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- I have recently started watching foreign gay films.
- The ones I end up watching are just whatever catches my eye,
- some skinny guys acting cute,
- produced in some foreign country where they speak some fascinating language,
- sure let's watch it.
- I haven't before watched films seriously.
- I consumed probably less then 3 films a year for the first 18 years of my life.
- They just didn't interest me,
- they all seemed so fake and distant.
- And then these films just jump out and punch me across the fucking face and I'm just sitting,
- trying to make sense of how this film affected me.
- Yeah, they're still distant and fake at times,
- but they still produce envy and other shitty self-loathe-inducing feelings,
- along with a sense of inadequacy.
- It kind of sucks.
- But then you just think about it the next day,
- realize it's a bunch of actors,
- the love was false,
- null yourself,
- faggot.
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