remi - Today at 5:56 PM
At this point I'm like
Thinking abt dying for real
O cannot do this every day
And its the only way out
Its the literal only way out
angelgotch - Today at 5:59 PM
you’ll make it it’ll pasa
remi - Today at 6:23 PM
Why does mina have a Google doc with a screen shots of things I've only said to you
I need to know
angelgotch - Today at 6:30 PM
with what
remi - Today at 6:31 PM
they have a google doc with a bunch of screen shots appartently
angelgotch - Today at 6:31 PM
i haven’t sent them any screencaps of anything except our circumcision argument
remi - Today at 6:31 PM
and stuff that was "stuff i said to others"
angelgotch - Today at 6:31 PM
and a few of me speaking alone
remi - Today at 6:31 PM
and it was primarily stuff i had said to you
i don tknow if maybe someone like
snaked something ekse
but hes apparently going to write some massive call out
angelgotch - Today at 6:33 PM
i’ll check my backlog to be sure no one highjacked my brain bc if i did i wanna know and back off before you get hurt
but as far as i remember i’ve only been speaking to them since i told u i was, and the only screencaps i sent were the circ ones
i asked them and they said everything they have is from the server, nothing from me besides screencaps of our arguments and screencaps of myself solo talking. double checking log anyway tho
remi - Today at 6:42 PM
they are activelt getting stuff roght now
i need you to kick whomever it is because
its so unsafe right now
angelgotch - Today at 6:45 PM
im rlly not comfortable doing that without proof that i know for sure who it is im rlly sorry

i checked my logs w them, w jay, and the group and didnt see any screenshots that werent of the circumcision argument or of me by myself. if you dont trust my word on that i understand completely-- this is a stressful situation, it's obviously agitating your paranoia-- which, im not sure even counts as paranoia anymore if you know for a fact theres a leak.
remi - Today at 6:45 PM
im like so terrified im legitmately self hardming and idk what to do
angelgotch - Today at 6:46 PM
im really sorry i have no idea how to handle this situation
i cant make a call like that
remi - Today at 6:47 PM
if i have to go to every person in the chat
i have to do that
i will go after every single one
until i take them out
angelgotch - Today at 6:48 PM
i dont mind that if it makes you feel safer
its just not a call im comfortable making
remi - Today at 6:48 PM
at this point
im just going to block eberyone and take myself out
beause i cant do it anymore
angelgotch - Today at 6:50 PM
i think you should take a breather, maybe call your therapist up if she has an emergency number and breathe. if youre impulsive now youll probably regret it later. what i would do is either wipe or hide the brine channel (maybe the salt channel too to be safe) and sleep on it.
remi - Today at 6:50 PM
i cant vecause that wiont stop him from writing a call out
it wont help me
its too late
angelgotch - Today at 6:51 PM
if you feel any more secure doing it i have been consulting autumn occasionally since mina confronted me and you can tell her shes free to screencap everything ive said to her as well.
i just dont know what else to suggest at this point