maus

compulsive behavior became worse for a few days due to stress from being repeatedly guilted into compliance, leading to a cycle of nasty thought loops regarding guilt which led to compulsive confessions of anything that felt even slightly tilted inside of me. bad, just leads to more confusion and discomfort. moral obsessions are worse than any health fear i’ve had.

Posted 1 day ago 7 ♡
david loca / part time has been a major source of sonic comfort for a bit now, despite being familiar with him for years it wasn’t until recently that i began listening to him on a daily basis. and talking to him. but what a strange guy.

Posted 1 day ago 4 ♡
sometimes i regret talking about john maus so much here because i’ve introduced him to people who mimick me and people who sexualize him to no end. both make me queasy. but it seems worth it because his music is beautiful and it’s nice to know more people appreciate him.

Posted 1 day ago 4 ♡