980. You have nothing to do
  1981. with this decision.
  1982.  
  1983. 541
  1984. 00:52:58,632 --> 00:53:01,367
  1985. Vincent,
  1986. we can't live side by side.
  1987.  
  1988. 542
  1989. 00:53:01,369 --> 00:53:02,668
  1990. Our temperaments
  1991. are incompatible,
  1992.  
  1993. 543
  1994. 00:53:02,670 --> 00:53:03,872
  1995. you must admit that.
  1996.  
  1997. 544
  1998. 00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,807
  1999. And you have to understand
  2000.  
  2001. 545
  2002. 00:53:08,809 --> 00:53:11,709
  2003. my reputation
  2004. is established now.
  2005.  
  2006. 546
  2007. 00:53:11,711 --> 00:53:13,981
  2008. I can't live
  2009. in a country town anymore.
  2010.  
  2011. 547
  2012. 00:53:15,583 --> 00:53:18,117
  2013. I have to be around people,
  2014. for now.
  2015.  
  2016. 549
  2017. 00:53:21,389 --> 00:53:23,988
  2018. Besides,
  2019. I don't like it here.
  2020.  
  2021. 550
  2022. 00:53:23,990 --> 00:53:28,496
  2023. You're surrounded by
  2024. stupid, wicked, ignorant people.
  2025.  
  2026. 551
  2027. 00:53:31,798 --> 00:53:33,634
  2028. Come on, why are you
  2029. being so dramatic?
  2030.  
  2031. 553
  2032. 00:54:00,527 --> 00:54:01,762
  2033. Please don't go.
  2034.  
  2035. 554
  2036. 00:54:03,030 --> 00:54:04,566
  2037. It's great having you here.
  2038.  
  2039. 555
  2040. 00:54:05,766 --> 00:54:07,166
  2041. GAUGUIN: I've sold
  2042. some paintings lately.
  2043.  
  2044. 556
  2045. 00:54:07,168 --> 00:54:08,733
  2046. Maybe your brother told you?
  2047.  
  2048. 557
  2049. 00:54:08,735 --> 00:54:11,836
  2050. Don't do it to me!
  2051. I beg you.
  2052.  
  2053. 558
  2054. 00:54:11,838 --> 00:54:13,938
  2055. - No!
  2056. - GAUGUIN: Nothing.
  2057.  
  2058. 559
  2059. 00:54:13,940 --> 00:54:16,842
  2060. You have nothing to do
  2061. with this decision.
  2062.  
  2063. 560
  2064. 00:54:16,844 --> 00:54:18,844
  2065. - Where are you going?
  2066.  
  2067. 561
  2068. 00:54:18,846 --> 00:54:20,813
  2069. Vincent, we can't live
  2070. side by side.
  2071.  
  2072. 562
  2073. 00:54:20,815 --> 00:54:21,847
  2074. Vincent!
  2075.  
  2076. 563
  2077. 00:54:21,849 --> 00:54:23,048
  2078. Our temperaments
  2079. are incompatible,
  2080.  
  2081. 564
  2082. 00:54:23,050 --> 00:54:24,682
  2083. you must admit that.
  2084.  
  2085. 566
  2086. 00:54:26,586 --> 00:54:28,920
  2087. And you have to understand
  2088.  
  2089. 567
  2090. 00:54:28,922 --> 00:54:31,824
  2091. my reputation
  2092. is established now.
  2093.  
  2094. 568
  2095. 00:54:31,826 --> 00:54:34,028
  2096. I can't live
  2097. in a country town anymore.
  2098.  
  2099. 569
  2100. 00:54:35,728 --> 00:54:38,599
  2101. I have to be around people,
  2102. for now.
  2103.  
  2104. 570
  2105. 00:54:40,099 --> 00:54:41,499
  2106. What?
  2107.  
  2108. 571
  2109. 00:54:41,501 --> 00:54:44,101
  2110. Besides,
  2111. I don't like it here.
  2112.  
  2113. 572
  2114. 00:54:44,103 --> 00:54:48,576
  2115. You're surrounded by stupid,
  2116. wicked, ignorant people.
  2117.  
  2118. 574
  2119. 00:54:51,846 --> 00:54:53,715
  2120. Come on,
  2121. why are you being so dramatic?
  2122.  
  2123. 576
  2124. 00:55:01,588 --> 00:55:02,623
  2125. VINCENT: What are you saying?
  2126.  
  2127. 577
  2128. 00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:07,693
  2129. GAUGUIN:
  2130. I can't stay in Arles.
  2131.  
  2132. 579
  2133. 00:55:11,865 --> 00:55:13,701
  2134. VINCENT: There's something
  2135. strange about me.
  2136.  
  2137. 580
  2138. 00:55:14,702 --> 00:55:17,235
  2139. Sometimes I don't know
  2140.  
  2141. 581
  2142. 00:55:17,237 --> 00:55:19,640
  2143. what I've done
  2144. or what I've said.
  2145.  
  2146. 582
  2147. 00:55:20,907 --> 00:55:23,742
  2148. About Gauguin, for instance,
  2149.  
  2150. 583
  2151. 00:55:23,744 --> 00:55:25,747
  2152. what happened
  2153. right before he left.
  2154.  
  2155. 584
  2156. 00:55:26,981 --> 00:55:28,716
  2157. We had some fights...
  2158.  
  2159. 585
  2160. 00:55:29,750 --> 00:55:31,816
  2161. I...
  2162.  
  2163. 586
  2164. 00:55:31,818 --> 00:55:35,722
  2165. Maybe I hurt him.
  2166. I don't know how.
  2167.  
  2168. 587
  2169. 00:55:36,757 --> 00:55:37,959
  2170. I do know
  2171.  
  2172. 588
  2173. 00:55:39,527 --> 00:55:42,293
  2174. that I took a razor
  2175.  
  2176. 589
  2177. 00:55:42,295 --> 00:55:45,264
  2178. and I cut off
  2179. one of my ears, yes.
  2180.  
  2181. 590
  2182. 00:55:45,266 --> 00:55:48,766
  2183. I cut it off, one of my ears.
  2184. Blood all over the place.
  2185.  
  2186. 591
  2187. 00:55:48,768 --> 00:55:50,604
  2188. No one else did it, I did it.
  2189.  
  2190. 592
  2191. 00:55:52,139 --> 00:55:56,510
  2192. I wanted to give it to Gauguin
  2193. with my apologies.
  2194.  
  2195. 593
  2196. 00:55:57,710 --> 00:55:58,779
  2197. Why?
  2198.  
  2199. 594
  2200. 00:56:00,681 --> 00:56:01,816
  2201. God knows.
  2202.  
  2203. 595
  2204. 00:56:03,717 --> 00:56:05,182
  2205. And I thought,
  2206.  
  2207. 596
  2208. 00:56:05,184 --> 00:56:06,751
  2209. she would know where Paul was,
  2210.  
  2211. 597
  2212. 00:56:06,753 --> 00:56:09,954
  2213. so I gave my ear to the girl
  2214. at the bar, to Gaby.
  2215.  
  2216. 598
  2217. 00:56:09,956 --> 00:56:11,789
  2218. She was scared,
  2219. all the blood...
  2220.  
  2221. 599
  2222. 00:56:11,791 --> 00:56:14,959
  2223. I think she thought
  2224. I was going to kill her.
  2225.  
  2226. 600
  2227. 00:56:14,961 --> 00:56:18,766
  2228. So, she called the police
  2229. and they put me here.
  2230.  
  2231. 601
  2232. 00:56:21,168 --> 00:56:23,872
  2233. And what would you have done,
  2234. as a police officer?
  2235.  
  2236. 602
  2237. 00:56:25,271 --> 00:56:27,608
  2238. You can leave. It's all right.
  2239.  
  2240. 604
  2241. 00:56:34,347 --> 00:56:35,717
  2242. I...
  2243.  
  2244. 605
  2245. 00:56:38,152 --> 00:56:39,717
  2246. This is a small town, Vincent.
  2247.  
  2248. 606
  2249. 00:56:39,719 --> 00:56:41,320
  2250. Everybody's watching
  2251. what you're doing,
  2252.  
  2253. 607
  2254. 00:56:41,322 --> 00:56:42,891
  2255. even more in a small town.
  2256.  
  2257. 608
  2258. 00:56:43,791 --> 00:56:45,093
  2259. You're a stranger here.
  2260.  
  2261. 609
  2262. 00:56:46,693 --> 00:56:48,630
  2263. You drink too much.
  2264. Much too much.
  2265.  
  2266. 610
  2267. 00:56:50,130 --> 00:56:52,229
  2268. Then you get hysterical,
  2269. out of control,
  2270.  
  2271. 611
  2272. 00:56:52,231 --> 00:56:55,068
  2273. and yes, one night you cut off
  2274. one of your ears.
  2275.  
  2276. 612
  2277. 00:56:56,704 --> 00:56:57,906
  2278. Can you tell me why?
  2279.  
  2280. 613
  2281. 00:57:00,007 --> 00:57:02,076
  2282. My friend was
  2283. about to leave me.
  2284.  
  2285. 614
  2286. 00:57:03,277 --> 00:57:04,913
  2287. He was about to leave.
  2288.  
  2289. 615
  2290. 00:57:06,079 --> 00:57:07,311
  2291. And cutting one
  2292. of your ears
  2293.  
  2294. 616
  2295. 00:57:07,313 --> 00:57:09,016
  2296. was a way to keep him
  2297. next to you?
  2298.  
  2299. 617
  2300. 00:57:10,951 --> 00:57:12,186
  2301. That doesn't make sense.
  2302.  
  2303. 618
  2304. 00:57:17,291 --> 00:57:20,028
  2305. Was it a kind of gift
  2306. or a sacrifice or what?
  2307.  
  2308. 619
  2309. 00:57:22,161 --> 00:57:24,028
  2310. What were you trying
  2311. to achieve?
  2312.  
  2313. 620
  2314. 00:57:24,030 --> 00:57:25,099
  2315. VINCENT: I don't know.
  2316.  
  2317. 621
  2318. 00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:28,202
  2319. It might help
  2320. to talk about it.
  2321.  
  2322. 622
  2323. 00:57:29,402 --> 00:57:30,904
  2324. Try to tell me. I...
  2325.  
  2326. 623
  2327. 00:57:32,373 --> 00:57:34,208
  2328. I've never seen
  2329. anything like this before.
  2330.  
  2331. 624
  2332. 00:57:36,043 --> 00:57:37,711
  2333. But I'd like to help you.
  2334.  
  2335. 625
  2336. 00:57:39,746 --> 00:57:42,015
  2337. There's something inside me.
  2338. I don't know what it is.
  2339.  
  2340. 626
  2341. 00:57:47,788 --> 00:57:50,354
  2342. What I see, nobody else sees
  2343. and sometimes it frightens me.
  2344.  
  2345. 627
  2346. 00:57:50,356 --> 00:57:52,356
  2347. I think I'm losing my mind.
  2348.  
  2349. 628
  2350. 00:57:52,358 --> 00:57:55,896
  2351. But then I say to myself,
  2352.  
  2353. 629
  2354. 00:57:57,898 --> 00:58:00,231
  2355. "I'll show what I see
  2356.  
  2357. 630
  2358. 00:58:00,233 --> 00:58:02,867
  2359. "to my human brothers
  2360. who can't see it."
  2361.  
  2362. 631
  2363. 00:58:02,869 --> 00:58:04,403
  2364. It's a privilege.
  2365.  
  2366. 632
  2367. 00:58:04,405 --> 00:58:06,307
  2368. I can give them hope
  2369. and consolation.
  2370.  
  2371. 633
  2372. 00:58:09,242 --> 00:58:11,208
  2373. You're confusing people.
  2374.  
  2375. 634
  2376. 00:58:11,210 --> 00:58:13,914
  2377. You're confusing yourself
  2378. with your paintings.
  2379.  
  2380. 635
  2381. 00:58:15,282 --> 00:58:16,851
  2382. I am my paintings.
  2383.  
  2384. 636
  2385. 00:58:20,253 --> 00:58:22,656
  2386. What do you mean
  2387. by consolation and hope?
  2388.  
  2389. 637
  2390. 00:58:24,891 --> 00:58:26,858
  2391. You might be asking
  2392. too much of people.
  2393.  
  2394. 638
  2395. 00:58:26,860 --> 00:58:28,959
  2396. VINCENT: I'd like to share
  2397. my vision with people
  2398.  
  2399. 639
  2400. 00:58:28,961 --> 00:58:31,032
  2401. who can't see what I see
  2402. the way I see.
  2403.  
  2404. 640
  2405. 00:58:31,764 --> 00:58:32,933
  2406. Yes, but why?
  2407.  
  2408. 641
  2409. 00:58:34,902 --> 00:58:39,336
  2410. Because my vision is closer
  2411. to the reality of the world.
  2412.  
  2413. 642
  2414. 00:58:39,338 --> 00:58:44,077
  2415. I can make people feel
  2416. what it's like to be alive.
  2417.  
  2418. 643
  2419. 00:58:45,945 --> 00:58:48,280
  2420. Do you feel like
  2421. they don't feel alive?
  2422.  
  2423. 644
  2424. 00:58:48,282 --> 00:58:49,784
  2425. VINCENT: Yes, I do.
  2426.  
  2427. 645
  2428. 00:58:54,088 --> 00:58:55,487
  2429. And you think
  2430. you can make them
  2431.  
  2432. 646
  2433. 00:58:55,489 --> 00:58:56,954
  2434. feel that through painting?
  2435.  
  2436. 647
  2437. 00:58:56,956 --> 00:59:00,260
  2438. Yes. Yes, absolutely.
  2439.  
  2440. 648
  2441. 00:59:01,494 --> 00:59:02,829
  2442. Yes.
  2443.  
  2444. 649
  2445. 00:59:05,231 --> 00:59:10,034
  2446. Gaby said your ear
  2447. was wrapped in this,
  2448.  
  2449. 650
  2450. 00:59:10,036 --> 00:59:12,406
  2451. and she was supposed to
  2452. give it to Paul.
  2453.  
  2454. 651
  2455. 00:59:14,440 --> 00:59:16,974
  2456. "Remember me,"
  2457. what did you mean by that?
  2458.  
  2459. 653
  2460. 00:59:22,882 --> 00:59:24,182
  2461. Maybe you were trying
  2462. to show him
  2463.  
  2464. 654
  2465. 00:59:24,184 --> 00:59:25,450
  2466. what he meant to you
  2467. through that act,
  2468.  
  2469. 655
  2470. 00:59:25,452 --> 00:59:27,855
  2471. but that was something
  2472. you couldn't see.
  2473.  
  2474. 656
  2475. 00:59:31,190 --> 00:59:33,023
  2476. I didn't want him to leave.
  2477.  
  2478. 657
  2479. 00:59:33,025 --> 00:59:36,193
  2480. It was a way to get him back.
  2481.  
  2482. 658
  2483. 00:59:36,195 --> 00:59:39,733
  2484. Jesus said, "If thy hand
  2485. offend thee, cut it off."
  2486.  
  2487. 659
  2488. 00:59:40,934 --> 00:59:42,133
  2489. So you cut off your ear
  2490.  
  2491. 660
  2492. 00:59:42,135 --> 00:59:46,137
  2493. because you couldn't bear
  2494. to hear what Paul was saying?
  2495.  
  2496. 661
  2497. 00:59:46,139 --> 00:59:49,409
  2498. I believe I have
  2499. a menacing spirit around me.
  2500.  
  2501. 662
  2502. 00:59:50,409 --> 00:59:52,045
  2503. An invisible being.
  2504.  
  2505. 663
  2506. 00:59:54,815 --> 00:59:56,818
  2507. I feel it, I don't see it.
  2508.  
  2509. 664
  2510. 00:59:58,117 --> 01:00:00,552
  2511. He speaks to me
  2512. and threatens me.
  2513.  
  2514. 665
  2515. 01:00:00,554 --> 01:00:04,389
  2516. And all he wants to do is
  2517. plunge a knife into my heart.
  2518.  
  2519. 666
  2520. 01:00:04,391 --> 01:00:08,159
  2521. I saw him and I tried to
  2522. cut him out of myself.
  2523.  
  2524. 667
  2525. 01:00:08,161 --> 01:00:11,061
  2526. So that's the reason
  2527. why you cut off your ear.
  2528.  
  2529. 669
  2530. 01:00:15,501 --> 01:00:17,302
  2531. Your vision of the world,
  2532. as you say,
  2533.  
  2534. 670
  2535. 01:00:17,304 --> 01:00:18,740
  2536. is quite frightening.
  2537.  
  2538. 671
  2539. 01:00:19,306 --> 01:00:20,340
  2540. Isn't it?
  2541.  
  2542. 672
  2543. 01:00:20,940 --> 01:00:23,008
  2544. Yes.
  2545.  
  2546. 673
  2547. 01:00:23,010 --> 01:00:25,379
  2548. I'm terrified he'll
  2549. come back.
  2550.  
  2551. 674
  2552. 01:00:26,980 --> 01:00:27,981
  2553. I see.
  2554.  
  2555. 676
  2556. 01:00:32,018 --> 01:00:33,286
  2557. So, listen to me.
  2558.  
  2559. 677
  2560. 01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:36,387
  2561. We'll send you to
  2562. Saint-Remy.
  2563.  
  2564. 678
  2565. 01:00:36,389 --> 01:00:38,423
  2566. - Where?
  2567. - Saint-Remy.
  2568.  
  2569. 679
  2570. 01:00:38,425 --> 01:00:41,092
  2571. A very nice place.
  2572.  
  2573. 680
  2574. 01:00:41,094 --> 01:00:44,362
  2575. The best we have around here.
  2576. You'll be very well-treated.
  2577.  
  2578. 681
  2579. 01:00:44,364 --> 01:00:47,132
  2580. - Is it a jail?
  2581. - No, not at all.
  2582.  
  2583. 682
  2584. 01:00:47,134 --> 01:00:48,436
  2585. It's a voluntary asylum.
  2586.  
  2587. 683
  2588. 01:00:49,869 --> 01:00:51,269
  2589. It's your choice,
  2590.  
  2591. 684
  2592. 01:00:51,271 --> 01:00:52,336
  2593. but you'll be subjected
  2594.  
  2595. 685
  2596. 01:00:52,338 --> 01:00:54,107
  2597. to their rules
  2598. and methods of care.
  2599.  
  2600. 686
  2601. 01:00:55,576 --> 01:00:57,778
  2602. I do think you can find
  2603. some peace there.
  2604.  
  2605. 687
  2606. 01:00:59,045 --> 01:01:00,311
  2607. And when you're
  2608. less overexcited,
  2609.  
  2610. 688
  2611. 01:01:00,313 --> 01:01:02,414
  2612. you can even paint there.
  2613.  
  2614. 689
  2615. 01:01:02,416 --> 01:01:04,018
  2616. Without painting,
  2617. I can't live.
  2618.  
  2619. 690
  2620. 01:01:05,152 --> 01:01:06,320
  2621. I believe you.
  2622.  
  2623. 691
  2624. 01:01:10,590 --> 01:01:15,260
  2625. Will you come and see me?
  2626.  
  2627. 692
  2628. 01:01:15,262 --> 01:01:18,563
  2629. Of course.
  2630. At least once a week.
  2631.  
  2632. 693
  2633. 01:01:18,565 --> 01:01:20,231
  2634. And you're sure that, um,
  2635.  
  2636. 694
  2637. 01:01:20,233 --> 01:01:22,235
  2638. I'll be allowed to paint
  2639. there? You're sure?
  2640.  
  2641. 695
  2642. 01:01:22,969 --> 01:01:24,070
  2643. Yes.
  2644.  
  2645. 696
  2646. 01:01:25,137 --> 01:01:26,336
  2647. But first, when you get there,
  2648.  
  2649. 697
  2650. 01:01:26,338 --> 01:01:28,509
  2651. you'll have to stop drinking
  2652. and take some medicine.
  2653.  
  2654. 698
  2655. 01:01:31,878 --> 01:01:32,880
  2656. For how long?
  2657.  
  2658. 699
  2659. 01:01:33,914 --> 01:01:35,182
  2660. That will depend on you.
  2661.  
  2662. 700
  2663. 01:01:38,452 --> 01:01:40,488
  2664. Will you do as I say?
  2665. May I count on you?
  2666.  
  2667. 701
  2668. 01:01:44,992 --> 01:01:46,057
  2669. Can you stay for a minute?
  2670.  
  2671. 702
  2672. 01:01:46,059 --> 01:01:47,025
  2673. I promised your brother
  2674.  
  2675. 703
  2676. 01:01:47,027 --> 01:01:48,563
  2677. I'd send him a drawing
  2678. of what you've done.
  2679.  
  2680. 704
  2681. 01:01:50,530 --> 01:01:52,329
  2682. Don't move, please. I'm going
  2683. to take your bandage off.
  2684.  
  2685. 705
  2686. 01:01:52,331 --> 01:01:53,967
  2687. VINCENT: No, I can do it.
  2688.  
  2689. 708
  2690. 01:03:15,382 --> 01:03:18,016
  2691. ALBERT: Beneath skies
  2692. that sometimes dazzle
  2693.  
  2694. 709
  2695. 01:03:18,018 --> 01:03:21,219
  2696. like faceted sapphires
  2697. or turquoises,
  2698.  
  2699. 710
  2700. 01:03:21,221 --> 01:03:23,688
  2701. beneath the incessant
  2702. and formidable streaming
  2703.  
  2704. 711
  2705. 01:03:23,690 --> 01:03:26,324
  2706. of every conceivable effect
  2707. of light.
  2708.  
  2709. 712
  2710. 01:03:26,326 --> 01:03:29,059
  2711. In heavy, flaming,
  2712. burning atmospheres,
  2713.  
  2714. 713
  2715. 01:03:29,061 --> 01:03:30,128
  2716. there is the disquieting
  2717.  
  2718. 714
  2719. 01:03:30,130 --> 01:03:32,697
  2720. and disturbing display
  2721. of strange nature
  2722.  
  2723. 715
  2724. 01:03:32,699 --> 01:03:35,333
  2725. that is
  2726. at once entirely realistic
  2727.  
  2728. 716
  2729. 01:03:35,335 --> 01:03:37,302
  2730. and yet almost supernatural.
  2731.  
  2732. 717
  2733. 01:03:37,304 --> 01:03:40,572
  2734. Often excessive nature
  2735. where everything,
  2736.  
  2737. 718
  2738. 01:03:40,574 --> 01:03:44,075
  2739. beings and things, shadows
  2740. and lights, forms and colors,
  2741.  
  2742. 719
  2743. 01:03:44,077 --> 01:03:46,510
  2744. rears and rises up
  2745. with a raging will
  2746.  
  2747. 720
  2748. 01:03:46,512 --> 01:03:49,146
  2749. to howl its own essential song
  2750.  
  2751. 721
  2752. 01:03:49,148 --> 01:03:50,548
  2753. in the most intense
  2754.  
  2755. 722
  2756. 01:03:50,550 --> 01:03:53,450
  2757. and fiercely
  2758. high-pitched timbre.
  2759.  
  2760. 723
  2761. 01:03:53,452 --> 01:03:55,420
  2762. It is matter
  2763. and all of nature,
  2764.  
  2765. 724
  2766. 01:03:55,422 --> 01:03:57,088
  2767. frenetically contorted.
  2768.  
  2769. 725
  2770. 01:03:57,090 --> 01:04:00,758
  2771. It is form becoming nightmare,
  2772. color becoming flames,
  2773.  
  2774. 726
  2775. 01:04:00,760 --> 01:04:03,394
  2776. light turning
  2777. into conflagration,
  2778.  
  2779. 727
  2780. 01:04:03,396 --> 01:04:06,130
  2781. life into burning fever.
  2782.  
  2783. 728
  2784. 01:04:06,132 --> 01:04:08,766
  2785. Such is the impression
  2786. left upon the retina
  2787.  
  2788. 729
  2789. 01:04:08,768 --> 01:04:11,302
  2790. when it first views
  2791. the strange, intense
  2792.  
  2793. 730
  2794. 01:04:11,304 --> 01:04:14,271
  2795. and feverish work
  2796. of Vincent van Gogh.
  2797.  
  2798. 731
  2799. 01:04:14,273 --> 01:04:16,240
  2800. How far are we, are we not,
  2801.  
  2802. 732
  2803. 01:04:16,242 --> 01:04:19,209
  2804. from the beautiful,
  2805. great tradition of art?
  2806.  
  2807. 733
  2808. 01:04:19,211 --> 01:04:20,644
  2809. Never has there been a painter
  2810.  
  2811. 734
  2812. 01:04:20,646 --> 01:04:23,280
  2813. whose art appeals so directly
  2814. to the senses,
  2815.  
  2816. 735
  2817. 01:04:23,282 --> 01:04:27,217
  2818. from the indefinable aroma
  2819. of his sincerity to flesh
  2820.  
  2821. 736
  2822. 01:04:27,219 --> 01:04:29,354
  2823. and the matter of his paint.
  2824.  
  2825. 737
  2826. 01:04:29,356 --> 01:04:32,356
  2827. This robust and true artist,
  2828. Vincent van Gogh,
  2829.  
  2830. 738
  2831. 01:04:32,358 --> 01:04:33,760
  2832. towers above the rest.
  2833.  
  2834. 739
  2835. 01:04:35,128 --> 01:04:37,231
  2836. MAN: Cafe. Cafe.
  2837.  
  2838. 741
  2839. 01:04:40,400 --> 01:04:42,269
  2840. - Cafe.
  2841. - Put water on him!
  2842.  
  2843. 742
  2844. 01:04:51,244 --> 01:04:52,579
  2845. You are the painter?
  2846.  
  2847. 743
  2848. 01:04:54,547 --> 01:04:55,782
  2849. Uh, yes.
  2850.  
  2851. 744
  2852. 01:04:57,349 --> 01:04:58,752
  2853. Cafe. Cafe.
  2854.  
  2855. 745
  2856. 01:04:59,820 --> 01:05:02,854
  2857. - Are all the painters crazy?
  2858. - Cafe.
  2859.  
  2860. 746
  2861. 01:05:02,856 --> 01:05:06,193
  2862. VINCENT: Maybe just the good ones.
  2863. I really don't know.
  2864.  
  2865. 747
  2866. 01:05:08,527 --> 01:05:11,229
  2867. - Hmm.
  2868. - MAN: Cafe.
  2869.  
  2870. 748
  2871. 01:05:11,231 --> 01:05:14,666
  2872. I'm an army man.
  2873. I was a soldier.
  2874.  
  2875. 749
  2876. 01:05:14,668 --> 01:05:17,235
  2877. VINCENT:
  2878. Are all soldiers crazy?
  2879.  
  2880. 750
  2881. 01:05:17,237 --> 01:05:21,238
  2882. Oh, no, soldiers are
  2883. not crazy, but officers are.
  2884.  
  2885. 751
  2886. 01:05:21,240 --> 01:05:24,277
  2887. - All the officers are insane.
  2888.  
  2889. 753
  2890. 01:05:27,014 --> 01:05:32,217
  2891. When they made me a sergeant,
  2892. I started to feel different.
  2893.  
  2894. 754
  2895. 01:05:32,219 --> 01:05:35,253
  2896. MAN: Cafe. Cafe. Cafe.
  2897.  
  2898. 755
  2899. 01:05:35,255 --> 01:05:38,356
  2900. And when I became secretary
  2901. to the general,
  2902.  
  2903. 756
  2904. 01:05:38,358 --> 01:05:39,757
  2905. I had all the keys.
  2906.  
  2907. 757
  2908. 01:05:39,759 --> 01:05:41,327
  2909. Can you see it?
  2910.  
  2911. 758
  2912. 01:05:42,394 --> 01:05:43,760
  2913. The keys.
  2914.  
  2915. 759
  2916. 01:05:43,762 --> 01:05:45,262
  2917. VINCENT: Yes.
  2918.  
  2919. 760
  2920. 01:05:45,264 --> 01:05:48,701
  2921. The keys to all the dossiers
  2922. of all the officers.
  2923.  
  2924. 761
  2925. 01:05:49,768 --> 01:05:52,737
  2926. And I can tell you
  2927. they are all crazy.
  2928.  
  2929. 762
  2930. 01:05:52,739 --> 01:05:57,711
  2931. They've all killed,
  2932. tortured, mutilated, raped.
  2933.  
  2934. 763
  2935. 01:05:59,146 --> 01:06:03,581
  2936. MAN: Cafe. Cafe. Cafe.
  2937.  
  2938. 764
  2939. 01:06:03,583 --> 01:06:05,617
  2940. VINCENT:
  2941. Where were you stationed?
  2942.  
  2943. 765
  2944. 01:06:05,619 --> 01:06:08,586
  2945. Oh, it's a faraway place.
  2946.  
  2947. 766
  2948. 01:06:08,588 --> 01:06:10,255
  2949. It's called Tonkin.
  2950.  
  2951. 768
  2952. 01:06:12,525 --> 01:06:15,228
  2953. And years ago, during the war,
  2954.  
  2955. 770
  2956. 01:06:17,898 --> 01:06:21,869
  2957. there were many,
  2958. many tunnels were dug.
  2959.  
  2960. 771
  2961. 01:06:25,338 --> 01:06:29,376
  2962. And I knew a Tonkinese girl
  2963. who was born in a tunnel.
  2964.  
  2965. 772
  2966. 01:06:29,842 --> 01:06:32,276
  2967. MAN: Cafe. Cafe.
  2968.  
  2969. 773
  2970. 01:06:32,278 --> 01:06:34,244
  2971. She didn't see the daylight
  2972.  
  2973. 774
  2974. 01:06:34,246 --> 01:06:37,182
  2975. for the first 12 years
  2976. of her life.
  2977.  
  2978. 775
  2979. 01:06:37,184 --> 01:06:39,586
  2980. Twelve years, gone.
  2981.  
  2982. 776
  2983. 01:06:47,494 --> 01:06:50,297
  2984. Can you imagine
  2985. that you were a painter,
  2986.  
  2987. 777
  2988. 01:06:52,632 --> 01:06:54,568
  2989. not seeing the snow,
  2990.  
  2991. 778
  2992. 01:06:56,503 --> 01:07:00,207
  2993. not knowing what it was,
  2994. what it meant?
  2995.  
  2996. 779
  2997. 01:07:00,673 --> 01:07:01,842
  2998. Twelve years.
  2999.  
  3000. 780
  3001. 01:07:02,943 --> 01:07:06,276
  3002. MAN: Cafe. Cafe. Cafe.
  3003.  
  3004. 781
  3005. 01:07:06,278 --> 01:07:07,778
  3006. Oh...
  3007.  
  3008. 782
  3009. 01:07:07,780 --> 01:07:10,851
  3010. Hey, shut up, shut up.
  3011. Shut up!
  3012.  
  3013. 783
  3014. 01:07:14,554 --> 01:07:15,923
  3015. What do you paint?
  3016.  
  3017. 784
  3018. 01:07:18,625 --> 01:07:19,793
  3019. Sunlight.
  3020.  
  3021. 790
  3022. 01:10:42,561 --> 01:10:43,663
  3023. VINCENT: Look at me.
  3024.  
  3025. 791
  3026. 01:10:44,930 --> 01:10:46,129
  3027. Please.
  3028.  
  3029. 793
  3030. 01:10:58,877 --> 01:10:59,880
  3031. VINCENT: Oui.
  3032.  
  3033. 794
  3034. 01:11:25,771 --> 01:11:26,774
  3035. VINCENT: Oui.
  3036.  
  3037. 796
  3038. 01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:49,762
  3039. No...
  3040.  
  3041. 802
  3042. 01:13:03,101 --> 01:13:04,604
  3043. GAUGUIN: My dear Vincent,
  3044.  
  3045. 803
  3046. 01:13:05,604 --> 01:13:06,970
  3047. I've looked most
  3048. attentively
  3049.  
  3050. 804
  3051. 01:13:06,972 --> 01:13:09,106
  3052. at your works
  3053. since we parted.
  3054.  
  3055. 805
  3056. 01:13:09,108 --> 01:13:10,174
  3057. First at your
  3058. brother's place
  3059.  
  3060. 806
  3061. 01:13:10,176 --> 01:13:13,311
  3062. and then
  3063. at Independence Exhibition.
  3064.  
  3065. 807
  3066. 01:13:13,313 --> 01:13:15,580
  3067. It's above all
  3068. at this latter place
  3069.  
  3070. 808
  3071. 01:13:15,582 --> 01:13:18,214
  3072. that one can properly judge
  3073. what you do.
  3074.  
  3075. 809
  3076. 01:13:18,216 --> 01:13:21,619
  3077. Either because of things
  3078. positioned beside each other,
  3079.  
  3080. 810
  3081. 01:13:21,621 --> 01:13:23,257
  3082. or because of
  3083. neighboring works.
  3084.  
  3085. 811
  3086. 01:13:25,057 --> 01:13:27,959
  3087. I offer you
  3088. my sincere compliments.
  3089.  
  3090. 812
  3091. 01:13:27,961 --> 01:13:29,193
  3092. And for many artists,
  3093.  
  3094. 813
  3095. 01:13:29,195 --> 01:13:31,664
  3096. you are the most remarkable
  3097. in the exhibition.
  3098.  
  3099. 814
  3100. 01:13:32,931 --> 01:13:34,031
  3101. With things from nature,
  3102.  
  3103. 815
  3104. 01:13:34,033 --> 01:13:35,536
  3105. you're the only one there
  3106. who thinks.
  3107.  
  3108. 816
  3109. 01:13:37,203 --> 01:13:38,602
  3110. I've talked about it
  3111. with your brother,
  3112.  
  3113. 817
  3114. 01:13:38,604 --> 01:13:40,937
  3115. and there's one that I would
  3116. like to exchange with you
  3117.  
  3118. 818
  3119. 01:13:40,939 --> 01:13:42,275
  3120. for one thing of your choice.
  3121.  
  3122. 819
  3123. 01:13:44,310 --> 01:13:46,143
  3124. I hesitated greatly
  3125. to write to you
  3126.  
  3127. 820
  3128. 01:13:46,145 --> 01:13:48,682
  3129. knowing that you had just had
  3130. a rather long crisis.
  3131.  
  3132. 821
  3133. 01:13:49,615 --> 01:13:50,615
  3134. So, please don't reply
  3135. to me
  3136.  
  3137. 822
  3138. 01:13:50,617 --> 01:13:52,950
  3139. until you feel
  3140. completely strong.
  3141.  
  3142. 823
  3143. 01:13:52,952 --> 01:13:55,251
  3144. Let's hope that, with the
  3145. warm weather that will return,
  3146.  
  3147. 824
  3148. 01:13:55,253 --> 01:13:57,254
  3149. you're going to get well
  3150. at last.
  3151.  
  3152. 825
  3153. 01:13:57,256 --> 01:13:59,126
  3154. "The winter
  3155. is always dangerous to you.
  3156.  
  3157. 826
  3158. 01:14:00,859 --> 01:14:04,063
  3159. "Cordially, ever yours,
  3160. Paul Gauguin."
  3161.  
  3162. 829
  3163. 01:15:07,060 --> 01:15:08,228
  3164. GUARD: Van Gogh!
  3165.  
  3166. 830
  3167. 01:15:09,194 --> 01:15:10,296
  3168. Van Gogh!
  3169.  
  3170. 831
  3171. 01:15:12,731 --> 01:15:14,001
  3172. Not here, there.
  3173.  
  3174. 832
  3175. 01:15:15,333 --> 01:15:16,836
  3176. There. There.
  3177.  
  3178. 833
  3179. 01:15:38,457 --> 01:15:39,826
  3180. Follow me.
  3181.  
  3182. 834
  3183. 01:16:18,497 --> 01:16:20,099
  3184. - Here he is.
  3185. - Thank you.
  3186.  
  3187. 835
  3188. 01:16:21,833 --> 01:16:23,103
  3189. Please help me take it off.
  3190.  
  3191. 836
  3192. 01:16:38,518 --> 01:16:39,853
  3193. Thank you.
  3194.  
  3195. 837
  3196. 01:16:42,188 --> 01:16:44,021
  3197. - Better?
  3198. - Yes.
  3199.  
  3200. 838
  3201. 01:16:44,023 --> 01:16:46,159
  3202. Come, sit with me. Talk to me.
  3203.  
  3204. 839
  3205. 01:16:47,460 --> 01:16:48,994
  3206. Please.
  3207.  
  3208. 840
  3209. 01:16:57,869 --> 01:16:59,405
  3210. I suppose you know
  3211. why you're here.
  3212.  
  3213. 841
  3214. 01:17:02,240 --> 01:17:04,744
  3215. Talking to you now?
  3216.  
  3217. 842
  3218. 01:17:07,012 --> 01:17:09,312
  3219. To get better.
  3220.  
  3221. 843
  3222. 01:17:09,314 --> 01:17:12,085
  3223. Or because I walked out
  3224. of the asylum.
  3225.  
  3226. 844
  3227. 01:17:14,086 --> 01:17:15,989
  3228. What happened
  3229. on the road to Arles?
  3230.  
  3231. 845
  3232. 01:17:17,256 --> 01:17:18,525
  3233. VINCENT: I don't remember.
  3234.  
  3235. 846
  3236. 01:17:20,025 --> 01:17:21,461
  3237. You did walk out
  3238. of the asylum.
  3239.  
  3240. 847
  3241. 01:17:23,496 --> 01:17:25,265
  3242. I wanted to go out.
  3243.  
  3244. 848
  3245. 01:17:30,469 --> 01:17:33,236
  3246. The townspeople of Arles have
  3247. signed a petition against you.
  3248.  
  3249. 849
  3250. 01:17:33,238 --> 01:17:35,104
  3251. They don't want you
  3252. to come back there.
  3253.  
  3254. 850
  3255. 01:17:35,106 --> 01:17:36,542
  3256. VINCENT: Yes, I know.
  3257.  
  3258. 851
  3259. 01:17:42,480 --> 01:17:44,951
  3260. - Did you ever molest a child?
  3261. - No. Never.
  3262.  
  3263. 852
  3264. 01:17:50,021 --> 01:17:51,354
  3265. Did you cut off
  3266. one of your ears
  3267.  
  3268. 853
  3269. 01:17:51,356 --> 01:17:52,555
  3270. to give it to a prostitute?
  3271.  
  3272. 854
  3273. 01:17:52,557 --> 01:17:54,625
  3274. Is that true?
  3275.  
  3276. 855
  3277. 01:17:54,627 --> 01:17:57,497
  3278. Yes, I did. But Gaby's
  3279. not a prostitute.
  3280.  
  3281. 856
  3282. 01:17:58,631 --> 01:18:00,865
  3283. Why did you do that?
  3284.  
  3285. 857
  3286. 01:18:00,867 --> 01:18:04,237
  3287. I wanted her to
  3288. give it to a friend of mine.
  3289.  
  3290. 858
  3291. 01:18:05,404 --> 01:18:06,573
  3292. And she did?
  3293.  
  3294. 859
  3295. 01:18:08,073 --> 01:18:09,308
  3296. I don't know.
  3297.  
  3298. 860
  3299. 01:18:12,278 --> 01:18:14,181
  3300. And that was a strange offer,
  3301. wasn't it?
  3302.  
  3303. 861
  3304. 01:18:17,182 --> 01:18:18,585
  3305. Do you feel angry sometimes?
  3306.  
  3307. 862
  3308. 01:18:22,889 --> 01:18:24,257
  3309. Yes.
  3310.  
  3311. 863
  3312. 01:18:26,591 --> 01:18:28,194
  3313. And what do you do then?
  3314.  
  3315. 864
  3316. 01:18:29,328 --> 01:18:31,094
  3317. I go out,
  3318.  
  3319. 865
  3320. 01:18:31,096 --> 01:18:35,165
  3321. look at a blade of grass
  3322. or a branch of a fig tree
  3323.  
  3324. 866
  3325. 01:18:35,167 --> 01:18:36,570
  3326. in order to calm down.
  3327.  
  3328. 867
  3329. 01:18:37,936 --> 01:18:38,939
  3330. And it works?
  3331.  
  3332. 868
  3333. 01:18:39,604 --> 01:18:42,071
  3334. Yes.
  3335.  
  3336. 869
  3337. 01:18:42,073 --> 01:18:45,845
  3338. I feel God is nature
  3339. and nature is beauty.
  3340.  
  3341. 870
  3342. 01:18:53,152 --> 01:18:55,055
  3343. I've seen you
  3344. in the garden, painting.
  3345.  
  3346. 871
  3347. 01:18:56,354 --> 01:18:57,420
  3348. And I've heard from others
  3349.  
  3350. 872
  3351. 01:18:57,422 --> 01:18:58,625
  3352. that you say
  3353. you were a painter.
  3354.  
  3355. 873
  3356. 01:19:00,993 --> 01:19:02,329
  3357. Yes, that's what I am.
  3358.  
  3359. 874
  3360. 01:19:04,630 --> 01:19:06,065
  3361. Why do you say that?
  3362.  
  3363. 875
  3364. 01:19:07,332 --> 01:19:08,464
  3365. Do you have a gift
  3366. for painting?
  3367.  
  3368. 876
  3369. 01:19:08,466 --> 01:19:09,536
  3370. Yes.
  3371.  
  3372. 877
  3373. 01:19:11,569 --> 01:19:13,472
  3374. Where does this gift
  3375. come from?
  3376.  
  3377. 878
  3378. 01:19:15,307 --> 01:19:16,941
  3379. Would you say that
  3380.  
  3381. 879
  3382. 01:19:16,943 --> 01:19:18,442
  3383. God gave you
  3384. the gift of painting?
  3385.  
  3386. 880
  3387. 01:19:18,444 --> 01:19:21,047
  3388. Yes, He did. It's the only
  3389. gift He gave me.
  3390.  
  3391. 881
  3392. 01:19:33,158 --> 01:19:34,360
  3393. Did you paint this?
  3394.  
  3395. 882
  3396. 01:19:35,194 --> 01:19:36,563
  3397. VINCENT: Yes, I did.
  3398.  
  3399. 883
  3400. 01:19:38,163 --> 01:19:39,729
  3401. PRIEST: And you call it
  3402. a painting?
  3403.  
  3404. 884
  3405. 01:19:39,731 --> 01:19:41,598
  3406. VINCENT: Yes, of course.
  3407.  
  3408. 885
  3409. 01:19:41,600 --> 01:19:43,733
  3410. Tell me frankly because
  3411. I'd like to understand.
  3412.  
  3413. 886
  3414. 01:19:43,735 --> 01:19:45,372
  3415. Why do you say
  3416. you're a painter?
  3417.  
  3418. 887
  3419. 01:19:46,137 --> 01:19:47,306
  3420. Because I paint.
  3421.  
  3422. 888
  3423. 01:19:48,407 --> 01:19:50,240
  3424. I love painting.
  3425. I have to paint.
  3426.  
  3427. 889
  3428. 01:19:50,242 --> 01:19:52,142
  3429. I've always been a painter.
  3430.  
  3431. 890
  3432. 01:19:52,144 --> 01:19:53,313
  3433. That, I know.
  3434.  
  3435. 891
  3436. 01:19:54,313 --> 01:19:55,347
  3437. A born painter?
  3438.  
  3439. 892
  3440. 01:19:56,716 --> 01:19:58,051
  3441. Yes.
  3442.  
  3443. 893
  3444. 01:19:59,118 --> 01:20:00,153
  3445. How do you know?
  3446.  
  3447. 894
  3448. 01:20:03,021 --> 01:20:04,722
  3449. Because I can't do
  3450. anything else.
  3451.  
  3452. 895
  3453. 01:20:04,724 --> 01:20:06,092
  3454. And believe me, I've tried.
  3455.  
  3456. 896
  3457. 01:20:14,300 --> 01:20:15,566
  3458. PRIEST:
  3459. So, God gave you a gift
  3460.  
  3461. 897
  3462. 01:20:15,568 --> 01:20:16,970
  3463. so you could paint this?
  3464.  
  3465. 898
  3466. 01:20:18,503 --> 01:20:19,939
  3467. VINCENT: Yes.
  3468.  
  3469. 899
  3470. 01:20:23,074 --> 01:20:25,545
  3471. But don't you see...
  3472.  
  3473. 900
  3474. 01:20:26,578 --> 01:20:29,114
  3475. Now look, carefully. Please.
  3476.  
  3477. 901
  3478. 01:20:31,082 --> 01:20:33,384
  3479. I don't want to
  3480. hurt your feelings,
  3481.  
  3482. 902
  3483. 01:20:33,386 --> 01:20:35,155
  3484. but don't you see
  3485. that this painting is...
  3486.  
  3487. 903
  3488. 01:20:37,256 --> 01:20:39,259
  3489. How can I say...
  3490.  
  3491. 904
  3492. 01:20:41,426 --> 01:20:42,695
  3493. Unpleasant.
  3494.  
  3495. 905
  3496. 01:20:43,261 --> 01:20:44,463
  3497. It's ugly.
  3498.  
  3499. 906
  3500. 01:20:46,131 --> 01:20:47,764
  3501. Why would God give me a gift
  3502.  
  3503. 907
  3504. 01:20:47,766 --> 01:20:50,470
  3505. to paint
  3506. ugly and disturbing things?
  3507.  
  3508. 908
  3509. 01:20:55,140 --> 01:20:56,308
  3510. Sometimes I...
  3511.  
  3512. 909
  3513. 01:20:58,543 --> 01:21:00,613
  3514. Feel so far away
  3515. from everything.
  3516.  
  3517. 910
  3518. 01:21:06,118 --> 01:21:07,754
  3519. Does anybody
  3520. buy your paintings?
  3521.  
  3522. 911
  3523. 01:21:08,421 --> 01:21:09,486
  3524. No.
  3525.  
  3526. 912
  3527. 01:21:09,488 --> 01:21:12,192
  3528. - So, you're poor?
  3529. - Yes, rather poor.
  3530.  
  3531. 913
  3532. 01:21:14,560 --> 01:21:16,029
  3533. How do you live?
  3534.  
  3535. 914
  3536. 01:21:17,630 --> 01:21:21,764
  3537. Well, my brother, Theo,
  3538. pays for me to be here.
  3539.  
  3540. 915
  3541. 01:21:21,766 --> 01:21:24,104
  3542. But he's not
  3543. a rich man either.
  3544.  
  3545. 916
  3546. 01:21:27,605 --> 01:21:31,174
  3547. So, you believe
  3548. that God gave you this gift
  3549.  
  3550. 917
  3551. 01:21:31,176 --> 01:21:32,746
  3552. because He wants
  3553. to keep you in misery?
  3554.  
  3555. 918
  3556. 01:21:34,412 --> 01:21:35,581
  3557. Huh.
  3558.  
  3559. 919
  3560. 01:21:36,815 --> 01:21:38,617
  3561. I never thought about it
  3562. that way.
  3563.  
  3564. 920
  3565. 01:21:40,252 --> 01:21:41,621
  3566. And which way do you think?
  3567.  
  3568. 921
  3569. 01:21:44,256 --> 01:21:46,159
  3570. Sometimes I think...
  3571.  
  3572. 922
  3573. 01:21:46,792 --> 01:21:48,224
  3574. Yes?
  3575.  
  3576. 923
  3577. 01:21:48,226 --> 01:21:49,729
  3578. Maybe, maybe...
  3579.  
  3580. 924
  3581. 01:21:51,396 --> 01:21:52,495
  3582. Go on.
  3583.  
  3584. 925
  3585. 01:21:52,497 --> 01:21:54,666
  3586. Maybe He chose the wrong time.
  3587.  
  3588. 926
  3589. 01:21:57,336 --> 01:21:58,568
  3590. What do you mean
  3591. the wrong time?
  3592.  
  3593. 927
  3594. 01:21:58,570 --> 01:22:00,504
  3595. Maybe God made me a painter
  3596.  
  3597. 928
  3598. 01:22:00,506 --> 01:22:02,242
  3599. for people
  3600. who aren't born yet.
  3601.  
  3602. 929
  3603. 01:22:05,778 --> 01:22:07,577
  3604. Possibly.
  3605.  
  3606. 930
  3607. 01:22:07,579 --> 01:22:09,513
  3608. It is said,
  3609. "Life is for sowing.
  3610.  
  3611. 931
  3612. 01:22:09,515 --> 01:22:11,251
  3613. "The harvest
  3614. is not here."
  3615.  
  3616. 932
  3617. 01:22:15,354 --> 01:22:18,258
  3618. I paint with my qualities
  3619. and faults.
  3620.  
  3621. 933
  3622. 01:22:27,533 --> 01:22:29,436
  3623. So, you think
  3624. God could've been mistaken?
  3625.  
  3626. 934
  3627. 01:22:33,238 --> 01:22:38,477
  3628. I think of myself as an exile,
  3629. a pilgrim on this earth.
  3630.  
  3631. 935
  3632. 01:22:40,145 --> 01:22:42,912
  3633. Jesus said, "Turn your
  3634. heart away from things visible
  3635.  
  3636. 936
  3637. 01:22:42,914 --> 01:22:46,351
  3638. "and turn yourself
  3639. to things invisible."
  3640.  
  3641. 937
  3642. 01:22:48,720 --> 01:22:51,687
  3643. - Indeed. But...
  3644. - And Jesus also
  3645.  
  3646. 938
  3647. 01:22:51,689 --> 01:22:54,827
  3648. was totally unknown
  3649. when he was alive.
  3650.  
  3651. 939
  3652. 01:22:57,829 --> 01:22:58,896
  3653. How do you know that?
  3654.  
  3655. 940
  3656. 01:22:58,898 --> 01:23:00,496
  3657. My father was a pastor.
  3658.  
  3659. 941
  3660. 01:23:00,498 --> 01:23:02,434
  3661. I've been around religion
  3662. all my life.
  3663.  
  3664. 942
  3665. 01:23:04,435 --> 01:23:06,269
  3666. Really? A pastor?
  3667.  
  3668. 943
  3669. 01:23:06,271 --> 01:23:10,376
  3670. Yes, and before I realized
  3671. I was a painter,
  3672.  
  3673. 944
  3674. 01:23:11,409 --> 01:23:14,911
  3675. I tried myself
  3676. to be a man of God.
  3677.  
  3678. 945
  3679. 01:23:14,913 --> 01:23:16,849
  3680. So, I learned quite a bit
  3681. about the topic.
  3682.  
  3683. 946
  3684. 01:23:18,449 --> 01:23:19,816
  3685. So you know the gospels?
  3686.  
  3687. 947
  3688. 01:23:19,818 --> 01:23:21,751
  3689. Not only the gospels,
  3690.  
  3691. 948
  3692. 01:23:21,753 --> 01:23:25,254
  3693. I can tell you that Jesus
  3694. wasn't discovered
  3695.  
  3696. 949
  3697. 01:23:25,256 --> 01:23:28,291
  3698. until 30 or 40 years
  3699. after he died.
  3700.  
  3701. 950
  3702. 01:23:28,293 --> 01:23:31,260
  3703. When he was alive,
  3704. nobody talked about him.
  3705.  
  3706. 951
  3707. 01:23:31,262 --> 01:23:33,229
  3708. There's not even a letter
  3709.  
  3710. 952
  3711. 01:23:33,231 --> 01:23:36,633
  3712. from a Roman centurion
  3713. to his wife in Rome
  3714.  
  3715. 953
  3716. 01:23:36,635 --> 01:23:39,736
  3717. saying that a man named Jeshua
  3718.  
  3719. 954
  3720. 01:23:39,738 --> 01:23:42,472
  3721. was crucified in Jerusalem
  3722. with some other criminals.
  3723.  
  3724. 955
  3725. 01:23:42,474 --> 01:23:44,177
  3726. Not a word, nothing.
  3727.  
  3728. 956
  3729. 01:23:52,751 --> 01:23:54,985
  3730. You know,
  3731. this is my job to decide
  3732.  
  3733. 957
  3734. 01:23:54,987 --> 01:23:56,788
  3735. if you're well enough
  3736. to leave this place.
  3737.  
  3738. 958
  3739. 01:24:05,663 --> 01:24:08,400
  3740. This reminds me of Jesus
  3741. on the terrace.
  3742.  
  3743. 959
  3744. 01:24:09,801 --> 01:24:11,468
  3745. Which terrace?
  3746.  
  3747. 960
  3748. 01:24:11,470 --> 01:24:13,503
  3749. Speaking to Pilate,
  3750.  
  3751. 961
  3752. 01:24:13,505 --> 01:24:17,007
  3753. who definitively, if you
  3754. believe what was written,
  3755.  
  3756. 962
  3757. 01:24:17,009 --> 01:24:19,543
  3758. didn't want to crucify him.
  3759.  
  3760. 963
  3761. 01:24:19,545 --> 01:24:21,245
  3762. It was the people.
  3763.  
  3764. 964
  3765. 01:24:21,247 --> 01:24:23,347
  3766. Yes. We could have
  3767. a real discussion
  3768.  
  3769. 965
  3770. 01:24:23,349 --> 01:24:25,781
  3771. about this theory
  3772. some other time.
  3773.  
  3774. 966
  3775. 01:24:25,783 --> 01:24:28,418
  3776. Pilate didn't want
  3777. to crucify Jesus,
  3778.  
  3779. 967
  3780. 01:24:28,420 --> 01:24:32,524
  3781. but everything Christ said
  3782. incriminated him, so...
  3783.  
  3784. 968
  3785. 01:24:35,894 --> 01:24:36,930
  3786. I, too,
  3787.  
  3788. 969
  3789. 01:24:39,030 --> 01:24:42,501
  3790. have to be careful
  3791. with what I say to you.
  3792.  
  3793. 970
  3794. 01:24:46,271 --> 01:24:47,539
  3795. I can understand that.
  3796.  
  3797. 971
  3798. 01:24:51,676 --> 01:24:53,809
  3799. Listen,
  3800.  
  3801. 972
  3802. 01:24:53,811 --> 01:24:55,448
  3803. come see me again
  3804. if you feel like.
  3805.  
  3806. 973
  3807. 01:24:56,649 --> 01:24:58,551
  3808. And share some other ideas
  3809. with me.
  3810.  
  3811. 974
  3812. 01:25:01,552 --> 01:25:04,356
  3813. In the meantime, Dr. Rey
  3814. is here waiting for you.
  3815.  
  3816. 975
  3817. 01:25:04,989 --> 01:25:05,992
  3818. He came to take you home.
  3819.  
  3820. 976
  3821. 01:25:06,759 --> 01:25:07,827
  3822. I'm free to go?
  3823.  
  3824. 977
  3825. 01:25:11,896 --> 01:25:13,565
  3826. I think we've done all we
  3827. can for you here.
  3828.  
  3829. 978
  3830. 01:25:19,037 --> 01:25:20,405
  3831. I hope I'm ready.
  3832.  
  3833. 979
  3834. 01:25:22,608 --> 01:25:23,842
  3835. I hope so, too.
  3836.  
  3837. 980
  3838. 01:25:56,375 --> 01:25:58,741
  3839. VINCENT:
  3840. Please return these things
  3841.  
  3842. 981
  3843. 01:25:58,743 --> 01:26:00,712
  3844. to Madame and Monsieur Ginoux.
  3845.  
  3846. 982
  3847. 01:26:01,579 --> 01:26:03,379
  3848. They've been real friends.
  3849.  
  3850. 983
  3851. 01:26:03,381 --> 01:26:04,315
  3852. DR. REY: Sure, I will.
  3853.  
  3854. 984
  3855. 01:26:04,317 --> 01:26:06,452
  3856. And give them that book.
  3857. Tell them thank you.
  3858.  
  3859. 986
  3860. 01:26:44,021 --> 01:26:45,625
  3861. - Hello.
  3862. - DR. REY: Bonjour.
  3863.  
  3864. 987
  3865. 01:26:48,560 --> 01:26:49,625
  3866. This is very important.
  3867.  
  3868. 988
  3869. 01:26:49,627 --> 01:26:51,727
  3870. Make sure
  3871. Madame Ginoux receives it.
  3872.  
  3873. 989
  3874. 01:26:51,729 --> 01:26:53,763
  3875. It is from the painter
  3876. Vincent van Gogh.
  3877.  
  3878. 990
  3879. 01:26:53,765 --> 01:26:54,933
  3880. He apologizes for the delay.
  3881.  
  3882. 991
  3883. 01:27:06,511 --> 01:27:08,778
  3884. A bundle of towels,
  3885.  
  3886. 992
  3887. 01:27:08,780 --> 01:27:12,885
  3888. a ledger,
  3889. and two empty olive boxes.
  3890.  
  3891. 993
  3892. 01:28:24,489 --> 01:28:25,789
  3893. VINCENT:
  3894. My work's all here.
  3895.  
  3896. 994
  3897. 01:28:25,791 --> 01:28:27,624
  3898. You didn't sell anything.
  3899.  
  3900. 995
  3901. 01:28:27,626 --> 01:28:29,492
  3902. Not yet, but Aurier's
  3903. review
  3904.  
  3905. 996
  3906. 01:28:29,494 --> 01:28:31,126
  3907. was excellent,
  3908. really wonderful.
  3909.  
  3910. 997
  3911. 01:28:31,128 --> 01:28:32,629
  3912. VINCENT:
  3913. That review was absurd.
  3914.  
  3915. 998
  3916. 01:28:32,631 --> 01:28:34,865
  3917. I don't deserve
  3918. anything that man said.
  3919.  
  3920. 999
  3921. 01:28:34,867 --> 01:28:37,099
  3922. - Far from it.
  3923. - Yes, you do.
  3924.  
  3925. 1000
  3926. 01:28:37,101 --> 01:28:38,703
  3927. THEO: The review will help.
  3928.  
  3929. 1001
  3930. 01:28:42,106 --> 01:28:43,475
  3931. VINCENT: I think...
  3932.  
  3933. 1002
  3934. 01:28:45,243 --> 01:28:48,014
  3935. I'm beyond caring
  3936.  
  3937. 1003
  3938. 01:28:48,881 --> 01:28:50,716
  3939. what anyone thinks, but...
  3940.  
  3941. 1004
  3942. 01:28:52,518 --> 01:28:54,153
  3943. I care what you think, Theo.
  3944.  
  3945. 1005
  3946. 01:28:55,654 --> 01:28:57,223
  3947. Tell me,
  3948. I want to know the truth.
  3949.  
  3950. 1006
  3951. 01:28:58,189 --> 01:28:59,889
  3952. Am I a good painter?
  3953.  
  3954. 1007
  3955. 01:28:59,891 --> 01:29:01,625
  3956. THEO: You're not a good painter,
  3957.  
  3958. 1008
  3959. 01:29:01,627 --> 01:29:02,959
  3960. Vincent.
  3961. You're a great painter.
  3962.  
  3963. 1009
  3964. 01:29:02,961 --> 01:29:03,960
  3965. VINCENT: Are you sure?
  3966.  
  3967. 1010
  3968. 01:29:03,962 --> 01:29:06,062
  3969. Of course, I'm sure.
  3970. Why would I lie to you?
  3971.  
  3972. 1011
  3973. 01:29:06,064 --> 01:29:09,266
  3974. I mean, you're my brother.
  3975. You're my brother.
  3976.  
  3977. 1012
  3978. 01:29:09,268 --> 01:29:11,170
  3979. Just to please me.
  3980.  
  3981. 1013
  3982. 01:29:12,938 --> 01:29:14,670
  3983. THEO: I wouldn't do that.
  3984.  
  3985. 1014
  3986. 01:29:14,672 --> 01:29:16,108
  3987. JO: No,
  3988. Theo would never do that.
  3989.  
  3990. 1015
  3991. 01:29:17,775 --> 01:29:20,843
  3992. VINCENT: People say that
  3993.  
  3994. 1016
  3995. 01:29:20,845 --> 01:29:23,146
  3996. I don't know how to draw,
  3997. how to paint.
  3998.  
  3999. 1017
  4000. 01:29:23,148 --> 01:29:28,751
  4001. They say my paintings
  4002. are clumsy, ugly.
  4003.  
  4004. 1018
  4005. 01:29:28,753 --> 01:29:31,787
  4006. I used to care
  4007. what people thought.
  4008.  
  4009. 1019
  4010. 01:29:31,789 --> 01:29:33,857
  4011. But not anymore.
  4012.  
  4013. 1020
  4014. 01:29:33,859 --> 01:29:36,226
  4015. I have no choice.
  4016.  
  4017. 1021
  4018. 01:29:36,228 --> 01:29:39,963
  4019. If I couldn't paint,
  4020. I would murder someone.
  4021.  
  4022. 1022
  4023. 01:29:39,965 --> 01:29:42,132
  4024. THEO: That's why I send you
  4025. money for your paintings
  4026.  
  4027. 1023
  4028. 01:29:42,134 --> 01:29:44,701
  4029. because I really believe
  4030. you are a great painter.
  4031.  
  4032. 1024
  4033. 01:29:44,703 --> 01:29:46,236
  4034. And I'm a businessman.
  4035.  
  4036. 1025
  4037. 01:29:46,238 --> 01:29:47,937
  4038. I'm a business man
  4039. after all.
  4040.  
  4041. 1026
  4042. 01:29:47,939 --> 01:29:50,839
  4043. So, you paint,
  4044. and leave the rest to us.
  4045.  
  4046. 1027
  4047. 01:29:50,841 --> 01:29:53,209
  4048. You paint
  4049. and let us do the rest.
  4050.  
  4051. 1028
  4052. 01:29:53,211 --> 01:29:55,579
  4053. VINCENT:
  4054. Gauguin sent me this letter.
  4055.  
  4056. 1029
  4057. 01:29:55,581 --> 01:29:57,213
  4058. - Yes, I knew he wrote to you.
  4059. - Did you see him?
  4060.  
  4061. 1030
  4062. 01:29:57,215 --> 01:29:58,113
  4063. THEO: No.
  4064.  
  4065. 1031
  4066. 01:29:58,115 --> 01:29:59,915
  4067. - Gauguin...
  4068. - He hasn't asked for me?
  4069.  
  4070. 1032
  4071. 01:29:59,917 --> 01:30:01,017
  4072. ...sent me this letter.
  4073.  
  4074. 1033
  4075. 01:30:01,019 --> 01:30:02,085
  4076. Is he here?
  4077.  
  4078. 1034
  4079. 01:30:02,087 --> 01:30:03,753
  4080. I really don't know.
  4081. Yes, I knew he wrote to you.
  4082.  
  4083. 1035
  4084. 01:30:03,755 --> 01:30:06,656
  4085. JO: What about Aurier
  4086. or Bernard?
  4087.  
  4088. 1036
  4089. 01:30:06,658 --> 01:30:08,961
  4090. Do you want to see them?
  4091. I know they're in town.
  4092.  
  4093. 1037
  4094. 01:30:10,662 --> 01:30:12,227
  4095. VINCENT: He hasn't asked
  4096. for me? Is he here?
  4097.  
  4098. 1038
  4099. 01:30:12,229 --> 01:30:13,362
  4100. I...
  4101.  
  4102. 1039
  4103. 01:30:13,364 --> 01:30:14,697
  4104. Anywhere. Out of Paris.
  4105.  
  4106. 1040
  4107. 01:30:14,699 --> 01:30:15,633
  4108. I want to go somewhere.
  4109.  
  4110. 1041
  4111. 01:30:15,635 --> 01:30:18,000
  4112. I can't stand it here.
  4113. It's not my place.
  4114.  
  4115. 1042
  4116. 01:30:18,002 --> 01:30:20,773
  4117. I find everything
  4118. too complicated.
  4119.  
  4120. 1043
  4121. 01:30:21,273 --> 01:30:22,339
  4122. I can't see anybody.
  4123.  
  4124. 1044
  4125. 01:30:22,341 --> 01:30:24,074
  4126. I can't stand it here.
  4127. It's not my place.
  4128.  
  4129. 1045
  4130. 01:30:24,076 --> 01:30:26,112
  4131. It's worse
  4132. since Aurier's article.
  4133.  
  4134. 1046
  4135. 01:30:27,679 --> 01:30:29,678
  4136. Anywhere. Out of Paris.
  4137. I can't stand it here.
  4138.  
  4139. 1047
  4140. 01:30:29,680 --> 01:30:31,113
  4141. A little village.
  4142.  
  4143. 1048
  4144. 01:30:31,115 --> 01:30:34,116
  4145. There's a lovely little inn
  4146. in Auvers-sur-Oise.
  4147.  
  4148. 1049
  4149. 01:30:34,118 --> 01:30:37,754
  4150. Pissarro knows a doctor there
  4151. who knows your work, loves art
  4152.  
  4153. 1050
  4154. 01:30:37,756 --> 01:30:41,891
  4155. and maybe he can help you
  4156. without getting in the way.
  4157.  
  4158. 1051
  4159. 01:30:41,893 --> 01:30:42,992
  4160. JO: And we could come
  4161. and see you.
  4162.  
  4163. 1052
  4164. 01:30:42,994 --> 01:30:43,996
  4165. VINCENT:
  4166. I'll go there tomorrow?
  4167.  
  4168. 1053
  4169. 01:30:44,762 --> 01:30:46,696
  4170. Let me look into it.
  4171.  
  4172. 1054
  4173. 01:30:46,698 --> 01:30:50,000
  4174. - THEO: Pissarro...
  4175. - I need to go, Theo.
  4176.  
  4177. 1055
  4178. 01:30:50,002 --> 01:30:53,039
  4179. - I need to go.
  4180. - I'll take care of it.
  4181.  
  4182. 1057
  4183. 01:31:04,949 --> 01:31:06,116
  4184. May I talk?
  4185.  
  4186. 1058
  4187. 01:31:06,118 --> 01:31:07,920
  4188. VINCENT: Yes, but don't
  4189. move too much.
  4190.  
  4191. 1059
  4192. 01:31:13,425 --> 01:31:14,659
  4193. Why do you paint?
  4194.  
  4195. 1060
  4196. 01:31:18,195 --> 01:31:19,198
  4197. I paint,
  4198.  
  4199. 1061
  4200. 01:31:24,069 --> 01:31:26,372
  4201. as a matter of fact,
  4202. to stop thinking.
  4203.  
  4204. 1062
  4205. 01:31:28,840 --> 01:31:31,344
  4206. A sort of meditation.
  4207.  
  4208. 1063
  4209. 01:31:33,377 --> 01:31:36,081
  4210. When I paint, I stop thinking.
  4211.  
  4212. 1064
  4213. 01:31:36,782 --> 01:31:38,050
  4214. About what?
  4215.  
  4216. 1065
  4217. 01:31:40,385 --> 01:31:41,753
  4218. I stop thinking,
  4219.  
  4220. 1066
  4221. 01:31:43,055 --> 01:31:44,090
  4222. and I feel
  4223.  
  4224. 1067
  4225. 01:31:45,323 --> 01:31:47,389
  4226. that I'm a part of
  4227.  
  4228. 1068
  4229. 01:31:47,391 --> 01:31:51,130
  4230. everything outside
  4231. and inside of me.
  4232.  
  4233. 1069
  4234. 01:31:59,304 --> 01:32:00,338
  4235. I wanted
  4236.  
  4237. 1070
  4238. 01:32:01,707 --> 01:32:03,709
  4239. so much to share what I see.
  4240.  
  4241. 1071
  4242. 01:32:05,409 --> 01:32:06,645
  4243. An artist...
  4244.  
  4245. 1072
  4246. 01:32:09,780 --> 01:32:10,815
  4247. DR. GACHET: Yes?
  4248.  
  4249. 1073
  4250. 01:32:13,217 --> 01:32:15,988
  4251. I thought an artist
  4252.  
  4253. 1074
  4254. 01:32:18,055 --> 01:32:20,022
  4255. had to teach
  4256. how to look at the world.
  4257.  
  4258. 1075
  4259. 01:32:20,024 --> 01:32:21,793
  4260. But I don't
  4261. think that anymore.
  4262.  
  4263. 1076
  4264. 01:32:23,862 --> 01:32:26,931
  4265. Now I just think about
  4266. my relationship to eternity.
  4267.  
  4268. 1077
  4269. 01:32:29,000 --> 01:32:31,002
  4270. What do you call eternity?
  4271.  
  4272. 1078
  4273. 01:32:32,369 --> 01:32:33,672
  4274. VINCENT: Time to come.
  4275.  
  4276. 1079
  4277. 01:32:35,106 --> 01:32:36,242
  4278. DR. GACHET: Hmm.
  4279.  
  4280. 1080
  4281. 01:32:37,908 --> 01:32:39,442
  4282. Maybe what you are
  4283. saying is that
  4284.  
  4285. 1081
  4286. 01:32:39,444 --> 01:32:42,077
  4287. your gift to the world
  4288. is painting.
  4289.  
  4290. 1083
  4291. 01:32:43,347 --> 01:32:45,818
  4292. If not,
  4293.  
  4294. 1084
  4295. 01:32:46,484 --> 01:32:47,819
  4296. what good is an artist?
  4297.  
  4298. 1085
  4299. 01:32:49,054 --> 01:32:50,456
  4300. You're happy
  4301. when you're painting?
  4302.  
  4303. 1086
  4304. 01:32:51,489 --> 01:32:53,156
  4305. Most of the time,
  4306.  
  4307. 1087
  4308. 01:32:53,158 --> 01:32:54,360
  4309. except when I fail.
  4310.  
  4311. 1088
  4312. 01:32:56,293 --> 01:32:58,264
  4313. You look sad sometimes.
  4314.  
  4315. 1089
  4316. 01:33:00,798 --> 01:33:03,933
  4317. There's a lot of
  4318. destruction and failure
  4319.  
  4320. 1090
  4321. 01:33:03,935 --> 01:33:06,472
  4322. at the door
  4323. of a successful picture.
  4324.  
  4325. 1091
  4326. 01:33:14,880 --> 01:33:17,446
  4327. I find joy in sorrow.
  4328.  
  4329. 1092
  4330. 01:33:17,448 --> 01:33:19,350
  4331. And sorrow is greater
  4332. than laughter.
  4333.  
  4334. 1093
  4335. 01:33:20,085 --> 01:33:21,186
  4336. You know,
  4337.  
  4338. 1094
  4339. 01:33:22,921 --> 01:33:26,826
  4340. an angel is not far
  4341. from those who are sad,
  4342.  
  4343. 1095
  4344. 01:33:27,926 --> 01:33:30,763
  4345. and illness
  4346. can sometimes heal us.
  4347.  
  4348. 1096
  4349. 01:33:36,301 --> 01:33:37,403
  4350. It's the normal state
  4351.  
  4352. 1097
  4353. 01:33:39,371 --> 01:33:40,840
  4354. that gives birth to painting.
  4355.  
  4356. 1098
  4357. 01:33:43,207 --> 01:33:44,175
  4358. You feel that way?
  4359.  
  4360. 1099
  4361. 01:33:46,211 --> 01:33:50,079
  4362. Sometimes I hate the idea
  4363. of regaining my health.
  4364.  
  4365. 1100
  4366. 01:33:50,081 --> 01:33:53,016
  4367. In that case,
  4368. you don't need a doctor.
  4369.  
  4370. 1101
  4371. 01:33:53,018 --> 01:33:54,183
  4372. Stop laughing.
  4373.  
  4374. 1102
  4375. 01:33:54,185 --> 01:33:56,152
  4376. Stop smiling.
  4377.  
  4378. 1103
  4379. 01:33:56,154 --> 01:33:57,387
  4380. - Please.
  4381. - Excuse me.
  4382.  
  4383. 1104
  4384. 01:33:57,389 --> 01:33:59,091
  4385. Go back to your pose.
  4386.  
  4387. 1105
  4388. 01:34:02,027 --> 01:34:03,326
  4389. Excuse me.
  4390.  
  4391. 1106
  4392. 01:34:03,328 --> 01:34:04,363
  4393. It's all right.
  4394.  
  4395. 1108
  4396. 01:34:13,904 --> 01:34:15,840
  4397. Sometimes they say I'm mad,
  4398.  
  4399. 1109
  4400. 01:34:18,042 --> 01:34:20,410
  4401. but a grain of madness
  4402. is the best of art.
  4403.  
  4404. 1110
  4405. 01:34:20,412 --> 01:34:21,981
  4406. You're not a mad man.
  4407.  
  4408. 1111
  4409. 01:34:30,055 --> 01:34:31,990
  4410. It's good to have a doctor
  4411. as a friend.
  4412.  
  4413. 1112
  4414. 01:34:36,627 --> 01:34:38,831
  4415. VINCENT:
  4416. I feel a pain in my stomach.
  4417.  
  4418. 1113
  4419. 01:34:44,869 --> 01:34:46,838
  4420. He was dressed
  4421. like Buffalo Bill.
  4422.  
  4423. 1114
  4424. 01:34:50,375 --> 01:34:51,409
  4425. Hey, Vincent!
  4426.  
  4427. 1117
  4428. 01:35:06,658 --> 01:35:08,394
  4429. VINCENT:
  4430. One of them was nicer.
  4431.  
  4432. 1119
  4433. 01:35:19,604 --> 01:35:22,474
  4434. YOUNG MAN: Please!
  4435. Don't tell our parents.
  4436.  
  4437. 1122
  4438. 01:37:04,475 --> 01:37:05,510
  4439. DR. GACHET: What happened?
  4440.  
  4441. 1123
  4442. 01:37:06,444 --> 01:37:07,479
  4443. What did you do?
  4444.  
  4445. 1125
  4446. 01:37:12,350 --> 01:37:14,453
  4447. You have a bullet hole
  4448. in your stomach.
  4449.  
  4450. 1126
  4451. 01:37:16,520 --> 01:37:17,555
  4452. VINCENT: I don't know.
  4453.  
  4454. 1127
  4455. 01:37:20,425 --> 01:37:21,659
  4456. Did you shoot yourself?
  4457.  
  4458. 1128
  4459. 01:37:23,194 --> 01:37:24,229
  4460. Maybe.
  4461.  
  4462. 1129
  4463. 01:37:26,730 --> 01:37:28,132
  4464. I don't remember.
  4465.  
  4466. 1130
  4467. 01:37:28,699 --> 01:37:31,470
  4468. Don't blame anyone.
  4469.  
  4470. 1131
  4471. 01:37:33,337 --> 01:37:36,240
  4472. Don't blame anyone.
  4473.  
  4474. 1132
  4475. 01:37:37,307 --> 01:37:38,409
  4476. Do you have a gun?
  4477.  
  4478. 1133
  4479. 01:37:39,210 --> 01:37:40,212
  4480. No.
  4481.  
  4482. 1134
  4483. 01:37:40,545 --> 01:37:41,547
  4484. Never.
  4485.  
  4486. 1135
  4487. 01:37:42,613 --> 01:37:44,115
  4488. So how did you do that?
  4489.  
  4490. 1136
  4491. 01:37:48,685 --> 01:37:49,721
  4492. I don't know.
  4493.  
  4494. 1137
  4495. 01:37:54,826 --> 01:37:56,028
  4496. Tell...
  4497.  
  4498. 1138
  4499. 01:38:00,664 --> 01:38:02,197
  4500. Tell my brother to come.
  4501.  
  4502. 1139
  4503. 01:38:02,199 --> 01:38:04,569
  4504. Oh, I did.
  4505. He'll be here soon.
  4506.  
  4507. 1141
  4508. 01:39:15,907 --> 01:39:19,110
  4509. VINCENT: Oh, God,
  4510. will you receive your son?
  4511.  
  4512. 1147
  4513. 01:45:07,721 --> 01:45:12,721
  4514. Subtitles by explosiveskull
  4515. Edit by juancastillo
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