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Johnnysan
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Stranger
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Johnnysan
Hai

Stranger
hey

Johnnysan
What’s up?

Stranger
definitely not my mood

Johnnysan
I’m feeling down down too

Stranger
whats eating at you

Johnnysan
taking life too serious
you?

Stranger
mostly social life troubles

Johnnysan
You’ll be like did i really fuzz over that in years from now
just my view

Stranger
i really hope so

Johnnysan
you will
what’s your name stranger?

Stranger
whats wrong with taking life too serious? i mean isn't that an adult thing to do
don't really want to give out my name

Johnnysan
yes. But their’s a limit.
it consumes you
shit. Don’t you wanna look back and see something nice in your life? All Smiles.
no frets
lifes to short
really short

Stranger
i'd like to see myself smiling, don't really want others' smiles

Johnnysan
If you smile others will to
its a disease after all
and its ok

Stranger
thats true actually, last time I tried it I definitely felt like everyone around me became way nicer

Johnnysan
See? Your thoughts become your reality
I just worry to much
focus on the future instead of living the present moment

Stranger
what's on your mind stranger
afraid of the future?

Johnnysan
Not Afraid. I just finished college

Stranger
shit, congrats

Johnnysan
i can take many roads
but theirs too many man. Idk. Practically all college grads are in my shoes too
so im not alones
alone*
And Thank you Very Much stranger
i might look back at my worries
in the future
and laugh
did i really fret over that?
haha. Life is mysterious.

Stranger
i grew up thinking you need family/friends connections to get somewhere in the working world
was constantly jealous of those who had em
then my own family provided me with a little help, so I'm torn now
I became what I hated, basically

Johnnysan
And you have those feelings now?
Alot of people start closer to the finish line than others. But just gotta hustle in life mam
man*
Nothings going to be given. You gotta reach and grab that shit

Stranger
was college hard? I dropped out

Johnnysan
with the right attitude it will neber be
i enjoyed it alot
that’s why i did well
cause their was some passion i guess

Stranger
i enjoyed about 25% of it and utterly hated the rest

Johnnysan
it was nice
what you major?

Stranger
not sure if i can think of a proper western name for it, but basically train signalling

Johnnysan
Train Signaling. Seems quite uniqur
unique*

Stranger
here, not quite

Johnnysan
I did History and Philosophy

Stranger
job prospects are quite shitty here, I'm glad i work in IT now

Johnnysan
but have always been open to other things
ahhh. Good for you

Stranger
what do you plan on doing now that you majored? any ideas?

Johnnysan
Law School or Archeology
you see my predicament?

Stranger
thats a bit different
i mean, history and archeology is pretty close but law school

Johnnysan
The Skills are what helps for Law School
gathering and compiling sources
drafting them
presenting your research
its essentially the same
Just of course. Law.

Stranger
ha, I just realized i suck at what you just listed
always hated coughing up raw text for papers

Johnnysan
Why no name tho? You a billionare or something
lol

Stranger
yes am elon musk, want to go to mars?

Johnnysan
Yes. I get writers block frequently.
Well you said earlier “How to put it in Western Terms”
so im assuming Middle Eastern or Asia?

Stranger
The big bad country
can you guess

Johnnysan
Theirs Alot. Lol

Stranger
big is a key word

Johnnysan
Russia?

Stranger
bingo

Johnnysan
its is the largest country in the world after all

Stranger
how often do you meet english-speaking girls from russia

Johnnysan
This is my first time.
i am shook

Stranger
always a first time

Johnnysan
I thought you were a guy
lol
Im Johnny btw
if you haven’t already figured

Stranger
Ekaterina

Johnnysan
Oh lord
you have a nice name

Stranger
nice to meet you I guess

Johnnysan
mines so American😂

Stranger
are you from the USA?

Johnnysan
Yes. I’m Hispanic.
Mestizo
the proper word

Stranger
that means you live close to the border am i right?

Johnnysan
Yep

Stranger
and its probably daytime wherever you are

Johnnysan
You know where trump wants the wall?

Stranger
mexico border

Johnnysan
Yep and Yep

Stranger
thats as much as i know

Johnnysan
Ekaterina what part of Russia are you from?

Stranger
the city that also exists in the USA

Johnnysan
and by your typing im assuming you’re around the 20’s.
City that also exists in the USA? Hmmmm
you making work for answers aren’t you? Lol

Stranger
you are a deductive man

Johnnysan
I did study Philosophy after all
haha
hmm lemme take a crack
ok theirs alot of cities
gimme a hint here
lol

Stranger
my city is called the europe of russia

Johnnysan
St. Petersburg?

Stranger
my man

Johnnysan
I studied history too
its paying off
lol
What was the guy called oh yeah Peter the Great

Stranger
nothing better than impressing random girls on another half of the planet

Johnnysan
he would off peoples beard in order to adopt a more western culture
chop off*

Stranger
and also hygiene reasons

Johnnysan
Im imppressing you? Haha
you’re too nice

Stranger
am not, apparently

Johnnysan
No noooooo

Stranger
according to some people from my social circles

Johnnysan
i didn’t say that!
😢
You’re in a group setting?

Stranger
whats that
my language powers are wearing off

Johnnysan
like with other people

Stranger
i've became quite toxic last couple of years, basically
mostly jealous of relationships

Johnnysan
You have discord by any chamce? So we can keep talking. If you’d like.
Toxic? Awww
nooo you seem genuine tho.
From here. Idk in real life

Stranger
i won't judge a person from like 15 minutes of talking haha
basically i get irrationally angry at couples and they wonder wtf is wrong with me
even my friends

Johnnysan
Who said i was judging?
Lets call it
first imppresions
yes that
You get angry at couples?
you hate everyone don’t you. I felt the same.

Stranger
i wouldn't say everyone

Johnnysan
Hmm. How old are you if you don’t mind me asking?

Stranger
i'm nice to everyone at the start, but then the loneliness gets to me and I kinda distance myself
i'm 23

Johnnysan
you’d probably slap me if i asked you this in person
lol

Stranger
not really
well its expected here

Johnnysan
You have Deppresion?

Stranger
age is a taboo question in russia for some reason

Johnnysan
In Hispanic Cultures too
So you don’t have Discord?

Stranger
no

Johnnysan
You kinda cheered me up a bit now.
feeling less overwhelmed

Stranger
I don't think I'm depressed, just jealous and kinda pissed
are you?

Johnnysan
Me What?
those same feelings?

Stranger
depressed

Johnnysan
I was.
i had Major Deppresive Disprder

Stranger
woah
how did you fight it

Johnnysan
Im very religious. I credit God. But i also had a new perspective after some little therapy. Read some self-help books.
And just been getting better
i just never expressed what i was feeling
what i was thinking
and school stress
i just fell apart

Stranger
how old are you? i am not fluent in college ages

Johnnysan
Why are you Jealous?
21

Stranger
haha you seemed older than me

Johnnysan
You should be happy at your faults and virtues
That’s what makes you unique
literally
ONE OF A KIND

Stranger
can't hold a relationship basically, and keep finding myself envying happy couples

Johnnysan
Me older? Do i seem that old to you? Lol
You know why theirs maybe a reason you’re aren’t in one. Everything is for a reason you know
idk maybe you should
spend this time to discover yourself
i’m single af.
so i tell you sincerely

Stranger
yeah probably because you finish school at 17-18 here and you finish college/uni at 22-23 so I kinda imagined someone a bit older

Johnnysan
Well i technically started College at around 17
so i guess the age
Im starvinggggg tho

Stranger
go get some of that USA food

Johnnysan
You lowkey making a joke aren’t you? LOL
im ded
Add me on Discord dude!
I don’t want our convo to end😭😢
srry for the annoyance

Stranger
you think I should register?

Johnnysan
Yep
its a messaging app
i promise im not some weirdo or hacker
im just a post grad. Stressin
but living
if that makes any sense

Stranger
why shouldn't it

Johnnysan
my username is
Johnny#2760
hmm

Stranger
what's with the numbers?

Johnnysan
type it exactly like that.

Stranger
my antivirus is preventing me from installing it
let me disable it

Johnnysan
and. Be happy yourself plz. Ik you got some troubles. But it will truly get better.
I hate seeing people down in the dumps. Kinda confusing coming with a person who had MDD

Stranger
thank you

Johnnysan
and ok!

Stranger
weird, I did disable it

Johnnysan
Fate must not want us to keep talking😢
Keep trying tho. Life ain’t all sunflowers and sunshine.

Stranger
this notebook is shitty

Johnnysan
LMAO

Stranger
let me try from my PC, although its the middle of the night lol

Johnnysan
Get a Macbook