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- I tell people, don't feel bad.
- I let them know, no need to be sad, just be glad for all that you have.
- Yet as hard as it is to understand, I'm standing on a strand of string feeling if I do one thing wrong I'll be damned and canned, can't fucking speak my mind because that's a crime, why was I designed to be confined to my mind.
- You see me smile as I get laughed at, but inside I feel thrashed and like I crashed into a building, blood spilling and the pain is almost thrilling, cause I have a whirlwind of anger inside, like I'm about to go on a killing spree just to feel free and to a degree there's obviously something wrong with me, hell I don't know where I belong, is this like a painful song or like I have undergone a surgery with all my senses working, the pain lurking behind me and then it begins usurping me.
- But no no no, have no worries these pains are temporary, infact contrary to what you think, this distinct pain will be gone soon I swear to God they'll be gone next afternoon.
- That's a lie
- It's all a lie
- I want to cry but I feel the need to hold the tears upstairs and it scares me...I'm so afraid that someday I'll end up in a trade with the devil, several levels of mental peril.
- A sudden stop
- I drop
- This nonstop pain
- But here we go again, I'll remain and try to sustain my pain in my campaign to contain my pain
- 'Morning
- Like my mask?
- I'll give you a warning, the smile's fake.
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