penitent - guilty - accountable
Feels responsible for own failings. Seldom blames others, but may at times place more blame on
self than is fitting. Is quick to notice own failings and repent for them.

devoted - loyal - dutiful
Feels best when given a significant duty or burden to bear. Maintains devotion to tasks and people
so long as it remains beneficial to the task or person.

protective - guardian - sacrificial
Readily fulfils the task of a guardian unconsciously. May stray too far into martyrdom and
jeoporadize own long term health, survival, or opportunities out of a false obligation.

encouraging - parental - firm
Will try to firmly encourage others to do good but is unable to embody the high energy cheerleader
for a person or cause. Can be a "hard master" when others fail to get up and move forward, and
struggles to adequately handle those who truly are weak. May harm them like a large creature that
doesn't know its own strength against a small one.

relentless - abrasive - intense
Keeps going even in difficult scenarios and feels a deep fire when in pain and struggling. Can be
relentless and overwhelmingly intense when trying to motivate others to keep moving forward
towards "goodness". Can be explosive when pushed far enough down; comes back up like a
massive flame to exceed previous limits after first being destroyed. Identifies with fire and
phoenixes.

stoic - disciplined - ambitious
Holds self to high standards regarding tasks, time use, self behavior, and attachments to things.
Studies own reactions and emotions and tries not to be ruled by emotions and passions. Favors
delayed gratification over immediate pleasure. Is in constant pursuit of how to better achieve this.

solemn - focused - driven
By default facial expressions, language, and tone of voice is very serious and flat. Can be
expressive, but it is not the dominant aspect. Dislikes being distracted and will remove distractions
from environment in order to maintain drive to complete tasks or better the self.

repressed - monotone - shutdown
Has difficulty expressing and identifying emotions, or even conjuring emotions in some situations.
Does not know how to handle feelings well when they occur and may stifle them rather than take
care of them in a healthy matter. Is easily exhausted by emotional and social scenarios; may become
depressed and lethargic.

pained - haunted - regretful
Has numerous tics generally brought about by flashes of negative thoughts or flashbacks of negative
scenarios. Difficulty turning these off; may escalate into long periods of intense turmoil and feelings
of guilt or regret, even though this blame may not always be accurately placed.

hopeful - persistent - overcoming
Continues despite suffering. Avoids blanket "everything bad happens to me" statements and self-
pity. Keeps trying in hope of eventual peace of mind. Continues to try to overcome self and mind.

honest - genuine - good
Has great difficulty lying or doing things known to be objectively "wrong". Desires to be good;
virtuous. Struggles to behave artificually even when consciously understands putting on a mask
might yield short-term gains.

curious - observant - analytical
Wants to examine and understand things. Can be exhausting in number of questions asked or
prodding done. Observes and remembers imagery very well. Draws from multiple sources of
knowledge to compare things and may do so in abstract manners, to reach a less abstract
conclusion. Recognizes patterns well and learns best by doing.

solitary - cold - introverted
Prefers to be alone even when anxiety is not the cause. Feels overstimulated when around others
too often, or in highly distracting environments. Likes private, quiet spaces and often goes inside its
own head to self-examine and think for long periods of time.

imaginative - dissociative - romantic
Uses mental imagery to process thoughts, feelings, and emotions in a somewhat abstract manner.
Feels intensely about some of this mental imagery but has difficulty placing the feelings into non-
abstract language. Is "warm" in this area; romantic in the sense of beauty with a feeling of "I yearn
for more".

frustrated - angry - anxious
Struggles most with these feelings. Becomes easily frustrated with people seen as weaker, as well as
with certain stimuli (repetitve noises, loud noises). Frustration may lead to anger.  Anxious and often
on edge--restless; reactive to loud noises and has periods of hyperventilation or panic episodes that
resemble "seizures". Episodes in extremes derail into separations from reality; dissociating into "hell";
will see and hear "demons", of which one is named and reocurring. Struggles with violent thoughts
and impulses (and is ashamed) but no longer acts on them.


Dog - lion
The dog and lion are interchangeable and there is no significant difference between them. They may
be a combined form, separate, or only display elements of one another (ie: the dog becoming lit
with a mane of fire, or the overlay of the lion).


Bird -
An internal glow that is soft and quiet. "Tender." It is pure and child-like; innocence. May be
manifested in the form of a malnourished ungulate that resembles a deer, antelope, goat, or unicorn.
May also be manifested into a lamb, or into something of an offshot or variant in the manifestation of
a rabbit. The rabbit is guarded and stored in the chest or lion's mane. It may be swallowed whole
and visible from the mouth of the lion. It may be stored as a light in a lantern. It may manifest
separately from the dog-lion. As the tall ungulate it is queit and walks with a slow rythm and gives
off a great feeling of "weeping" to the surroundings. Like thickened water flowing or wax melting.
The dog-lion will sacrifice itself for Bird, although Bird never seemed to die and even if it
disappears, it regenerates at a later time. Ethereal in nature. It is not "separate" from the dog-lion,
but a more internal aspect of it.

Slithers -
Pursued by hands, eyes, and smoky imagery. Environment warps and splits into two layers;
struggles to maintain one layer and descends into the other at times. Frequently pursued and spoken
to by "Slithers", who instills a feeling of teeth and sharp spines. Visions of Slithers frequently include
him standing with unidentified similar creatures in a massive "army" behind him. These others have
not been named and seem not to interact like Slithers, though they may bite and grope. Physical
sensations of and imagery of hands holding, grabbing, groping, or pinning down are common.
Stresses frequently over wether Slithers is "a part" of self and inescapable; something to be
accepted and utilized, or an external persecutor to be defeated and extinguished. He is carnal, with
a focus on the mouth and consumption.