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I imagine her wearing a light jaded green dress with sparkling diamonds covered all over her. The dress itself goes down to about the midpoint of her kneeds. She’s wearing flexible sandles where the straps are covering her ankles up to five inches. She’s wearing a yellow belt surrounding her with a oval shaped and green object as the hook I’m presuming. I take awareness of her existence, and I proceed to analyze the environment around me.

It’s nighttime right now with a large and white shining moon with some gray blotches undereneath The field she’s standing on consists of simplistic greenery, almost as if the textures were akin to that of what you would see in a low-ooolgyon game engine. She’s moving around for a bit, and then summons a horse. The horse is fairly tall, and has a white mane along with dark brown skin. IT has a black muzzle and beady black eyes as well. She jumps ontop of the horse and continues to ride around the field. The setting changes from nighttime to daytime instantly.

She’s now riding the horse,, and is going forward in a linear fashion. She takes out a bow and arrow in order to shoot some enemies. I take a moment to analyze these enemies, and what does up is a purple goblin of some sort that looks like it’s fairly old; maybe in its early thireties or forties. IT has white spiky hair, and has some weird tribal getup. It’s using a crossbow to aim for her, but she quickly elminiates it with ease. There’s an arrow that shows up that consists of a red color with a yellow outline .

IT’s used to direct where she should shoot, and fixateing her awareness to that point of interest. The visualization of what I’m looking right now as I’m visualizing her is gradually augmenting from pixalated graphics to something more semi-realistic, and much more. I can see her dress waving across the air and the galloping of the horse’s feet stomping the groupd vigoursly as its dashing through the fileds with ease.  Eva decides to stop where she is right now to jump down, and look down at the filed for anything that might be pecular.

She sees a blue insect come out of nowhrere, and proceeds to use a crystal jar of some sort to pick it up. And how she picks t up seems to trigger an event akin to finding an item in a Zelda gam.e There’s a HUd display that shows up, and there’s white tet stating that she caught a blue butterfly. It informs her to check her inventory for more items she may have. The screen shows up instantly, and I see several items. One is a windwaker, the next is a camerae, and the next is a grappling hook. The grappin hook consists of a gray color for the main base of the metal object, and a light caramel brown for the rope. Eva scans through the items and the inveotry to see what could be interesting.

She exits the screen and proceeds to visualize the environment around her. The environment to the left of her conists of several things; one is a long stream of white pasty rock ledges and barriers that are perpendicular to the greenery she’s standing on. There’s some long and tall trees that are apparent as well. She sees there’s a black entrenace that looks like it could be a cave. She proceeds to go on her way there, and before she completely goes in, she remembers to go back to her horse, and find a way where it can stay in a decent position.

She graps the rope around  the horsel’s sadde, and proceeds to enter the cave with a torch , sword, and shield along with the rest of her items that will magically show up.

The cave itself going through thei ntiital stages feels akin to how one would go through a cave in Xenoblade Chornicles. I can hear the water dripping, and the water falling in slow motion. There’s crystal teal blue staglamaties everywhere,e, and immediately in our front view, there’s ja huge bettle like creature, or mabe a rolley polley type of creature that’s apparent to us. I project myself onto the mind’s eye visualization to help her out. I’m wearing a dark blue shirt with black pants and simple boots that consists of a brown color arolong with black laces.

I proceed to engage in combat with her against this insect that’s way taller than us.s The bettle takes notice of us, and proceeds to spread its wings and makes a large buzzing sound. I pause for a moment to analyze the environment around us.  Pan the camera around to see what’s around me, and I see an open filed filled with many layers and entreances that we could go to, and could potentially be lost forever inside of this cave. The beetle’s size is gargantuan, and its yellow beady eyes makes it more scart to look at. The bettle seems to be aiming for my direction, and as I visualize myself with my eyes wide opened; surprised ansd shocked at how aggressive the beetle is, I quickly parry by making a n evasion to the right. I roll on the ground a bit as it was a very quicky dodge and change of monemutum. Eva dodges as well,  and has a bti of dirt on her dress. She say she’ll go far away and cast magic spells while I distract the bettle by physically aiming to attack it. She tells me that she’ll heal me as well, along with trying to do long-range attacks other than magic to make things a bit easier. Shes’s already shooting a few arrows at the bettle, but the shell of the bettle is very rough and implicitly impenetrable.

Eva then roceeds to using magic spells of some sort. She’s wielding a staff that’s black overall with a glowing teal blue orb on the top of it that’s floating around. She slams the staff on the ground, and a large circle of weird symbols and such shows up on the floor. It has a very milk pinkish glow that’s surrounding the white streaming of the circle with the complex symbols as well. It’s directed right under the bettle, and forces the mettle to sta on the gorund for me to attack it easily. I take my sword and proceed to charge at the beetle, and the perspective changes to where I’m seeing myself at an over the shoulders point of view. I noticed that time has stopped during this moment, and it’s similar to how a party gauge is filled all the way up in xenoblade chronicles. In other words, ‘m proceeding to perform some kind of patty synch attack. I see an hud similar to Xenobalde Chornicles, albeiet with differeny symbols and attack styles I can choose from. I noticed that I’ mholding the Mondaod on my right hand. It consist of a red color with thin blue linings across it that are pulsating with immese energy.

I decide to do an attack where I’m levitating at ealst five feet from the ground, and summoning several cyclones around me to be directed at the bettle. The bettle takes approxiametl sixteen thousand four hundred and thirty seven damage. The screen now prompts ot Eva’s point of view, and her style seems to be flucatuaing bewetwen mage, range, and healing abilities. She shooces a spell where she can freeize the bettle completely. The bettle’s frozen up already, and the ice is now taking form starting from the bottom all the way to the tup. The beetle itself isn’t standing horizontally, but vertically. The animation of the ice warapping around its body is amazing, and Eva tells me to do an attack quickly before the beetle finds a way to resist. I charge up the Mondago with all of might might, and make a horizontal swipe that ends aroun sixty five degress downawards, and I use this angle to gather some meontum to make a one linear direct charge at the frozen beetle.  The sword is radiating with eletricility and other forms of energy, and I quickly jab the bettle straight thourhg to break the ice, and the beetles existence competley. Eva is relieved, and goes back into a default standing position. A treasure chest pops up from nowhere and drops down.

The chest iself has a metal rimming arlong the edges and the area where the jock should be. It consists of a wooden material as the base of the chest as well, and has random streams of ining to emphasize on the wooden txture. I open the chest, and a screen appears like I’m collecting items in Xenoblade Chornicles. It’s a milky vanilla base cort he screen alone with a black gray trimming around the rectangular shaped HUD. I take the items without really looking at the contents of them.

I proceed to run through the cave with Eva, and find myself feeling the teture of the grond to be much different from the last one. It’s more dity, earthy, and consisting of several rocks, grass, and materials from the cae overall.

We keep moving forward, and see there’s an arch forming o he left of us about one hundred feet away. We noticed that as we get closer and closer, there’s some kind of small cave city within this area. It felt weird as there was a big beetle right there that could’ve charged for this town if it wanted to. But it seemed the city had a protecture barrier.  The barrier itself consists of a light sky blue color ,and is radiating and pulsating energy from top to down with ease. We get close and close to this field to notice there are some guards outside patrolling the area. We ask if wecan come in, and one of the guards puts up a gesture with their left hand for us to stop. This gaud seems to have a fairly basic knight outfit from the mideviels epoch.He asks us a few questions, and what our purpose is for being around this region.

I tell him that me and her are simply adventuring, and want to eplore the sights of anywhere that’s created in our heads. The guard  staomps his staff , or mabe a halberd onto the ground to deactive a portion of the force filedi n otherder for us to eneter the city.  The city iself seems fairly advanced despite the cave satuarion giving it a more run down feeling to it. We talk through the duneon to notice that all of the houses mostly consist of a lgith gray metallic texture to them that seems to be warpped by multiple pieces of metal.

I noticed that ht flooring has change completely as well, and that it consists of a basic white tile flooring that has all sorts of dust, and wear and tear on it as well. I see there’s a stand ot the right of us, and theres an old man standing around that seems to be the owner. He’s tsntaing right behind the stall, and I noticed this a stall wehe they sell random herbs, beggies, and seafood as well apparently. The man consists of  brown skin along with a pair of black trimmed glasses with  fairly decent sturecture and quality in vision. The man says that the fish he’s following , holding with his hands only costs about ten gold points. Eva checks her wallet and uicly gives the change to the man, and we now have a raw fish in an ineetor.

I asked Eva if there’s a tool elt on her, and she sid me and her both have one.

I check the tool belt that magically shows up on the screen, and noticed we have some basic items to sustain orselevs in any time of need and desperation. Some items include a ipiackaxe, hammer, pestle and mortrar, along with some tinderboxes and booking pans and ots. T seemed we were hloaded, and good to go. Eva wanted us to buy some snakc and foods at a nearby reailer in the store. Eva proceeds to go into the stoor, and disappears qicly I enter the door that consists of a caramel light brown color to it where she tells me to something something.

I go inside the door, and proceed to analyze tha environment around me. It’s very small, and so small that it might make one claguhstrophic though.

The owner seems fairly nice, and looks like he’s in his thireies or forties. His hair is clearly bald despite him wearin a hat that looks like a santa hat, except it’s more on the cooler color psectrum with purples ,gray, and some warm colos like yellow. HE asks us if we’re interesting in any specials. It fees like I’m entering a shop that you would hear in ocarina of time or some reason. I pan over the screen to find a shield that looks a lot like the elysiant spirit shield in runescape. They are selling it for only four hundred gold points. I take out my wallet to give the gu the change, and then proceed to asking Eva what she would like as well.

She buys some arrows, magic parts and items, along with healing kits and things of that natue. She states that this will be a long and potentially craz joueny, so its best that they all rest up for a bit before we start going to ocrazy in our adventures.

I noticed that Eva wanted to change her outfit in general into something more flexible and suited for adventuring instead of going on somewhere for casual and fanciful interactions with. She puts on a black latex suit instead with some skulls surrounding her as a belt. Small skulls mind you that aren’t reall skull,s but more of a cartoon version of skuls around her. I asked her why she’s wearing that kind of belt oot of cursity.

She tells me she’s doing it because of the darkness surrounding in this region in general that she felt it was suitable fo the intentions we’ll be having in our aventures. I adreed, and decided to buy a new outfit as well. I bought a black long sleeve v-neck shirt along with some thinner black pants. And by thinner, I mean a thinner material than the jean like material I wore before. This would allow me to move a ltitle bit weaiser with less weight around as well.
I thank the man in the shop for offering us these clothes, and he states that we’ll get a tewenty percent discount from janguaray tenth ot ajanruary eleventh.

I wave my hands as I hold onto the discount coupon w both received individually. I move out of the store, and the screen fades away, and fades back into he environment we were at just rencetly ago. The camerea seems to be all the way from where we started with the cave, and then zoomed quickly back to our point of view; it’s not a third person point of view where I can see the enviorment and myself as well. S I’m controlling how to menetally ocoordinate myself as I’m moving. I noticed that I’m making quicky and abtruot vements where I ‘m iteralyl twiliging just to keep up the momentum of walking and turning craz at random times. I decied to stop for the time being, and wanted to ask the citzne around if there’s any way to teleport ot this city for future reference incase we get into a tight pitch, and need to stay someplace safe as well.

One of the guards poeltey tells me I can easily do that, and all I have to do is go near a loadstone statue of some sort to press the button, and then I should be interally linked to the teleportation system they have up in the rarea. I go to this region, and I tell Eva to take her hand to touch it as wel. We tough the milk vanilla loadstone that seems to been have made with white marble.

I noticed the stateu tiself is basically some random guy that looks like hew as on some kind o conquistaores hunt riding a horse that looks very strong, enduring, and majgextic at the same time.

It takes a while for us to format ourselves into th sstem, but its accepted and we can now go back and forth anwhere at anyimt thanks ot the telortation system here.

Eva tells me we might be coming back here soon in order to reach to a safe place. I nod my head in agreeance of this proabili, and poceed to go out normall.  There’s a chariot of some sort in fornt of us, and seems to be readily available of us to use. We girued that if this wagon is reall that free, then there shoul be nothing to worry about, right?  So we asked someone near the chariot if we can bu iy it. They say it will cost about five twonance. But I quickly took gere of that number, and then proceeded  jump onto the chariot. Eva jumps on it and watches me coordinat the horses.  I can hear the gallping sounds here as well, and porcee dto move roarund the city a bit more. It’s a lot large than expdted,  and the next thing that comes to mind is that wemight be meeting someon important here as well. I go ot a house that feles awfull familiar to be onec I gorw up?

We stop at the random location where we feel someone else is around here And by surpise, I se an attractive female with long black hair wearing a long and thin red dress of some sort with fancyiful decorations. I nknew it awas Ada, and proceeded to take out my hand to greet her for a while. She’s sitting on a chair with a round light brown table,a nad seems to be really bored on what to do with her life. I come in slowly and pat her on the shoulder to affirm to her that it’s perfectly fine for her to be bored as w long as she’s aware of her binge so to sinpire her to do something alng with us if she wanted to.

We all sit down a bit to make a discussion with her, and I noticed that the scenary itself changed from being dark to a bit more light. It’s mostly due ot the blanket and drapery around the house and walls. The yellow gives a sens of radillance, but aslo a sense fo reaslim over what would will happen I oyu had a certain car like that. I asked Ada if she wants to joing, and she says she just has to change her clothces. I proceed to sit down and way for a bi, and then play around with whatever tiem in the ouse until Ada was ready to pack up and leave with Eva and me.  I noticed that Eva has finally decided to get up to st on the souch, and informs that she wants to rest a bit after fighting that large bettle. I agreed with her, and take the time to get close to her to rest  my head on her stomach. She turns on the T.v., and I notice that she’s holding a black rmoete with multiple colosrs consist of red, orange, green, yellow ,ad blue as weel.

There’s random channels and image showing up on the T.v> One of which was a music soundtrack fomr taeles of symphonia 2 dawn of the new world called “oh my Idol!”

It’s playing and Eva lets it play for a little while. Ada comes in suddenly and turns off the T.v. I noticed Ada is wearing a similar lated  suit like Eva is, and has the same skull belt like she does as well. Her ustification for wearin the same outfit is that it should be easy to simiagne two women in black tealx suits during this image steraming session. I nod my head toa agree that it would be ismiplire to see that during an image stremigna session rather than a bit more bianrt colors that might be hard to recollect depending nthe cicrumstances.

I see myself walking out the door with them, and we all proced back to the horse chariot. Ada points out that she has a behcile to travel around in. She says it’s a cominbation of a Rehard that you mgith see in a tales of symphonia 1 and 2 game with a furtustic setting of hovering over the ground with ease. We all get off the chariot and proceed to sit on the passenger seat. Eva sits on the passenger seat whiel  sit in the back, and Ada starts operating the vehicle. I noticed that I can see both of them very clearly, at least the back of of their heads. I noticed the seating and texture around me consists of osme kind of red maroon color.

I proceed to embrace the sensations that comes along with experiencing all of this, and I nfeel there should be a smooth and comfotabl journey throughout the way; especaill since Ad seems to be a very pilot a this hovering machine.

She steers the vehicle with ease from elf to right, and I noticed we’re already travelling through some galaxies fairly quickly . I see ranomd fabrications in my head of the universe; I see weird star fomations and bnuela like formations tool. I aslo see some galaxies slowly rotatin in mtuples angles, and I go abck to sticking my awarenss back to the insideo f the vehicle.  Ada finds ap lnet where we can all settle down for a bit and rest for a little while .I don’t know what the planet entais in creatures and what have you, but I trust her completely.

We come out and noticed the are a we’re at resmvles a ver y long beach of some sort. There’s water to the left of us that’s casually pulling in sand and pushing out the waters delicately as well. I noticed how the waves re sounding ver nice and beautiful, and I can feel the sense of emptiness and freedom that comes along with that as well..

Ada graps some brown logs, and dumps them onto  the middle of what seems to be a place where she can start a campfire.  I noticed that her outfit consists of an addition ot her latex black suit it seems to consist of a red linin , almost like a tron-life effect to it. I noticed Eva has a gold trimming to that as well on her latex and squaky suit.

Ada takes out a guitar out of nowhere that conists of caramel, dark brown on the sites, and a pretty secnt set of strings as well that look durable. She cocks her right foot to the thigh of her left leg  to rest it upon. She starts bobbing her head slowly left to right along with sweaying ot the side and swraing the other wain a casual motion. She starts opening her mouh, bt I didn’t bother to pay attention to what she was saing. All I know is that my head awas next to her thhighs, and I wanted to slee for a little bit..

I take a rest for a while, and allo myslf to let them take the watch of the area surrounding us. Ada wkea me oup, and I noticed tehre’s a large chimera like beast that probably spans multiel building stories as well. I’d say the size of the empire state building as a simple referene of its large composition.

I take out my sword, and noticed that Ada seems to be more of a person using gun weaponary. This seems to make me feel we all should have some kind of range attacks against this garngaun beast, but I realized that I would be served as most of the distraction while the incporate high level sells to defeat this huge chimera. I start running and deying gravity big time in othe to gain moenitum tofly. I fly with ease with a new sword at hand. I see. It’s more tuiquise and teal blue compared to the simplicit Mondo with its red compstion and blue ligting linings around it.

The beat itself looks like a vert lage version of Uranus’ final beat form in bloody roar primal gury game or the gamecube. There’s horns that are warppoing around the shoulder of the beast; unclding the button of its armpits as well. Its large stomps are affecting conditions somcu that I felt there was an earthquake that oulwd be occrruing. As I’m flying, the beast takes note of me, and tires itses bst t o user its fingers to try nad flick me off, and hopefully cause major maage on myself as well. The best seems ot be in an invisble running loop for a lack of better words. I noticed that htenievorment changed from this setting into one akin to waking life of shopping at some kind of groecer retailer. Eva and Ada state that the’ll be shifting everyone to this state of awarenss because the chimera thing seemed a bit to gran to tr and oncaquest at the same tim.

There’s a tree right to the right of us in fornt of us as well. It has a bit more vibrance to a lot of things in his all. Thre’s a dark tree nock, I’ll know if they reall amgame only. I go through hteh eleoctornic and metallic door,s and noticed how spacious the store is in general. Then I realize its akin to the one I had some work experience in for the time being and so forth.  I take a moment to analyze th store that looks like the on I go to in perfect detail. There’s a frbication of earring and other owmen acesoresi. Y mjoay goal was to find osmeonthing called monkey butt  anti-itech foumula. Walmart probblay won’t have it, CVs whoel ave it, and I’dm su

I don’t think this groecrey retail will have it either. And I proceed to  open up a map that’s electronic. It seem to havew wifi as well, and I asked where I can find omse kind of Monkey butt anti-tch powder to use while working, and potentially going in an big  adventure like right now. Some google reutls show that I could order online from any sotres they compress, acknowledge, or adventueseee, but there seems to a prboelm when the prucaceh is pormiting a sale walart is not reaollly.

So I wai for Ad and Eva to finish, and then proceed to exit the store. I asked them what they bought, and they told me that they bought underwaer, socks, and other forms of clothing as well. I asked them why they would need this sis the edperience of it might not be as well as you think it may be.

So we’r teleported back to the same city for some odd reason, and Ada seemed to have had the hover machine magically transported to this area s well. Were back in Ada’s house, and she wants to grab a few things before laving agan. I go back inside the machine to wait, and afer maybe ten seconds or so, she’s finally back.

I noticed her outit seems a bit different than before, but then changes back to the outfit she had that’s akin to Eva’s as well. I noticed that we’re now driving in a thin driveway that looks a lot like one in waking life. Theres’s a brown flooring on it with white text informing the drie to either forum a left ehreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee or something like that that was probably ustjoking around in the dream I hope.

Thre’s a stop sign to the right of us, and I noticed that the setting of theis experience is mostly sunset and th sun about to move to the otherside while the moon will slowly bring itself back nito position. I change the enivrmonet once more as this seems a bit more non-sequntial to the premise of the theme of the image streminga session anywhere. I fixate more on havint some kind of fantasy and mmorpg-ish/rpg =sih settingto it as well.

So I’m with Eva and Ada, and we’re notop of what seems to be a very gargantuan mountain with snow on to pof it. The filed of view is definitely beautiful sight to behold, and I proceed to analyze more of the enivorment. IT seems so big, that just imagining what it must mean to get to the lower sections was just hard to wrap around my congntivie graps of something like this.

I get s kiboard, and I tell Eva nad Ada to use thiers as well, and then proceeded to ski board down this area. I control myself in third preson view by mentally planning where I can go, but then I realized this was happning auotmaticall without me fixaing as if I need consioucs control over a projection of myself. There’s a slop that I go upwards to, but Eva and Ada thidn’t use as moneutm at all.  The place itself looks os big that I needed to change the setting around a bit more.

I change the enivorment to something that might resemble a place in Tales of Symphonia one or tow. I seem to be at a place that says its name ias Asgaard. And the control schem and camera setup is cmpeltely different than before. How me, Eva, and Ada are moving are mostly third person, but with a diagonal view of a three d world. I other words, everything seems flat, but there’s freedom of movement. IT basically has the same format as a Tales of symphonia  game.

I take out a new sword that seems to resemble a keyblade for some odd reason, but I just go with it. Eva and Ada have keyblades as well, though they seem to change easily to their preference. Eva goes with magic, and Ada goes with with some kind of gun weaponary once more.

We decided to analyze the environment ocpletely before traversing further into this village/city/town. To the left of the perceptual view of ours there’s a yellow building onto wth a dark brown ooftop. Thre’s barely any windlows so in place, and makes me wonder wh the guy over there desire sharpies so much Losing my train og thought I don’t recall seeing someon with that kindo f demenoat of wanting sharpi =all te h time.
Whatever the case the environment changes once more as if wer’e in a nother groecert retail, but I go back to analyzing the enivorment we were once in, and form quickly back into that. I qickly go back o the area and follow Eva nad Ada to a larger region of the illage to go inside what hpefulyl should be a dungeon donw there. I noticed that in order to open this dungeon we have to defat some kind of large bird that look sa lot like one you ifhgt in the windwakkker that’s gannon’s pet.

The bird is using wind attacks, and I notice d that my melle style would be fairly imited at his point ,and I had to rely on Eva nad Ada to do their range attacks on the bird. Fortunately , it doesn’t take long to kill the bird, or at least knock it out   form our arweness.

We see a dungeon below us, and we procedd t o go down the ladder slowly. I go in first, and then loo up to see Eva goes in nex, and then Ada comes in last. It seems we’re back donw to the same guoner that we should’ve teleported out of. It’s just that htre’s a large ladder near the same area where I fought the bettle was at. Instead of panicking of this being soe kind of weird loop basedo n how I felt his cae ould be never-ending, I neded to look at the box that someone’s goocmign up to give m a little cash for some reason is toe treet the wonan whiel showin them you have cahs for some reason. I want ot thchange th setting of the experience once more tosomething more cohesive.

I ask Eva nad Ada ow we can get out of this never-ending area befro I start getting more impoatnint. She tells me to just accept the idea that this area can be used as a hjib to teleport and transfero to other places ith ease. I nod in agreement with Ada, and Eva as well.  I proceed to a new cover, and Now I’m in a setting whre it’s lke Prince of Persia : the two thornes now. I’m all alone without Eva and Ada, but theyre sayng they’re watching my evenry momement duinrg this exepience.

I’m half naked, only for the chest, and I’m wearing some kind of black crozier pants of some sort that’s strapped around by some metal ankle bracelets to proect that region in particular along withsome basic brown shows it doesn’t really matter.I’m wearing a red blanket around my waist, and noticed that my right arm seemed to be brusiosed up. Hwoever I ddnin’t personally share this opinion because I’s just an image streaming session.

It seems now that the screen is showing up as if I’m playing a game in runescapeo r something to that effect. I imagine myself aving my bod controlled by one of them while I matian awareness, but lack of control o f the other parts of the body in gnereal. I see that they’re trying to put a raw chicken onto a chicken stateu of some sort because they probably believe I have some kind of Black draong slayer task to do. The black dragons are literally just that, and are surpsingly easiy to kil l. I imagine myself in void melee armor along ith two chaotic rapier and several items like a fury, barrows gloves , and a few overall and supervoelraords owith ease as ell; pr O should sasy overloads instad.

Now I visualize myself slaying all of the dragons, and ocmpeltely wanting to slah the whole xeprience in half to view another one. With no clear intiative and objective to go on now that thos tehemes seem ot be crumbling part, I now fixate moer atteion on what I can do with people.

I imagine myself wearing some kind of nifomr blue shirt with black dress pants and a red and black shoes to wear owith all of that. I imagine myself hold onto an iphone, and checking the screen for oempleoyees that may need their break, lunch, or may be going to gast stationof human.

I imagine myself of being around a certain person I islike during work, and’se too bus y= giving to offer attention on ot me sitastence=l. So now that I’m in an random iamges treaming mode wih no clear agenda in mind; let’s get started. I’m imagining a pack of butter jar, but this one says that the Illumianit are inside of what I’m warint,g and that I can find morei nformatinon

I look at the information, and laught it off because it wasn’t really real or qnuine as much to be now.I look to the left of me, and noticed I have a homdoooooI odnt’nkw know what itsi Now there’s a scene where I’m looking from below sof someone escaping wih some kind of item. The visualziations look more realistic, and Munged at giving ore. The person that’s commenting on this says that certain characters look apler, birther, and textured better overall. I ask my mind how I can stablis the planes of the f ace evein .

 I see a diagram of a simple sp.here of some sort, and then proceed to analyze how I could map out othe other planes of the face. I first start out with the tmeproa l secion without gcutting too deep surround ghte satage because I frealzethere isn’t a flast and curved line for the temporal section.  The nI see the model that I’m tring to emulate is a femal. Then I ave ot make comdications ot make her less female. I see a random butt that’s sititngo n the forloor, and it’s dorrying of how much, or how e=seomawesome these peo are,.

I now visualize myself at some kind of garnatuang sace coonlony akin to one in sonic adventure battle 2.

I go near the galss windows to explore the beauty of hwo gran this fabricated version of Earth must seem to be. I noticed there’s this large teal aura flowling through the atmsopehre of hits meicular in Mexico, or something random that came up in my head.  I go back to the stateion seeing how the planet itself is way too mbi fo me to comperehend for too long.

I now imagine myself inside of a ktiech of some sort inside of his space colony spaceship of some sort. The food here seem sto be vertplenftiful, and I proceed to chow down on anything that I can visualizing imagine and eat as well. I ate some mac and chese, cheese straws,  And peantubutter.  I take the time to see the penatubutter ekllow csanciwch to full completion. I noticed that he PBJ sandwchi is teleporting me ot a region similar to twilight princes where a preson is canoeing for no reason whatsoeerv aother than being in a imin game to win wanraomd prizes. I see what looks like a zora, at least in m percetsive, and the’re persuatind mg to ocme down wih the fore of he guardian  and they could still sleep.

I tke thea canoe, and notied and Eva and Ada are boxboard. I proceed to use bomb arrows to shoot anthing in my way, and proceed to go down the trinlgin and large stream of tanspareant water. I atkae not that the want to more motions as well.

I orceed to go donwoards shooting arrows until  I safel y reach to the small ocea in Lake Hylia now. I take the time to visualize myself in Lake Hylia, and the setintg f ot it as well . I hear the music playing tha sounds peaceful,blsfful, and all sorts of uplifting spirtis as well.  I walk around the region, andn otiec its spacious enivorment. There’s many things to describe here; waterfalls, shops, canoons, ladders, and entrances to a few caves as well. I had a feeling tha tenetering one of the save would lin k back to the hub mEva nada da mentioned.

They’re both giglging as to how I came up with the conclusion that the cave will link back  to the other cave. I fond it more ot be at ease knowing this may be a prbaobilti than expecting to find a new cave, and figuring out how to get back to this region in particular. So I sit down for once instead of having ot move forward all the tm,,e and took the time to bask in on the virtual experiential reality that my mind is creating for me. I have myself mediate in the lotus potistion with my hands all the way out with curved wrtist and fingers forming into a shape of a large O on each hand respectively. Then I see myself f on a ship whre its moving fast, but I keep my center and merel fidxate on what’s going on in my head. I then find myself shifting back to Lake Hylia, and ten hyrule town, and then back to the cave city I metnioend before, and I finally get loser to finding a new place to look until  a random image comes up where itsp laying as if someone is about ot be attacked. Two people I see about to be attackos A;vos amd the ptej ros one seems to me the Melly girl as well that  forgot to proniucne correctly. There’s a weird aura forming around my first person point of view where there’s many zizaggeyty lines forcmign across, and I feel like I’ the one that might be attack them. Howeer, it’s mostly just me latching onto the camera view to see what would happen to us.

I now imagine myself falling way from the wsy and all the way to th gorund . It feels like the first level for Hero’s side in sonic adventure 22 battle, and I’m now finding myself skateboarding onto the diagonal traffic. I see an imagine of a rnaomd lady showing herself out of nowhere siting down and leaning her arms and shaping them into a square side on the bottom to look at me. She has blue ees along with black hair and is wearing a gray dress of some kind. The top consists of sparjly materials that seem to be glued onto her seress, and the rest of het outfit is fairly basic. I noticed that the screen is paused in order for me ot recollect all of this. I then resume the experience and can hear all sorts of sounds ranging from the screeching from the metal board I’m surfing on the reoad as well.

Trusting in what I can do, change my lead, and I’ll set you free, set me free, trust in me and we’l lsescape from the city, I’ll be waiing through follow follow me , set me gree, trust in me and we’ll sescape from the city. Escape from the cirty is something that occurs right away, and I find myself visualizing a Phantasia setting in my perectio nof reality. I’m watching some randomldy generated character wearing a white bionic suit of some kind with the hinges consisting of a black color and warpped aorudn as if they were metal spring of some sort. Then the Sonic song keeps coming up wamdoly. [

I imagine msyself being very ver small to the point whre even a flork would be at least  fifty ot hundred feet taller than me. I noticed I’m in an kitchen of some sort that seems to be fairly empty in activity fornately. I notice d ti'm wearin’ th ame outfit as well, and I have to find some way to get out of this place before the people come in and od wheatever if they happened to find me. I’m finding out how I can float around the area with ease without worrying about too many rsiks and probability there,specially if I’m ivualziing that Justin something is tring to have some kind of atteniont wthorughout degrantizing oeole for some reason?

I now visualize myself back at a groecery retal store I seem to be familari with in real life. I proceed to start athte pharamacy section. The pharmacy section consist of golden yellow colors, and a fairly empty range of activity of customers. I come in wearing a maroon polo dress shirt with some buttons to button up. I have everything on the shirt button up to the second level with one room untbuttoned for some reason. I’m wearing a black jacket that has a few differney layers ot it. The first being a lsightly fluffly dark gray color ; the next being a smooth fabric that’ feels durable, and the thirdo ne is the same but with the complte color of black.

I navigate through the area in the pharmacy to plan out how I wuld assess the other ailse.s I imagine myself as having infinite money in the store to buy whatever I want. I turn around to go back outside throughugh th automatic doors, and find myself getting a big cart, and I visualize Eva nad Ada having to get carts as well. It seems we’re stocking up for some reason, and I decided o just go with the flow . I keep awareness of them through my peripheral vision, and imagining themselves as being heind me athcing and moving along through their own free will of the area s well. I go to the further lane of this greocer area to find omse paper twolws, toilet papers, napskins, ad other setuff we may need to bu. I imagine a box full of paper twoles filled with the store banrad on it as well. I look at the plastic covering the paper twol sheet on oper a=cstoerm, and its first message states ho life seems ot be sull of spruse, and that you want to be prepared to maeet the nexto ne.

Then I find myself at a break room of some sort visualizing a few workers of mine as well. I imagine one female wearing a red shirt for univorm, and blue pants with some blac sflat shoes where there’s no laces. It’s like her buting high heels, with no heels at all, and just the base of what wouldven’t been a high heel in the first pace.

I find myself being more attracted to this female’s existence in my head, and her smile makes me more likely to engeage in random conversation with me. She asks me how I’m doing, and what my name is as well. I tell her, and she says hers as well with the obvious declarations that I execpec t from this cowoerker for some reason. It seemed that the moement she smiled, she had a different differpsosition; almost as if she intentionally wanted to start a conversation with me.

I decided to pick her up for no reason, and have her resting  on m y chest, at least for the side of her body. I end up running around the stor with her in my arms, and I tried to guage out a feeling for her to see if ther was much more than an attraction for her. The nI couldn’t feel anything and decided to throw her out of my pereception of reality.

I noticed how cruel that really was for me to just thor someone I was picing up just like that. Aparently, despite doing this, she tells me that she still loves me with all of her heart, and couldn’t admit it up until now because I went to apologize to her. Ignoring the messed up logic with encountering a female in my haed that seems to be a very persevering indiviaul, I took her statement seriously, and wanted to apologiz to her for all I seem to be doing. I told her that Iw as bsuy with things, and wanted to wrap my mind around something a bt more consistent, bt couldn’t do it because of the influx of images and cli like experience being abudnandt nad apparent ot my perection of reality. I can see the look on her face as if she’s going to pass out, and I see her lips open in a psotion like a fish would make and O sound.

Her hair suddenly becomes untied, and I proceed to move alone by carrying her inside of my beicle, and traveling to the closest clinc that I can find. Forunately, within my visual map of real life clincs, I managed to go to the one that’s an emergency clnic. I go insie, and tell them the situation of went on, and they were more than appy ot assess this situation. The clinic itself consisted of fairly bland colors as weepcted from a clinc where colors and originality wasn’t needed in the first place. Ther wwere workers that were wearing teal uniforms that covered all of their bodies from the start of the base of their calvicle near their neck all the way down to the legs and ankles. They were all just talking to each other randomly to give the implication that the place must be surging with activity.  There were clearly artificial plants here used in abundance, and I foind it a bit depressing that this was all I could move around and do for the time.

So I imagine myself sititng inside of a plane. This plane is jet dark gray along with a window that has a dark intedted blue color to it I proced to hold my hands in a way where I wonder what I’ll be doing next at such a high elevation fro the sky.   Noticed I have a black packpack on me that would serve as a parchute as well.

I find m self preparing to make a huge leap of faith from the jet.  But instead of doing the typical diving motion,  I imagined myself having my arms completely to the side of my bod in a straight motion. Almost as if someone forze me still into a nutcracker position. I then titlded my body downwards in a forward motion to m kae sure that my body is soearing through the sky like a separ raher than with my arms wide open along with my legs. This seemd to allow me ot piece through hthe sky with ease. I can feeli the rnaomd sesnsations of the wind blowing throughout my face and clothes as well. I then make an attempt to do a front flip to augment the velocity of how I’m flying downwards to the ground. This ends up with me makng a series of frontal flips, and I hear the swooshing sound that intiaties frm it.

I then get myself back up to momentum in finding a rhtmthm to go to in order to keep going with this. The ksies themselves ocnsits of a yellow green color that’s very faded in the back. I noticed that my concetrainiton is getting a little weaker and weaker by the moment, but I breathe in casually in orher ro reighn in my sense of control when it couels to awareness of these random thougths that may make themselves manifest through my mental repository.

I decided to imagine myself inside of a CAsion that would sell Asian food as well. The first thought in my mind was to order some Crab Rangoon, and maybe some Gneral Tsao chicken. I’m wearing a black tuxedo suit with a white flower that’s used as some kind of acceesorty to pin onto  the fron o of the suit near the top of my tirght portion of my chest. It flucatautes with the left as well, but I just go with the flow. I noticed the overall color scheme of the are consist of red and yellow, and then proceed to move to find some food to eat. I look awround the area, and it’s more fileld with activities. I noticed a blonde female that’s wearing a very nice silver dress with a lgihty and milky sky blue satin like material as a belt or placeholder for her hest of deviding thedress top form the bottom of th dress itself.

I noticed er hair is balled up, and she has dark blonde streaks around that same formatting as well. She seems to be whear to mae a deal with black jacki I’m resuming.

And for curiosity, I wante to play a game with her as well and see who might win. I imagine myself sititng at the casino black jack game, and the dealer passing out cards vert quickly. I look at the tow cards in my hand and noticed I have a twenty one from the very start. I bid all of my poker chips in one go just for the heck of it, and noticed that many people already quit because of how lucy I was. The blonde seems to be confident as shes’g going all out as well. I looked into her ees, and I could tell that she had something where we would probably be at a tie, or she had a more ideal suit than I I noticed I have a 10 and Queen, and judging by how she seemed so conient, she was wondering what was in my hand as well. Mabe she had an Ace along with a 10.  The dealer etlls us to show us our cards, and I noticed that the girl was merely bluffing. She onl had a seven and five, and I ended up wining that round. I decided to take all my winnings and moved on to the next scene. I notced the blonde female took an interst in my, and told me congratulations on wining something like that so quickly. For the heck of it, I told her we can hang out right now and eat some Asian food if shes interested. She says she doesn’t mind at all, and would love to be part of that.

I automatically felt a sense of comraderie from this individual, and imagined what I could be talking to her while aiming to go for someonwehre to eat in this casion. But first, I wanted to convert all of my winnings to cash for this casino. So I go ahead and do so while the blonde female follows me in a caual manner. She seems like she has nowhere to go herself, and liked the idea of haing a stanger being her guide of the ngith at the casino.

I’m near the bank at the casino, and I have to wait in line like everyone else to convert all my winnings. I noticed the person that would be servicing me looks a lot like someone Iknow in waking life . He’s Indian, dark brown skin and has a visage that’s jagged and a bit saggy in some areas, almost as if he’s going to turn older and older by the day very quickly. He’s folding up the winnings of people in a professional mamner along with  categorizing their chips as well.

The blonde emale opens up a randiant smile at me and asks me what my favorite Asian food was. I turn to her and stated that I like a lot of things ranging form Orange chicken, General Tasao, Mongolian beef, Kung Poa Chicken, crab Rangoon, eggrolls, and much more like Lo Mein Noodles. She informs me that Lo Mein noodles are something that she loves to eat at an Asian place.

I get a feeling that she’s resembling someone that I’m having more assurance is actually taking form as. I noticed that her dress alters a bit from before. She changes fomr what should’ve ben an overall gra color scheme for her dress to one of a more mily k sky lue color with only silver coloring as diamonds making sparkling visual cues that woule emit a gray color through the creases of those diamods.

I told her that I couldn’t wait to try out other stuff she must like to eat as well. It’s now my turn to convert my winnings, and I go up to the slightly older man I was mentioning before. E’s wearing a black teuxdeo suit like me as well., abliet with a white dress shirt that has some kidn of tutle neck to it. He’s coughint with his right hand, and then proceeds to use hand saniztizer on that same hand t wip and opefulyl get rid of the germs that probably came out of his mouth while coughing.

He motions his left hand to inform the net person to come tohim, which was me. I go up to him, and he asks “Hell sir, how are you doing tody?”

I reply, “I’m fine; just here to convert my winnings.”

The man looks at the chips, and notices that I won over fifteen dollars from one game.

“Impressive” he declares to me. I didn’t really think it was a big deal as I was just lucky to have the highest card at the time in the take-it-or-leave it match I had recently. I collect my rewards, and I put it safely in my wallet that can hold large quanitiets of hundred dollar bills and a few twenties. The bonde female says we could rent a hotel of some sort after ‘were done eating if we want to. I couldn’t disagree with her as everything right now seems to be going by prett smoothly in amgining.

So I go ahead and asked her if she wants me to roder takout, or for us to eat at the Asain restaurant. She says she rather have us order tak out so ewe can get out of the store immediately. She informs me that the employees of this section seems ot be on to me for winning so much money in a short period of time.

I take her adveice to heart, and made an order of Asian food fr or the both of us. I order some General Tsao chicken, crab Rangoon for the both of us, and some lo mein noodles for mysell.f She orders Lo mein noodles along wth sweet and sour chicken as well. We also got eggrols adnd a few bevarages as well. We ocome out of the casino, and she uses her right hand to wrap around my left elbow, and holds me a bit tighter than usual.

I ask her if she has a vehicle aroun for us to taravel with to find a hotel. She tells me that we don’t have ot owrry about that simply because she has one reserved just for us. I wondered if this was mere coincidence, or this was Eva in a different form than I expected. I wetn wit hteh flow, and followed her  on our destination to the hotel. The setting of the place is pitch dark with only the city lights blooming the place up tenfold. Everything seemed so festive; so spacoua, and so grandiose in all the possibiltiesi that could occur depending on how much of a party mood either of us were in.

We finally reach a high class hotel room, and we go inside the rotating glass doors. I take a moment to analyze the environment around me. There’s a fancy red carpet texture that’s very smooth. It seems to be cleaned several times throughout the day to ensure the impression of appearing of quality. There’s large stairs leading to multiple rooms, and all sorts of random activity going on. Eva goes up to counter and asks for her reservation of a room. She grabs my hand and leads me to the area eventually.

We proceed ot an elevator that consists of near golden material and metallic framing that’s very slim and cool to look at. She presses floor sixteen, and I was astonished on how that wasn’t even the highest floor fo the elevator, but rather floor 42 being the highest. We finally reach floor sixteen, and then proceed to the enetrance of her room. She slides her white card with some blac font on it that I can’t really see nless I zoom in on it. Sh then opens the door slowly and comes right in and tells me to wait outside for a little bit. It seems she has company, and ants to inform them of me coming in. She tells thme that I’ll be coming, and she allows me to come right in.

I noticed that the lady she’s with resmlbes Ada in some way. Long blac hair, slightly paler skin than Eva’s and a bit of a mysterious disposition ot her. It felt cold, but general good to be around seeing how she didn’t seem to pose herself much as a threat.

“You forgot to order me some food as well, you know..” Ada says.

“But don’t worry, I rodered some steak to eat alone with some ptoatoes and gravy sauce” ada replies again.

I let out a sigh of relief as I didn’t want to appear stingy towards her. I apologized to her for not knowing about this, as I would’ve glady l done another order for her if Eva told me. But seeing how she had something ordered already, she ouls be getting more than the rest of us.

I take a moment to describe th eniveorment around me while Eva and Ada sit next to each other to have a ltitle conversation with each other. The room itself is very large with only one large circular bed. I started to ownder if all three of us would sit down together, or I’ll be sleeping on the couch while they get the luxury of sleeping on the bed. Whatever the case, I didn’t bother to extend that speculation, and shifted back into imagining the nvieroment around m.e There’s the white circular bed with a lot of tranpareant drapery that makes it feel that whoever would be on the bed would have the convinecence of a private time.

There’s a kitchen, a mini hallway y to other rooms that I presume would be for other people that wouldn’t be sleeping on the main bed in front. Or at least that’s what seemd to be the case for the time being. Then there’s a large plasma TV in front of us. I noticed there’s a large glass table wher we can place out food on top of along with some white couches wehre we can sit down and eat as well. I noticed the flooring consist of a shiny bown wooden texture for the living room, and fancy white marble for the kitechen and the rest of the right side.

I decided to get comft and unlocked my belt seeing how I was going to eat a lot of food, and dind’t want to feel bloated with just a belt trapped on too tightly on me. I then button one of my shirts as well to one level before so all of them are unbuttoned for the neck region. Then I proceed to sit down in the middle between Ad and Eva, and started opeining my take out. Ada has her right elbow resting on the cluch, and she’s using her hand that’s upward with her arm in a slanted L position to rest her head and her long and black hair.

She looks down at the food I’m about to it, and says that looks pretty good. She asks me jokingly if she and I want to trade food. Eva insists that we can all trade al ittle bti of our food tosee how things will taste. So I end up having a few of Ada’s fries and a piece of state and gravy wh, and the same for Eva while she gets a bit of our trays as well. We turn on the T.V. and it seems to be fairly late in the night. About 9-10 PM late. It seems wer’e on adlt swim for cartoon network, and they’re showing some random anime show. At first it seemed random, bt then I realized it was Yu yu Hakusho. It looked a lot like episode 88 judging by the clips and transitions that awere occurring. I look down on my food, and started getting a lot of cravings and anitcapting how it must taste like to eat all of this vritual food in my head. So I get a fork and tease myself with a crab Rangoon. I split it apart and started using my dipping sauce that was akin to sweet and sour sauce.

Then I slowly took it out and opened my mouth to enjoy its warmy and savory texture. I could vsiaulize the little dried up bublbes that were form that must’ve been formed when it was being cooled. I looked kat the little red chunks covered in a thick white coating of cream. I can hear the crackle cackle sounds as I’m chewing on it as well. The moment I sallow it, the more I feel warm in my stomach, and slowly feeling satiated in my hunger. But it wasn’t enough as I knew there would be a lot more where tha t came from.

Eva and ada look at me funny for taking so long to savor just one half of the crab Rangoon. I join in on the surprise and laughter as well. But I still couldn’t resist having a one-on-one interaction with all of this food. I open the tray for my General Tsao chicken again, and I can smell the fumes suging through my nose. I could tell this was quality Asian food where I can smell the spices and other condiments utilized to make all of this.

I take a fork to get the last half of the first piee of Crab Rangoon I split in half into a sweet and sour sauce to complete that portion of the meal. There were still a few more crab rangoons, though I figured I share them with Eva as well seeing how it was supposed to bt split between me and Eva, but it wouldn’t be fair if Ada didn’t have some.

I take my spoon with my left hand and my fork with my right hand and began to show down on the general tasoa chicken with fried rice. I realized I also had Lo Mein noodles on the side inside the bag that’s resting on the glass table., but decided to focus on the main meal on my lap. Eva and Ada casually take their time to eat while I seem I could stuf down everything at once. I decided that if I were to do that and finish everyhring already, I wouldn’t enjo the experience of just eating with them to compelte satifcation. So I toned down on my level of eating, and ate at the same pace as them. Ada starts talking about something, and she points to the glass table. She says she’s interested in going to a library to get some information on several things. She gets my inrerest, and I wanted to know what she was interested in reading at the lribary. She tellsme she wants to read some of the experiences of how people coceptulized reality, and all of the sense of meaning they saturat ethesmvles in in order to feel one with themselves, and content iwthmelves thrhogut heir lives.

Eva asks Ada if she can join in on that kindo f trip, and I was too busy eating the food to make a response. Ada dind’t mind Eava coming with her at all, and Ada sked me if I wanted to come with feeling of an anticpated “yes.” From me. I nod my head in a yes formation quickly to show that I was listening to what the were talking about.

She catapults her way to the side of my chest to hug me nad say “thank you.” I’m shocked as to wh this is happening, but I pat her on the shoulder to say that it’s not really a problem at all to hang out with her. We eventually finished our main course, atl east for me, and I realized Ada was already done with her meal.

“yes, I know, I’m a quick eater.” Ada says.

Eva is basically at the same level of food left to eat as I am, and I felt she was purpsefulyl mirroring me jjsut to see if I would pay attention as well. As we’re finishing one of the main parts of our meals, I finally went fo the Lo Mein noodles. I can still taste the aroma of the broccoli from the general tsao chicken alone with the chipotle peppers contained in it that was satured with the warm and gooey sauce. I can feel that sense of warmth in ym stomach, and I felt more satiated than before. I used some soy sauce and duck sauce on the lo mein noodles.

“These are my faovtire, you know.” Eva says.


Idig deep with the white plastic fork, and proceed to get a decent scoop of lo mein noodle.s I can taste the soft and silk texture of the lo meing noddoels along with the soy sauce and duck sauce interwning as well. I forgot to realize that I had a verage to drink as well, and by the time I’m trying to finish the rest of my lo mein noodles, I noticed Ada has fell aslee. I look at her , and she she’s resting on the edge of the white, soft , sofa, and she has her mouth slightly opened. I paid attention to her red and shiny glossy lips, and how she had mascara for her eyes as well.

I got a pillow for her really quick,y na touched her head to move it upward in space. I could feel the life of her head surging through my hands, and the beaing of her heart as well. I put the pillow where she rested, and then her head on top of that so she can have an easier time dozing off fo the time being.

I noticed Eva is sleeping  as well, and has her head facing the side of my left leg. I figured it was time to sleep, at least for them, and wanted to put both of them on the white circular bed to sleep from. I started with Ada, seeing how she’s probably more unconscious than the rest of us. I picked her up, and could feel parts of her long dress  slowly glide down with gravity. I can feel her weight and her warmth, and proceeded to rest her on the right sideo f the white bed. Then I picked up Eva and put her on the left side.

I noticed that when both of them were on bed, they each turned oer s they’re facing each other. I turn back to sit on the couch, and let them rest with ease over there. I take off the black suit of the teuxeo and had the unbuttoned protpion of the neck region left to be unbuttoned more. I did so nitl it eached the middle of my stomach. I cock my foot upwards on the glass table, and then make the presmption that I should trn off the teelvesion and proceed tosleep on the sofa. I use the same pillow I used for ada to rest upon, and had a blanket for myself to use. The blanket consisted of dark golden square strips that would form around like you would see on a concentric shield, or something to that affect. The base color other than the golden strips was this satin texture that seemed to have a lot of specular to it.

I noticed hor the flooring changed a bit to where most of the flooring consisted of a soft and plump white surface. I snuggle up with the blanket and proceeded to sleep. After things shift a bit forward into the future to morning time. I see myself waking up before Ada and Eva woke up. I stand up to stetch my arms outward and let out a huge yawn.

I walk towards the white circular bed where they were resting on, and touched Ada’s right arm and shook it a little bit, but gently, in order to get her to wkae up. I did the same for Eva as well, and they both evnetualyl woke up. I told them Good morning even though the reality ouside of this virtual experietnai reality wasn’t really morning as yet.

They both glomp me and say good morning, and the sudden action took me by surprise, but the flooring that I mentioned before as being soft and plump absorbed most of that fall. I turned around to look at the window to see the condition of the weather outside. I noticed that it was raining very hard at the moment. Ada responds by saying that its ait’s aer that this had to happen with the rain as she was looking forward to getting the books she wanted to read up on in the library.

Eva stated that we have some umbrellas to use, and the lirbarby isn’t that far within walking distance in the first place. Ada’s face lights up with joy upon hearing this, and thanks Eva for mentioning that. There were some black umbrellas where the bottom of them were inside of an fancy rectantular and white glossy metallic box. Ada immediately aims to grab one, but I asked her if she wants to eat any breakfast at all. Her stomach growls the moment I ask her this, and I see she puts her left hand onto of her stomach, rubbing it while giving a groaning expression on her visage.

We ended up ordering some simple breakfast, until we realize we ordered all sorts of stuff rangin from pancakes, egg,s bacon, cheese, cocoa, and such. I noticed Eva seemed to be more aggressive in her eating in the morning compared to last night. And Ada was taking her time eating compared to Eva for some reason. I told them that both of them are as differnet as night and day.

“You’re damn right we are.” They both expressed to me.

There’s a doorbell ringing, and I immediately get up to get it. I noticed a staff is presenting us a slip of the bill for the breakfast we ordered along with what Ada ordered as well. I look down and see the total of one thousand, two hundred and sixteen dollars and thirty four cents. I handed it over to Eva, as I couldn’t comprehend how I could even pay for something like that. Eva points out that this is the total so far for the nights they’ve spent at this place, and it wasn’t necessarily just for the food Ada ate, and what we ate for breakfast as well.

“We just want to have fun.” They both declared.

I close my eyes to turn around, and smiled and say, “okay.”

I went to the kitchen and noticed how detailed it was There was this large microwave that was longer horizontally than it was vertically. It had a steel finish to it, and looked like one of those endless steel products where it wouldn’t rust at all. There’s a black marble finish to the table counter that’s also what the sink region is composed of as well. The sink itself has the same stainless steel texture to it as the microwave., and I turend on the pipose to wash my hands. I take the time to use al ot of soap to build a lot of lather, and proceeded by using that to rub between the crevices of my fingers being connected together. I do this for the front and backside of my hands. Then I proceed to use my my right hand to form into some knd of beak of a bird to use my nails to rub off any dirt underneath them.

Then I do the same of rmy left hand, and rubbed around the loop between my thumb and index fingers for each respective hand.nI finally make a final rinse, and can hear the sutble sequak of the pipe being close to turned off. I take a paper towel and rubbed my hands throuougly to make sure th’yre dried up.

I throw it away in the trash can that’s available that’s diagonally placed from where I’m standing right now at the sink. I proceed to put n the same suit I woke last ngiht as I’m sure I didn’t really sweat so much in it tam ad I got some cologne to use along with some deodorant.  Eva nad Ada are already set to go, and noticed Ada looks exceptionally beautiful in the black dress she decided o  wear. Eva is wearing the lgith jaded green dress she wore in the beginning of this image streaming session, and has diamond earrings along with a necklace. Ada has an onyx necklace along with earrings as well. I thought to myself that these women must realy like to go high class, and be high maintenance.  They both explain to me that they’rej ust having fun, and will probably go back to be casual very soon in th e future. In fact, right after this image stearming session they claimed.

I let Ada take control of the vehicle this time as I didn’t want to focus on havint o control the car on the road. I wanted more time to describe the environment around me. Were riding one of those fancy convertible cars that are pretty long horizontally. The roof is open in the car, and I rest my right elbow against the right side of the bottom of where the window would come out of for my region in the car. I use my hand as a resting place fro my chin as aI analyzed the enviromen around me. Everything seems so straightwaroard with gold, brown, and white color schemes. It seemed the rain also was nonexistent by the time we got out of the hotel as well.

I deceied to top analyzing the enviormemnt was it was going ot fast for me to really bother pointing on subtle details, or nuances I should say. I notieced the roof othe car was closed, and I could hear a muffled sond of the wnindows and the speed of the car. I told Eva and Ada that I’m ejjoying their company, and being amazed as to how realistic things seem to be going through now for me in tehi imsage streaming session. They say it no problem, and they’re amazed themselves of how realistic things are tuning out to be to where they can have a little more freedom to do whatever they pease while I observe, or spectate them.

Ada turns around and asks if I’m alright. I couldn’t say anthing because I’m too busy wondering how easy it was for this virtal experiential reality to become so real to the point where it was just as rael as this realit where I’m image streaming in. I have a transient moment in existential questioning on what was going on, and Ada decides to stop the car completely. I get out of the vehicle, and noticed we’re at a bridge, and it’s already sunset. It’s a bridge for people to walk to, and not for behicles to pass through. I decided to sit down near the ledge of the bridge, and started to crawl myself up a little bit.

Despite the realism of it all, the fact that it feel sso real to me makes me question how far should I really believ these experiences are merely just virtual and not real as in tangible real with this reality? Eva comes in and places her hand on top of my shoulder, and tries to console me.

Though it doesn’t seem to work as much as she planned. And she saks me what’s wrong. I tell her what was going through my mind, and I noticed a sad song starts playing that’s akin to one of the original sound tracks of Xenoblade chornicles. I believe it was On the fallen arm, or night of fallen arm, or something like that. I can feel the sunset saturating the atmosphere more and more, and we’re now at a similar bridge in xenoblade chronicles at the first town you’re using in. I mumble a bit, but I had a feelng they were understanding what I was going through.

They both said it’s alright, and that a long as I don’ lose my ability to reign in my sense of self and identity in whatever state of awareness; reality of a virtual experiential lreality, then I shouldn’t speculate too much on being negative n figuring out what the distinction really is between them. I tell them thank you, and that their words ring true.

Ada says,

“So much for the lirbarby, huh?”

I apolgozed to ada about that, but she says it’s perfectly fine, as she seemd assured I would be having that knd of questoninign over there anyway.

“I guess the library itself wasn’t needed to make you think like that.” She responds back to me.

“No, I guess not” I replied back to her.

Eva remains in spirits about it all and adds on to the consolation. We sit there for a while to bask in all of the sunset has to offer for us, decided that we should head back to the building. I decided to take the lead by driving the vehicle, and noticed that if we’re going back to the building, we might as well go to the same cae where we went to before. It was only a few blocks down that we could walk to instead of driving all the way to the building to reach the same destination.

As we go inside of the cave, we noticed that the town was fairly quiet for a sunset. We proceeded to go inside the house where we met Ada, and the ndecided to settle down there for a lttle bit. Something felt odd about this area in general. There wasn’t anyone that we could conceputalize. Ntot even th guards that should’ve asked us to wait a bit before entering the town.

I seemed that there’s an invasion going on with the bettles; kind of like the beetles being pissed off that Eva and me killed off one of their bigger beetles. We waste no time to prepare our figheting gear, and procee od to take on the onslaught of the beetles oplanining to invade the restof the twon. I decided to use the sword to lash out waves o enerfy to slice the enemies in multiple waves, and have eva use magic toclear down, and slow them down for easy pickings ofr me and ada to do more damage to all of them. We were all aiming to defend this town with all of our might even if it wasn’t really our home in a way.

We managed to eradicate a lot of them, and that’s when the golden beetles started to show up. We noticed that most of our attacks aren’t working at all wth these kinsd of beetles. Then a command prmpts pops p to seay that we have to use a certain combo to toople them, and then slash them while hrey’er down.

So a party gauge comes up that’s filled up all the way. There are three bars within that party gauge as well along with a sky blue circle with a trinagle with white coloring to distinguish it from the circle. I choose a combo assigned to acertain color that would toople over the nemies. Then I proceeded to have Eva stream roll of them with her magic spells, and Ada using the remanants of that magic to create a chain effect of explosions with her gun weaponry. We repeat this process until all blue and golden beetles were slain.

My knees were on the ground, and I had my hands over my face wondering what really happened to those people within the town. Eva and Ada affirm to me that they’re not dead, and were able to evacuate before the invasion became more dominate.

I shift the environment to something else. And I ended up imagining myself in some kind of white pseudo-space where there’s all sorts of specks of red, purple, black, brown, and other colors flying around in the background. I didn’t know hat to do next other than descriing how it felt ot be in this kind of space in my head. I see Eva and Ada in white dresses, and I see them slowly fading away into my body.

I rase my head up and open my ideas to notice how things are fairly bright irhgt now. I created a portal to cary me somewhere I was used to walking around in. And then came the university that I went for  a few years. I landed in the section wherethere’s a curved road where the buses can pick u invdiidauls at certain times in the overall bus schedule. I see myself wearing a maroon polo shirt along with khaki pants and light brown shoes.

I noticed my left leg is up on top resting on the knee of my right le. It’s very bright outside, and fairly hot, but all having a high wind factor as well. I begin thinking what I would od for the rest of the day, and realized that I’ll probably be heading back to an apartment I used to be in. I finally reached a destination where I can take off and perapre to go to an aparemtet I rented while at that specific university.

The eniveorment all is coming back to me with ease. I remember the dirt path that would go straight in a diagonal form compared to the usual curved path that would take longer by a few seconds to get home.

I summon a bicycle and proceed to use my keys to open the door. I noticed there’s quite some stuff around here. There’s the black chair, laptop, and other accessories. I decided I wanted to doze off. So I lock the front door, and set a timer on my alarm that consist of a black color and has a long oblong horizontal shape. I look to the right of me, and noticed my closet is open. I se all sorts of jackets and clothes, and being to speculate on a lot of things for some reason. I started speculating on whatI would want to do with my life after this is all done; the whole degree thing. I looked dinagolly right of me to see some red curtains covering the blinds of the window. It all created this atmosphere where I’m speculating on things again, and figuring how how to assess them.

I get the urge to eat some Asian food once more, albeit with just myself, I guess. I prepare my viccle and wallet with some cash and my debit card on it as well. I bicycle ride my way to the Asian restaurant. But first, let’s analyze my journey to get there. There’s a slightly run-down neighborhood of apartments, and I proceed to the diagonal dirt road, and then proceed to go to the fancy area where all the “rich,” or those who took a huge loan to be at a dorm as fancy as what I’m visualzing. I sense a feeling of lonliness, while knowing the festive nature of this area in general will only augment over time. But I wanted to get toe the restraint before that epoch occurs.

So take shortcuts that I know would help me get to classes faster, and used that to my advantage for getting ot ehte restrauant faster as well. I look both ways before riding across the road, and I stick to the left side of the sidewalk  now. I proceed to stop near a building that’s probably used for church services. I notice there’s a bicycle rack I can use for it, and proceed to lock my bicycle. Then I spend the rest of the time walking to the asain restraunat that’s only three hundred feet away from me or so.

I can feel my stomach feeling satiated once more, and I noticed that Eva and Ada appear in my projection of this virtual experiential reality.  They’re walking with me, asking me what we should get. They both tell me to try some Mongolian Beef with some Lo Mein Noodles if I was so indecisive. That way, Ada gets her beef, and Eva gets her noodles, I guess. I walk more and more, and I remember the same exact experiences I’ve felt when I was really at the university, and noticed the empty feelings inside that were more psychological rather than physiological with my stomach. The restaurant itself is exactly as it is in real life. There’s a few vines growing out of some patch they built on top of the place. There’s a quick lane for people to get soup and other stuff quickly as well along with the entrance to the restaurant.

I go inside, and I can remember everything now. The white tile flooring with the slight purplish ellow hue with a light light brown overlay. The red walls and black countertops along with the random ictures of Asian art. I make an order for Mongolian beef and lo mein noodles. The employee that’s asking me more about what I want is a femal.e She’s the same person as I knew before; short and skinny, and a bit low-voiced as well. I tell her I would like fried rice with the Mongolian beef as well.

She’s wearing a black jacket over her white dress shirt and khaki dress pants, and is wearing black, thick framed glasses too. She tells me the order in total will be around $18.27. I take out my wallet and decide whther or not to use cash, or my debit card. I decided to go ahead and use cash, but realized I could buy some crab Rangoon as well. I make that order, and pay the rest with cash. I wait by sitting at the table, and proceed to listen to some music on my Zune HD.

Ada and Eva come out to ask what seems to be the problem. I told them that I’m alright, and I’m just wanting to sort out whatever feelings I have right now by myself for the time being. They fade away once more, and eventually my order is done. I can smell the aroma from the kitchen shifting to the bag that I’m getting. I say “Thank you” to the employee, and proceed to leave the restaurant. I can hear the scraping sounds as I’m walking on the grainy flooring of super fine rocks that consist of a light gray color to them.

I head my wa back to where I locked my bicycle, and careful aigned it while making sure not ot make the bag I’m holding with the food topple internally. I hold the bag with one hand and dirve wit the rest. Now that I’m on my way to go back to the apartment, I noticed some secnear becomes more detailed as well. I noticed the ATM that would show up that would be a Chase ATM. I noticed the bus pickup location as well along with the several food places around this area too. Everything felt so bland, and uninteresting; completely meaningless in aesthetic value, at least.

I finally get back to the dirt road that goes diagonally straight to my way to the apartment. I go back insdie the apartment, and the locked the door. I turn on the T.V., and then realized I don’t have cable on it. I open up my laptop, and go on Youtube to find some random videos to watch while eat, or at least videos of people I’m susbscribed to.

I decided to watch let’s play videos of a few individuals while eating the Mongolian beef and Lo Mein Noodles. I noticed Eva and Ada are in more casual attire sitting at the other chairs, along with the wooden circular table with a glass top. I eat the food in peace, and wanted to go on a few forums as well. But I wanted to finish eating before doing that. I ended up forgetting to go to those forums, and had fun watching Youtube videos, and chatting with another friend of mine online through Google Hangouts. I can hear everyone outside preparing to party, while I’m parting in my own apartment, and in my own head.

I revel on how at least I have myself and the close-knit friendships to look forward to; I revel in being content with myself while eating and drinking some ginger ale in the fridge. It wasn’t the same as the high luxury enviorment from before with casinos and what have you, but it was still fun nonetheless; just had to dumb down my expectations.

I noticed that even if I partied like the other people, I would still get the same feeling inside. Just distractions from the real problems, if there’s any real problems to assess and confront with.

So I imagine myself travelling the sea. And I’m on a boat that can hold up to three people. So I imagine Eva and Ada siting next to me as well while w’re all travelling fast at the sea. I can hear the windwaker theme song for the sea travel playing, and I bask in how amazing it sounds. The sens of adventure, the potential, and the horizon one can gradually expand in their life while building up the cumulative experiential learning they’ve went through.

I feel more in rapport with myself, and how basic everything seems to be right now based onmy emotions right now. But now fixating on this environment travelling at the sea, and having the music playing inspires me.  I take out a winwaker, and started playing the cyclone song to teleport to the God’s Tower in the Windwaker to go to hyrule.

Eva and Ada asked, “are you reading to confront your issues?”

I tell them “yes, whatever they seem to be for the tiem being, sure”

I guide the boat into the yellow ortal shinign on the water, and I’m teleported to Hyrule Kingdom. I can hear the portal making a wooooooennn woooooo en woooo en wooooo eng sound as well. I walk on the small pool of water that’s barely 1- inches deep. I go inside the entrance of the castle, and proceed  to move forward.

I go to the main stateu, and proceed to go inside the area. I’m not facing two knights, whatever you call them in the windwaker, now. I take my tiem to adjust myself so I’m only facing one at a time. I parry the attack for the first one , roll around the fllor, and do a spiral upwards thrust with my sword. I managed to cut the clothing that tied all of the armor for the first enemy off, and proceeded to dodge the attack of the next armored individual to do the same thing I did to the first one. Now that both of them are within reach to be eliminated, I quickly dispose of them.

The fire surrounding the arena disappears, and I hear a laughter across the area; an evil laughter jjust waitng to encounter me. I get out of the basement of the main statute, and then proceed to go outside to the other end. I take out the master sword, and make three swipes in a z formation to destroy the barrier. I go inside this new area, and sense the evil becoming apparent.  I walk faster and faster, and find myself feeling they’re closer and closer to me. Then I turn around and see a projection of myself. Excetp they’re wearing fancy white armor that looks light-weight surprisingly.

They ask me if I’m ready to fight mself, and to see who can rise to the challenge. I close my eyes, and knew deep down that I was ready. I’m standing about 1-2 feet away from the projection of myself, and realized that if this is truly myself in a nutshell beign projected, it would be useless to fight against it. There was something I needed t o do that would be my trump card in distinguishing myself from that individual whom I believe is the totality of my concept of self and identity. But was there really a need to fight it, I asked myself.

This could really just my mind projecting an image of an entity to serve as a conduit to interact with whatever goes on in my mental repository. There was no need for fighting or useless pain. I accepted this projection as a conduit to understand myself, and to reach an understanding of myself, and filling the void inside me. I feel a little more complete and content with myself knowing that opposite side of me is just as integral towards the concept of myself in general, and that there would be much more to deal with as well.

I proceed to move forward, and see there’s a huge area where I’ll have several ways to go, and refer back to the central place where those paths meet again. Mustering as much courage as I can, I proceed to he far left path. I go inside the dungeon room, and realize there’s a puzzle I have to figure out. But I fly to instantly get to the boss door. I open it p, and and I’m now faced with a dragon flrying around the screen. I take my sword out, and shield, as well in order to prepare to fight this beast.

I take flight, and chagge at it, pounding as much strength as I can accumulate na release. I realized the sword wouldn’t be enough. I summon energy around my arm to make energy blasts at the dragon. The dragon consist of a blue color with golden hair around its face along with golden whiskers and golden horns. It comes charging at me with its mouth open, but I quickly aim a golden arrow through its mouth.

 It’s paralyzed, and I take the chance to slash at it more and vigorously as well. I noticed there’s some areas to walk on. I nticed that I can create these pathways for me to walk on. All I had to do was remain confident in myself; to not lose said confidence, and keep going. I noticed now that every step I take allowed me to run faster knowing there was something tangible within that perception of reality to run on. Taking on the dragon with both flight and fabricating surfaces in the air to run on was easier to do.

I repeat the process until I finally slain the dragon. I can hear its loud roar as it goes into the abyss from the sky that’s unknown on how high it must be to get to whatever surface; if there’s any kind of surface. I’m teleported back to the central hub, and receive an item that resembles a mini-version of the head of the dragon I just slain. I enter the second door, and fly through to get to the boss door as well. Now it’s a beetle that I’m facing that’s like the one I faced with Eva, albeit golden and twice as large. I summon a staff in order to hit it with magical attacks that can topple it so it can fall down, and I can hammer away with melee, or range attacks. I keep dodging the beetles movements to repeat the same spells and combos once more. I finally slain this one as well. I proceed to the third door, and get to the boss door as well. I see that I’m facing a snake like creature with an exterior of sturdy bone-like material. I fly around to find a weakness for this creature. I noticed that getting it stunned to stab its eye was the only way. Thus, I proceed to aim for its eye with an arrow, and then when it falls on the ground, I take slashes with my sword. I do this over and over in the hot and intense enviromnet filled with lava and molten rocks. I finally kill that one, and receive the rewards associated for it and the boss before that.
Now onto the fourth and penultimate boss for this section; I’m now facing a creature who is half man and half horse. It weilds a spear and has expansive wings that are angel-like. I proceed to rely on mage and melee attacks as mage seems to be its weakness. I don’t unerestaimate its speed, and have to resort to flying around, only for it to fly around as well. I had a plan that I would make a movement much faster than it that would throw it off guard, and I should be able to slay it fairly easy. I take one last stand, aim my sword in a horizontal fashion, and then bend my knees before taking one final push towards the creature. I make a final charge and go all out. In a split second, I managed to ddge th creature’s sprear lunging attack and killed it by stabbing through its chest.

Now for the final boss for this area. The moment I open it, I see a mirror of myself show up. It’s able to mimic all of my attacks. It’s pointless to try and find my way out of this if it can copy everything I’m planning. But I knew that in order to defeat, I just had to stop planning. Rely my impulses was essential, but if this truly was a mirror of myself, then I had to absolve the concept of myself completely, and having someone take dominion. So I imagined both Eva and Ada fusing with me, and I started rushing towards myself. I didn’t know what was going on, but I did know that I was able to make any action without myself being able to tap into my mind.


I repeat this process, and I’m getting closer and closer to defeating this projection of myself. I’m defeating how I saw myself in the past, believing in the future, and finding out what to do after I move away from my previous self. I stab myself in the chest, and it fades away and turns into dust. This dust seems to fuse with me as well, which was a clear sign that the past will obviously be with you because it’s what helped built myself for today. The only thing to do now is to continue the conquest of expansion of understanding myself, and existing in waking life until my end is near.

The final door is made manifest to me, and I’m lead out to the light. I’m finally out, but things aren’t done just yet. I see a projection of my brain in front of me. Thign are slowly crumbling away, and it seems that I may not be able to mold my psyche back into place again. A recollection of past experiences and events are surging through my mind like a movie clip. I open my eyes, and take charge to salvage myself.

I summon energy chains to wrap around pieces of my brain to mold them all together. As its stitching itself back up again, I place my hand on it, and immersed myself into my brain. I can feel a connection with it, and building  rapport with it as well. Things are fading away.

I find myself kneeling down into a white pseudo-space, feeling a sense that I’ve found solace with myself. The enivorment changes to one where I’m up in the sky. I’m flying around, and enjoying the senations of flying. I can feel myself travesing through hteh air with ease, with no mental doubting to make myself fall over in the air.

I prplsely let myself fall down, and through the clouds I find myself floating above a huge city. Its night time, and it’s time for the festive nature again. I crash through a glass window in a building. I see in front of me are multiple men waiting to fight me. I charge after them, dodging them with ease, and taking them down without using any kind of weapon. I see there’s an enemy with a machine gun, and I uickly react to run away from his line of fire. I walk along the walls, to the rooft top, and fall all the way down head first to shoot him right in the head.

I look around the secnary for bit, and noticed this is a fairly simple building. The walls are slightly yellow with a milky mustard tint to them. I run to charge towards another glass window, and use a grapple gun to move my way upward to the roof o a building. I freely move around this area with ease. Flying about in short bursts to jump form one building to the next.

I enjojy the sensation of alling and going upwards, being able to freely move anywhere I please without any fear. I enjoy the rush of the wind blowing against my face; it makes me feel alive and at peace with myself; as if I’ve came to terms with myself. I now proceed to grapple gun some more to building to building. Running around, perfomring all sorts of tricks like runnin downwards on a building, and using that moemtn to  go to building to building.  Then flying in short bursts one more to keep moving around each building.

I shift the environment to tat of a swamp. I notice there’s all sorts of swamp creatures. One looks like a movable three with four limbs. It has glowing yellow and beady eyes. I take a few kicks ad it along with punching it to crush it eniterly. I turn my back to see more swamp enmies coming my way. I trap into a rageful disposition, and become destructive. I start to annihilate anything in my way; nothing can really harm me now. I see a pathway in front me now, and I can sense a feeling of joy an enthusiasm as well. I can se ethroug hteh fog and hear a voice in my head that says to follow them to the valley below.

I casually walk through the forest, notcing the creatures that are appearing n the background, but are hiding in the background because they know what I did to the others if they chose to interfere with me. And at the end of the road, the silence broke, and I saw my friends again. My family, friends, and associates as well. I can see a bit of myself through each of them, and had a moment of serendipity. The environment changes again to a racing scene with motorcycles. I’m on one, and I start having fun riding it. I imagine myself having to go through the last bit of the forest I wetn through.

I won’t be paralyzed; I can keep moving forward, and pass through a toll, but I quickly phase through it. It’s now what seems to be a never-ending bridge where I can ride freely, and have to dodge obstacles and enemies that may want to shoot me. I can feel the slight bumps and skids while drivint the motercyle in the sunset and the horizon in front of me. I fridve the mortocle at high speeds, and see a ramp in front of me. I have to make the jump to get over the truck that’s in front of me as well.

I make the jump easily, and have to  maneuver the motorcycle in a way to prevent instability with the control of the vehicle I’m on. I stop and finally get out of the motorcycle, and change the whole enivorment and my whole attire. I’m just wearing a white dress shirt that’s unbuttoned along with short khaki pants.

I imagined her; someone I care about deeply in real life. I imagined her auburn hair that seems to be fluctuating with dark blonde as well. I She’s wearing a black vest and slightly baggy pants; almost as if she’s purposefully trying to hide her figure. I go towards her, and visualize her in glasses. I take thos glasses off, and proceed tokiss her. I hug her, telling her that I wish that she’s alright in life, and how much she’s helped me as well. I shake her hand, and went my separate way.

I can now visualize myself in the snow for some reason.  I see a darkness in front of me in form of an entity. She looks familiar; almost like Ada in some way. I belive in myself and run towards her, doging all of the darkness and hatred being flung towards me.  I get hit eventually, but it doesn’t affect me. I turn it back into positive energy. I move slowly, taking each blast thornw at me. Feeling the pain she must be going through; a pain I’ve been personally neglecting that she seems to have taken the burden of. I feel the burden back on my shoulders. I can feel the weight and intensity, of what it means to care about people’s lives. To have a supplement of defining myself through how I act to others; and still being able to reign in my sense of self.

I can feel the darkness the closer and closer I get to her, and  I hold her hand to convert it all into one blob of positivity. I realize the reprseed feelings will always be there, but it’s my own conscious choice to follow them through or not to help me define myself. I take one hand to hug her, and to feel everything she’s been going through.

Now the environment has changed, and I’m surrounded b the darkness once more. Taking ownership of it, I try o navigate myself through it. But to no avail, I keep failing. Stressed out and feeling there’s nowhere to go, I speculate if I sould just stay within the darkness and let it consume while trying to convert it into something more positive. But no matter hwat I seem to do, it doesn’t fit right. To take the burden, or delegate it back through others? Or to take it all only to feel a void again? I can feel a light within my body light up. I can feel it roating with more power and intensity. I proceed  to graduall let it out of me, and realize Eva shows up. I smile, and I hold her hand to break the darkness away. It’s now all gone back to my mental repository. I see Ada in the cold, trying to muster all of her strength ot perservere.

We walk towards her, and hold her hand, telling her she doesn’t have to do this alone. We hold hands and form a circle, and go aronind in a circle as well. We create a portal, and step into it.  We’re not inside of what seems to be a small section in a forest where there’s another portral to step into. There’s some altars here and there, but whatever the case, we take the chance to move into the portal to go to the next virtual experiential reality. We’re now at a forest where the only way we can go up is tup some spiraling steps made of stone.

 I walk through with them, looking at the scenary surrounding me. At the bottom of this region that we’re moving up and up, is a black portal slighting a white beam of light. I jump to the edge of a ledge, and I lift myself up. I lay down on the floor to each my hand to have them grab onto me to pull them up one at a time. First it starts with Ada, and then Eva. Then we proceed to go higher and higher, feeling a white pseudo-space surrounding us. We look down below, and see that we should all take a laeap of faith into the black portal with white light emitting from it. We jump and I can feel th rush of the garavity pishing us donwards. We go through the portal.

We’re now back into the pseudo-space. The possibilities are endless, and thre’s nothing to stop us.

I can see myself  through childhood, being a teenager, and becoming a young adult going through my head in a constant loop. All of these experiences can become a chance for augmenting a collective experiential learning base on how ot handle myself in almost any situation, and takng that information to also handle any situation where I feel uncomfortable in. I  can see the path that I want to go for in life, or several paths I want to go for.

I take a step into what ifs and imagine myself going for one of the several paths I’m visualizing. I can feel a sense of confidence; a stability with the assurance that I can start something anew, and create something to make a new meaning and sense of inspiration from. To live life on my accord, and being able to help those I care about as well live on their own accord as well. Living a content life while being able to foster multiple interests through hobbies, or a casual profit every now and then. Being able to express my views in a way where others can connect deeper and come to an understanding with.

Beause doing so will allow me to understand myself in a different light; to see my potential when I have someone to care about, and to projtect. Whether its just the concept of them being at ease with themselves, or being able to commit to a relationship with them, friend or someone intimate, I have the assurance salvaged back into my awareness.

I wake up and find myself resting on a sofa. I can see the fan rotating, and blowing a gentle series of wind on my body. Wondering if she was really here; is she outside for me to talk to? I can see her backside, and I proceed to wrap my arms around her chest. I can feel her warmth again, and her disposition taking a complete metamorphosis.

We sit down, and go on and on and on abot things we’ve done in our lives; not caring much about what’s going on outside our sphere of existence. I feel like myself with her around, even if she doesn’t really have the same feelings for me. I’ll always love her as a friend, at least, and be there whenever I can to back up for her. Because we both understand each other, and that bond won’t be severed as easily.

And should she ever forget about me completely, I’ll have my memories of being with her in real life. Becase she was a true friend to me.

The eniroment change o that of a raeve party. There’s disco lights everywhere, and everyone is dancing and having a good time. Everyone is waving their light wands around synching in with the music being played and sung by as well. The night is still young; emitting a dark blue darkness engulfing the atmosphere. But that atmosphere is fun to be around, and all that really matters is to dance, dance, dance, dance.

Now I’m shifted into an enivmrometn where it resembles a High School of some sort. I’m outside the exit that’s usually where the buses would park, and everyone would head their way back to home. I can see myself getting a bucket and painting the walls with all sorts of colors; and soaking myself in them as well. I can feel the enrgy surgeing through my body. I’m spinnin aaround and around and around aroundr and oarunafdsaordasufnaorshaufnaurn and around around and around. Holding your colors against the wall when they take take everything away.

An entity comes out of the paint and introduces herself to me. She smiles while closing her eyes, and takes her hand out for me to shake. I take my hand out and shake as well. We hold hands and soak through the colors, feeling ourselves become free.

I can visualize myself flying through space, feeling all sorts of energy bouncing in and out of me. I shift myself into a beach like setting, and start running around through hthe field, and feeling the warm sand molding itself around my feet.

I kepe running, feeling the sun’s warmth surrounding me. I’m wearing a white vest and a white dress shirt with white shorts as well. I raise my arms out; spreading as much as I can to feel the energy around me.