Thinking about his encounter with his father

Staring out of his window, Algar would ponder about his ancestry. He finally found the knowledge of his 'Birth-Fathers' name. But what would he do with it now? He hadn't told Johnathan about his new findings or his own sister, Kara.

He wanted to go out and find his father. But at the same time, he didn't...

He feared it actually, how he would react to meeting his real father. Would he cry, would he be furious, or would he be filled with glee. He didn't know how he would react.

The first thing he knew that he was going to do if he ever was to confront his father was to question him about why he never came looking for him. Or if his 'Birth-Father' even knew about his own existence. That would've been the first two things that he would ask him. The rest would continue from there.

With Algar's mind in madness,  he walked over to his bed and threw himself on it. Landing face first in his pillow. Staring at it as his body laid limp.

Soon he started to think if his 'Birth-father' wouldn't accept him. Like he would denie his very existence right then and there. What if the man who goes by 'Abram' already had a family of his own and wouldn't allow Algar to seek his closure?

Soon he was bombarded by all these thoughts, "What if... ,  What if... ,  What if!"

Algar couldn't take it anymore.  Him as an individual, didn't need to worry about things like this he would just have to carry on with his life. If his ' Birth-Father' would accept him, he wouldn't know what he would do. But if his 'Birth-Father' would denie him. He'd probably fall deeper than he already is. He honestly didn't know. All Algar really knew was that he needed this. He needed to find the man who goes by the name of ' Abram ' and get the closure that he needed, maybe he just got the wrong information .  Who knows?

And with that, Algar's eyes got heavy and soon the world went black