Read all of this. It could be the most important thing you'll read in your life.

Please don't do something stupid. I'm BEGGING you don't turn me into this monster.

Just talk to me.

The stupidest part is I don't want this. I just don't want to hate you. I don't want to spend hours on the drive home planning all the different ways to screw you over.

I really don't.. But when you spent 7 years with someone.. and have them ghost you like this...

 This is literally an ego thing. I cannot really accept that I wasted 7 years and thousands of dollars on a girl that 'ghosts' her fiance. If you want to leave fine. But don't ghost me you mad woman. This isn't normal behaviour. It's stupidly disrespectful, and I'm disgusted in myself I thought I could spend my life with someone so easily manipulated by others to block and ghost the guy she's been with for 7 years.

I will dedicate my life to destroying yours and it will NOT be pretty. We will BOTH lose.

You are taking advice from retards who have NO idea what we had... I can't really stop this boiling hate when you cut communication as your solution...

You KNOW me... You know what I can achieve if I'm sufficiently motivated. You KNOW I will literally dedicate my life to this... and I won't really care what friends or anyone says about this. I understand this means my morality or sense of good and bad will go out the window, I don't know what else to do with this hate. I think I am becoming a literal psychopath.

You know when you got so angry you just started hitting me?... This is my version of that. I don't hit people though. I just plot and plan and scheme against them from the shadows. I think it's much more dangerous than simply beating people while yelling like a child.

I wanted to be a good person, just last week. But looking at how you dealt with these messages just set the fire alight again.

Please don't talk to daniel about this like you did before, or any such nonsense. It just won't work.

I will just keep saying "You'll get used to it".. to them.. while I keep doing what I do... and eventually they will laugh with the meme, and I will keep doing it, like they did last time. Even if they know about it they will laugh.

 Do you really want to live your life with that shadow hanging over you?

Do you want to wonder whether every misfortune that happens to you was actually me pulling some string in the back? Is that how you want to live your life?

The ONLY winning move is just simply unblocking and saying Hi, and maybe giving me one word replies every few weeks. i WILL get bored and move on... I got bored talking to you when we WERE in a relationship. Of course I'm going to get bored when we're NOT.

I'm TELLING you how to solve the problem. Please, please I BEG you just listen.
It really is this simple. I have my whole life worked out. Just let me move on without carrying the idea that I got ghosted by a 7 year relationship. I will let you move on. We will be happy.

PLEASE understand, I BEG YOU... Goblin doesn't know me. You do.  Just unblock and talk to me, and we WILL walk away from this happily.

If instead you choose to continue to ignore me, while complaining about this to Silvija, or to Rasa, or to Goblin or James...I really can't help you.

All I can say is good luck.

I won't message again after this message, which I will try to communicate to you in every possible channel (I don't know when and where you've blocked me).

But just because I won't message doesn't mean I won't plan and scheme against you.