second monthsary

hi, cupcake. i was having a debate whether i should write this on here or maybe put it on a fancy photoshop thingy, i guess i'll do both just because i like editing, huehue. anyways, beautiful, it's our 2nd monthsary today! isn't that cool how time flies by so fast? drawing you that penis picture felt like yesterday, seriously. in july..it was pretty rocky with my life and everything. i honestly didn't expect we'd still be together, but i'm glad we are. looking back, i was so stupid to even think of breaking up with you, and the other things i did. you're so perfect for me and you never fail to make me happy, you know that? to be honest, i did kind of lie when i say i'm okay when you ask me how i am. the thing is, my day starts out pretty shitty, but then you make it better throughout, but then it just kind of dwindles down again once you leave. it's kind of a hassle to be with me, right? i'm sorry for everything i put you through, you don't deserve that. i'll try to be a better bubby for you and make you the happiest person in the world. you're such a special button, i just want to keep you in my palm 24/7 and cherish you forever. i just, really love being with you. you're basically my anti-depression pill, without the side-effects. sounds cheesy, heh, but it's true! don't laugh at me, dumbo! if you're ever insecure about yourself, please don't be. don't be upset when you think you're not making me happy, or making our dates interesting, because you are. every single moment is like paradise with you and i couldn't want anything more. you're my world and i hope you realize that. meeting you, i don't want to be with anyone else. i might be the luckiest person on earth, well, after you okay. you're always here for me, and even though i don't say anything, you're understanding, and you're just so fun to be with. i know i say that a lot, but it's how i feel. grr. this is a bad letter. thank you for being with mine. thank you for being mine. now let's continue to be together till the world ends, yeah? i love you, i'll always love you. i love you so much, killian.