Adrian Says Goodbye

* Carmen_Chapman summons her sylladex tree and rifles through the leaves
<ImperfectAmigo> adrian is currently drying off and putting clothes on, sitting next to a beat up looking parafin stove
* Carmen_Chapman pulls off the leaf for her laptop, and sits on the heavily worn couch in the living/dining room
* Carmen_Chapman opens the computer, and after waiting a couple minutes for it to get started, opens the weird program thing to see what Ember and Adrian are up to
<Adrian_E> as said before, adrian is sitting next to the stove
<Adrian_E> he seems to look really done with everything
* Carmen_Chapman zooms in to see what he's doing
* Adrian_E heats up his hands and scoots a bit closer to the stove
* Carmen_Chapman zooms out and moves the screen upstairs or to a different room
* Carmen_Chapman continues bouncing on the worn couch in her way-too-much-caffeine high
<Adrian_E> you see adrian's bedroom, looking the same as ever, a few cases and clothes strewn around
<Adrian_E> the door to the bathroom is open and still giving off some steam, you quickly connect the dots to him taking a bath somewhat recently
* Carmen_Chapman tries to look around at the equipment she placed earlier in the bedroom during Adrian's entry, but completely misses and ends up clicking on something else in the room, knocking it over
* Adrian_E groans and stands up in the laziest manner possible, a gun already in hand
* Adrian_E heads to said bedroom, and looks down on the knocked over lamp
* Carmen_Chapman tries to quickly move the cursor out of the way so Adrian doesn't see
<Adrian_E> "oh hey, la chica de los arboles is back" i mutter, holstering the gun again
* Carmen_Chapman frowns on seeing he noticed
<Carmen_Chapman> "Fuck"
* Carmen_Chapman sprouted a connection to imperfectAmigo
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Heyyyyyyy!!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Whatre u doin????
* Adrian_E shrugs, puts the lamp upright, and takes his god damn time to answer.
<Adrian_E> IA: nada
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: What????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: That sounds sooooo booooring
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Arent u gonna like go do shit with those titan thingy or whatever theyre called???
<Adrian_E> IA: yep, what am i supposed to do, arboles?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Fuck if I know!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: i cant kill algo the size of a building
<Adrian_E> IA: exactamente.
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ive just been wanderin around n Xplorin n shit!!!! Its just like goin n bein an old timey pioneer or somethin its sooooo awesome!!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I made a covered wagon n everything!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Also a fuckin badass flaming chainsaw thing!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: supongo que that's good. bravo
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Idk what the fuck Im doin but u just gotta go do somethin!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Sittin around mopin all day isnt gonna get u anywhere just make u feel more lame :(((((
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Why are u still sittin around here anyways????
<Adrian_E> IA: because the cold
* Carmen_Chapman clicks on a pillow and drags it over towards Adrian to floof and bop him with it
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Soooo?????
<Adrian_E> IA: and the titans
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: That sounds like an Xcuse!!!
* Adrian_E shoots the pillow
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Peeps here have just been tellin me to do whatever the fuck I wanna do n figure stuff out later!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U can do the same!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: and ova' here i cant shoot a single pistola sin atraer one of dem titans, girl
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: LOL
<Adrian_E> IA: yeah, riete
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Its like snowin outside and stuff u can just go somewhere else!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Like fuck they dont look that fast u just gotta go for it!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Dont overthink shit like that u just gotta do somethin n right now ur bein lame n doin nothing n just making urself feel more shitty!!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: carmen, i dont want to discutir
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur on a fuckin magical snow land dude I didnt fuckin save ur life just for u to sit on ur ass all day when we got cool shit to do!!!
* Carmen_Chapman picks up a different small object in the room to repeat what she did with the pillow. It's wavering all over the place because she can't hold her hand steady
<Adrian_E> IA: frankly, hubiera preferido la death to just fucking being in a barren place full of ice shavings
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Then go find some cool shit or somethin!!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Stop sittin around makin everything boring then complaining that everythings fuckin boring!!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Thats SO u dude
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Next ur gonna blame me for all this shit arent u
<Adrian_E> IA: there's nothin to find dammit! the locals hate me, the titans are gonna kill me and its nieve as far as the fucking eye can see
<Adrian_E> IA: carmen, we've already been over this mierda
<Adrian_E> IA: i dont wanna be a cabron again, im too stressed for that box o worms
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: How are u fuckin stressed???? Ur sittin around doing fuckall but takin baths!!! Sounds like an Xcuse to me
<Adrian_E> IA: there's just the snow, food for a few more dias, and fuel fo like.. a few horas mas
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Go fuckin FIND some then!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U can MAKE some duuuude!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Gotta go kill some monsters!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur not gonna do anything if u just sit around all day
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur just not takin responsibility for shit again
<Adrian_E> IA: carmen, i had a nice year goin, i was gonna be out of it, dont want to kill more hijos de puta, i dont have it in me anymore
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Well now u can start all over again!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U can make shit whatever u wanna make it everyone we left behind is dead!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: ...carmen, you're verdaderamente the most stubborn fuck i know
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: No U ARE!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur making me mad how fuckin stubborn ur bein right now!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: then why dont you let me give up?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur always so defeatist n shit!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Cuz thats lame!
<Adrian_E> IA: como can you be fuckin optimist in this situation?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Boring as fuck too
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Duuuude
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Im totes not an optimy thingy thing whatever
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Im just tryin to tell u ur the only one to blame for all this shit n u can totes do something about it!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: ...im the one to blame now? wow
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I AxUALLY fuckin tried to help by savin ur life n now ur takin the only thing I did there n even saying I just made things fuckin worse again
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: All u ever do is tell me everything I do is shitty
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur just doin it again now
<Adrian_E> IA: no carmen, i stopped blaming you a fucking bunch o horas ago
<Adrian_E> IA: you made it peor, you didn't mean to. that's how my vida has been all the time, girl
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur saying this is worse than just gettin Xploded by space roX???? Gettin a whole fuckin planet to urself full of shit n time to make a new life????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Fuck u!!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U just said I made it worse
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U just said that
* Carmen_Chapman grabs a bigger object in the room and tries to push Adrian out the door into the hallway with it
<Adrian_E> IA: there's no life with my old ones, and no, dije que you didn't mean to
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: THEN GO MAKE A NEW LIFE!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: con un carajo take some time to fucking read
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Stop fuckin sitting here givin up!!!
* Adrian_E heads outside, not even wearing shoes
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: What the fuck are u doing now???
<Adrian_E> IA: porque do you care so much, carmen
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Just runnin away again???
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I dunno!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Doesnt even make sense to me ur an asshole who killed my mom!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: im outside, what now, quieres que pelee for my life for decades against a god damn mob that wanted to kill mi familia?
<Adrian_E> IA: and again to the madre
<Adrian_E> IA: carmen, i didn't even get a chance to talk to ella, she wanted me dead, tu padre as well, every god damn chapman probablemente did
<Adrian_E> IA: except you. you hate me, but you dont want me dead
<Adrian_E> IA: porque?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Cuz that would make me just like u!!!!
* Adrian_E begins heading upstairs, and sits down next to the first gate
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: A fuckin murderer
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Im not that shitty
<Adrian_E> IA: yes, and?
<Adrian_E> IA: you're keeping me alive, you're keepin me sufriendo
<Adrian_E> IA: you have good intenciones, but there's no god damn prize at the end of esto
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: What the fuck else am I sposed to do????
* Carmen_Chapman clicks on the alchemiter, dragging it up to where Adrian is sitting, breaking a couple walls on the way up
* Carmen_Chapman sets it down with far too much force
<Adrian_E> IA: idk, care about everyone else? orea seems like a nice chica
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Fuckin do stuff then!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: cuidado, i got some explosives around the walls
<Adrian_E> IA: are you even paying atencion?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U callin me stupid again???
<Adrian_E> IA: and that's the only part you seem to care about
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: The fuck are u talkin about?
<Adrian_E> IA: if i call you stupida, imbecil, cabrona, testaruda. no carmen, no
<Adrian_E> IA: as far as i entiendo, you dont want to kill me because you would make yourself bad
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: But Im not bad!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Im not like my fuckin dad!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Theres no fuckin way
<Adrian_E> IA: ah, da fucking kingpin, lo recuerdo bien
<Adrian_E> IA: we talked once, you know?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So?
* Carmen_Chapman clenches her fists and grits her teeth
<Adrian_E> IA: was still young, he wanted me to give up, i wounldn't, cuz the dinero was for my familia
<Adrian_E> IA: so i kept goin, he threatened, i kept going, he sent more mafiosos y asesinos, i kept goin
<Adrian_E> IA: all for my old man and mom
<Adrian_E> IA: all i did, all those matanzas, all those ventas, was for ellos, and now im very seguro they're gone
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So for ur old man n mom u killed someone elses mom???? Thats so selfish!!!!
* Adrian_E lights up a cigarette and brings it to his mouth with shaking hands
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: All ur doin i stealing shit from other peeps!!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: no, i kept count, around... 30 to 40 if i recuerdo correctamente
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Killin fuckin peeps n selling drugs n shit!!!! Fuckin screwing over others peeps lives just so urs is a little less shitty!!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: funny thing that, never stolen nada other than lives
<Adrian_E> IA: NO, GOD DAMMIT
<Adrian_E> IA: WASN'T FOR ME, WAS FOR THEM, entiende, con un carajo.... entiende
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: WHAT THE FUCK DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE?????
<Adrian_E> IA: that without a familia, i have nothing else to do
* Carmen_Chapman clicks on the alchemiter and hits Adrian with it before setting it down with wildly shaking hands again
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: DOES MEAN U CAN TAKE THAT SHIT AWAY FROM EVERYONE ELSE TOO!!!!
<Adrian_E> "JODER"
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U WANTED UR PARENTS TO BE FUCKIN FINE WELL U KILLED TONS MORE THAN THAT!!!
* Adrian_E goes back downstairs
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: AND MINE WAS ONE OF THEM!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: What the fuck!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U think that was good????
<Adrian_E> "IA: they had choices"
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U think thats like a justification or some shit????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: "U did it for them"
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: "oh k silly me guess murdering a fuckton of peeps is okay then"
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Fuck no!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: yeah, was the thing i had to tell myself when i looked at alguien in the fucking eye and pulled the trigger
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Thats sooooo fucked up dude!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: seriously carmen, why the fuck do you care so much?!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur not even sorry bout my mom then are u!!! U did it cuz u aXually wanted to make ur n ur parents lives better!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I CARE CUZ U RUINED THE LAST THREE FUCKIN YEARS OF MY LIFE
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF BECAUSE OF U
<Adrian_E> IA: and guess how the other dieciealgos de la mia fueron
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: AND U JUST ACT LIKE U FUCKIN HAD TO!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: yes
<Adrian_E> IA: im a asesino, a stone hearted bastardo without a care, that's what you want me to say?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: NOW UR JUST GIVIN UP ON ME N JUST MAKING ME FEEL EVEN SHITTIER!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I WANT U TO FUCKIN CHANGE I WANT U TO PAY
<Adrian_E> IA: carmen, you're better than this shit
* Carmen_Chapman stomps on the ground, starting to cry now
<Adrian_E> IA: your mejor than all this
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So????? Ur just tryin to make me feel worse!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I just fuckin saved a whole fuckin city of lizard peeps!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Why cant u go do somethin like that????
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> ((It's comiiing~))
<Adrian_E> IA: cool, i saved some pinguinos, they didn't even awkowledge it
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: All u ever do is sorta say ur sorry but then just turn around n tell me none of it matters anymore!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: instead, they threatened me with spears, because i did what i know to do
<Adrian_E> IA: killed what they wanted me to kill, didnt even kill them right
<Adrian_E> IA: see? there's no hero bizniz for me
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So ur just givin up now??????? U murdered a fuckton of people fuckin killed my MOM n now ur just trying to say everything is so shitty n hopeless why bother with any of it???
<Adrian_E> IA: yes carmen
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: QUIT BEING A FUCKING PUSSY N DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT THEN!!!! MY FUCKIN MOM DIDNT DIE FOR NOTHING U ASSHOLE U DONT EVEN CARE ANYMORE THAT SHES GONE!!!!
* Carmen_Chapman clicks on the alchemiter again and tries to bring it to Adrian
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> She is able
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> roll dex if you want
<Adrian_E> IA: tu wanna know? your mom died because ELLA tried to kill me. she didn't seem to care about if i was dead you kno?
<Carmen_Chapman> !roll 1d20-1 dex
<NOTTyche[Dice]> rolled 1d20-1 --> [ 1d20=5 ] | {4}
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> You manage to place it
<Adrian_E> IA: fucking life, dearest
* Adrian_E ignores carmen for a bit as he smokes, shaking in the snow
* Carmen_Chapman clumsily sets the alchemiter down immediately next to Adrian
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: SHE DID CARE THOUGH!!!! SHE WASNT IN THE STUFF MY FUCKIN DAD WAS!!!! SHE FOUGHT WITH HIM ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME SHES NOT BAD N U WONT SAY SHE IS!!!!
* Adrian_E calmly smokes
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U KILLED HER SO U N UR PARENTS COULD HAVE A LIFE N NOW UR JUST FUCKIN GIVING UP NOW!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: WHATEVER FUCKIN STUPID SHIT U SAID SHE DIED FOR UR JUST THROWIN ON THE GROUND N STOMPIN IN THE SNOW!!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: UR SUCH AN ASSHOLE WHY WONT U JUST FUCKIN DO SOMETHIN!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: FUCK U NOW UR IGNORING ME AGAIN!!!!
* Adrian_E checks phone
<Adrian_E> IA: yup
<Adrian_E> IA: so... do something.... something something something
<Adrian_E> IA: carmen
<Adrian_E> IA: look at this situation, look at this shit, you're forcing me to keep doing things, to keep going on, for what?
<Adrian_E> IA: so you can be angrier at me for longer?
<Adrian_E> IA: so you can live with a paz en your mind?
<Adrian_E> IA: why carmen
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So u can aXually do somethin useful with ur life!!!! So u can stop makin me feel shitty about everything!!!! So my mom didnt fuckin die for no FUCKING reason cuz a guy who doesnt give a shit about anything anymore gave the fuck up cuz he was too tired!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Instead all ur doin in just FUCKING. SITTING. THERE. RUBBING. IT. IN!!!!
* Carmen_Chapman punctuates each word with another bump from the alchemiter
<Adrian_E> IA: let it out, carcar
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> It's starting to hurt
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> The thing is large and the cursor not accurate
* Adrian_E doesn't react much, mostly due to the cold
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: WHAT THE FUCK DO U MEAN????? UR JUST GONNA KEEP FUCKIN SITTING THERE?????
* Carmen_Chapman goes back inside and drags out a blanket, followed by the rest of the equipment she placed during entry
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Use this shit and do something!!!!!!!!!
* Adrian_E sighs and stands up
* Adrian_E gets a cruxite dowel and sets it down, to sit on top of it
<Adrian_E> IA: carmen, calm down, alright?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: And do what????/
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Just sit here n let u throw ur life away n throw my moms death away too????
<Adrian_E> IA: bear with me, im getting the right words, building up to something
<Adrian_E> IA: tu, you, carmen chapman.
<Adrian_E> IA: you're the living legado, not me
<Adrian_E> IA: if im exitoso, if i do stuff, and then make it so its some big ass game like it was supposed. then you'll feel rencor, odio, amongst other stuff
<Adrian_E> IA: 's not healthy
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U cant tell me what Im gonna feel! How do u know???
<Adrian_E> IA: 'cuz we've been here already carmen, its a circulo
<Adrian_E> IA: we keep coming back to this because we're both too hard headed for that
* Carmen_Chapman leans over, putting her head in her fisted hands, still frustrated and crying
* Carmen_Chapman doesn't respond
* Adrian_E goes downstairs and after digging around in a safe, retrieves a pair of severed horns, with a hard curve ending in too outward facing moons.
<Adrian_E> IA: i made my choices, as bad as they were, made them many times over
* Carmen_Chapman finally moves one of her hands back to the keyboard to respond
<Adrian_E> IA: you have your right for all that rencor, but 's not what you're good for you
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Yeah u did!!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: holds you down, you kno?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: How can u just fuckin say Im sposed to just FUCKIN MAGICALLY get over u murderin my mom n not be pissed anymore????
<Adrian_E> IA: im not
<Adrian_E> IA: escucha por un momento, listen
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Sounds like u are to me!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: im saying you, that you're acting with spite, with... anger
<Adrian_E> IA: that's not bueno if you wanna move on some day
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Course Im fuckin angry!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: do you wanna be some god damn kid that never grew up?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Im a lot of other shit cuz of this too!!!! DDDD:
<Adrian_E> IA: you are, so dont pick to be all o this, yeah?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: The fucks that sposed to mean????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Sounds like ur tellin me its my fault Im fucked up!
<Adrian_E> IA: losing peeps is hard, i've lost muchos, lots of them, so there's no point in looking back and being that
<Adrian_E> IA: i am, cuz it is
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: FUCK U!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: HOW IS ANY OF THIS MY FUCKING FAULT!
<Adrian_E> IA: you didn't even know me
<Adrian_E> IA: you reaccionaste asi
<Adrian_E> IA: im not saying that your mom being dead is your fault. what came after, the YEARS after that are thought
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: WHAT THE AxUAL FUCK????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: HOW CAN U FUCKIN SAY THAT????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: THATS WHAT MY DAD TRIED TO GET ME TO BELIEVE FOR YEARS!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: that was your life, and i wasn't part of it until about a year y medio
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: ITS NOT MY FAULT U MURDERE MY MOM
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: ITS NOT MY FAULT MY DAD BEAT ME EVERY WEEK
<Adrian_E> IA: he did?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: ITS NOT MY FAULT I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF A DRUG WAR
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: ITS NOT MY FAULT I GOT PULLED OUT OF SCHOOL TO DO WORK AT HOME
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: ITS NOT MY FAULT EVERYBODY FLED ME LIKE THE PLAGUE WHEN MOM DIED CUZ THEY WERE AFRAID
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: HOW CAN U POSSIBLY BLAME ME FOR FEELING SO SHITTY
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: OH YEAH MAYBE A REAL MAN LIKE U COULDVE TAKEN IT LIKE A PRO AND NOT TRIED TO KILL URSELF
<Adrian_E> IA: who says i fucking didn't?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: OH YEAH IM JUST LAME AND SUCKY AND I MADE MYSELF FEEL SHITTY ABOUT THIS
<Adrian_E> IA: many times over, carmen. i just dont give a shit anymore
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: IM THE ONE TO BLAME HERE CUZ MY WHOLE FUCKIN WORLD FELL DOWN AROUND ME AND I GOT TRAPPED UNDER THE FUCKIN ROx
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: WHY DO U KEEP DOING THIS TO ME?????
<Adrian_E> IA: im not, you hate me carmen
* Carmen_Chapman begins hitting Adrian on the back with the alchemiter again
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: NO JUST STOP!!!! :((((
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: UR BLAMING ME AGAIN!!!!
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Roll dex
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: ITS ALWAYS SOMEBODY ELSES FUCKIN FAULT
<Adrian_E> IA: im trying to be god damn polite, cordialidad, calma, you dont want me to live, you dont want me alive
<Carmen_Chapman> !roll 1d20-1
<NOTTyche[Dice]> rolled 1d20-1 --> [ 1d20=9 ] | {8}
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I ALREADY SAID I DONT WANT U DEAD!!!
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Continue
<Adrian_E> IA: look at that "its always somebody elses fault"
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I WANT U TO STOP BEIN A FUCKIN USELESS ASSHOLE WHO JUST MAxE ME FEEL SHITTY ALL THE TIME
<Adrian_E> IA: then why do you keep talking to me?!
<Adrian_E> IA: im not some fucking projecto to fix
<Adrian_E> IA: im already imperfect, im already a fuck up, con un carajo
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So?????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Just cuz u fucked up doesnt mean u gotta just give up n make everyone else u fucked over feel worse!!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: i LITERALLY have nothing left carmen, the only other person i actually know in here hates my tripas
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Least when I fuck up I try n DO somethin about it!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Then go GET something!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Go FIND other peeps!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Theres like a ton in that fuckin creeps memo thing!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Go get SOMETHING to care about!!!
<Adrian_E> IA: i remember i loved you at some point, then you hated me, so i did the same
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: If u just dont fuckin care about anything ur just gonna keep sitting there forever not caring bout anything!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So now ur blaming me again????? IM why ur such a fuckin ASSHOLE to me???
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Like hell I am!
<imperfectAmigo> IA: 'cept i didn't hate you carmen
<imperfectAmigo> IA: tampoco ahora, but that's another box o worms
<imperfectAmigo> IA: i dont know what to say, que hacer. everything i do will just stir you up even more
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Now ur just blamin me again!!! Sayin its MY fuckin fault ur an asshole in the first place then saying its MY fault I THOUGHT u were bein mean to me cuz u aXually werent!!!!
<imperfectAmigo> IA: even if i get it perfecto, its not gonna be
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I dont want u to be perfect!!!!
<imperfectAmigo> IA: GOD DAMMIT CARMEN IM JODIDAMENTE TRYING TO SAY SORRY HERE
* Carmen_Chapman doesn't respond
<imperfectAmigo> IA: no, you dont want me to be perfect, i get that much. but even IF i got it perfecto, if i did everything right... im still gonna be a bastardo
* Carmen_Chapman raises the alchemiter up in the air
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: If ur fuckin tryin to say sorry then say sorry
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: SAY FUCKIN SORRY
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: AND U BETTER MEAN IT!!!
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> The alchemiter looms over you
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: And not just like "Sorry"
<imperfectAmigo> *says it, but doesn't type it*
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Fuck u!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I cant hear u u know that!
<imperfectAmigo> IA: even if i got it right, im still Adrian Erabos, the bastardo, el killer
<imperfectAmigo> IA: no, i didn't
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So ur sayin ur apology is sayin that u apologizin is useless???
<imperfectAmigo> IA: i cant do anything to fix you, fix either of us, or undo what i did
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Does mean u cant still be fuckin sorry!!!
<imperfectAmigo> IA: i am, dammit
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: .....
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> You're shaking Carmen
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> In anger and over caffination
* Carmen_Chapman sits there for a moment, being upset
* Carmen_Chapman puts the alchemiter back on the ground next to Adrian
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Fine.
<imperfectAmigo> IA: i had a friend, martin... only other persona that knew i wasn't human, he didn't give a shit... always said "somos unos jodidos desastres, y si no hacemos nada por eso, seguiremos siendolo hasta que nos demos cuenta de que no podemos reconstruir con escombros"
<imperfectAmigo> IA: ill translate it, give me a bit
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: No I fuckin got it
<imperfectAmigo> IA: really?
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Ur givin up again
<imperfectAmigo> IA: no, im not
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: I only got some of the words
<imperfectAmigo> IA: this is for you, not para mi
<imperfectAmigo> IA: says, "we're messes, and if we dont do nothing for it, we'll be that until we realize we cant rebuild with rubble"
<imperfectAmigo> IA: i
<imperfectAmigo> IA: yeah
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Well fuckin rubbles all we got now
* Carmen_Chapman shakily tries to lower the alchemiter back down the ground next to Adrian
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Carmen roll perception
<Carmen_Chapman> !roll 2#1d20+0
<NOTTyche[Dice]> rolled 2#1d20+0 -->  | [ 1d20=7 ]{7}, [ 1d20=5 ]{5}
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> K continue
<Carmen_Chapman> ((advantage from teal blood))
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> ((Yep))
<imperfectAmigo> IA: yeah, you gotta use that rubble in other ways
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: So u just gotta deal with it.
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Adrian, you hear a crash outside
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Carmen might hear it on the program
<imperfectAmigo> adrian looks out the window
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> ((Wait describe your house really quick))
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Then use that fuckin rubble to do somethin!!! Feelin shitty bout stuff n sittin in the cold till u fuckin freeze sounds like a p shitty way of using rubble!!!!
<imperfectAmigo> ((one of those modern houses, not that big, lots of reinforced windows
<imperfectAmigo> IA: im telling you that *you* should do something with the rubble
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> ((More than 1 room though right?))
<imperfectAmigo> ((spatious, main room is an open design kitchen//living room with a bathroom, carpeted, second floor is another bathroom, and adrian's bedroom, there's a door that leads to a lab where he made sopor products))
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Alright outside you see a cluster of imps and a large ogre holding an equally large rock
<imperfectAmigo> IA: so... you wanted me to do something, that's right?
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> As you chat the ogre picks up the rock
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: YES!!!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U finally gonna stop bein useless????
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> He looks at your window
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Go do stuff!!!!
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> He throws the rock at your window
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Make our mommas proud and stop whining!!!!!
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> It smashes the window and quite nearly hits you
<imperfectAmigo_> IA: my mom's dead
* imperfectAmigo_ reaches for his closet and puts on a white tuxedo jacket
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Yeah and so the fuck is mine!!!
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: What are u doin????
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: Whered that rock come from?????
* Carmen_Chapman zooms out
<imperfectAmigo_> IA: then make yours proud by honoring her memory instead of settilng for spite
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> You see the imps and ogre, including several already entering the house
<Carmen_Chapman> (( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_Ay_iDRAbc ))
* imperfectAmigo_ opens a safe and retrieves two golden .44 magnums
* imperfectAmigo_ loads them up and stuffs magazines into his pockets with practiced ease. "IA: a death sentence as good as any, dont you think?"
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> The imps and ogre crowd around
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> In a semicircle around
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> you
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: What are u doin?????
<imperfectAmigo_> IA: something, of course
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> The ogre steps forward and roars
<Carmen_Chapman> BB: U better fight these urself!!!!
<imperfectAmigo_> IA: now, if im gonna die, which i probably will. just fucking remember to not to live with the spite, and hate
* imperfectAmigo_ waves the gun in the general direction of the ogre
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> It charges you
* Carmen_Chapman sits back and watches
<imperfectAmigo_> "como una jodida fiesta" i mutter to myself
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> ((Carmen if you aren't gonna do anything we could just end it here with an exciting fade to black))
<Carmen_Chapman> ((sure))
<imperfectAmigo> *dramatic fade to black*
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Implications of death...
<imperfectAmigo> IA: see you in another life, you bitch
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> ===end===
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<Carmen_Chapman> well then
<Carmen_Chapman> that was dramatic
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> Sure
<imperfectAmigo> he died as he lived
<Carmen_Chapman> also holy balls I was not expecting that music to be playing when this was happening
<Carmen_Chapman> too many feels for me
<Konrad|ProcyonDM> True
<imperfectAmigo> he died as he lived
<imperfectAmigo> F
<imperfectAmigo> being hated, misunderstood and causing lots of trouble
<Carmen_Chapman> figuring out what carmen does next is going to be fun
<Carmen_Chapman> I felt really bad for Adrian
<Carmen_Chapman> That's another sign you were RPing him well, Roo
<Carmen_Chapman> I'm sad he/you are gone, but you did a good job with him