The House Where You Live 21 END(lol)

app based sum. not that accurate since lots of deep talk.

le: so yeah..series is over, check darkrain's comment on mzr .. meh ending:|

Chapter starts with MC telling Hae-young not to worry and even if smth goes wrong he will... She stops him and tell him not to worry, that it's okay and it's gonna be alright and for 'Moonjae' not to say anything more. She tells him she will go wash first. He sees his cum dripping from between her legs and thinks that he really did sleep with her(or wonders if he really did it) and what will he/they do now.

Thoughts how people are always interested about thing that are forbidden and a 'No Entry' sign here. How one wants to step on the line he was told not to cross. How one wants to touch it more when told not to(vase). A person who should never lay hands on (Hae-young). How he made a mistake with his friend's wife. Thoughts how after that unforgettable day, like a broken dam he couldn't stop his mind/heart from flowing towards her. How they had no choice but to meet again on a quiet street to avoid curious looks towards them. How he drank tea at a quiet cafe in the middle of nowhere and told stories. How they made/shared love again in a dark and lonely motel room. How in a situation he shouldn't be in, doing things he shouldn't be doing, checking each other's temperature and like a river they flowed towards each other(metaphor..). How they were out of control towards each other. How the time that went by, it took away a friend/stayed away from(Kang here) and instead he was closer to his friend's wife. How he kissed her in a dark park. How he caressed/fondled her while drinking at a restaurant. How he mixed his body with hers on a creaky sounding bed. Repeatedly, over and over ... Without getting tired and never getting tired forever, he desired her more and more. Thoughts how who knew that the moment of destiny would soon come upon them.

Cafe and MC goes 'Hae-young, what does that mean.. why all of a sudden..' and she goes how it isn't sudden but for a while now she thinks he's been noticing. MC goes 'that ..cannot be, how does Kang..' and she tells him how she can tell that cause when you live in a house there's that subtle flow that you sense it without saying anything. How if you look closely at said flow you can see that smth hidden in there. How one day all the questions that were asked made perfect sense. How he knows everything and she's not sure if he has seen it with his eyes but he surely felt it(notsure). MC tells her how even if that's so, it doesn't matter cause he is ready to give his everything for her as long as she's okay with it or she's all right..(notsure). She goes no, how she has no choice there and cannot and how there's no other way for her. MC here goes how what does she mean.. just cause she took a bad road once, that doesn't mean she has to stay on it, and how he/they have ample time to find another way, and she goes silent to that.

Flashback to that university rape chapter(ch 13). Here Hae-young tells MC a story of how 'said guy' was her senior in university and liked her very much but how she never accepted it or opened her heart to him. But how one night she went to her workshop, the unimaginable and unpleasant thing happened. How the bad senior almost took everything away from her. Her dignity, her personality, her life and even her innocence(virginity..). But how at that moment Kang came in and helped her out. How it was her salvation, smth more than a simple help, he saved her. How thanks to that/Kang she could keep on living without falling into despair. How Kang at that time was a soldier on army leave. How the situation was unavoidable, but the assault was a serious one. How human law has ambiguous/vague parts related to human interactions and how it will not fully protect you. How at the end of it he was imprisoned in a national prison and spent a lot of time there. How because of her, to save her, he sacrificed his youth. How when he returned to daily life, she decided to become his wife. How she became his wife and promised him she will stay with him forever and how she cannot abandon that promise.

MC here goes 'that ..such a thing ..' and she tells him she's really sorry but she has to go back to his side. MC then goes 'Hae-young' and 'Hae young, then what should i do .. what am i supposed to do..since i ended up loving/liking you like this'. She turns around and replies that there's nothing she can do, but he's smbdy from her past that she cannot abandon. Hhow MC will be for her just another wound that will stay with her for a long time.

Thoughts how that was the last time he was with her. How after that he avoided her and everyone related to her and lived his life quietly without meeting anybody. How he has a story in his heart he cannot tell to anyone, and how on the weekend he goes to drink and eat chicken alone(same place he fondled Hae-young). How he hopes that one day he will get to bump into her by accident at the subway, street corner or crowded coffee shop in Gnamgnam. How if that were to happen, he might go over to her and tell her that he was planing on making a webtoon with her, with such a lewd story that children would never get to see it. FIN