I don't know what happened between us, but I feel as if, somewhere down the road, something went wrong. I don't know what it is, because you won't tell me, but I feel personally responsible for it. I am sorry that I've hurt you, or disappointed you, or otherwise failed to meet your expectations of me. I don't ever want to be in the position where I've made someone feel so annoyed and so sick of me that they just want to stop being around me, accompanied with acting as if I don't exist when you're around me. If you have an issue with the way I've been interacting with you, then please come to be about it so that we can correct it. Letting something as cherished as a friendship shatter without telling me what happened has left me feeling more broken and hollow than ever before, especially considering that I've told you guys how worthless I already feel about myself; in the end, if that's what you wanted, then voilà : vous avez réussi.