Untitled long poem

1 The Ancient of days gazes, he looks upon his Jewel
2 black fire upon white flame, one light the book of life
3 all and naught and beyond this, all for The lord’s renewal

4 naught unveiled and all veiling, by contrast the root of strife
5 True Da’ath dwells between yes and no, their arguing must resolve
6 thus were boundless worlds produced, divided as by a knife

7 from yes does all congeal, and from no does all dissolve
8 and in this is a secret, no was the very first yes
9 for denial affirms lack, thus did the jewel revolve

10 denial denied itself, all was gained by this process
11 endless lights and worlds declared, “behold I am different”
12 united by difference , they spoke “let us both ingress”

13 lights reflected upon lights, all was vociferant
14 The lord said “let there be light, and my light be my lightning”
15 the light coalesced itself, in it a heart indifferent

16 this heart became mauve and dart, the flashing sword frightening
17 the mauve lightning was hurled forth, thus was the emptiness filled
18 lightning mingled with lightning, to itself enlightening

19 brought to light first was True I, and I was truly fulfilled
20 the soul of i is the Gem, but also its possesser
21 Thus I was aware and spoke, “I Will all that Will be Willed”

22 thus I looked upon myself, saying “Eh’yah esher”
23 and I looked upon myself, as if within a mirror
24 I and the mirror of i, thus I sought out my treasure

25 I became empty to fill, thus to i, I drew nearer
26 I enters the Great Mirror, dwelling  within it rainbow
27 thus I was blinded of I, yet all did become clearer

28 above a land desolate, unmoving and filled with snow
29 there always a child does rest, ever spinning in itself
30 like a lie about a lie, by the dream the child does know

31 holy Fire invisible, in dream reveals himself
32 where he turns his sight is flame, very fire of knowledge
33 Fire creates the absence, Absence of self filled by self

34 absence and presence mingle, the child can now acknowledge
35 the paradox of knowledge, his own heart is Aporia
36 “I am i by I am not, knowledge gained through unknowledge “

37 the child beheld burning I, engulfed in theoria
38 “I alone am King and Lord, desire unquenchable
39 moves me to expand myself, for endless euphoria”

40 thus the elements were formed, and all things now sensible
41 and he declared “lo! behold!, I make all good and evil!”
42 with this his hand pushed the wheel, his hand formed the pentacle

43 with radiance he seen I, I the Rainbow primeval
44 i divided sevenfold, I spoke “I, thou and other
45 let us divide and mingle, by this the great retrieval”

46 mingling produced many, First the Father and Brother
47 the Father-Brother spoke first “I shall form the man and bride”
48 thus were all things set in chains, the birth of the Great Mother

49 and she gave birth to many, and all things were glorified
50 first born was the elder Sun, the sun revealed the question
51 and all things are in question, but by light they must abide

52 thus was the sun exalted, none to stop his ascension
53 first he cast light upon north, and from the north a sickle
54 and the sickle answered first “naught shall stop thy progression”

55 thus the accursed lord of time, who’s heart is ever fickle
56 bound all within a circle, “none shall enter this stream twice”
57 thus eternity did hide, as time began to trickle

58 with Time arose rich and poor, for time had casted the dice
59 fate and chance are one to time, two players a single game
60 thus all was traded for much, wealth desires sacrifice

61 and the kings of the world, fought for a bit of great fame
62 thus were the armies called forth, and the whole world is shaken
63 mighty men judged each other, all abhorring any shame

64 and the whole world in chaos, for their Will is mistaken
65 and men cried and clenched their teeth, begging for a redeemer
66 and the son of God listened, the son of man awakened

67 and by his passion made pure, men understood the dreamer
68 and the world encircled him, obeying his Great Glory
69 and these are the words he spoke, the words of the great Teacher.

70 “I shall speak of long ago, I shall tell you the story
71 of when difference was born, when light gave way to color
72 and by this shall beauty reign, I will answer your query

 73 colorless brightness shined forth, but then it became duller
74 this revealed boundless color, then one arose to see it
75 and he rejected colors, his heart did he discolor

76 like a warrior with blade, he divided cleaved and split
77 the colors from each other, “I shall create harmony,
78 the colors arranged by I, structured by my very wit

79 he arranged them by reason, with perfect  monotony
80 violet, indigo blue, green yellow orange and red
81 thus all colors were arranged,  i not-i dichotomy

82 The violet king came first, ancient and resting in bed
83 and under him boundless dark, he dreamed of all suffering
84 and here is the dream of he, who’s soul is terrible dread

85 he saw himself so joyous, indigo king  thundering
86 and the king commanded play, many were called as players
 87 he chose one to direct them, direction and governing

88 and the blue governor, he treated them as strangers
89 the king would bless and praise them, the governor would punish
90 and this is what was performed, to gain the kingly favors

91 arrayed in heavenly dress, a goddess walking sluggish
92 she held a Green marked Symbol, solving  ancient  hexagram
93 and a star fell from heaven, the Star  was  to be punished

94 but the fallen star called out, “star of the lion and lamb
95 come I hold the orange scale, come I am the yellow star
96 by passion I call thee forth, passion to see who I am

97 her countenance became red, strangely her mouth went ajar
98 she gave him the hexagram, hexagram mixed with venom
99 the stars united and went, as a dragon going far

100 thus the dragon’s heart was stone, but in it burned the spectrum
101 he tasted the first The END, he then spit it into depths
102 and he himself hid therein, leaving only an emblem

103 stone emblem of a woman, arms opened, all she accepts
104 and many came and worshipped, many sought her protection
 105 a priest of her did proclaim, “all thy sins she intercepts

106 but many cults praised the stone, from this arose much tension
107 chief among them was ten sects, each had Seven key doctrines
108 The Stemmanites declared first, by these gain resurrection

109 obey the first commandment, praise the Crowned Lord Atmatrines
110 for they are from beginning, they shall be after you pass
111 obey the lord atmatrines, and his chosen the sovereigns

112 behold the next  commandment, know this world is but pure glass
113 there is nothing but the lord, and his sigil of twilight
114 always look upon twilight, into twilight you shall pass

115 obey the third commandment, the astral is true eyesight
116 stain your eyes with astral lights, the figures of Stars do know
117 thus shall they guide you always, even under the daylight

118 behold the next commandment, Rest In Peace, others shall go
119 let slip from you the struggle, it is not yours to conquer
120 all will be entertainment, this world shall be but a show

121 obey the fifth commandment, cultivate from the darker
122 for light taken from darkness, such light is everlasting
 123 to the world you shall be light, all shall see thee a marker

124 behold the next commandment, do not perform much chanting
125 chanting is the art of filth, the sophanite heresy
126 suffering follows much speech, suffering and much panting

127 and the final commandment, she fills you with ecstasy
128 for the emblem marks the END, is she not from our true king?
129 Aurelia precedes THE END, declare her supremacy

130 behold the Hunter’s doctrines, those proclaimed by they who Sing
131 for we have learned true wisdom, we have learned the song of flame
132 we hold the horns of the deer, we hold the vigor of spring

133 Obey the first commandment, I and other are the same
134 both the hunter and hunted, neither has  difference
135 abide in this state always, all shall unveil as a game

136 behold the next commandment, you must abhor ignorance
137 the voice of wisdom is God, all wisdom is his prophet
138 come therefore! always listen!, for speech is deliverance

139 obey the third commandment, do not partake of scarlet
140 the children of Morbina, they who have scarlet shadow
141 they stain wisdom with their blood, they come forth from the harlot

142 behold the next commandment, honor holy tobacco
143 for in it is a secret, for in it is the great peace
144 it is the Lord’s true incense, the Lord tri-bim-ac-o

145 obey the fifth commandment, always go forth! do not cease!
146 we shall not ever taste death, only the dead shall taste rest
147 by this all will be given, by this shall you not increase?

148 behold the next commandment, you shall not suffer a guest
149 the art of Verstehenites, foolish they go but seek home
150 thus they seek that which is not, hark! they shall never be blessed!

151 and the final commandment, you must treat her as your own
152 she who ever hunts the END, is not her body wisdom?
153 Aurelia precedes The END, She comes from the idol Stone

154 witness the accursed doctrines, held by those who are victim
155 for they were cursed to wander, seeking but a quiet home
156 all was unspeakably loud, silence to them a kingdom

157 obey the first Commandment, never rest and always roam
158 for there is a home hidden, a home With silent delights
159 cacophony unveils them, horrible with eyes of chrome

160 behold the next commandment, do not look upon their lights
161 their form is Metallic lights, to see them is to taste lead
162 taste is followed by vision, vision unveils evil  sights

163 obey the third commandment, you must not grieve for the dead
164 shades pass through dreaded Acheron, the thread of Destiny flows
165 grieving inverts the river, grief reels back and warps the thread

166 behold the next commandment, upon your bosom a rose
167 the rose is full of beauty, the rose is guarded by thorns
 168 reject the chromatic lights, by silence the true rose grows

169 obey the fifth commandment, rebuke the rider of storms
170 heavy wind and thunder roars, are these not sigilic gates?
171 the Fel God who cursed us rides, rebuke least your soul transforms

172 behold the next commandment, mock not the Charisanites fates
173 upon them is the vile curse, yet all they see is blessing
174 they wail like the wild thunder, their skin is like metal plates


175 and the final commandment, Blame her not for thy vexing
176 she is the maker of homes, endless silence flows from her
177 Aurelia precedes The END,  nothing shall stay  perplexing

178 Hark! behold! the blessed doctrines! each word anointed with myrrh!
179 accept the gift of the fall! shout for glory! shout for joy!
180 come forth strong drink and much food! come with myrrh admixed liqueur!

181 obey the first commandment, all sorrow you must destroy
182 for this world is your kingdom, a lovely pleasure garden
183 celebrate! rejoice! go forth! go! enjoy! enjoy! enjoy!


184 behold the next commandment, thy heart mustn’t harden
185 though fortunes wheel ever spins, is not the spin great fortune?
186 rise like a man and speak thus, “thou malice I give pardon”

187 obey the third commandment, consider nothing foreign
188 are you not brother to all? are you not born of thunder?
189 know you dwell in thy palace, know you dwell in blessed charan

190 behold the next commandment, forests must induce wonder
191 rain pours over mighty trees, thunder is born as the trees
192 partake of its many gifts, tear animals asunder

193 obey the sixth commandment, follow the chromatic breeze
194 chromatic wind is the mark, the sign of our great lord
195 the ischyrosians shall fall, punished for the ancient keys

196 and the final commandment, obey her she is his sword
197 she is the great completion, the box which hides the lord’s gift
198 Aurelia Precedes THE END,  she is his chest-box and hoard

199 lift up the mighty doctrines! the unworthy cannot lift
200 with the claws of the tiger, with the power of workmen
201 unlock your most ancient gates, from the path you must not drift

202 obey the first commandment, your soul must remain virgin
203 let not emotions corrupt, do not suffer impressions
204 the gate opens for the grey, grey be thy soul and Turban

205 behold the next commandment, suffer not indiscretions
206 slay the lawlessness within,  slay the lawless for their crimes
207 rebuke partiality, judge all without exceptions

208 obey the third commandment, on the path as your soul climbs
209 do not be self satisfied, to the true gate always strive
210 in striving is all power, will in strife is the world’s rhymes

211 behold the next commandment, to recite this is to thrive
212 Pure A’bah C’abac Da’cad, the ancient secret we stole
213 by this the rhyme of nature, to The END Gate must all drive

214 obey the fifth commandment, fourteen times bind in your soul
215 the words of our Lord’s creed, speak not profanity
216 behold they satisfy us, behold how they make us whole

217 behold the next commandment, you must reject vanity
218 the doxanites praise image, they adore the appearance
219 exchanging truth for beauty, knowledge with insanity

220 and the final commandment, await  with perseverance
221 she will be the final gate, she will grant to us entrance
222 Aurelia Precedes THE END, our gate to disappearance

223 marvel at our doctrines,  their harmonious essence
224 welcome idol and image, welcome to vital excess
225 become drunk on all beauty, thine indulgence is penance

226 obey the first commandment, with beauty you must obsess
227 the beautiful reflects truth, it is the divine mimesis
228 appearance is the fullness, appear or to void regress

229 behold the next commandment, adore the exegesis
230 beauty is to elaborate, Art is interpretation
231 images surpass nature, mimesis is Anamnesis

232 obey the third commandment, there can be no damnation
233 transgression is beautiful, beauty is the true savior
234 the idol in hell is whole, it also has salvation

235 behold the next commandment, always seek others favor
236 to pass the golden river, give the treasure of a name
237 that place is perfect union, nature as if one flavor

238 obey the fifth commandment, cast far from you any shame
239 naked is our lord the sun, imitate his perfection
240 Art illuminates this world, be to it as if a flame

241 behold the sixth commandment, rebuke their sick infection
242 accursed epithymians, beauty is not just pleasure
243 they know not of perfection, desire is deception

244 and the final commandment, through her all you must measure
245 an image of a image, she is completely surface
 246 Aurelia precedes THE END: she comes at her own leisure

247 embrace the pleasure doctrines, you have no other purpose
248 in pleasure is all complete, there is nothing more to hold
249 go forth and do as you wish, all else is really worthless

250 obey the first commandment, in seeking pleasure be bold
251 drink it to the very dregs, from self is born all thine bliss
252 pour yourself out then fully, pleasure of self then behold

253 behold the next commandment, for pleasure return a kiss
254 but they who reduce your life, return to them great anger
255 for there is joy in passion, anger can fill the abyss

256 obey the third commandment, thy bell must always clangor
257 ring for the heavens resound! ring so the world may resound!
258 our god invokes himself, “I invoke clang ka blangor”

259 behold the next commandment, drink until you hit the ground
260 drunkenness blurs and marries, all passions become the drum
261 resounding one and the same, daily with joy you are crowned

262 obey the fifth commandment, our lord’s image you must become
263 each beat of his drum creates, each world a word of his song
264 he dances and falls about, to all sorrow he is numb

265 behold the next commandment, wealth for its own sake is wrong
266 accursed mercatoranites, never tasting their own fruits
267 they march the roads eating pain, coin for a sorrow lifelong

268 and the final commandment, play to her your sacred flutes
269 she the final syllable, she the final sound uttered
270 Aurelia precedes THE END, with her truly all concludes

271 see doctrines of true value, by them the falseness ruptured
272 gold from earth pearls from the sea, the glory among the world
273 the beginning is the law, from it was not all structured ?

274 obey the first commandment, keep your hair parted and curled
275 this the mark of the fathers, this mark is your convenant
276 we value you like a Gem, but this world would see you hurled

277 behold the next commandment, you must live life consistent
278 the sun has never changed path, truly it is undying
279 if your path and road is one, surely death will stay  distant

280 obey the third commandment, intellect is conniving
281 these commands are your sole law, all else is to be twisted
282 if liars and thieves were bad, would they truly be thriving?

283 behold the next commandment, each man is somehow gifted
284 nurture and plunder this gift, such investments multiply
285 they shall always remember, Their will shall remain shifted

286 obey the fifth commandment, validate and nullify
287 these are the names of our Lord, he creates the coin and bank
288 all goodness flows from his veins, he can twist and justify

289 behold the next commandment, rebuke those who’s minds are blank
290 all night they howl in the wilds, lunanites with lunacy
291 they reject wealth and good health, much delusion they have drank

292 and the final commandment, offer to her jewelry
293 her name is the finest gold, for by her shall all things flow
294 Aurelia precedes THE END, let us dress her beautifully

295 behold the howling doctrines, nine times blessed to they who know
296 both the valley and forest, even the cavern howl them
297 nature completes man fully, obey the instinct and go

298 obey the first commandment, mark your face with elephant phlegm
299 a crescent upon your brow, the rest left upon your cheeks
300 all things howl the howl of her, nothing in nature condemn

301 behold the next commandment, since to your kin the moon speaks
302 and all others hear her not, wail and cry at her phases
303 men shall fear her in the void, they shall know when her light peaks

304 obey the third commandment, gushing blood is her praises
305 rip and Rend and rape and tear, she is all things nocturnal!
306 she cries forth to your mind “GO”, Lo! by her the heart races

307 behold the next commandment, do not fear things infernal
308 she forms them in the dark waters, she stitches them from ash
309 we shall both to her return, she is always eternal

310 obey the fifth commandment, nothing is treasure nor trash
311 all things come forth from her light, is she not their very source?
312 all things dissolve back to her, all disappears in a flash

313 behold the next commandment, worship not the minor force
314 bow not to the fragment stone, petranites are dark and dull
315 their emblem contains no life, their cries impotent and hoarse

316 and the final commandment, remember all shall be null
317 when she comes from the emblem, she will return us to void
318 Aurelia precedes THE END:she will come forth from the skull

319 behold the doctrines of earth, by them we shall be destroyed
320 blessed holy mother emblem, given by the star dragon
321 from you does aurelia come, the earth shall become devoid

322 obey the first commandment, with ash your face must blacken
323 she is the stone of sorrow, yet painless is her embrace
324 who can say what is beyond? who shall say what will happen?

325 behold the next commandment, be you thankful for her grace
326 her hands are ever stretched out, in her bosom is the egg
327 her garment is all vision, her dwelling is all of space

328 obey the third commandment, steadfast to all you must beg
329 hear these commandments and bow, for the time is very short
330 for a chance to spread her name, even give your eye or leg

331 behold the next commandment, all colors shall you distort
332 praise the dull colorless stone, colors have been  fully spent
333 reject the rainbow and sun, their child you must now abort

334 obey the fifth commandment, by her pitch your holy tent
335 travel but always return, encircle our emblem
336 seven times a month return, no matter where you were sent

337 behold the sixth commandment, to all heretics give welcome
338 she covers the sins of all, shall we not follow her way?
339 heresy is aesthetics, but one light in a spectrum

340 and the final commandment, this world is only a play
341 by her THE END shall be born, with that holy completion
342 Aurelia precedes THE END, in THE END we shall all stay

343 all doctrines were now spoken, all doctrines in depletion
344 for the stone they fought and cried, suddenly a miracle
345 behold! from the stone emblem! there comes forth a secretion

346 born is Aura-aurelia! look upon the pinnacle!
347 her skin is like ivory, behold! her skin is like horn
348 thus the world encircled her, no man remained cynical

349 even the emblem has changed, a bed for the adult-born
350 as she rests upon her stone, from her sleeping lips a song
351 one by one man approached her, each heard her song and did mourn

352 each was dissolved by mourning, against it no one was strong
353 all life dissolved in mourning, whether animal or plant
354 their spirits encircled her, she as a gate for the throng

355 all of the world dwelled in her, their souls mingled with her chant
356 aurelia the chrysalis, in her did dance the great void
357 her spirit danced with the void, to void her life she did grant

358 thus a great spirit was born, though all else was now destroyed
359 a great luminous being, the soul of naught and all Phanes
360 he spoke “I shall make all things, though my soul shall be devoid”

361 great lord phanes then bursted forth, this is the birth of the planes
362 all was a burning fire, then it did cool and divide
363 from burning fire came hyle, the lights of flame gave hyle stains

364 from these stains did they arrange, endless worlds by fire dyed
365 then the colors did mingle, born was flora and fauna
366 the soul of phanes dwelled  in them, he was their lord and their guide

367 the beginning sought THE END, to be earth and nirvana
368 he willed the birth of all men, each a step towards THE END
369 man can know and be THE END, this is through his noema

370 the soul of phanes lifted up, all endings did it now blend
371 born now was a single man, “Jarno” for he was lifted
372 he would have to see the END, of plant animal and friend

373 filled with hunger for the end, with melancholy gifted
374 he sought completion in plant, but this was not sufficient
375 then he looked to animals, his attention now shifted

376 through darkness he saw many, this to his mind malignant
377 to him animals did end, then he sought out for friendship
378 he found three who he adored, to they he was committed

379 together they went to graves, where dwell men after hardship
380 there he saw ghosts of THE END, the church and stones showed their lack
381 they put the end behind them, THE END they did not worship

382 the image of aurelia, so golden now turned deep black
383 consumed by royal fire, sati and kali now one
thus friendship did reach its end, finally in his deep lack

384 he turned himself to knowledge, after all his books were done
385 only one thing seemed worthy, he sought the holy jewel
386 he then sought the brethren out, asking how the gem be won

387 he walked up the middle path, in his soul felt renewal
388 he entered the great mirror, he entered his own spirit
389 the monastery unlocked, he saw his past as a fool

390 twenty two paths he did walk, lo! closer he could hear it!
391 behold! he reached the Jewel! it shined with an ancient glow
392 he faced the end of THE end, phanes in his heart drew near it

393 he went into the Jewel, and now all things did he know
394 thus all endings in him fused, all things of the past did blend
395 he was now lightning and snow, plant animal and rainbow

396 he spoke saying “behold I!, THE BEGINNING AND THE END!
 397 I am the jewel of I! I am I through all phases
398 i am the many and one, I ascend and I descend!

399 i am the center and whole, Lo! the fire which blazes!
400 for my heart is his Jewel! black fire upon white flame
401 he looks upon the Jewel, The Ancient of days gazes