Let me just start by saying that none of what I've done is excusable. I understand I've been a dick and that I've done questionable things. Time for that to change : )

I'm not gonna go super in depth into the history of myself and what caused me to hate life and just wanna fucking stop. That doesn't matter. All I'm gonna say is that I went through some pretty hard shit a few years back that has still lingered with me to this day, causing me to act rude and strange.

UHC is my relief from normal life. It makes my happy. I enjoy hosting. You guys mean a lot to me.

As of [this game](http://www.reddit.com/r/ultrahardcore/comments/269nr9/may_24_0000_utc_flefts_71_skyhigh_switcheroo_ffa/), the Favonius ban list has been reset, as an apology to all the people who were banned unfairly. I'm going to be more lenient on things, and be nicer to people.

I'd like to first off apologize to one of the best hosts in this subreddit, sitris. You're a cool dude and a great host. I'm sorry for my immaturity towards you as well as my actions on your server. We should be friends in the future.

Anyone else who I've been a dick to, I'm sorry for what I've done and I hope you *all* can forgive me and see me in a new light. Although, on my server however, please remember, just because I'm stepping back a bit does not mean you should just go crazy on my server and stuff. If the answer is right in front of you, why ask? So, don't spam "when is the game". Don't spam, "absorption!!???!!".

Thanks for reading. -Fleft