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  8. Subtitles by explosiveskull
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  12. STELLA: Human touch.
  13.  
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  16. Our first form
  17. of communication.
  18.  
  19. 4
  20. 00:00:39,397 --> 00:00:41,866
  21. Safety, security, comfort,
  22.  
  23. 5
  24. 00:00:41,868 --> 00:00:44,737
  25. all in the gentle caress
  26. of a finger.
  27.  
  28. 6
  29. 00:00:45,071 --> 00:00:47,940
  30. Or the brush of lips
  31. on a soft cheek.
  32.  
  33. 7
  34. 00:00:48,741 --> 00:00:50,610
  35. It connects us
  36. when we're happy,
  37.  
  38. 8
  39. 00:00:52,444 --> 00:00:54,747
  40. bolsters us in times of fear,
  41.  
  42. 9
  43. 00:00:56,816 --> 00:00:59,018
  44. excites us
  45. in times of passion
  46.  
  47. 10
  48. 00:01:01,821 --> 00:01:03,022
  49. and love.
  50.  
  51. 11
  52. 00:01:04,757 --> 00:01:07,491
  53. We need that touch
  54. from the one we love
  55.  
  56. 12
  57. 00:01:07,493 --> 00:01:09,762
  58. almost as much
  59. as we need air to breathe.
  60.  
  61. 13
  62. 00:01:11,396 --> 00:01:14,667
  63. But I never understood
  64. the importance of touch.
  65.  
  66. 14
  67. 00:01:15,768 --> 00:01:17,069
  68. His touch.
  69.  
  70. 15
  71. 00:01:20,606 --> 00:01:22,407
  72. Until I couldn't have it.
  73.  
  74. 16
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  76. (UPBEAT ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
  77.  
  78. 17
  79. 00:01:44,163 --> 00:01:45,930
  80. Oh!
  81.  
  82. 18
  83. 00:01:45,932 --> 00:01:47,665
  84. Oh, yeah.
  85.  
  86. 19
  87. 00:01:47,667 --> 00:01:49,434
  88. Oh, yeah. This one's perfect.
  89.  
  90. 20
  91. 00:01:50,503 --> 00:01:51,702
  92. (CHUCKLES)
  93.  
  94. 21
  95. 00:01:51,704 --> 00:01:53,604
  96. Actually, though,
  97. the tan lines
  98. might be incredible.
  99.  
  100. 22
  101. 00:01:53,606 --> 00:01:56,173
  102. Oh, my gosh. That doesn't even
  103. cover half your boob.
  104.  
  105. 23
  106. 00:01:56,175 --> 00:01:58,578
  107. (CAMILA CHUCKLES)
  108.  
  109. 24
  110. 00:02:00,046 --> 00:02:01,512
  111. This is actually cute.
  112.  
  113. 25
  114. 00:02:01,514 --> 00:02:02,847
  115. that's actually really cute.
  116.  
  117. 26
  118. 00:02:02,849 --> 00:02:04,181
  119. CAMILA: Let me see.
  120.  
  121. 27
  122. 00:02:04,183 --> 00:02:05,115
  123. STELLA: I like that.
  124.  
  125. 28
  126. 00:02:05,117 --> 00:02:06,717
  127. Oh, yeah, that's actually
  128. really pretty.
  129.  
  130. 29
  131. 00:02:06,719 --> 00:02:08,619
  132. But I can't tell,
  133. is it too trampy
  134.  
  135. 30
  136. 00:02:08,621 --> 00:02:10,487
  137. or not trampy enough?
  138.  
  139. 31
  140. 00:02:10,489 --> 00:02:11,490
  141. Hello!
  142.  
  143. 32
  144. 00:02:11,991 --> 00:02:13,123
  145. Are you with us?
  146.  
  147. 33
  148. 00:02:13,125 --> 00:02:14,658
  149. Okay, guess what.
  150.  
  151. 34
  152. 00:02:14,660 --> 00:02:16,527
  153. Taylor and Mason
  154. are meeting us
  155.  
  156. 35
  157. 00:02:16,529 --> 00:02:17,864
  158. at the airport in the morning.
  159.  
  160. 36
  161. 00:02:18,164 --> 00:02:19,530
  162. STELLA: What's that face?
  163.  
  164. 37
  165. 00:02:19,532 --> 00:02:20,731
  166. CAMILA: Oh, my God!
  167.  
  168. 38
  169. 00:02:20,733 --> 00:02:23,033
  170. I know. I know, I know!
  171.  
  172. 39
  173. 00:02:23,035 --> 00:02:24,835
  174. CAMILA: Dude,
  175. Mason and Brooke broke up.
  176.  
  177. 40
  178. 00:02:24,837 --> 00:02:26,570
  179. No, they didn't.
  180.  
  181. 41
  182. 00:02:26,572 --> 00:02:28,138
  183. Oh, my God! Maya!
  184.  
  185. 42
  186. 00:02:28,140 --> 00:02:30,040
  187. You're gonna do it!
  188.  
  189. 43
  190. 00:02:30,042 --> 00:02:31,041
  191. (LAUGHS)
  192.  
  193. 44
  194. 00:02:31,043 --> 00:02:33,012
  195. I wish I could be there
  196. to see that in person.
  197.  
  198. 45
  199. 00:02:35,581 --> 00:02:37,615
  200. Just sucks
  201. that you planned it this year
  202.  
  203. 46
  204. 00:02:37,617 --> 00:02:38,618
  205. and you don't even get to go.
  206.  
  207. 47
  208. 00:02:40,086 --> 00:02:41,386
  209. Well,
  210.  
  211. 48
  212. 00:02:42,622 --> 00:02:45,623
  213. you can just Photoshop me in
  214. with your fancy editing apps.
  215.  
  216. 49
  217. 00:02:45,625 --> 00:02:46,490
  218. What are you talking about?
  219.  
  220. 50
  221. 00:02:46,492 --> 00:02:47,457
  222. STELLA: You know
  223. what I'm talking about.
  224.  
  225. 51
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  227. CAMILA: Why are you laughing?
  228. No, I don't.
  229.  
  230. 52
  231. 00:02:48,261 --> 00:02:49,894
  232. The one
  233. where you get your pimples
  234.  
  235. 53
  236. 00:02:49,896 --> 00:02:51,629
  237. and your little fake blush.
  238.  
  239. 54
  240. 00:02:51,631 --> 00:02:52,763
  241. Shut up.
  242.  
  243. 55
  244. 00:02:52,765 --> 00:02:54,765
  245. The lashes! Your lashes
  246. aren't that long in real life.
  247.  
  248. 56
  249. 00:02:54,767 --> 00:02:55,833
  250. CAMILA: You guys
  251. are so annoying.
  252.  
  253. 57
  254. 00:02:55,835 --> 00:02:57,803
  255. STELLA: Okay, come on.
  256. Thank you for the burgers.
  257.  
  258. 58
  259. 00:02:58,804 --> 00:03:01,572
  260. Honestly, you guys
  261. are gonna have so much fun.
  262.  
  263. 59
  264. 00:03:01,574 --> 00:03:02,773
  265. Okay?
  266.  
  267. 60
  268. 00:03:02,775 --> 00:03:03,941
  269. Bye. I love you.
  270.  
  271. 61
  272. 00:03:03,943 --> 00:03:05,042
  273. MAYA: I love you more.
  274.  
  275. 62
  276. 00:03:05,044 --> 00:03:06,176
  277. I love you.
  278.  
  279. 63
  280. 00:03:06,178 --> 00:03:07,745
  281. Miss you. Bye.
  282.  
  283. 64
  284. 00:03:07,747 --> 00:03:09,713
  285. Mwah. Use protection.
  286.  
  287. 65
  288. 00:03:09,715 --> 00:03:11,117
  289. Thanks, Mom.
  290.  
  291. 66
  292. 00:03:15,888 --> 00:03:17,023
  293. (SIGHS)
  294.  
  295. 67
  296. 00:03:26,966 --> 00:03:28,165
  297. (SIGHS)
  298.  
  299. 68
  300. 00:03:28,167 --> 00:03:29,735
  301. (MUFFLED PA CHATTER)
  302.  
  303. 69
  304. 00:03:34,573 --> 00:03:35,975
  305. (SIGHS DEEPLY)
  306.  
  307. 70
  308. 00:03:56,729 --> 00:03:58,996
  309. (CAMCORDER BEEPS)
  310.  
  311. 71
  312. 00:03:58,998 --> 00:04:01,832
  313. So, I am back
  314. in the hospital again
  315.  
  316. 72
  317. 00:04:01,834 --> 00:04:03,067
  318. for another tune-up.
  319.  
  320. 73
  321. 00:04:03,069 --> 00:04:05,569
  322. I need a few more rounds
  323. of antibiotics
  324.  
  325. 74
  326. 00:04:05,571 --> 00:04:06,937
  327. to get over
  328. this little sore throat
  329.  
  330. 75
  331. 00:04:06,939 --> 00:04:08,105
  332. that I've been...
  333.  
  334. 76
  335. 00:04:08,107 --> 00:04:09,640
  336. Hi, Barb!
  337.  
  338. 77
  339. 00:04:09,642 --> 00:04:10,876
  340. Sore throat?
  341.  
  342. 78
  343. 00:04:11,110 --> 00:04:13,577
  344. Right, with a 102 fever?
  345.  
  346. 79
  347. 00:04:13,579 --> 00:04:15,012
  348. I've had worse.
  349. Say hi!
  350.  
  351. 80
  352. 00:04:15,014 --> 00:04:16,580
  353. Stella, get that thing
  354. out of my face.
  355.  
  356. 81
  357. 00:04:16,582 --> 00:04:18,215
  358. You're looking good!
  359.  
  360. 82
  361. 00:04:18,217 --> 00:04:21,251
  362. Stella will be right back
  363. after we get her all set up.
  364.  
  365. 83
  366. 00:04:21,253 --> 00:04:22,955
  367. You heard the boss lady.
  368.  
  369. 84
  370. 00:04:23,956 --> 00:04:25,556
  371. (BARB SIGHS)
  372.  
  373. 85
  374. 00:04:25,558 --> 00:04:27,691
  375. I think this is her best work.
  376.  
  377. 86
  378. 00:04:27,693 --> 00:04:31,028
  379. (DOOR OPENS)
  380.  
  381. 87
  382. 00:04:31,030 --> 00:04:32,229
  383. Wow.
  384.  
  385. 88
  386. 00:04:32,231 --> 00:04:34,832
  387. Wow. A lot's changed
  388. in the last six months.
  389.  
  390. 89
  391. 00:04:34,834 --> 00:04:35,899
  392. Yep.
  393.  
  394. 90
  395. 00:04:35,901 --> 00:04:37,234
  396. He's due in March.
  397.  
  398. 91
  399. 00:04:37,236 --> 00:04:38,836
  400. Bend your arm, please.
  401.  
  402. 92
  403. 00:04:38,838 --> 00:04:39,903
  404. What room's Poe in?
  405.  
  406. 93
  407. 00:04:39,905 --> 00:04:41,005
  408. JULIE: 310.
  409.  
  410. 94
  411. 00:04:41,007 --> 00:04:43,173
  412. (TYPING)
  413.  
  414. 95
  415. 00:04:43,175 --> 00:04:45,511
  416. And open up.
  417.  
  418. 96
  419. 00:04:48,047 --> 00:04:49,181
  420. All right.
  421.  
  422. 97
  423. 00:04:53,753 --> 00:04:55,185
  424. You are all set.
  425.  
  426. 98
  427. 00:04:55,187 --> 00:04:56,587
  428. I'll see you in a bit.
  429.  
  430. 99
  431. 00:04:56,589 --> 00:04:57,921
  432. Thank you, Julie.
  433.  
  434. 100
  435. 00:04:57,923 --> 00:04:59,959
  436. (CLEARING THROAT)
  437.  
  438. 101
  439. 00:05:00,659 --> 00:05:01,792
  440. STELLA: Wow.
  441.  
  442. 102
  443. 00:05:01,794 --> 00:05:03,127
  444. Are you sure this is okay?
  445.  
  446. 103
  447. 00:05:03,129 --> 00:05:05,162
  448. I will still
  449. be monitoring you.
  450.  
  451. 104
  452. 00:05:05,164 --> 00:05:07,698
  453. And, yes, it's okay.
  454.  
  455. 105
  456. 00:05:07,700 --> 00:05:09,266
  457. What would I do without you?
  458.  
  459. 106
  460. 00:05:09,268 --> 00:05:11,168
  461. You'd die.
  462.  
  463. 107
  464. 00:05:11,170 --> 00:05:12,603
  465. (BARB CHUCKLES)
  466.  
  467. 108
  468. 00:05:12,605 --> 00:05:14,004
  469. That's true.
  470.  
  471. 109
  472. 00:05:14,006 --> 00:05:16,040
  473. So, Barb is letting me keep
  474.  
  475. 110
  476. 00:05:16,042 --> 00:05:18,275
  477. my med cart
  478. in my room this time.
  479.  
  480. 111
  481. 00:05:18,277 --> 00:05:20,077
  482. And she left me
  483. a bunch of pills,
  484.  
  485. 112
  486. 00:05:20,079 --> 00:05:22,246
  487. some G-Juice.
  488.  
  489. 113
  490. 00:05:22,248 --> 00:05:24,982
  491. Yum!
  492. That's the liquid nutrition
  493.  
  494. 114
  495. 00:05:24,984 --> 00:05:26,283
  496. that goes
  497. straight to my stomach
  498.  
  499. 115
  500. 00:05:26,285 --> 00:05:27,718
  501. through my G-tube.
  502. (CHUCKLES)
  503.  
  504. 116
  505. 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:29,920
  506. So, to any of you girls
  507. out there
  508.  
  509. 117
  510. 00:05:29,922 --> 00:05:32,222
  511. wishing you could eat
  512. 5,000 calories a day
  513.  
  514. 118
  515. 00:05:32,224 --> 00:05:33,824
  516. and not gain a pound,
  517.  
  518. 119
  519. 00:05:33,826 --> 00:05:35,594
  520. I'll trade you any day.
  521.  
  522. 120
  523. 00:05:36,062 --> 00:05:40,130
  524. Today I'll probably
  525. be reorganizing this thing
  526.  
  527. 121
  528. 00:05:40,132 --> 00:05:44,234
  529. because as many of you know,
  530. I'm slightly anal.
  531.  
  532. 122
  533. 00:05:44,236 --> 00:05:47,306
  534. By slightly anal,
  535. I mean clinically OCD.
  536.  
  537. 123
  538. 00:05:47,873 --> 00:05:49,740
  539. So, peace.
  540.  
  541. 124
  542. 00:05:49,742 --> 00:05:50,841
  543. Bye, guys.
  544.  
  545. 125
  546. 00:05:50,843 --> 00:05:52,845
  547. (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING)
  548.  
  549. 126
  550. 00:07:18,197 --> 00:07:19,732
  551. (COUGHING)
  552.  
  553. 127
  554. 00:07:25,204 --> 00:07:26,470
  555. (INHALING)
  556.  
  557. 128
  558. 00:07:26,472 --> 00:07:28,674
  559. (KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS)
  560.  
  561. 129
  562. 00:07:29,842 --> 00:07:31,343
  563. New baby upstairs.
  564.  
  565. 130
  566. 00:07:31,810 --> 00:07:33,412
  567. Meet me in 15.
  568.  
  569. 131
  570. 00:07:36,015 --> 00:07:37,981
  571. (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
  572.  
  573. 132
  574. 00:07:37,983 --> 00:07:39,051
  575. Hi, Cynthia.
  576.  
  577. 133
  578. 00:07:39,318 --> 00:07:40,686
  579. Hi, Stella.
  580.  
  581. 134
  582. 00:07:41,887 --> 00:07:42,888
  583. Hi.
  584.  
  585. 135
  586. 00:07:57,303 --> 00:07:58,936
  587. WILL: I've already clocked
  588. the nurse's schedule,
  589.  
  590. 136
  591. 00:07:58,938 --> 00:08:00,470
  592. so unless you plant your ass
  593. on that call button,
  594.  
  595. 137
  596. 00:08:00,472 --> 00:08:01,939
  597. no one's gonna bother you
  598. for, like, an hour.
  599.  
  600. 138
  601. 00:08:01,941 --> 00:08:04,841
  602. Hey. I gotta sleep
  603. on that bed, okay?
  604.  
  605. 139
  606. 00:08:04,843 --> 00:08:07,010
  607. Wow. I mean,
  608. we're not animals.
  609.  
  610. 140
  611. 00:08:07,012 --> 00:08:09,012
  612. Don't worry, it's not even
  613. gonna take that long.
  614.  
  615. 141
  616. 00:08:09,014 --> 00:08:11,114
  617. JASON: Hey!
  618. Whatchu talkin' about, Willis?
  619.  
  620. 142
  621. 00:08:11,116 --> 00:08:12,985
  622. (UPBEAT MUSIC CONTINUES)
  623.  
  624. 143
  625. 00:08:30,102 --> 00:08:31,203
  626. Okay, bye.
  627.  
  628. 144
  629. 00:08:35,274 --> 00:08:36,476
  630. (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
  631.  
  632. 145
  633. 00:08:52,925 --> 00:08:54,424
  634. (DOOR OPENS)
  635.  
  636. 146
  637. 00:08:54,426 --> 00:08:55,861
  638. (UPBEAT MUSIC ENDS)
  639.  
  640. 147
  641. 00:08:59,932 --> 00:09:01,033
  642. (DOOR CLOSES)
  643.  
  644. 148
  645. 00:09:10,610 --> 00:09:13,043
  646. Saw you moving in your stuff.
  647.  
  648. 149
  649. 00:09:13,045 --> 00:09:14,311
  650. It was, uh...
  651.  
  652. 150
  653. 00:09:14,313 --> 00:09:15,914
  654. There was a lot of it.
  655.  
  656. 151
  657. 00:09:16,315 --> 00:09:18,417
  658. Are you gonna be here
  659. for a while?
  660.  
  661. 152
  662. 00:09:20,520 --> 00:09:21,820
  663. Hello?
  664.  
  665. 153
  666. 00:09:25,024 --> 00:09:26,225
  667. Oh. (SIGHS)
  668.  
  669. 154
  670. 00:09:27,393 --> 00:09:28,794
  671. You're deaf.
  672.  
  673. 155
  674. 00:09:29,461 --> 00:09:32,029
  675. STELLA: Shouldn't you be
  676. procuring your room
  677.  
  678. 156
  679. 00:09:32,031 --> 00:09:33,397
  680. for your guests?
  681.  
  682. 157
  683. 00:09:33,399 --> 00:09:35,465
  684. You rent by the hour or what?
  685.  
  686. 158
  687. 00:09:35,467 --> 00:09:37,901
  688. So, that was you
  689. lurking in the hall.
  690.  
  691. 159
  692. 00:09:37,903 --> 00:09:40,404
  693. Mmm, I don't lurk,
  694. and you followed me here.
  695.  
  696. 160
  697. 00:09:40,406 --> 00:09:42,406
  698. I wanted to introduce myself,
  699.  
  700. 161
  701. 00:09:42,408 --> 00:09:45,042
  702. but that little attitude
  703. of yours...
  704.  
  705. 162
  706. 00:09:45,044 --> 00:09:46,644
  707. Let me guess.
  708. You're the kind of guy
  709.  
  710. 163
  711. 00:09:46,646 --> 00:09:47,645
  712. that ignores the rules
  713.  
  714. 164
  715. 00:09:47,647 --> 00:09:50,049
  716. 'cause it makes you feel
  717. in control. Am I right?
  718.  
  719. 165
  720. 00:09:50,349 --> 00:09:51,582
  721. You're not wrong.
  722.  
  723. 166
  724. 00:09:51,584 --> 00:09:52,885
  725. You think that's cute?
  726.  
  727. 167
  728. 00:09:53,085 --> 00:09:54,820
  729. Do you think it's cute?
  730.  
  731. 168
  732. 00:09:55,921 --> 00:09:58,288
  733. Letting your friends
  734. borrow your room for sex
  735.  
  736. 169
  737. 00:09:58,290 --> 00:09:59,590
  738. is disgusting, so, no.
  739.  
  740. 170
  741. 00:09:59,592 --> 00:10:00,891
  742. You don't like sex?
  743.  
  744. 171
  745. 00:10:00,893 --> 00:10:02,394
  746. No, I like
  747.  
  748. 172
  749. 00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:05,331
  750. sex. I like sex.
  751.  
  752. 173
  753. 00:10:06,398 --> 00:10:07,498
  754. Sex is fine.
  755.  
  756. 174
  757. 00:10:07,500 --> 00:10:08,501
  758. (SCOFFS)
  759.  
  760. 175
  761. 00:10:09,435 --> 00:10:10,568
  762. Fine isn't exactly
  763. a ringing endorsement,
  764.  
  765. 176
  766. 00:10:10,570 --> 00:10:12,570
  767. but I'll take some common
  768. ground where I can get it.
  769.  
  770. 177
  771. 00:10:12,572 --> 00:10:14,104
  772. We have nothing in common.
  773.  
  774. 178
  775. 00:10:14,106 --> 00:10:15,140
  776. Ooh, that's cold.
  777.  
  778. 179
  779. 00:10:16,942 --> 00:10:18,944
  780. BARB: What...
  781. What are you doing up here?
  782.  
  783. 180
  784. 00:10:19,512 --> 00:10:22,547
  785. Six feet at all times.
  786. You both know the rules.
  787.  
  788. 181
  789. 00:10:22,549 --> 00:10:24,649
  790. Will, get back to your room.
  791.  
  792. 182
  793. 00:10:24,651 --> 00:10:25,618
  794. There you go.
  795.  
  796. 183
  797. 00:10:26,285 --> 00:10:29,589
  798. A little name for
  799. your psychological profile.
  800.  
  801. 184
  802. 00:10:29,988 --> 00:10:31,323
  803. I'm Will Newman.
  804.  
  805. 185
  806. 00:10:31,624 --> 00:10:33,025
  807. And you are?
  808.  
  809. 186
  810. 00:10:33,225 --> 00:10:34,293
  811. Deaf.
  812.  
  813. 187
  814. 00:10:35,427 --> 00:10:36,627
  815. BARB: Stella, thank you
  816. for putting your mask back on.
  817.  
  818. 188
  819. 00:10:36,629 --> 00:10:38,263
  820. Stella.
  821.  
  822. 189
  823. 00:10:39,298 --> 00:10:40,899
  824. You need to lighten up.
  825.  
  826. 190
  827. 00:10:41,534 --> 00:10:42,868
  828. It's just life.
  829.  
  830. 191
  831. 00:10:43,268 --> 00:10:45,404
  832. It'll be over
  833. before you know it.
  834.  
  835. 192
  836. 00:10:50,577 --> 00:10:52,177
  837. (DOOR CLOSES)
  838.  
  839. 193
  840. 00:10:52,479 --> 00:10:54,046
  841. STELLA: So, he's a CFer?
  842.  
  843. 194
  844. 00:10:55,214 --> 00:10:57,182
  845. B. cepacia.
  846.  
  847. 195
  848. 00:10:57,717 --> 00:11:01,186
  849. Part of a new drug trial
  850. for Cevaflomalin.
  851.  
  852. 196
  853. 00:11:02,354 --> 00:11:04,923
  854. You contract that
  855. and you can...
  856.  
  857. 197
  858. 00:11:05,257 --> 00:11:08,160
  859. You can kiss the possibility
  860. of new lungs goodbye.
  861.  
  862. 198
  863. 00:11:09,228 --> 00:11:12,131
  864. There's no coming back
  865. from that bacteria.
  866.  
  867. 199
  868. 00:11:12,665 --> 00:11:14,400
  869. Stay away.
  870.  
  871. 200
  872. 00:11:15,334 --> 00:11:17,169
  873. (MONITORS BEEPING IN NICU)
  874.  
  875. 201
  876. 00:11:40,058 --> 00:11:41,659
  877. Hello, world.
  878.  
  879. 202
  880. 00:11:41,661 --> 00:11:44,261
  881. BARB: Okay, AffloVest
  882. for 30 more minutes,
  883.  
  884. 203
  885. 00:11:44,263 --> 00:11:45,262
  886. then you're all set.
  887.  
  888. 204
  889. 00:11:45,264 --> 00:11:47,498
  890. You need anything else
  891. before I hit the road?
  892.  
  893. 205
  894. 00:11:47,500 --> 00:11:49,700
  895. Chocolate pudding for two?
  896.  
  897. 206
  898. 00:11:49,702 --> 00:11:51,536
  899. Oh, so, what?
  900. I'm room service now?
  901.  
  902. 207
  903. 00:11:51,538 --> 00:11:54,104
  904. (CHUCKLES) Gotta take
  905. advantage of the perks.
  906.  
  907. 208
  908. 00:11:54,106 --> 00:11:55,407
  909. (LAUGHS)
  910.  
  911. 209
  912. 00:11:56,008 --> 00:11:58,076
  913. (COUGHING)
  914.  
  915. 210
  916. 00:11:59,111 --> 00:12:00,112
  917. BARB: All right.
  918.  
  919. 211
  920. 00:12:01,514 --> 00:12:03,714
  921. Good girl, good girl.
  922.  
  923. 212
  924. 00:12:03,716 --> 00:12:06,018
  925. All right, good.
  926. Right.
  927.  
  928. 213
  929. 00:12:06,351 --> 00:12:08,351
  930. Right, sweetie.
  931.  
  932. 214
  933. 00:12:08,353 --> 00:12:09,453
  934. I'll see you tomorrow.
  935.  
  936. 215
  937. 00:12:09,455 --> 00:12:10,521
  938. Bye, Barb.
  939.  
  940. 216
  941. 00:12:10,523 --> 00:12:11,524
  942. Okay.
  943.  
  944. 217
  945. 00:12:13,693 --> 00:12:15,194
  946. (COUGHS)
  947.  
  948. 218
  949. 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:23,333
  950. STELLA: (ON VIDEO) Like
  951. all kids with cystic fibrosis,
  952.  
  953. 219
  954. 00:12:23,335 --> 00:12:24,502
  955. I was born terminal,
  956.  
  957. 220
  958. 00:12:24,504 --> 00:12:28,438
  959. which doesn't necessarily mean
  960. I'm gonna die tomorrow,
  961.  
  962. 221
  963. 00:12:28,440 --> 00:12:29,674
  964. but I could die tomorrow.
  965.  
  966. 222
  967. 00:12:29,676 --> 00:12:31,107
  968. Anyone could die tomorrow.
  969.  
  970. 223
  971. 00:12:31,109 --> 00:12:32,477
  972. I just have
  973. a little bit less time
  974.  
  975. 224
  976. 00:12:32,479 --> 00:12:33,511
  977. than everyone else.
  978.  
  979. 225
  980. 00:12:33,513 --> 00:12:38,081
  981. My lungs are at about
  982. 50% function right now.
  983.  
  984. 226
  985. 00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:39,349
  986. So at this rate,
  987.  
  988. 227
  989. 00:12:39,351 --> 00:12:41,686
  990. Dr. Hamid says
  991. that I'll need a transplant
  992.  
  993. 228
  994. 00:12:41,688 --> 00:12:44,256
  995. by the time
  996. I'm a junior in high school.
  997.  
  998. 229
  999. 00:12:45,190 --> 00:12:47,125
  1000. That'll be fun.
  1001. (CHUCKLES)
  1002.  
  1003. 230
  1004. 00:12:47,694 --> 00:12:49,596
  1005. Hi, guys! Shh!
  1006.  
  1007. 231
  1008. 00:12:50,429 --> 00:12:51,696
  1009. We're at the NICU
  1010.  
  1011. 232
  1012. 00:12:51,698 --> 00:12:53,564
  1013. because I'm obsessed
  1014. with babies.
  1015.  
  1016. 233
  1017. 00:12:53,566 --> 00:12:55,232
  1018. And Barb...
  1019.  
  1020. 234
  1021. 00:12:55,234 --> 00:12:57,702
  1022. The beautiful Barb
  1023. is giving me permission
  1024.  
  1025. 235
  1026. 00:12:57,704 --> 00:12:59,604
  1027. to come in here by myself now.
  1028.  
  1029. 236
  1030. 00:12:59,606 --> 00:13:02,740
  1031. Cystic fibrosis, as you know,
  1032. is a genetic disease
  1033.  
  1034. 237
  1035. 00:13:02,742 --> 00:13:05,843
  1036. that basically makes my body
  1037. produce a shit ton of mucus.
  1038.  
  1039. 238
  1040. 00:13:05,845 --> 00:13:09,246
  1041. Fun fact, I have to be
  1042. extremely careful
  1043.  
  1044. 239
  1045. 00:13:09,248 --> 00:13:10,648
  1046. around other people with CF.
  1047.  
  1048. 240
  1049. 00:13:10,650 --> 00:13:11,816
  1050. The rule is that we're not
  1051.  
  1052. 241
  1053. 00:13:11,818 --> 00:13:13,618
  1054. supposed to get
  1055. within six feet
  1056.  
  1057. 242
  1058. 00:13:13,620 --> 00:13:15,085
  1059. because we could end up
  1060.  
  1061. 243
  1062. 00:13:15,087 --> 00:13:16,419
  1063. catching
  1064. each other's bacteria.
  1065.  
  1066. 244
  1067. 00:13:16,421 --> 00:13:18,856
  1068. A lot of people
  1069. don't realize that new lungs
  1070.  
  1071. 245
  1072. 00:13:18,858 --> 00:13:21,759
  1073. generally only last
  1074. about five years,
  1075.  
  1076. 246
  1077. 00:13:21,761 --> 00:13:26,263
  1078. which is okay actually
  1079. because most of us
  1080.  
  1081. 247
  1082. 00:13:26,265 --> 00:13:28,231
  1083. are just trying to stay alive
  1084. long enough
  1085.  
  1086. 248
  1087. 00:13:28,233 --> 00:13:30,166
  1088. for a new treatment
  1089. to come out.
  1090.  
  1091. 249
  1092. 00:13:30,168 --> 00:13:31,636
  1093. (VEST VIBRATING)
  1094.  
  1095. 250
  1096. 00:13:31,638 --> 00:13:34,471
  1097. Just chilling here
  1098. in my new AffloVest,
  1099.  
  1100. 251
  1101. 00:13:34,473 --> 00:13:35,640
  1102. which is really cool
  1103.  
  1104. 252
  1105. 00:13:35,642 --> 00:13:38,408
  1106. because now I don't have to be
  1107. hooked up to the wall,
  1108.  
  1109. 253
  1110. 00:13:38,410 --> 00:13:39,442
  1111. which obviously I'm not
  1112.  
  1113. 254
  1114. 00:13:39,444 --> 00:13:41,746
  1115. because I'm hanging
  1116. upside down on my bed.
  1117.  
  1118. 255
  1119. 00:13:41,748 --> 00:13:42,813
  1120. (LAUGHING)
  1121.  
  1122. 256
  1123. 00:13:42,815 --> 00:13:44,347
  1124. This is actually good
  1125.  
  1126. 257
  1127. 00:13:44,349 --> 00:13:46,316
  1128. for getting the mucus up
  1129. and stuff.
  1130.  
  1131. 258
  1132. 00:13:46,318 --> 00:13:47,618
  1133. I know, cute, right?
  1134.  
  1135. 259
  1136. 00:13:47,620 --> 00:13:49,152
  1137. (IMITATES VEST VIBRATING)
  1138.  
  1139. 260
  1140. 00:13:49,154 --> 00:13:50,188
  1141. (LAUGHS)
  1142.  
  1143. 261
  1144. 00:14:01,366 --> 00:14:02,835
  1145. (CELL PHONE RINGING)
  1146.  
  1147. 262
  1148. 00:14:08,307 --> 00:14:09,707
  1149. (URBAN REGGAE MUSIC PLAYS
  1150. ON CELL PHONE)
  1151.  
  1152. 263
  1153. 00:14:09,709 --> 00:14:10,743
  1154. Dang, girl.
  1155.  
  1156. 264
  1157. 00:14:11,410 --> 00:14:12,612
  1158. You look worn.
  1159.  
  1160. 265
  1161. 00:14:13,245 --> 00:14:14,313
  1162. Who is he?
  1163.  
  1164. 266
  1165. 00:14:14,714 --> 00:14:16,379
  1166. Is it anyone I know?
  1167.  
  1168. 267
  1169. 00:14:16,381 --> 00:14:17,817
  1170. (CHUCKLES)
  1171.  
  1172. 268
  1173. 00:14:18,551 --> 00:14:20,252
  1174. STELLA: What'd you get?
  1175.  
  1176. 269
  1177. 00:14:23,288 --> 00:14:24,254
  1178. What?
  1179.  
  1180. 270
  1181. 00:14:24,256 --> 00:14:27,157
  1182. Are those truffles?
  1183. How'd you get truffles?
  1184.  
  1185. 271
  1186. 00:14:27,159 --> 00:14:28,593
  1187. Oh, you gotta
  1188. bring them with, sister.
  1189.  
  1190. 272
  1191. 00:14:28,595 --> 00:14:29,596
  1192. Wow.
  1193.  
  1194. 273
  1195. 00:14:31,396 --> 00:14:33,800
  1196. (CHUCKLES) Look at how spicy
  1197. that food cart is.
  1198.  
  1199. 274
  1200. 00:14:34,232 --> 00:14:35,365
  1201. I'm impressed.
  1202.  
  1203. 275
  1204. 00:14:35,367 --> 00:14:36,934
  1205. All right,
  1206. let's talk about me.
  1207.  
  1208. 276
  1209. 00:14:36,936 --> 00:14:39,539
  1210. I'm single!
  1211.  
  1212. 277
  1213. 00:14:40,372 --> 00:14:41,706
  1214. You broke up with Michael?
  1215.  
  1216. 278
  1217. 00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:43,509
  1218. Maybe he broke up with me.
  1219.  
  1220. 279
  1221. 00:14:43,743 --> 00:14:44,809
  1222. Did he?
  1223.  
  1224. 280
  1225. 00:14:44,811 --> 00:14:46,178
  1226. It was mutual.
  1227.  
  1228. 281
  1229. 00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:48,679
  1230. No, it wasn't.
  1231.  
  1232. 282
  1233. 00:14:48,681 --> 00:14:51,849
  1234. Why? You actually
  1235. really liked him.
  1236.  
  1237. 283
  1238. 00:14:51,851 --> 00:14:53,820
  1239. And I thought
  1240. he was gonna be the one.
  1241.  
  1242. 284
  1243. 00:14:54,286 --> 00:14:55,755
  1244. He obviously isn't.
  1245.  
  1246. 285
  1247. 00:14:58,423 --> 00:14:59,659
  1248. Screw him anyway, right?
  1249.  
  1250. 286
  1251. 00:14:59,892 --> 00:15:01,792
  1252. At least you got to do that.
  1253.  
  1254. 287
  1255. 00:15:01,794 --> 00:15:03,894
  1256. (SPUTTERS, LAUGHS)
  1257.  
  1258. 288
  1259. 00:15:03,896 --> 00:15:05,228
  1260. STELLA: Poe?
  1261.  
  1262. 289
  1263. 00:15:05,230 --> 00:15:07,230
  1264. (POE GASPING)
  1265.  
  1266. 290
  1267. 00:15:07,232 --> 00:15:08,566
  1268. (POE COUGHS)
  1269.  
  1270. 291
  1271. 00:15:08,568 --> 00:15:09,636
  1272. (PHONE RINGING)
  1273.  
  1274. 292
  1275. 00:15:11,269 --> 00:15:12,371
  1276. Poe?
  1277.  
  1278. 293
  1279. 00:15:12,905 --> 00:15:14,304
  1280. Poe, you okay?
  1281.  
  1282. 294
  1283. 00:15:14,306 --> 00:15:15,673
  1284. (POE CONTINUES COUGHING)
  1285.  
  1286. 295
  1287. 00:15:15,675 --> 00:15:16,909
  1288. Choking, 310.
  1289.  
  1290. 296
  1291. 00:15:20,245 --> 00:15:21,879
  1292. (SIGHS) I'm sorry, Julie.
  1293.  
  1294. 297
  1295. 00:15:21,881 --> 00:15:23,748
  1296. My leg hit the call button.
  1297.  
  1298. 298
  1299. 00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:25,485
  1300. JULIE: You scared us, Poe.
  1301.  
  1302. 299
  1303. 00:15:25,852 --> 00:15:28,855
  1304. Yeah, try chewing next time.
  1305.  
  1306. 300
  1307. 00:15:29,589 --> 00:15:30,723
  1308. Here, Stella.
  1309.  
  1310. 301
  1311. 00:15:32,391 --> 00:15:34,625
  1312. Enjoy your truffles, asshole.
  1313.  
  1314. 302
  1315. 00:15:34,627 --> 00:15:35,762
  1316. (POE COUGHS)
  1317.  
  1318. 303
  1319. 00:15:36,829 --> 00:15:38,598
  1320. And please be careful.
  1321.  
  1322. 304
  1323. 00:15:39,297 --> 00:15:40,931
  1324. I love you, Stella.
  1325.  
  1326. 305
  1327. 00:15:40,933 --> 00:15:41,734
  1328. (DOOR CLOSES)
  1329.  
  1330. 306
  1331. 00:15:42,502 --> 00:15:43,834
  1332. DR. HAMID:
  1333. Phase one clinical trials
  1334.  
  1335. 307
  1336. 00:15:43,836 --> 00:15:45,335
  1337. only started
  1338. only 18 months ago,
  1339.  
  1340. 308
  1341. 00:15:45,337 --> 00:15:47,270
  1342. so we need to be patient
  1343.  
  1344. 309
  1345. 00:15:47,272 --> 00:15:49,607
  1346. and Will needs to help us
  1347. with that.
  1348.  
  1349. 310
  1350. 00:15:49,609 --> 00:15:52,375
  1351. The risk of cross infection
  1352. will be even higher now, so...
  1353.  
  1354. 311
  1355. 00:15:52,377 --> 00:15:55,278
  1356. Don't cough
  1357. on any other CFers.
  1358.  
  1359. 312
  1360. 00:15:55,280 --> 00:15:57,815
  1361. Well, don't get close enough
  1362. to touch them
  1363.  
  1364. 313
  1365. 00:15:57,817 --> 00:15:59,819
  1366. for their safety and yours.
  1367.  
  1368. 314
  1369. 00:16:00,252 --> 00:16:02,855
  1370. (SIGHS) Six feet at all times.
  1371. I got it.
  1372.  
  1373. 315
  1374. 00:16:05,290 --> 00:16:08,628
  1375. Will, in order for this
  1376. to work,
  1377.  
  1378. 316
  1379. 00:16:08,961 --> 00:16:11,196
  1380. you need to keep up
  1381. with your regimen.
  1382.  
  1383. 317
  1384. 00:16:15,601 --> 00:16:17,537
  1385. Okay, I will see you soon.
  1386.  
  1387. 318
  1388. 00:16:20,740 --> 00:16:21,841
  1389. (DOOR CLOSES)
  1390.  
  1391. 319
  1392. 00:16:24,944 --> 00:16:26,445
  1393. (MEREDITH SIGHS)
  1394.  
  1395. 320
  1396. 00:16:46,899 --> 00:16:48,632
  1397. (SQUEALS)
  1398.  
  1399. 321
  1400. 00:16:48,634 --> 00:16:50,000
  1401. You're wearing
  1402. the bathing suit!
  1403.  
  1404. 322
  1405. 00:16:50,002 --> 00:16:51,869
  1406. (MAYA SHOUTS INDISTINCTLY)
  1407.  
  1408. 323
  1409. 00:16:51,871 --> 00:16:52,903
  1410. CAMILA: Hi!
  1411.  
  1412. 324
  1413. 00:16:52,905 --> 00:16:56,507
  1414. Oh, I'm officially jealous.
  1415. That looks so fun!
  1416.  
  1417. 325
  1418. 00:16:56,509 --> 00:16:58,576
  1419. CAMILA: We miss you!
  1420.  
  1421. 326
  1422. 00:16:58,578 --> 00:16:59,710
  1423. I miss you, too!
  1424.  
  1425. 327
  1426. 00:16:59,712 --> 00:17:01,781
  1427. You have
  1428. any cute boy visitors?
  1429.  
  1430. 328
  1431. 00:17:02,615 --> 00:17:04,382
  1432. No. No. He's not cute.
  1433.  
  1434. 329
  1435. 00:17:04,650 --> 00:17:05,651
  1436. MAYA: What?
  1437.  
  1438. 330
  1439. 00:17:06,351 --> 00:17:07,551
  1440. Boy?
  1441.  
  1442. 331
  1443. 00:17:07,553 --> 00:17:09,520
  1444. What?
  1445.  
  1446. 332
  1447. 00:17:09,522 --> 00:17:10,588
  1448. (LAUGHS)
  1449.  
  1450. 333
  1451. 00:17:10,590 --> 00:17:12,725
  1452. MAYA: Show us! Show us!
  1453.  
  1454. 334
  1455. 00:17:12,992 --> 00:17:14,326
  1456. (CLEARS THROAT)
  1457.  
  1458. 335
  1459. 00:17:19,431 --> 00:17:21,901
  1460. (COUGHING)
  1461.  
  1462. 336
  1463. 00:17:32,011 --> 00:17:33,246
  1464. (GRUNTS)
  1465.  
  1466. 337
  1467. 00:17:34,046 --> 00:17:35,848
  1468. (PANTS)
  1469.  
  1470. 338
  1471. 00:17:44,657 --> 00:17:45,725
  1472. (GROANS)
  1473.  
  1474. 339
  1475. 00:17:49,361 --> 00:17:50,630
  1476. (PANTING)
  1477.  
  1478. 340
  1479. 00:17:57,670 --> 00:17:58,536
  1480. What are you doing?
  1481.  
  1482. 341
  1483. 00:17:58,538 --> 00:18:00,540
  1484. Do you have a death wish
  1485. or something?
  1486.  
  1487. 342
  1488. 00:18:00,973 --> 00:18:02,041
  1489. WILL: Hey!
  1490.  
  1491. 343
  1492. 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:03,974
  1493. My lungs are toast, okay?
  1494.  
  1495. 344
  1496. 00:18:03,976 --> 00:18:08,413
  1497. Can you just let me enjoy
  1498. this view while I can?
  1499.  
  1500. 345
  1501. 00:18:09,715 --> 00:18:12,516
  1502. Do you know how lucky
  1503. you are to be here?
  1504.  
  1505. 346
  1506. 00:18:12,518 --> 00:18:14,720
  1507. To be a part of
  1508. this drug trial?
  1509.  
  1510. 347
  1511. 00:18:15,988 --> 00:18:17,824
  1512. How do you know
  1513. about my drug trial?
  1514.  
  1515. 348
  1516. 00:18:18,858 --> 00:18:20,493
  1517. You been asking about me?
  1518.  
  1519. 349
  1520. 00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:21,894
  1521. Ugh.
  1522.  
  1523. 350
  1524. 00:18:23,095 --> 00:18:24,864
  1525. If you don't care,
  1526.  
  1527. 351
  1528. 00:18:25,665 --> 00:18:27,033
  1529. then leave.
  1530.  
  1531. 352
  1532. 00:18:27,733 --> 00:18:29,099
  1533. Give your spot
  1534. to someone else.
  1535.  
  1536. 353
  1537. 00:18:29,101 --> 00:18:31,971
  1538. Someone that wants it,
  1539. that wants to live.
  1540.  
  1541. 354
  1542. 00:18:36,108 --> 00:18:37,375
  1543. Okay.
  1544.  
  1545. 355
  1546. 00:18:39,812 --> 00:18:41,645
  1547. What are you doing?
  1548. Will?
  1549.  
  1550. 356
  1551. 00:18:41,647 --> 00:18:43,714
  1552. (GRUNTS)
  1553.  
  1554. 357
  1555. 00:18:43,716 --> 00:18:45,482
  1556. Will, stop, please!
  1557.  
  1558. 358
  1559. 00:18:45,484 --> 00:18:47,450
  1560. Please get down now!
  1561.  
  1562. 359
  1563. 00:18:47,452 --> 00:18:49,720
  1564. Will, stop!
  1565. Oh, my God!
  1566.  
  1567. 360
  1568. 00:18:49,722 --> 00:18:50,923
  1569. (WILL CHUCKLES)
  1570.  
  1571. 361
  1572. 00:18:53,759 --> 00:18:54,794
  1573. God!
  1574.  
  1575. 362
  1576. 00:18:55,728 --> 00:18:56,863
  1577. Relax!
  1578.  
  1579. 363
  1580. 00:19:01,567 --> 00:19:02,635
  1581. Fine.
  1582.  
  1583. 364
  1584. 00:19:04,136 --> 00:19:05,638
  1585. Stay up here then.
  1586.  
  1587. 365
  1588. 00:19:06,973 --> 00:19:09,008
  1589. Come on. It was a joke.
  1590.  
  1591. 366
  1592. 00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:11,077
  1593. Hey, it was a joke.
  1594.  
  1595. 367
  1596. 00:19:14,614 --> 00:19:15,748
  1597. (SIGHS)
  1598.  
  1599. 368
  1600. 00:19:22,889 --> 00:19:25,623
  1601. (DOOR RATTLING)
  1602.  
  1603. 369
  1604. 00:19:25,625 --> 00:19:27,760
  1605. (INDIE ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
  1606.  
  1607. 370
  1608. 00:19:38,004 --> 00:19:39,038
  1609. (SIGHS)
  1610.  
  1611. 371
  1612. 00:20:02,728 --> 00:20:03,996
  1613. Damn it!
  1614.  
  1615. 372
  1616. 00:20:19,712 --> 00:20:20,813
  1617. (DOOR OPENS)
  1618.  
  1619. 373
  1620. 00:20:26,686 --> 00:20:28,953
  1621. STELLA: Where's your med cart,
  1622. and your pills,
  1623.  
  1624. 374
  1625. 00:20:28,955 --> 00:20:31,055
  1626. and why's your AffloVest
  1627. on the floor?
  1628.  
  1629. 375
  1630. 00:20:31,057 --> 00:20:33,192
  1631. Can... Can I see your regimen?
  1632.  
  1633. 376
  1634. 00:20:34,093 --> 00:20:37,663
  1635. Uh... Not that it's
  1636. any of your business...
  1637.  
  1638. 377
  1639. 00:20:40,232 --> 00:20:41,734
  1640. (SIGHS)
  1641.  
  1642. 378
  1643. 00:20:45,871 --> 00:20:47,707
  1644. Is this... What?
  1645.  
  1646. 379
  1647. 00:20:49,208 --> 00:20:50,274
  1648. Why would...
  1649.  
  1650. 380
  1651. 00:20:50,276 --> 00:20:52,209
  1652. Is this what an aneurysm
  1653. looks like?
  1654.  
  1655. 381
  1656. 00:20:52,211 --> 00:20:54,613
  1657. Why? Ugh!
  1658.  
  1659. 382
  1660. 00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:56,714
  1661. Look, I get that you have
  1662. some kind of
  1663.  
  1664. 383
  1665. 00:20:56,716 --> 00:20:58,215
  1666. save-the-world hero complex
  1667. going on,
  1668.  
  1669. 384
  1670. 00:20:58,217 --> 00:20:59,783
  1671. but can you leave me
  1672. out of it?
  1673.  
  1674. 385
  1675. 00:20:59,785 --> 00:21:00,951
  1676. These meds are not optional.
  1677.  
  1678. 386
  1679. 00:21:00,953 --> 00:21:01,819
  1680. Yeah, that's probably why
  1681.  
  1682. 387
  1683. 00:21:01,821 --> 00:21:03,155
  1684. they keep shoving them
  1685. down my throat.
  1686.  
  1687. 388
  1688. 00:21:03,589 --> 00:21:05,091
  1689. STELLA:
  1690. You're making me crazy.
  1691.  
  1692. 389
  1693. 00:21:11,297 --> 00:21:13,165
  1694. Hey.
  1695.  
  1696. 390
  1697. 00:21:14,633 --> 00:21:15,801
  1698. Stella, come on!
  1699.  
  1700. 391
  1701. 00:21:17,336 --> 00:21:18,738
  1702. Six feet!
  1703.  
  1704. 392
  1705. 00:21:24,610 --> 00:21:25,811
  1706. (DOOR OPENS)
  1707.  
  1708. 393
  1709. 00:21:28,314 --> 00:21:29,682
  1710. (DOOR CLOSES)
  1711.  
  1712. 394
  1713. 00:21:38,858 --> 00:21:40,858
  1714. I need you
  1715. to follow your regimen
  1716.  
  1717. 395
  1718. 00:21:40,860 --> 00:21:43,062
  1719. strictly and completely,
  1720. please.
  1721.  
  1722. 396
  1723. 00:21:44,130 --> 00:21:45,195
  1724. Why don't...
  1725.  
  1726. 397
  1727. 00:21:45,197 --> 00:21:48,298
  1728. Why don't you tell me
  1729. what's going on, actually?
  1730.  
  1731. 398
  1732. 00:21:48,300 --> 00:21:51,969
  1733. Talk to me. I'm not gonna make
  1734. any jokes or laugh.
  1735.  
  1736. 399
  1737. 00:21:51,971 --> 00:21:53,205
  1738. (CHUCKLES)
  1739.  
  1740. 400
  1741. 00:21:53,839 --> 00:21:56,108
  1742. I have control issues.
  1743.  
  1744. 401
  1745. 00:21:57,143 --> 00:22:00,344
  1746. And I need to know
  1747. that things are in order,
  1748.  
  1749. 402
  1750. 00:22:00,346 --> 00:22:02,312
  1751. and I know that you're
  1752. not doing your treatments
  1753.  
  1754. 403
  1755. 00:22:02,314 --> 00:22:05,115
  1756. and it's really,
  1757. really messing me up.
  1758.  
  1759. 404
  1760. 00:22:05,117 --> 00:22:08,018
  1761. Okay, I wanna help you.
  1762.  
  1763. 405
  1764. 00:22:08,020 --> 00:22:09,021
  1765. I do.
  1766.  
  1767. 406
  1768. 00:22:11,057 --> 00:22:13,657
  1769. I don't even know how to do
  1770. what you're asking me to.
  1771.  
  1772. 407
  1773. 00:22:13,659 --> 00:22:14,825
  1774. That's bullshit!
  1775.  
  1776. 408
  1777. 00:22:14,827 --> 00:22:17,027
  1778. That's bullshit!
  1779. All CFers know
  1780.  
  1781. 409
  1782. 00:22:17,029 --> 00:22:18,095
  1783. how to administer
  1784. their own treatments.
  1785.  
  1786. 410
  1787. 00:22:18,097 --> 00:22:20,130
  1788. We're practically doctors
  1789. by the time we're 12.
  1790.  
  1791. 411
  1792. 00:22:20,132 --> 00:22:21,365
  1793. Are you serious?
  1794.  
  1795. 412
  1796. 00:22:21,367 --> 00:22:23,634
  1797. Am I actually messing you up?
  1798.  
  1799. 413
  1800. 00:22:23,636 --> 00:22:24,637
  1801. Yes.
  1802.  
  1803. 414
  1804. 00:22:26,238 --> 00:22:27,239
  1805. All right.
  1806.  
  1807. 415
  1808. 00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:29,241
  1809. I'll help you.
  1810.  
  1811. 416
  1812. 00:22:30,042 --> 00:22:31,343
  1813. But if I do,
  1814.  
  1815. 417
  1816. 00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:35,748
  1817. what's in it for me?
  1818.  
  1819. 418
  1820. 00:22:37,349 --> 00:22:38,715
  1821. No, not like...
  1822.  
  1823. 419
  1824. 00:22:38,717 --> 00:22:41,754
  1825. I... I wanna draw you.
  1826.  
  1827. 420
  1828. 00:22:42,788 --> 00:22:43,921
  1829. No.
  1830.  
  1831. 421
  1832. 00:22:43,923 --> 00:22:45,858
  1833. Why not? I'm serious.
  1834.  
  1835. 422
  1836. 00:22:46,225 --> 00:22:47,226
  1837. No.
  1838.  
  1839. 423
  1840. 00:22:52,064 --> 00:22:53,099
  1841. Okay.
  1842.  
  1843. 424
  1844. 00:22:54,366 --> 00:22:55,701
  1845. Then no deal.
  1846.  
  1847. 425
  1848. 00:22:56,902 --> 00:22:59,236
  1849. You really can't practice just
  1850. a little bit of discipline
  1851.  
  1852. 426
  1853. 00:22:59,238 --> 00:23:00,871
  1854. even to save your own life?
  1855.  
  1856. 427
  1857. 00:23:00,873 --> 00:23:03,674
  1858. Stella, nothing is going to
  1859. save our lives.
  1860.  
  1861. 428
  1862. 00:23:03,676 --> 00:23:05,744
  1863. We're breathing borrowed air.
  1864.  
  1865. 429
  1866. 00:23:06,879 --> 00:23:07,847
  1867. Enjoy it.
  1868.  
  1869. 430
  1870. 00:23:10,950 --> 00:23:11,984
  1871. (DOOR OPENS)
  1872.  
  1873. 431
  1874. 00:23:13,919 --> 00:23:15,221
  1875. (DOOR CLOSES)
  1876.  
  1877. 432
  1878. 00:23:18,724 --> 00:23:19,758
  1879. (DOOR OPENS)
  1880.  
  1881. 433
  1882. 00:23:22,962 --> 00:23:24,128
  1883. Fine.
  1884.  
  1885. 434
  1886. 00:23:24,130 --> 00:23:26,230
  1887. But I'm not posing
  1888. for hours on end.
  1889.  
  1890. 435
  1891. 00:23:26,232 --> 00:23:28,031
  1892. And your regimen,
  1893. we're doing it my way.
  1894.  
  1895. 436
  1896. 00:23:28,033 --> 00:23:29,166
  1897. Okay, the first thing
  1898. you're gonna do
  1899.  
  1900. 437
  1901. 00:23:29,168 --> 00:23:30,769
  1902. is get a med cart
  1903. in your room. Deal?
  1904.  
  1905. 438
  1906. 00:23:32,771 --> 00:23:33,772
  1907. Deal.
  1908.  
  1909. 439
  1910. 00:23:34,073 --> 00:23:35,107
  1911. Shake on it?
  1912.  
  1913. 440
  1914. 00:23:39,479 --> 00:23:40,746
  1915. Funny.
  1916.  
  1917. 441
  1918. 00:23:44,950 --> 00:23:46,116
  1919. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
  1920.  
  1921. 442
  1922. 00:23:46,118 --> 00:23:47,286
  1923. (DINGS)
  1924.  
  1925. 443
  1926. 00:23:51,323 --> 00:23:53,726
  1927. (CRASHING)
  1928.  
  1929. 444
  1930. 00:23:54,093 --> 00:23:56,729
  1931. POE: (GROANS) Shit!
  1932.  
  1933. 445
  1934. 00:23:59,398 --> 00:24:01,901
  1935. Oh, God, no, no, no!
  1936.  
  1937. 446
  1938. 00:24:03,135 --> 00:24:04,136
  1939. Hey.
  1940.  
  1941. 447
  1942. 00:24:06,805 --> 00:24:08,005
  1943. You missed the show.
  1944.  
  1945. 448
  1946. 00:24:08,007 --> 00:24:09,840
  1947. WILL: Yeah.
  1948. You doing stunts in there?
  1949.  
  1950. 449
  1951. 00:24:09,842 --> 00:24:11,975
  1952. Well, there's no better place
  1953. to break a leg.
  1954.  
  1955. 450
  1956. 00:24:11,977 --> 00:24:13,145
  1957. That's fair.
  1958.  
  1959. 451
  1960. 00:24:13,345 --> 00:24:14,380
  1961. I'm Will.
  1962.  
  1963. 452
  1964. 00:24:17,917 --> 00:24:18,951
  1965. I'm Poe.
  1966.  
  1967. 453
  1968. 00:24:20,386 --> 00:24:21,987
  1969. B. cepacia.
  1970.  
  1971. 454
  1972. 00:24:23,022 --> 00:24:24,356
  1973. Damn, that's rough.
  1974.  
  1975. 455
  1976. 00:24:25,457 --> 00:24:26,458
  1977. Yeah.
  1978.  
  1979. 456
  1980. 00:24:27,259 --> 00:24:29,359
  1981. So, no lung transplant for me.
  1982.  
  1983. 457
  1984. 00:24:29,361 --> 00:24:30,928
  1985. When did you contract it?
  1986.  
  1987. 458
  1988. 00:24:30,930 --> 00:24:33,397
  1989. About eight months ago now.
  1990. It colonized so quickly.
  1991.  
  1992. 459
  1993. 00:24:33,399 --> 00:24:36,035
  1994. I was on the transplant list
  1995. one minute and then...
  1996.  
  1997. 460
  1998. 00:24:38,070 --> 00:24:39,071
  1999. (SCOFFS)
  2000.  
  2001. 461
  2002. 00:24:40,206 --> 00:24:42,472
  2003. I'm sure that attitude
  2004. is what's giving Stella fits.
  2005.  
  2006. 462
  2007. 00:24:42,474 --> 00:24:44,074
  2008. Yeah, what's up with that?
  2009.  
  2010. 463
  2011. 00:24:44,076 --> 00:24:46,544
  2012. She told me that she has
  2013. control issues or something.
  2014.  
  2015. 464
  2016. 00:24:46,546 --> 00:24:48,445
  2017. POE: Call it what you want,
  2018. she's got her shit together.
  2019.  
  2020. 465
  2021. 00:24:48,447 --> 00:24:50,249
  2022. She definitely keeps me
  2023. in line.
  2024.  
  2025. 466
  2026. 00:24:50,449 --> 00:24:51,817
  2027. So, uh,
  2028.  
  2029. 467
  2030. 00:24:52,885 --> 00:24:54,220
  2031. have you two...
  2032.  
  2033. 468
  2034. 00:24:55,888 --> 00:24:58,090
  2035. (CHUCKLES) No.
  2036.  
  2037. 469
  2038. 00:24:58,324 --> 00:24:59,890
  2039. No, no, no.
  2040.  
  2041. 470
  2042. 00:24:59,892 --> 00:25:02,428
  2043. I've known that girl
  2044. since I was, like, seven.
  2045.  
  2046. 471
  2047. 00:25:02,928 --> 00:25:04,895
  2048. I don't know, man.
  2049.  
  2050. 472
  2051. 00:25:04,897 --> 00:25:06,296
  2052. Sounds like you love her.
  2053.  
  2054. 473
  2055. 00:25:06,298 --> 00:25:07,931
  2056. Of course, I love her.
  2057.  
  2058. 474
  2059. 00:25:07,933 --> 00:25:10,200
  2060. So, why haven't you done
  2061. anything about it?
  2062.  
  2063. 475
  2064. 00:25:10,202 --> 00:25:11,370
  2065. Because
  2066.  
  2067. 476
  2068. 00:25:12,238 --> 00:25:13,872
  2069. she's not a he.
  2070.  
  2071. 477
  2072. 00:25:18,110 --> 00:25:19,276
  2073. (SIGHS)
  2074.  
  2075. 478
  2076. 00:25:19,278 --> 00:25:21,345
  2077. Don't worry.
  2078. I don't like white boys.
  2079.  
  2080. 479
  2081. 00:25:21,347 --> 00:25:22,781
  2082. (POE CHUCKLES)
  2083.  
  2084. 480
  2085. 00:25:30,889 --> 00:25:32,523
  2086. Dr. Hamid said
  2087. that you suddenly
  2088.  
  2089. 481
  2090. 00:25:32,525 --> 00:25:34,994
  2091. wanna be responsible
  2092. for your own regimen.
  2093.  
  2094. 482
  2095. 00:25:35,595 --> 00:25:37,497
  2096. Don't make me regret this.
  2097.  
  2098. 483
  2099. 00:25:48,340 --> 00:25:49,840
  2100. Did you wipe everything down?
  2101.  
  2102. 484
  2103. 00:25:49,842 --> 00:25:52,512
  2104. WILL: Yes. This wasn't
  2105. my idea, you know?
  2106.  
  2107. 485
  2108. 00:25:55,314 --> 00:25:56,947
  2109. STELLA: Are we still clear?
  2110.  
  2111. 486
  2112. 00:25:56,949 --> 00:25:58,450
  2113. Yes. Hurry up.
  2114.  
  2115. 487
  2116. 00:25:59,519 --> 00:26:01,153
  2117. STELLA: I'm almost done.
  2118.  
  2119. 488
  2120. 00:26:30,349 --> 00:26:31,350
  2121. (GROANS)
  2122.  
  2123. 489
  2124. 00:26:36,221 --> 00:26:38,623
  2125. Okay. Your med cart's
  2126. all set up.
  2127.  
  2128. 490
  2129. 00:26:38,625 --> 00:26:40,558
  2130. I built an app
  2131. for chronic illnesses.
  2132.  
  2133. 491
  2134. 00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:41,925
  2135. It'll alert you when to do
  2136.  
  2137. 492
  2138. 00:26:41,927 --> 00:26:43,126
  2139. your treatments,
  2140. and take your pills...
  2141.  
  2142. 493
  2143. 00:26:43,128 --> 00:26:44,662
  2144. WILL: Built an app?
  2145.  
  2146. 494
  2147. 00:26:44,664 --> 00:26:46,198
  2148. Like you built it?
  2149.  
  2150. 495
  2151. 00:26:46,633 --> 00:26:47,833
  2152. STELLA: Surprise.
  2153.  
  2154. 496
  2155. 00:26:48,467 --> 00:26:50,000
  2156. It's pretty simple.
  2157.  
  2158. 497
  2159. 00:26:50,002 --> 00:26:51,437
  2160. You should be able
  2161. to figure it out.
  2162.  
  2163. 498
  2164. 00:27:05,951 --> 00:27:07,353
  2165. (BREATHES HEAVILY)
  2166.  
  2167. 499
  2168. 00:27:22,434 --> 00:27:23,501
  2169. POE: Okay, Stella.
  2170.  
  2171. 500
  2172. 00:27:23,503 --> 00:27:25,670
  2173. Don't tell me that
  2174. the one time you're interested
  2175.  
  2176. 501
  2177. 00:27:25,672 --> 00:27:27,938
  2178. in some guy, he's a CFer.
  2179.  
  2180. 502
  2181. 00:27:27,940 --> 00:27:30,042
  2182. I just helped him set up
  2183. his med cart.
  2184.  
  2185. 503
  2186. 00:27:30,275 --> 00:27:32,442
  2187. That... That's it.
  2188. That's all!
  2189.  
  2190. 504
  2191. 00:27:32,444 --> 00:27:34,044
  2192. I know you, Stella.
  2193.  
  2194. 505
  2195. 00:27:34,046 --> 00:27:36,215
  2196. Organizing a med cart
  2197. is like foreplay.
  2198.  
  2199. 506
  2200. 00:27:38,183 --> 00:27:39,451
  2201. (LINE DISCONNECTS)
  2202.  
  2203. 507
  2204. 00:27:39,686 --> 00:27:41,954
  2205. (SHOUTS)
  2206. They're called manners!
  2207.  
  2208. 508
  2209. 00:27:43,690 --> 00:27:44,990
  2210. (LAPTOP CHIMES)
  2211.  
  2212. 509
  2213. 00:27:49,361 --> 00:27:50,530
  2214. (CELL PHONE RINGING)
  2215.  
  2216. 510
  2217. 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,169
  2218. Are you doing your AffloVest?
  2219.  
  2220. 511
  2221. 00:27:58,137 --> 00:27:59,238
  2222. Yeah.
  2223.  
  2224. 512
  2225. 00:27:59,672 --> 00:28:00,673
  2226. Show me.
  2227.  
  2228. 513
  2229. 00:28:01,608 --> 00:28:03,676
  2230. I can't.
  2231. I'm half-naked.
  2232.  
  2233. 514
  2234. 00:28:04,176 --> 00:28:07,010
  2235. You're supposed to be doing
  2236. your AffloVest right now,
  2237.  
  2238. 515
  2239. 00:28:07,012 --> 00:28:08,180
  2240. and did you take your Creon?
  2241.  
  2242. 516
  2243. 00:28:08,581 --> 00:28:11,551
  2244. Are those the suppositories?
  2245.  
  2246. 517
  2247. 00:28:13,553 --> 00:28:14,652
  2248. Okay.
  2249.  
  2250. 518
  2251. 00:28:14,654 --> 00:28:16,219
  2252. Okay, I can't trust you,
  2253.  
  2254. 519
  2255. 00:28:16,221 --> 00:28:18,388
  2256. so this is how
  2257. it's gonna work.
  2258.  
  2259. 520
  2260. 00:28:18,390 --> 00:28:20,023
  2261. We're gonna do
  2262. our treatments together
  2263.  
  2264. 521
  2265. 00:28:20,025 --> 00:28:21,759
  2266. so that way I know you're
  2267. actually doing them.
  2268.  
  2269. 522
  2270. 00:28:21,761 --> 00:28:23,026
  2271. Okay?
  2272.  
  2273. 523
  2274. 00:28:23,028 --> 00:28:24,361
  2275. Always looking for ways
  2276.  
  2277. 524
  2278. 00:28:24,363 --> 00:28:26,396
  2279. to spend more time with me,
  2280. aren't you, Stella?
  2281.  
  2282. 525
  2283. 00:28:26,398 --> 00:28:27,399
  2284. Bye.
  2285.  
  2286. 526
  2287. 00:28:28,568 --> 00:28:30,969
  2288. STELLA: I've been doing this
  2289. since I was a little kid.
  2290.  
  2291. 527
  2292. 00:28:33,205 --> 00:28:35,071
  2293. So you just pour them all
  2294. in the pudding
  2295.  
  2296. 528
  2297. 00:28:35,073 --> 00:28:36,774
  2298. and stir it around.
  2299. Are you doing that?
  2300.  
  2301. 529
  2302. 00:28:36,776 --> 00:28:39,011
  2303. (INDIE FOLK MUSIC PLAYING)
  2304.  
  2305. 530
  2306. 00:28:43,516 --> 00:28:45,618
  2307. (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION)
  2308.  
  2309. 531
  2310. 00:28:58,130 --> 00:28:59,697
  2311. (IMITATES VEST VIBRATING)
  2312.  
  2313. 532
  2314. 00:28:59,699 --> 00:29:02,067
  2315. (CONVERSATION CONTINUES
  2316. INDISTINCTLY)
  2317.  
  2318. 533
  2319. 00:29:06,739 --> 00:29:08,608
  2320. (STELLA IMITATES
  2321. VEST VIBRATING)
  2322.  
  2323. 534
  2324. 00:29:10,275 --> 00:29:11,678
  2325. (INDIE FOLK MUSIC CONTINUES)
  2326.  
  2327. 535
  2328. 00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:29,361
  2329. Good night.
  2330.  
  2331. 536
  2332. 00:29:31,531 --> 00:29:33,131
  2333. (INDIE FOLK MUSIC ENDS)
  2334.  
  2335. 537
  2336. 00:29:34,366 --> 00:29:36,435
  2337. The Divorce Diet
  2338. doesn't look good on you, Mom.
  2339.  
  2340. 538
  2341. 00:29:37,236 --> 00:29:38,503
  2342. What are you talking about?
  2343.  
  2344. 539
  2345. 00:29:38,505 --> 00:29:40,470
  2346. You're too thin.
  2347. Dad needs a bath.
  2348.  
  2349. 540
  2350. 00:29:40,472 --> 00:29:41,608
  2351. You guys are stealing my look.
  2352.  
  2353. 541
  2354. 00:29:42,241 --> 00:29:44,009
  2355. I'm stealing your look?
  2356.  
  2357. 542
  2358. 00:29:44,443 --> 00:29:45,375
  2359. Mmm-hmm.
  2360.  
  2361. 543
  2362. 00:29:45,377 --> 00:29:47,177
  2363. Okay, maybe I need this
  2364. more than you do.
  2365.  
  2366. 544
  2367. 00:29:47,179 --> 00:29:49,312
  2368. No!
  2369.  
  2370. 545
  2371. 00:29:49,314 --> 00:29:50,483
  2372. Oh, my God!
  2373.  
  2374. 546
  2375. 00:29:51,383 --> 00:29:52,750
  2376. How did that happen?
  2377.  
  2378. 547
  2379. 00:29:52,752 --> 00:29:54,284
  2380. How did it happen?
  2381.  
  2382. 548
  2383. 00:29:54,286 --> 00:29:55,452
  2384. Oh, man!
  2385.  
  2386. 549
  2387. 00:29:55,454 --> 00:29:56,789
  2388. Give me napkins.
  2389.  
  2390. 550
  2391. 00:29:57,490 --> 00:29:59,391
  2392. Aw, here, honey.
  2393.  
  2394. 551
  2395. 00:30:18,343 --> 00:30:19,746
  2396. I love you so much.
  2397.  
  2398. 552
  2399. 00:30:21,881 --> 00:30:24,416
  2400. I know.
  2401. I love you, too.
  2402.  
  2403. 553
  2404. 00:30:25,885 --> 00:30:28,220
  2405. I don't know
  2406. what I'd do without you.
  2407.  
  2408. 554
  2409. 00:30:29,288 --> 00:30:30,523
  2410. (ERIN SNIFFLES)
  2411.  
  2412. 555
  2413. 00:30:37,396 --> 00:30:38,596
  2414. How does it feel?
  2415.  
  2416. 556
  2417. 00:30:38,598 --> 00:30:40,533
  2418. STELLA: Not great.
  2419.  
  2420. 557
  2421. 00:30:42,134 --> 00:30:43,568
  2422. Let's try some Bactroban,
  2423.  
  2424. 558
  2425. 00:30:43,570 --> 00:30:44,802
  2426. see how it looks
  2427. in a day or two.
  2428.  
  2429. 559
  2430. 00:30:44,804 --> 00:30:46,469
  2431. Maybe we can clear it up, huh?
  2432.  
  2433. 560
  2434. 00:30:46,471 --> 00:30:48,140
  2435. (CELL PHONE CHIMING)
  2436.  
  2437. 561
  2438. 00:30:48,741 --> 00:30:50,375
  2439. Oh. I'll be at the gym.
  2440.  
  2441. 562
  2442. 00:30:51,243 --> 00:30:52,442
  2443. Thanks, Doc!
  2444.  
  2445. 563
  2446. 00:30:52,444 --> 00:30:54,745
  2447. (WILL PANTING)
  2448.  
  2449. 564
  2450. 00:30:54,747 --> 00:30:56,348
  2451. (COUGHS)
  2452.  
  2453. 565
  2454. 00:30:57,784 --> 00:31:00,185
  2455. Hey, you know, this sucks.
  2456.  
  2457. 566
  2458. 00:31:00,419 --> 00:31:04,356
  2459. When does this deal of ours
  2460. become mutually beneficial?
  2461.  
  2462. 567
  2463. 00:31:05,324 --> 00:31:06,924
  2464. I've done everything
  2465. you've asked
  2466.  
  2467. 568
  2468. 00:31:06,926 --> 00:31:09,328
  2469. with no return
  2470. on my investment.
  2471.  
  2472. 569
  2473. 00:31:10,462 --> 00:31:12,697
  2474. You really wanna draw me
  2475. after we work out?
  2476.  
  2477. 570
  2478. 00:31:12,699 --> 00:31:14,199
  2479. Yeah.
  2480.  
  2481. 571
  2482. 00:31:14,601 --> 00:31:15,602
  2483. No.
  2484.  
  2485. 572
  2486. 00:31:15,802 --> 00:31:18,836
  2487. I'm gross, and sweaty,
  2488. and smell.
  2489.  
  2490. 573
  2491. 00:31:18,838 --> 00:31:20,871
  2492. "My hair is dirty.
  2493.  
  2494. 574
  2495. 00:31:20,873 --> 00:31:22,840
  2496. "I'm too tired.
  2497.  
  2498. 575
  2499. 00:31:22,842 --> 00:31:24,677
  2500. "My med cart is messy."
  2501.  
  2502. 576
  2503. 00:31:24,877 --> 00:31:26,111
  2504. Fine.
  2505.  
  2506. 577
  2507. 00:31:26,746 --> 00:31:29,181
  2508. I'll sweat harder then.
  2509. Just for you.
  2510.  
  2511. 578
  2512. 00:31:30,382 --> 00:31:32,315
  2513. I'm going to draw that sweat.
  2514.  
  2515. 579
  2516. 00:31:32,317 --> 00:31:34,353
  2517. (STELLA COUGHING)
  2518.  
  2519. 580
  2520. 00:31:41,961 --> 00:31:43,462
  2521. What's that?
  2522.  
  2523. 581
  2524. 00:31:44,229 --> 00:31:45,565
  2525. My to-do list.
  2526.  
  2527. 582
  2528. 00:31:45,898 --> 00:31:47,500
  2529. To-do list?
  2530.  
  2531. 583
  2532. 00:31:47,934 --> 00:31:51,434
  2533. That's pretty old-fashioned
  2534. for someone that builds apps.
  2535.  
  2536. 584
  2537. 00:31:51,436 --> 00:31:53,269
  2538. Yeah, well,
  2539. the app doesn't give me
  2540.  
  2541. 585
  2542. 00:31:53,271 --> 00:31:55,440
  2543. the satisfaction of doing
  2544.  
  2545. 586
  2546. 00:31:55,808 --> 00:31:57,142
  2547. that.
  2548.  
  2549. 587
  2550. 00:32:01,446 --> 00:32:03,650
  2551. What else is on
  2552. that to-do list of yours?
  2553.  
  2554. 588
  2555. 00:32:04,216 --> 00:32:05,950
  2556. My master list
  2557. or my daily list?
  2558.  
  2559. 589
  2560. 00:32:05,952 --> 00:32:07,920
  2561. Yeah, of course
  2562. you have two lists.
  2563.  
  2564. 590
  2565. 00:32:08,721 --> 00:32:10,657
  2566. The master list.
  2567. That's the big stuff, right?
  2568.  
  2569. 591
  2570. 00:32:11,891 --> 00:32:12,923
  2571. Okay.
  2572.  
  2573. 592
  2574. 00:32:12,925 --> 00:32:15,826
  2575. Volunteer in an important
  2576. political campaign.
  2577.  
  2578. 593
  2579. 00:32:15,828 --> 00:32:16,794
  2580. Done.
  2581.  
  2582. 594
  2583. 00:32:16,796 --> 00:32:18,729
  2584. Study all the works of
  2585. William Shakespeare.
  2586.  
  2587. 595
  2588. 00:32:18,731 --> 00:32:19,732
  2589. Done.
  2590.  
  2591. 596
  2592. 00:32:20,833 --> 00:32:22,465
  2593. Share everything I know
  2594. about CF with other people.
  2595.  
  2596. 597
  2597. 00:32:22,467 --> 00:32:23,734
  2598. That's my YouTube page.
  2599.  
  2600. 598
  2601. 00:32:23,736 --> 00:32:26,839
  2602. So, your plan
  2603. is to die really smart
  2604.  
  2605. 599
  2606. 00:32:27,305 --> 00:32:28,572
  2607. so that you can join
  2608.  
  2609. 600
  2610. 00:32:28,574 --> 00:32:30,242
  2611. the debate team of the dead
  2612. or something?
  2613.  
  2614. 601
  2615. 00:32:30,643 --> 00:32:32,679
  2616. What about
  2617. traveling the world?
  2618.  
  2619. 602
  2620. 00:32:38,851 --> 00:32:40,918
  2621. Learn to play piano.
  2622.  
  2623. 603
  2624. 00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:42,187
  2625. Done.
  2626.  
  2627. 604
  2628. 00:32:42,488 --> 00:32:44,722
  2629. Speak fluent French.
  2630.  
  2631. 605
  2632. 00:32:44,724 --> 00:32:46,592
  2633. (SPEAKS FRENCH)
  2634.  
  2635. 606
  2636. 00:32:47,459 --> 00:32:49,227
  2637. Can you look at me for a sec?
  2638.  
  2639. 607
  2640. 00:32:50,496 --> 00:32:51,696
  2641. You wanna hear my list?
  2642.  
  2643. 608
  2644. 00:32:51,698 --> 00:32:52,665
  2645. No.
  2646.  
  2647. 609
  2648. 00:32:53,566 --> 00:32:56,201
  2649. Painting class with Bob Ross.
  2650.  
  2651. 610
  2652. 00:32:57,904 --> 00:33:00,638
  2653. He's dead.
  2654.  
  2655. 611
  2656. 00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:02,809
  2657. Yeah, never mind. Uh...
  2658.  
  2659. 612
  2660. 00:33:03,876 --> 00:33:05,410
  2661. Sex in the Vatican.
  2662.  
  2663. 613
  2664. 00:33:05,978 --> 00:33:08,881
  2665. (SIGHS) I'd rather help you
  2666. meet Bob Ross.
  2667.  
  2668. 614
  2669. 00:33:10,683 --> 00:33:11,684
  2670. I don't know.
  2671.  
  2672. 615
  2673. 00:33:13,452 --> 00:33:15,287
  2674. I'd like to travel the world.
  2675.  
  2676. 616
  2677. 00:33:16,055 --> 00:33:17,822
  2678. Actually get to see some of it
  2679.  
  2680. 617
  2681. 00:33:17,824 --> 00:33:20,960
  2682. and not the inside
  2683. of these hospitals.
  2684.  
  2685. 618
  2686. 00:33:28,034 --> 00:33:29,334
  2687. STELLA: Thank you.
  2688.  
  2689. 619
  2690. 00:33:30,737 --> 00:33:31,771
  2691. For what?
  2692.  
  2693. 620
  2694. 00:33:33,338 --> 00:33:34,974
  2695. For saying something real.
  2696.  
  2697. 621
  2698. 00:33:39,612 --> 00:33:40,980
  2699. Was it the Vatican thing?
  2700.  
  2701. 622
  2702. 00:33:42,414 --> 00:33:43,616
  2703. Can you hurry up?
  2704.  
  2705. 623
  2706. 00:34:02,467 --> 00:34:04,001
  2707. Okay. I just thought
  2708. you might want to know
  2709.  
  2710. 624
  2711. 00:34:04,003 --> 00:34:05,536
  2712. how this feels. You ready?
  2713.  
  2714. 625
  2715. 00:34:05,538 --> 00:34:06,839
  2716. And I brought a jumping buddy.
  2717.  
  2718. 626
  2719. 00:34:07,472 --> 00:34:09,474
  2720. Don't worry.
  2721. I'll hold him tight.
  2722.  
  2723. 627
  2724. 00:34:10,076 --> 00:34:12,109
  2725. All right, Abby,
  2726. ready to jump out of a plane?
  2727.  
  2728. 628
  2729. 00:34:12,111 --> 00:34:13,376
  2730. Ready!
  2731.  
  2732. 629
  2733. 00:34:13,378 --> 00:34:15,047
  2734. Happy Birthday, Stella.
  2735.  
  2736. 630
  2737. 00:34:15,447 --> 00:34:16,783
  2738. (ABBY SCREAMING)
  2739.  
  2740. 631
  2741. 00:34:19,552 --> 00:34:21,453
  2742. (ABBY CONTINUES SCREAMING)
  2743.  
  2744. 632
  2745. 00:34:29,762 --> 00:34:31,731
  2746. I love you, Stella.
  2747. I'll see you soon.
  2748.  
  2749. 633
  2750. 00:34:32,632 --> 00:34:33,800
  2751. STELLA: I love you, too.
  2752.  
  2753. 634
  2754. 00:34:36,769 --> 00:34:38,037
  2755. (CLATTERS)
  2756.  
  2757. 635
  2758. 00:34:45,611 --> 00:34:47,511
  2759. I like seeing you like this.
  2760.  
  2761. 636
  2762. 00:34:47,513 --> 00:34:48,813
  2763. Like what?
  2764.  
  2765. 637
  2766. 00:34:48,815 --> 00:34:50,448
  2767. Hopeful.
  2768.  
  2769. 638
  2770. 00:34:52,718 --> 00:34:53,753
  2771. All right.
  2772.  
  2773. 639
  2774. 00:34:55,755 --> 00:34:57,089
  2775. Hey, Julie.
  2776.  
  2777. 640
  2778. 00:35:00,660 --> 00:35:02,495
  2779. What if this doesn't work?
  2780.  
  2781. 641
  2782. 00:35:03,930 --> 00:35:05,565
  2783. What if it does?
  2784.  
  2785. 642
  2786. 00:35:15,975 --> 00:35:17,944
  2787. (RESUMES SKETCHING)
  2788.  
  2789. 643
  2790. 00:35:32,625 --> 00:35:33,726
  2791. (CHUCKLES)
  2792.  
  2793. 644
  2794. 00:35:38,865 --> 00:35:40,633
  2795. (LAUGHING)
  2796.  
  2797. 645
  2798. 00:35:45,705 --> 00:35:47,137
  2799. Ha-ha!
  2800.  
  2801. 646
  2802. 00:35:47,139 --> 00:35:48,841
  2803. (LAPTOP RINGING)
  2804.  
  2805. 647
  2806. 00:35:53,779 --> 00:35:55,348
  2807. Why cartoons?
  2808.  
  2809. 648
  2810. 00:35:55,848 --> 00:35:57,683
  2811. They're subversive.
  2812.  
  2813. 649
  2814. 00:35:58,551 --> 00:36:01,785
  2815. They can be light and funny
  2816. but pack a powerful punch.
  2817.  
  2818. 650
  2819. 00:36:01,787 --> 00:36:03,554
  2820. I think a well-drawn cartoon
  2821.  
  2822. 651
  2823. 00:36:03,556 --> 00:36:05,189
  2824. can say a lot more
  2825. than words ever could.
  2826.  
  2827. 652
  2828. 00:36:05,191 --> 00:36:06,557
  2829. Yeah?
  2830.  
  2831. 653
  2832. 00:36:06,559 --> 00:36:08,861
  2833. What does this say exactly?
  2834.  
  2835. 654
  2836. 00:36:09,528 --> 00:36:12,698
  2837. A lot more than words
  2838. ever could.
  2839.  
  2840. 655
  2841. 00:36:13,099 --> 00:36:14,967
  2842. I think it's actually
  2843. pretty good.
  2844.  
  2845. 656
  2846. 00:36:15,167 --> 00:36:17,103
  2847. I think that's really good.
  2848. Behind you.
  2849.  
  2850. 657
  2851. 00:36:17,570 --> 00:36:18,738
  2852. What is that?
  2853.  
  2854. 658
  2855. 00:36:19,238 --> 00:36:21,471
  2856. Oh, those are lungs.
  2857. That's brilliant.
  2858.  
  2859. 659
  2860. 00:36:21,473 --> 00:36:22,673
  2861. Did you do that?
  2862.  
  2863. 660
  2864. 00:36:22,675 --> 00:36:25,609
  2865. Uh, no, my older sister, Abby.
  2866.  
  2867. 661
  2868. 00:36:25,611 --> 00:36:26,679
  2869. Wow. She's really good.
  2870.  
  2871. 662
  2872. 00:36:27,780 --> 00:36:29,181
  2873. I'd love to see more of
  2874. her stuff. Do you have any?
  2875.  
  2876. 663
  2877. 00:36:31,050 --> 00:36:35,152
  2878. We don't have to, uh,
  2879. share our stories, okay?
  2880.  
  2881. 664
  2882. 00:36:35,154 --> 00:36:37,590
  2883. We can just do
  2884. our treatments together.
  2885.  
  2886. 665
  2887. 00:36:38,024 --> 00:36:39,525
  2888. (LINE DISCONNECTS)
  2889.  
  2890. 666
  2891. 00:36:40,159 --> 00:36:41,727
  2892. (SCOFFS SOFTLY)
  2893.  
  2894. 667
  2895. 00:36:44,630 --> 00:36:48,098
  2896. STELLA: Hey, guys!
  2897. I have to get a nasal poly...
  2898.  
  2899. 668
  2900. 00:36:48,100 --> 00:36:49,166
  2901. Polypectomy.
  2902.  
  2903. 669
  2904. 00:36:49,168 --> 00:36:51,702
  2905. We're removing polyps
  2906. from your nasal passages.
  2907.  
  2908. 670
  2909. 00:36:51,704 --> 00:36:53,070
  2910. And Stella's nervous.
  2911.  
  2912. 671
  2913. 00:36:53,072 --> 00:36:54,972
  2914. But I'm gonna be there
  2915. to sing her to sleep.
  2916.  
  2917. 672
  2918. 00:36:54,974 --> 00:36:56,874
  2919. Just like always.
  2920.  
  2921. 673
  2922. 00:36:56,876 --> 00:36:59,610
  2923. ♪ I love you
  2924. A bushel and a peck ♪
  2925.  
  2926. 674
  2927. 00:36:59,612 --> 00:37:00,678
  2928. ♪ A bushel and a peck ♪
  2929.  
  2930. 675
  2931. 00:37:00,680 --> 00:37:01,712
  2932. Don't sing
  2933. the whole thing yet.
  2934.  
  2935. 676
  2936. 00:37:01,714 --> 00:37:02,780
  2937. ♪ And a hug around the neck ♪
  2938.  
  2939. 677
  2940. 00:37:02,782 --> 00:37:04,148
  2941. You're gonna jinx it.
  2942. (SHUSHES)
  2943.  
  2944. 678
  2945. 00:37:04,150 --> 00:37:05,249
  2946. ♪ And a barrel and a heap ♪
  2947.  
  2948. 679
  2949. 00:37:05,251 --> 00:37:06,684
  2950. You're gonna jinx it.
  2951.  
  2952. 680
  2953. 00:37:06,686 --> 00:37:09,853
  2954. ♪ And I'm talkin' in my sleep
  2955. About you ♪
  2956.  
  2957. 681
  2958. 00:37:09,855 --> 00:37:11,090
  2959. But seriously.
  2960.  
  2961. 682
  2962. 00:37:11,590 --> 00:37:13,057
  2963. I'm gonna be there
  2964. when you go to sleep
  2965.  
  2966. 683
  2967. 00:37:13,059 --> 00:37:14,894
  2968. and I'm gonna be right here
  2969. when you wake up.
  2970.  
  2971. 684
  2972. 00:37:16,862 --> 00:37:17,964
  2973. Okay?
  2974.  
  2975. 685
  2976. 00:37:19,065 --> 00:37:20,066
  2977. Okay.
  2978.  
  2979. 686
  2980. 00:37:21,534 --> 00:37:22,702
  2981. I love you.
  2982.  
  2983. 687
  2984. 00:37:23,035 --> 00:37:24,503
  2985. I love you, too.
  2986.  
  2987. 688
  2988. 00:37:24,737 --> 00:37:26,303
  2989. My sister, Abby,
  2990. ladies and gentlemen.
  2991.  
  2992. 689
  2993. 00:37:26,305 --> 00:37:28,572
  2994. She's single, by the way.
  2995.  
  2996. 690
  2997. 00:37:28,574 --> 00:37:29,942
  2998. Her digits are...
  2999.  
  3000. 691
  3001. 00:37:30,743 --> 00:37:31,976
  3002. That was last year.
  3003.  
  3004. 692
  3005. 00:37:31,978 --> 00:37:34,146
  3006. Abby's not in any of
  3007. the videos after that.
  3008.  
  3009. 693
  3010. 00:37:34,647 --> 00:37:36,080
  3011. I found Abby's Instagram.
  3012.  
  3013. 694
  3014. 00:37:36,082 --> 00:37:38,015
  3015. I mean, it's mostly art,
  3016.  
  3017. 695
  3018. 00:37:38,017 --> 00:37:40,617
  3019. her and Stella,
  3020. but you're right.
  3021.  
  3022. 696
  3023. 00:37:40,619 --> 00:37:42,488
  3024. I mean,
  3025. she hasn't posted in a year.
  3026.  
  3027. 697
  3028. 00:37:49,729 --> 00:37:50,796
  3029. (DOOR OPENS)
  3030.  
  3031. 698
  3032. 00:37:54,867 --> 00:37:57,201
  3033. Barb didn't see you come in,
  3034. did she?
  3035.  
  3036. 699
  3037. 00:37:57,203 --> 00:37:58,537
  3038. No.
  3039.  
  3040. 700
  3041. 00:38:10,683 --> 00:38:12,151
  3042. Abby's dead, isn't she?
  3043.  
  3044. 701
  3045. 00:38:16,155 --> 00:38:18,090
  3046. You're as delicate
  3047. as a jackhammer.
  3048.  
  3049. 702
  3050. 00:38:18,724 --> 00:38:22,028
  3051. We don't have time for
  3052. delicacy, Stella. We're dying.
  3053.  
  3054. 703
  3055. 00:38:22,828 --> 00:38:26,132
  3056. Can you stop reminding me
  3057. that I'm dying?
  3058.  
  3059. 704
  3060. 00:38:26,699 --> 00:38:28,966
  3061. I get it. I get that.
  3062.  
  3063. 705
  3064. 00:38:28,968 --> 00:38:30,868
  3065. Okay? I just can't.
  3066.  
  3067. 706
  3068. 00:38:30,870 --> 00:38:32,903
  3069. I have been dying
  3070. my whole life.
  3071.  
  3072. 707
  3073. 00:38:32,905 --> 00:38:35,906
  3074. Every birthday, we celebrated
  3075. it like it was my last one.
  3076.  
  3077. 708
  3078. 00:38:35,908 --> 00:38:37,608
  3079. I know. Me, too.
  3080.  
  3081. 709
  3082. 00:38:37,610 --> 00:38:40,646
  3083. Because then, yeah,
  3084. as you pointed out, Abby died.
  3085.  
  3086. 710
  3087. 00:38:42,782 --> 00:38:44,381
  3088. And then
  3089. my parents' marriage died.
  3090.  
  3091. 711
  3092. 00:38:44,383 --> 00:38:46,884
  3093. And it was supposed to be me.
  3094.  
  3095. 712
  3096. 00:38:46,886 --> 00:38:48,685
  3097. Everyone was ready for that.
  3098.  
  3099. 713
  3100. 00:38:48,687 --> 00:38:50,120
  3101. Everyone was prepared
  3102. for that.
  3103.  
  3104. 714
  3105. 00:38:50,122 --> 00:38:51,924
  3106. I just, I can't die.
  3107.  
  3108. 715
  3109. 00:38:53,959 --> 00:38:56,295
  3110. I just... My parents...
  3111. I can't.
  3112.  
  3113. 716
  3114. 00:38:57,229 --> 00:38:59,598
  3115. Is this why you're so obsessed
  3116. with your regimen?
  3117.  
  3118. 717
  3119. 00:39:01,033 --> 00:39:03,667
  3120. You're not afraid of dying.
  3121. You have survivor's guilt.
  3122.  
  3123. 718
  3124. 00:39:03,669 --> 00:39:04,601
  3125. Will?
  3126.  
  3127. 719
  3128. 00:39:04,603 --> 00:39:06,270
  3129. You're a sick girl
  3130. with survivor's guilt.
  3131.  
  3132. 720
  3133. 00:39:06,272 --> 00:39:08,305
  3134. This is out of your control.
  3135.  
  3136. 721
  3137. 00:39:08,307 --> 00:39:10,707
  3138. I just don't have
  3139. any other choice, okay?
  3140.  
  3141. 722
  3142. 00:39:10,709 --> 00:39:11,942
  3143. You do. But that's what
  3144. I'm trying to tell you.
  3145.  
  3146. 723
  3147. 00:39:11,944 --> 00:39:13,913
  3148. STELLA: I don't!
  3149. Will, I don't.
  3150.  
  3151. 724
  3152. 00:39:15,147 --> 00:39:16,947
  3153. Okay, Stella.
  3154. Hey, I'm sorry.
  3155.  
  3156. 725
  3157. 00:39:16,949 --> 00:39:18,115
  3158. We're supposed
  3159. to be meditating.
  3160.  
  3161. 726
  3162. 00:39:18,117 --> 00:39:19,718
  3163. Stella, come on!
  3164.  
  3165. 727
  3166. 00:39:21,720 --> 00:39:23,353
  3167. POE: You knew
  3168. he had boundary issues.
  3169.  
  3170. 728
  3171. 00:39:23,355 --> 00:39:26,056
  3172. For what it's worth, I don't
  3173. think he meant to hurt you.
  3174.  
  3175. 729
  3176. 00:39:26,058 --> 00:39:27,658
  3177. Yeah,
  3178. but it's still annoying.
  3179.  
  3180. 730
  3181. 00:39:27,660 --> 00:39:29,326
  3182. Like, he said
  3183. "Abby" and "dead"
  3184.  
  3185. 731
  3186. 00:39:29,328 --> 00:39:31,597
  3187. in the same sentence
  3188. like it was no big deal.
  3189.  
  3190. 732
  3191. 00:39:34,333 --> 00:39:35,734
  3192. (SIGHS)
  3193.  
  3194. 733
  3195. 00:39:37,770 --> 00:39:39,105
  3196. I should've been there.
  3197.  
  3198. 734
  3199. 00:39:39,839 --> 00:39:42,808
  3200. I should've been there.
  3201.  
  3202. 735
  3203. 00:39:43,876 --> 00:39:45,010
  3204. Stella, look at me.
  3205.  
  3206. 736
  3207. 00:39:45,911 --> 00:39:47,179
  3208. You can't know.
  3209.  
  3210. 737
  3211. 00:39:47,713 --> 00:39:49,215
  3212. You just can't.
  3213.  
  3214. 738
  3215. 00:39:49,415 --> 00:39:51,784
  3216. (SIGHS)
  3217.  
  3218. 739
  3219. 00:39:52,718 --> 00:39:54,820
  3220. Oh, this disease is a prison.
  3221.  
  3222. 740
  3223. 00:39:55,154 --> 00:39:57,323
  3224. I wanna hug you.
  3225.  
  3226. 741
  3227. 00:39:58,324 --> 00:40:01,160
  3228. Just pretend
  3229. that I'm doing it right now.
  3230.  
  3231. 742
  3232. 00:40:03,429 --> 00:40:04,730
  3233. I love you.
  3234.  
  3235. 743
  3236. 00:40:06,065 --> 00:40:07,333
  3237. I love you, too.
  3238.  
  3239. 744
  3240. 00:40:09,835 --> 00:40:11,268
  3241. You wanna get ice cream?
  3242.  
  3243. 745
  3244. 00:40:11,270 --> 00:40:13,172
  3245. Yes.
  3246.  
  3247. 746
  3248. 00:40:18,177 --> 00:40:19,645
  3249. (LINE BEEPS)
  3250.  
  3251. 747
  3252. 00:40:34,494 --> 00:40:37,997
  3253. DR. HAMID: If the infection
  3254. gets into the bloodstream...
  3255.  
  3256. 748
  3257. 00:40:41,100 --> 00:40:42,101
  3258. Hey.
  3259.  
  3260. 749
  3261. 00:40:44,103 --> 00:40:45,836
  3262. It's gonna be okay.
  3263.  
  3264. 750
  3265. 00:40:45,838 --> 00:40:47,838
  3266. You don't know that.
  3267.  
  3268. 751
  3269. 00:40:47,840 --> 00:40:50,709
  3270. You're right. I don't.
  3271. It's risky.
  3272.  
  3273. 752
  3274. 00:40:51,043 --> 00:40:53,179
  3275. But sepsis is
  3276. the bigger monster.
  3277.  
  3278. 753
  3279. 00:40:55,381 --> 00:40:56,682
  3280. Hey.
  3281.  
  3282. 754
  3283. 00:40:57,950 --> 00:41:00,117
  3284. You're a fighter,
  3285. Stella Grant.
  3286.  
  3287. 755
  3288. 00:41:00,119 --> 00:41:01,420
  3289. You always have been.
  3290.  
  3291. 756
  3292. 00:41:05,191 --> 00:41:06,458
  3293. So...
  3294.  
  3295. 757
  3296. 00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:08,761
  3297. Yeah?
  3298.  
  3299. 758
  3300. 00:41:09,128 --> 00:41:10,429
  3301. Yeah.
  3302.  
  3303. 759
  3304. 00:41:11,764 --> 00:41:13,132
  3305. Tomorrow morning, then.
  3306.  
  3307. 760
  3308. 00:41:15,134 --> 00:41:16,936
  3309. I'll let your parents know.
  3310.  
  3311. 761
  3312. 00:41:17,303 --> 00:41:18,737
  3313. (DOOR OPENS)
  3314.  
  3315. 762
  3316. 00:41:20,306 --> 00:41:21,740
  3317. (DOOR CLOSES)
  3318.  
  3319. 763
  3320. 00:41:27,079 --> 00:41:28,080
  3321. (SIGHS)
  3322.  
  3323. 764
  3324. 00:41:55,441 --> 00:41:57,510
  3325. (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING)
  3326.  
  3327. 765
  3328. 00:42:09,888 --> 00:42:10,990
  3329. Hey.
  3330.  
  3331. 766
  3332. 00:42:12,492 --> 00:42:13,792
  3333. You're here.
  3334.  
  3335. 767
  3336. 00:42:14,494 --> 00:42:15,526
  3337. I'm here.
  3338.  
  3339. 768
  3340. 00:42:15,528 --> 00:42:18,097
  3341. I got your cartoon.
  3342. You're forgiven. Back up.
  3343.  
  3344. 769
  3345. 00:42:21,467 --> 00:42:23,367
  3346. You missed our treatment.
  3347. What's going on?
  3348.  
  3349. 770
  3350. 00:42:23,369 --> 00:42:25,404
  3351. Infected G-tube.
  3352.  
  3353. 771
  3354. 00:42:26,038 --> 00:42:27,971
  3355. Dr. Hamid's worried
  3356. about sepsis,
  3357.  
  3358. 772
  3359. 00:42:27,973 --> 00:42:29,842
  3360. so she's replacing it
  3361. in the morning.
  3362.  
  3363. 773
  3364. 00:42:30,309 --> 00:42:31,908
  3365. I'm going under general.
  3366.  
  3367. 774
  3368. 00:42:31,910 --> 00:42:33,076
  3369. Shit.
  3370.  
  3371. 775
  3372. 00:42:33,078 --> 00:42:34,547
  3373. Are your lungs up for that?
  3374.  
  3375. 776
  3376. 00:42:36,181 --> 00:42:39,985
  3377. Do your nebulizer at 8:00,
  3378. and your AffloVest, okay?
  3379.  
  3380. 777
  3381. 00:42:40,553 --> 00:42:41,887
  3382. (DOOR CLOSES)
  3383.  
  3384. 778
  3385. 00:42:57,136 --> 00:42:59,204
  3386. (SOULFUL MUSIC CONTINUES)
  3387.  
  3388. 779
  3389. 00:43:36,476 --> 00:43:37,610
  3390. (DOOR OPENS)
  3391.  
  3392. 780
  3393. 00:43:46,553 --> 00:43:48,287
  3394. What are you doing here?
  3395.  
  3396. 781
  3397. 00:43:49,154 --> 00:43:51,088
  3398. I thought this was
  3399. the bathroom, honestly.
  3400.  
  3401. 782
  3402. 00:43:51,090 --> 00:43:52,289
  3403. (LAUGHS)
  3404.  
  3405. 783
  3406. 00:43:52,291 --> 00:43:54,494
  3407. It's your first surgery
  3408. without Abby.
  3409.  
  3410. 784
  3411. 00:43:55,628 --> 00:43:57,029
  3412. How do you know that?
  3413.  
  3414. 785
  3415. 00:43:57,229 --> 00:43:59,098
  3416. I've seen all your movies.
  3417.  
  3418. 786
  3419. 00:44:00,132 --> 00:44:01,634
  3420. Some might say
  3421.  
  3422. 787
  3423. 00:44:02,167 --> 00:44:03,634
  3424. I'm your biggest fan.
  3425.  
  3426. 788
  3427. 00:44:03,636 --> 00:44:06,840
  3428. So, I really hope
  3429. that I don't mess this up.
  3430.  
  3431. 789
  3432. 00:44:10,710 --> 00:44:14,378
  3433. ♪ I love you
  3434. A bushel and a peck ♪
  3435.  
  3436. 790
  3437. 00:44:14,380 --> 00:44:16,647
  3438. ♪ A bushel and a peck
  3439. And a hug around the neck ♪
  3440.  
  3441. 791
  3442. 00:44:16,649 --> 00:44:18,215
  3443. Go away! Go away!
  3444.  
  3445. 792
  3446. 00:44:18,217 --> 00:44:21,719
  3447. ♪ A hug around the neck
  3448. And a barrel and a heap ♪
  3449.  
  3450. 793
  3451. 00:44:21,721 --> 00:44:23,320
  3452. ♪ A barrel and a heap ♪
  3453.  
  3454. 794
  3455. 00:44:23,322 --> 00:44:27,059
  3456. ♪ And I'm talkin' in my sleep
  3457. About you ♪
  3458.  
  3459. 795
  3460. 00:44:28,595 --> 00:44:31,094
  3461. Our grandma
  3462. used to sing that to us.
  3463.  
  3464. 796
  3465. 00:44:31,096 --> 00:44:34,030
  3466. I had to Google it.
  3467. It's really old.
  3468.  
  3469. 797
  3470. 00:44:34,032 --> 00:44:35,098
  3471. I know.
  3472.  
  3473. 798
  3474. 00:44:35,100 --> 00:44:36,433
  3475. What the heck's
  3476.  
  3477. 799
  3478. 00:44:36,435 --> 00:44:38,268
  3479. a barrel and a heap?
  3480.  
  3481. 800
  3482. 00:44:38,270 --> 00:44:39,639
  3483. (LAUGHS)
  3484.  
  3485. 801
  3486. 00:44:48,046 --> 00:44:49,616
  3487. You're gonna be okay.
  3488.  
  3489. 802
  3490. 00:44:50,315 --> 00:44:51,551
  3491. Promise?
  3492.  
  3493. 803
  3494. 00:44:56,756 --> 00:44:58,157
  3495. (BOTH KISS)
  3496.  
  3497. 804
  3498. 00:44:58,758 --> 00:45:00,192
  3499. Hey.
  3500.  
  3501. 805
  3502. 00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:03,028
  3503. You ready to get this show
  3504. on the road?
  3505.  
  3506. 806
  3507. 00:45:03,663 --> 00:45:04,930
  3508. (MOUTHING) Yeah.
  3509.  
  3510. 807
  3511. 00:45:16,609 --> 00:45:18,509
  3512. Oh, hell, no!
  3513.  
  3514. 808
  3515. 00:45:18,511 --> 00:45:19,712
  3516. Will!
  3517.  
  3518. 809
  3519. 00:45:24,116 --> 00:45:25,685
  3520. She was scared.
  3521.  
  3522. 810
  3523. 00:45:26,084 --> 00:45:27,585
  3524. I just wanted to do
  3525. something nice.
  3526.  
  3527. 811
  3528. 00:45:27,587 --> 00:45:28,588
  3529. (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
  3530.  
  3531. 812
  3532. 00:45:32,492 --> 00:45:34,326
  3533. Come on!
  3534.  
  3535. 813
  3536. 00:45:35,060 --> 00:45:37,327
  3537. She's in more danger
  3538. under the anesthesia
  3539.  
  3540. 814
  3541. 00:45:37,329 --> 00:45:39,131
  3542. than she is with me.
  3543.  
  3544. 815
  3545. 00:45:42,735 --> 00:45:44,303
  3546. Trevor Von.
  3547.  
  3548. 816
  3549. 00:45:45,370 --> 00:45:48,338
  3550. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
  3551. That's who you remind me of.
  3552.  
  3553. 817
  3554. 00:45:48,340 --> 00:45:50,808
  3555. Trevor Von and Amy Presley.
  3556.  
  3557. 818
  3558. 00:45:50,810 --> 00:45:52,677
  3559. Oh, they were...
  3560.  
  3561. 819
  3562. 00:45:52,679 --> 00:45:55,080
  3563. They were in love.
  3564.  
  3565. 820
  3566. 00:45:55,815 --> 00:45:58,816
  3567. And I let them break the rules
  3568. so they could be happy.
  3569.  
  3570. 821
  3571. 00:45:58,818 --> 00:46:00,452
  3572. And let me guess,
  3573.  
  3574. 822
  3575. 00:46:01,453 --> 00:46:02,587
  3576. they died?
  3577.  
  3578. 823
  3579. 00:46:02,589 --> 00:46:04,757
  3580. Yes, Will, they did.
  3581.  
  3582. 824
  3583. 00:46:06,659 --> 00:46:08,327
  3584. On my watch.
  3585.  
  3586. 825
  3587. 00:46:11,396 --> 00:46:14,501
  3588. And I'd be damned
  3589. if I let that happen again.
  3590.  
  3591. 826
  3592. 00:46:18,738 --> 00:46:20,640
  3593. (DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
  3594.  
  3595. 827
  3596. 00:46:35,287 --> 00:46:37,254
  3597. (EKG BEEPING)
  3598.  
  3599. 828
  3600. 00:46:37,256 --> 00:46:38,791
  3601. It's gonna be okay.
  3602.  
  3603. 829
  3604. 00:46:57,276 --> 00:46:58,743
  3605. You know what to do.
  3606.  
  3607. 830
  3608. 00:46:58,745 --> 00:47:00,212
  3609. Mmm-hmm.
  3610.  
  3611. 831
  3612. 00:47:01,848 --> 00:47:05,215
  3613. BOTH: Ten, nine...
  3614.  
  3615. 832
  3616. 00:47:05,217 --> 00:47:06,418
  3617. STELLA: ...eight,
  3618.  
  3619. 833
  3620. 00:47:07,219 --> 00:47:08,555
  3621. seven...
  3622.  
  3623. 834
  3624. 00:47:10,557 --> 00:47:12,090
  3625. ANESTHESIOLOGIST: Shh...
  3626.  
  3627. 835
  3628. 00:47:15,460 --> 00:47:17,460
  3629. (ECHOING VOICE
  3630. SINGING INDISTINCTLY)
  3631.  
  3632. 836
  3633. 00:47:17,462 --> 00:47:19,398
  3634. (DREAMY MUSIC PLAYING)
  3635.  
  3636. 837
  3637. 00:47:58,403 --> 00:47:59,404
  3638. (MOANS SOFTLY)
  3639.  
  3640. 838
  3641. 00:48:02,942 --> 00:48:04,242
  3642. (GASPS)
  3643.  
  3644. 839
  3645. 00:48:05,377 --> 00:48:07,780
  3646. Oh... (GASPS)
  3647.  
  3648. 840
  3649. 00:48:30,737 --> 00:48:32,371
  3650. (CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
  3651.  
  3652. 841
  3653. 00:48:41,279 --> 00:48:43,650
  3654. STELLA: (SINGSONG)
  3655. Hi, it's me.
  3656.  
  3657. 842
  3658. 00:48:44,349 --> 00:48:48,755
  3659. (GROGGILY) Call me
  3660. 'cause I miss you, okay?
  3661.  
  3662. 843
  3663. 00:48:49,321 --> 00:48:51,856
  3664. But don't call me, 'cause
  3665. I just got out of surgery
  3666.  
  3667. 844
  3668. 00:48:51,858 --> 00:48:53,526
  3669. and I'm really tired.
  3670.  
  3671. 845
  3672. 00:48:53,726 --> 00:48:56,459
  3673. But call me though
  3674. when you get this,
  3675.  
  3676. 846
  3677. 00:48:56,461 --> 00:48:59,431
  3678. because you're cute
  3679.  
  3680. 847
  3681. 00:48:59,666 --> 00:49:02,502
  3682. and I wanna see you
  3683.  
  3684. 848
  3685. 00:49:03,402 --> 00:49:06,238
  3686. and your fluffy little hair
  3687.  
  3688. 849
  3689. 00:49:06,906 --> 00:49:10,608
  3690. and your little skinny legs.
  3691. (CHUCKLES)
  3692.  
  3693. 850
  3694. 00:49:10,610 --> 00:49:11,744
  3695. Okay?
  3696.  
  3697. 851
  3698. 00:49:12,578 --> 00:49:13,811
  3699. Don't call me, though,
  3700.  
  3701. 852
  3702. 00:49:13,813 --> 00:49:16,847
  3703. because if I hear
  3704. your sexy voice,
  3705.  
  3706. 853
  3707. 00:49:16,849 --> 00:49:19,284
  3708. I won't be able
  3709. to sleep, so...
  3710.  
  3711. 854
  3712. 00:49:20,720 --> 00:49:23,455
  3713. Call me when you get this,
  3714. okay?
  3715.  
  3716. 855
  3717. 00:49:24,524 --> 00:49:25,725
  3718. Bye.
  3719.  
  3720. 856
  3721. 00:49:27,960 --> 00:49:30,195
  3722. (JAZZY POP MUSIC PLAYING)
  3723.  
  3724. 857
  3725. 00:50:22,582 --> 00:50:23,750
  3726. (CELL PHONE CHIMES)
  3727.  
  3728. 858
  3729. 00:50:41,567 --> 00:50:43,268
  3730. Will's not coming.
  3731.  
  3732. 859
  3733. 00:50:45,104 --> 00:50:46,404
  3734. Will?
  3735.  
  3736. 860
  3737. 00:50:47,940 --> 00:50:50,442
  3738. I'm not leaving
  3739. until you open the door.
  3740.  
  3741. 861
  3742. 00:50:54,046 --> 00:50:55,347
  3743. WILL: I can't.
  3744.  
  3745. 862
  3746. 00:50:58,450 --> 00:51:01,085
  3747. Just, please open the door
  3748. and we can talk about this.
  3749.  
  3750. 863
  3751. 00:51:01,087 --> 00:51:02,953
  3752. Okay? I don't care
  3753. what Barb said.
  3754.  
  3755. 864
  3756. 00:51:02,955 --> 00:51:05,057
  3757. Just open the door!
  3758.  
  3759. 865
  3760. 00:51:05,525 --> 00:51:07,091
  3761. (TURNS DOOR HANDLE)
  3762.  
  3763. 866
  3764. 00:51:07,093 --> 00:51:08,526
  3765. I can't.
  3766.  
  3767. 867
  3768. 00:51:08,528 --> 00:51:09,829
  3769. STELLA: Will, come on.
  3770.  
  3771. 868
  3772. 00:51:23,876 --> 00:51:25,377
  3773. Go away, Stella.
  3774.  
  3775. 869
  3776. 00:51:29,982 --> 00:51:31,816
  3777. POE:
  3778. Maybe it's better this way.
  3779.  
  3780. 870
  3781. 00:51:31,818 --> 00:51:34,051
  3782. STELLA:
  3783. No, I can figure this out.
  3784.  
  3785. 871
  3786. 00:51:34,053 --> 00:51:35,719
  3787. I need to figure this out.
  3788.  
  3789. 872
  3790. 00:51:35,721 --> 00:51:37,355
  3791. POE: We're not normal kids.
  3792.  
  3793. 873
  3794. 00:51:38,591 --> 00:51:40,591
  3795. We don't get to take chances
  3796. like this.
  3797.  
  3798. 874
  3799. 00:51:40,593 --> 00:51:42,860
  3800. Oh, come on. You're not gonna
  3801. give me that, too?
  3802.  
  3803. 875
  3804. 00:51:42,862 --> 00:51:44,362
  3805. POE:
  3806. Admit what's going on here.
  3807.  
  3808. 876
  3809. 00:51:44,864 --> 00:51:46,999
  3810. Will's a risk-taker,
  3811. just like Abby.
  3812.  
  3813. 877
  3814. 00:51:48,634 --> 00:51:50,536
  3815. What's that supposed to mean?
  3816.  
  3817. 878
  3818. 00:51:51,971 --> 00:51:54,974
  3819. You think that I'm the one
  3820. that's afraid to take risks?
  3821.  
  3822. 879
  3823. 00:51:55,575 --> 00:51:56,974
  3824. What about you and your life
  3825.  
  3826. 880
  3827. 00:51:56,976 --> 00:51:58,843
  3828. and your relationships?
  3829.  
  3830. 881
  3831. 00:51:58,845 --> 00:52:01,411
  3832. You and Tim, you and Rick,
  3833. you and Michael.
  3834.  
  3835. 882
  3836. 00:52:01,413 --> 00:52:03,013
  3837. Don't go there.
  3838.  
  3839. 883
  3840. 00:52:03,015 --> 00:52:05,082
  3841. They knew you were sick
  3842. and they loved you.
  3843.  
  3844. 884
  3845. 00:52:05,084 --> 00:52:07,450
  3846. You were the one who ran.
  3847. Every time, you ran.
  3848.  
  3849. 885
  3850. 00:52:07,452 --> 00:52:08,451
  3851. You don't know
  3852. what you're talking about.
  3853.  
  3854. 886
  3855. 00:52:08,453 --> 00:52:10,955
  3856. You ruined every chance
  3857. you've ever had at love,
  3858.  
  3859. 887
  3860. 00:52:10,957 --> 00:52:12,992
  3861. so just keep your advice
  3862. to yourself.
  3863.  
  3864. 888
  3865. 00:52:19,532 --> 00:52:21,601
  3866. (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING)
  3867.  
  3868. 889
  3869. 00:52:44,624 --> 00:52:46,626
  3870. (MELLOW MUSIC CONTINUES)
  3871.  
  3872. 890
  3873. 00:53:07,647 --> 00:53:08,948
  3874. (KNOCK ON DOOR)
  3875.  
  3876. 891
  3877. 00:53:34,273 --> 00:53:35,508
  3878. (LAUGHS)
  3879.  
  3880. 892
  3881. 00:53:37,009 --> 00:53:38,010
  3882. Bitch.
  3883.  
  3884. 893
  3885. 00:53:38,644 --> 00:53:39,779
  3886. Asshole.
  3887.  
  3888. 894
  3889. 00:53:41,747 --> 00:53:43,416
  3890. You know, you're right.
  3891.  
  3892. 895
  3893. 00:53:44,250 --> 00:53:45,651
  3894. I am afraid.
  3895.  
  3896. 896
  3897. 00:53:46,585 --> 00:53:49,019
  3898. You know what someone gets
  3899. for loving me?
  3900.  
  3901. 897
  3902. 00:53:49,021 --> 00:53:51,221
  3903. They get to pay
  3904. for all my care.
  3905.  
  3906. 898
  3907. 00:53:51,223 --> 00:53:53,059
  3908. And then
  3909. they get to watch me die.
  3910.  
  3911. 899
  3912. 00:53:54,794 --> 00:53:58,262
  3913. Deductibles, meds,
  3914. hospital stays, surgeries.
  3915.  
  3916. 900
  3917. 00:53:58,264 --> 00:54:01,598
  3918. When I turn 18,
  3919. there's no more full coverage.
  3920.  
  3921. 901
  3922. 00:54:01,600 --> 00:54:03,100
  3923. Who should I put that on?
  3924.  
  3925. 902
  3926. 00:54:03,102 --> 00:54:05,470
  3927. Michael or my family?
  3928.  
  3929. 903
  3930. 00:54:05,972 --> 00:54:07,873
  3931. It's my sickness,
  3932. it's my problem.
  3933.  
  3934. 904
  3935. 00:54:10,242 --> 00:54:11,942
  3936. Maybe we can get Will
  3937. to marry you.
  3938.  
  3939. 905
  3940. 00:54:11,944 --> 00:54:13,045
  3941. He's loaded.
  3942.  
  3943. 906
  3944. 00:54:14,580 --> 00:54:16,649
  3945. He's not picky.
  3946. He likes you.
  3947.  
  3948. 907
  3949. 00:54:17,850 --> 00:54:19,785
  3950. (BOTH CHUCKLE)
  3951.  
  3952. 908
  3953. 00:54:21,887 --> 00:54:23,189
  3954. I am sorry
  3955.  
  3956. 909
  3957. 00:54:24,724 --> 00:54:26,125
  3958. about you and Will.
  3959.  
  3960. 910
  3961. 00:54:40,940 --> 00:54:42,241
  3962. POE: Stella?
  3963.  
  3964. 911
  3965. 00:54:44,610 --> 00:54:45,711
  3966. What?
  3967.  
  3968. 912
  3969. 00:54:47,980 --> 00:54:49,181
  3970. Stella?
  3971.  
  3972. 913
  3973. 00:54:51,884 --> 00:54:53,819
  3974. (VEST VIBRATING)
  3975.  
  3976. 914
  3977. 00:54:58,057 --> 00:54:59,258
  3978. (VIBRATING STOPS)
  3979.  
  3980. 915
  3981. 00:55:11,203 --> 00:55:12,671
  3982. (LAPTOP CHIMES)
  3983.  
  3984. 916
  3985. 00:55:20,880 --> 00:55:21,845
  3986. Hello.
  3987.  
  3988. 917
  3989. 00:55:21,847 --> 00:55:24,348
  3990. There is something
  3991. a little bit different
  3992.  
  3993. 918
  3994. 00:55:24,350 --> 00:55:26,552
  3995. I want to talk about today.
  3996.  
  3997. 919
  3998. 00:55:26,886 --> 00:55:29,088
  3999. Burkholderia cepacia.
  4000.  
  4001. 920
  4002. 00:55:29,755 --> 00:55:32,322
  4003. The risks, the restrictions
  4004.  
  4005. 921
  4006. 00:55:32,324 --> 00:55:35,025
  4007. and the rules of engagement.
  4008.  
  4009. 922
  4010. 00:55:35,027 --> 00:55:39,296
  4011. B. cepacia
  4012. is a hardy bacteria.
  4013.  
  4014. 923
  4015. 00:55:39,298 --> 00:55:42,166
  4016. Okay? It is so adaptive
  4017.  
  4018. 924
  4019. 00:55:42,168 --> 00:55:45,271
  4020. that it literally feeds
  4021. on penicillin.
  4022.  
  4023. 925
  4024. 00:55:45,704 --> 00:55:49,339
  4025. So, our first line
  4026. of defense is
  4027.  
  4028. 926
  4029. 00:55:49,341 --> 00:55:53,811
  4030. Cal Stat, a hospital-grade
  4031. hand sterilizer.
  4032.  
  4033. 927
  4034. 00:55:53,813 --> 00:55:56,849
  4035. Apply liberally and often.
  4036.  
  4037. 928
  4038. 00:55:57,049 --> 00:56:01,418
  4039. Next is
  4040. good old-fashioned latex!
  4041.  
  4042. 929
  4043. 00:56:01,420 --> 00:56:04,054
  4044. Tried-and-true.
  4045.  
  4046. 930
  4047. 00:56:04,056 --> 00:56:07,660
  4048. Used for protection
  4049. in all types of activities.
  4050.  
  4051. 931
  4052. 00:56:08,427 --> 00:56:13,330
  4053. B. cepacia thrives best
  4054. in saliva or phlegm.
  4055.  
  4056. 932
  4057. 00:56:13,332 --> 00:56:16,233
  4058. Fun fact,
  4059. a cough can travel six feet,
  4060.  
  4061. 933
  4062. 00:56:16,235 --> 00:56:19,436
  4063. a sneeze can travel
  4064. up to 200 miles per hour.
  4065.  
  4066. 934
  4067. 00:56:19,438 --> 00:56:24,910
  4068. But the "no saliva" thing
  4069. also means no kissing.
  4070.  
  4071. 935
  4072. 00:56:25,277 --> 00:56:26,645
  4073. Ever.
  4074.  
  4075. 936
  4076. 00:56:27,046 --> 00:56:30,347
  4077. So, our best defense
  4078. is distance.
  4079.  
  4080. 937
  4081. 00:56:30,349 --> 00:56:33,285
  4082. Six feet at all times.
  4083.  
  4084. 938
  4085. 00:56:34,019 --> 00:56:35,986
  4086. Ta-da!
  4087.  
  4088. 939
  4089. 00:56:35,988 --> 00:56:37,287
  4090. Here's a pool cue.
  4091.  
  4092. 940
  4093. 00:56:37,289 --> 00:56:40,059
  4094. It measures
  4095. approximately five feet.
  4096.  
  4097. 941
  4098. 00:56:41,393 --> 00:56:43,427
  4099. Five feet.
  4100.  
  4101. 942
  4102. 00:56:43,429 --> 00:56:46,866
  4103. I've given a lot of thought
  4104. to foot number six.
  4105.  
  4106. 943
  4107. 00:56:47,266 --> 00:56:49,802
  4108. And you know what?
  4109. It made me mad.
  4110.  
  4111. 944
  4112. 00:56:50,402 --> 00:56:54,673
  4113. When you have cystic fibrosis,
  4114. so much is taken from you.
  4115.  
  4116. 945
  4117. 00:56:55,141 --> 00:56:56,974
  4118. You live
  4119. every day of your life
  4120.  
  4121. 946
  4122. 00:56:56,976 --> 00:56:59,443
  4123. according to treatments,
  4124. and pills, and schedules.
  4125.  
  4126. 947
  4127. 00:56:59,445 --> 00:57:01,778
  4128. Most of us
  4129. can't have children.
  4130.  
  4131. 948
  4132. 00:57:01,780 --> 00:57:03,347
  4133. A lot of us
  4134. don't even live long enough
  4135.  
  4136. 949
  4137. 00:57:03,349 --> 00:57:04,948
  4138. to try to have children.
  4139.  
  4140. 950
  4141. 00:57:04,950 --> 00:57:08,486
  4142. Shit, it's complicated
  4143. to try to explain,
  4144.  
  4145. 951
  4146. 00:57:08,488 --> 00:57:12,358
  4147. but it's even hard
  4148. to fall in love.
  4149.  
  4150. 952
  4151. 00:57:13,893 --> 00:57:17,828
  4152. So, after all that
  4153. CF has stolen from me,
  4154.  
  4155. 953
  4156. 00:57:17,830 --> 00:57:19,229
  4157. from us,
  4158.  
  4159. 954
  4160. 00:57:19,231 --> 00:57:22,668
  4161. I don't mind stealing
  4162. a little something back.
  4163.  
  4164. 955
  4165. 00:57:23,135 --> 00:57:24,370
  4166. One foot.
  4167.  
  4168. 956
  4169. 00:57:25,505 --> 00:57:27,771
  4170. One fucking foot
  4171.  
  4172. 957
  4173. 00:57:27,773 --> 00:57:29,306
  4174. of space, of distance,
  4175.  
  4176. 958
  4177. 00:57:29,308 --> 00:57:31,041
  4178. of length, or whatever
  4179. you wanna call it.
  4180.  
  4181. 959
  4182. 00:57:31,043 --> 00:57:33,445
  4183. I don't mind
  4184. stealing that back.
  4185.  
  4186. 960
  4187. 00:57:34,079 --> 00:57:35,814
  4188. Because CF...
  4189.  
  4190. 961
  4191. 00:57:37,983 --> 00:57:40,186
  4192. you're not the thief anymore.
  4193.  
  4194. 962
  4195. 00:57:40,487 --> 00:57:42,319
  4196. I'm the thief now.
  4197.  
  4198. 963
  4199. 00:57:42,321 --> 00:57:44,087
  4200. (IMITATES EXPLOSION)
  4201.  
  4202. 964
  4203. 00:57:44,089 --> 00:57:45,455
  4204. (WHOOPS)
  4205.  
  4206. 965
  4207. 00:57:45,457 --> 00:57:47,826
  4208. (HOLLERS)
  4209.  
  4210. 966
  4211. 00:57:48,027 --> 00:57:49,762
  4212. (BANGING ON DOOR)
  4213.  
  4214. 967
  4215. 00:57:55,267 --> 00:57:56,869
  4216. Five feet apart.
  4217.  
  4218. 968
  4219. 00:57:57,236 --> 00:57:58,304
  4220. Deal?
  4221.  
  4222. 969
  4223. 00:58:01,508 --> 00:58:03,075
  4224. Are you in?
  4225.  
  4226. 970
  4227. 00:58:13,919 --> 00:58:15,287
  4228. I'm so in.
  4229.  
  4230. 971
  4231. 00:58:20,527 --> 00:58:23,762
  4232. Atrium. 9:00.
  4233.  
  4234. 972
  4235. 00:58:30,369 --> 00:58:31,971
  4236. (STELLA GROANS)
  4237.  
  4238. 973
  4239. 00:58:34,139 --> 00:58:36,340
  4240. Why didn't I pack
  4241. anything nice?
  4242.  
  4243. 974
  4244. 00:58:36,342 --> 00:58:39,479
  4245. Oh, 'cause you always pack
  4246. for a hot hospital romance.
  4247.  
  4248. 975
  4249. 00:58:40,446 --> 00:58:42,047
  4250. (GROANS)
  4251.  
  4252. 976
  4253. 00:58:50,889 --> 00:58:52,124
  4254. (SPRAYS)
  4255.  
  4256. 977
  4257. 00:59:08,608 --> 00:59:10,409
  4258. Is this see-through?
  4259.  
  4260. 978
  4261. 00:59:11,143 --> 00:59:13,178
  4262. Don't even think about it, ho.
  4263.  
  4264. 979
  4265. 00:59:18,585 --> 00:59:20,886
  4266. (DREAM POP MUSIC PLAYING)
  4267.  
  4268. 980
  4269. 00:59:29,496 --> 00:59:30,996
  4270. (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
  4271.  
  4272. 981
  4273. 00:59:45,911 --> 00:59:46,945
  4274. Hi.
  4275.  
  4276. 982
  4277. 00:59:48,113 --> 00:59:49,148
  4278. Hi.
  4279.  
  4280. 983
  4281. 01:00:13,038 --> 01:00:14,907
  4282. WILL: He cut and ran
  4283. when I was born.
  4284.  
  4285. 984
  4286. 01:00:15,207 --> 01:00:17,876
  4287. I guess having a sick kid
  4288. wasn't part of his plan.
  4289.  
  4290. 985
  4291. 01:00:18,277 --> 01:00:19,845
  4292. What about your mom?
  4293.  
  4294. 986
  4295. 01:00:20,079 --> 01:00:23,013
  4296. She's beautiful and driven
  4297. and smart.
  4298.  
  4299. 987
  4300. 01:00:23,015 --> 01:00:26,985
  4301. She's just focused on me
  4302. and me alone.
  4303.  
  4304. 988
  4305. 01:00:28,020 --> 01:00:30,120
  4306. So, starting tomorrow,
  4307. when I'm 18,
  4308.  
  4309. 989
  4310. 01:00:30,122 --> 01:00:32,523
  4311. I will be making the decisions
  4312. for myself.
  4313.  
  4314. 990
  4315. 01:00:32,525 --> 01:00:34,159
  4316. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
  4317.  
  4318. 991
  4319. 01:00:35,060 --> 01:00:36,496
  4320. Tomorrow's your birthday?
  4321.  
  4322. 992
  4323. 01:00:37,930 --> 01:00:39,196
  4324. You could have told me that.
  4325.  
  4326. 993
  4327. 01:00:39,198 --> 01:00:41,033
  4328. I don't have
  4329. a present for you.
  4330.  
  4331. 994
  4332. 01:00:42,635 --> 01:00:45,638
  4333. How about you just promise to
  4334. stick around for the next one?
  4335.  
  4336. 995
  4337. 01:00:49,007 --> 01:00:50,510
  4338. Come on.
  4339.  
  4340. 996
  4341. 01:00:51,544 --> 01:00:53,480
  4342. I'm getting out of here.
  4343.  
  4344. 997
  4345. 01:00:56,148 --> 01:00:58,350
  4346. There is this one theory
  4347. I like
  4348.  
  4349. 998
  4350. 01:00:58,618 --> 01:01:01,987
  4351. that says, "To understand death,
  4352. you have to look at birth."
  4353.  
  4354. 999
  4355. 01:01:03,155 --> 01:01:04,591
  4356. So, like,
  4357.  
  4358. 1000
  4359. 01:01:05,157 --> 01:01:09,061
  4360. while we're in the womb,
  4361. we're living that existence
  4362.  
  4363. 1001
  4364. 01:01:09,428 --> 01:01:12,362
  4365. not knowing
  4366. that our next existence
  4367.  
  4368. 1002
  4369. 01:01:12,364 --> 01:01:14,297
  4370. is just an inch away.
  4371.  
  4372. 1003
  4373. 01:01:14,299 --> 01:01:17,568
  4374. So, maybe it's the same
  4375. with death.
  4376.  
  4377. 1004
  4378. 01:01:17,570 --> 01:01:21,572
  4379. Maybe death is just
  4380. the next life,
  4381.  
  4382. 1005
  4383. 01:01:21,574 --> 01:01:23,075
  4384. but an inch away.
  4385.  
  4386. 1006
  4387. 01:01:24,076 --> 01:01:27,946
  4388. Or maybe it's just
  4389. a big sleep, baby.
  4390.  
  4391. 1007
  4392. 01:01:29,181 --> 01:01:30,315
  4393. Lights out.
  4394.  
  4395. 1008
  4396. 01:01:31,150 --> 01:01:32,317
  4397. Done and done.
  4398.  
  4399. 1009
  4400. 01:01:32,985 --> 01:01:34,119
  4401. No.
  4402.  
  4403. 1010
  4404. 01:01:37,089 --> 01:01:38,155
  4405. There's no way
  4406.  
  4407. 1011
  4408. 01:01:38,157 --> 01:01:43,427
  4409. that Abby just blinked out.
  4410.  
  4411. 1012
  4412. 01:01:43,429 --> 01:01:45,197
  4413. I refuse to believe it.
  4414.  
  4415. 1013
  4416. 01:01:46,666 --> 01:01:49,468
  4417. What happened with Abby?
  4418.  
  4419. 1014
  4420. 01:01:53,740 --> 01:01:57,075
  4421. She was cliff diving
  4422. in California.
  4423.  
  4424. 1015
  4425. 01:01:58,010 --> 01:02:01,113
  4426. She landed wrong,
  4427. broke her neck and drowned.
  4428.  
  4429. 1016
  4430. 01:02:04,450 --> 01:02:06,283
  4431. They said
  4432. she didn't feel any pain,
  4433.  
  4434. 1017
  4435. 01:02:06,285 --> 01:02:10,255
  4436. but how would they know
  4437. if she felt pain?
  4438.  
  4439. 1018
  4440. 01:02:11,558 --> 01:02:15,160
  4441. I was supposed to be there
  4442. with her, but I got sick.
  4443.  
  4444. 1019
  4445. 01:02:15,461 --> 01:02:17,162
  4446. Like I always do.
  4447.  
  4448. 1020
  4449. 01:02:19,532 --> 01:02:23,035
  4450. I just keep imagining it
  4451. over and over again.
  4452.  
  4453. 1021
  4454. 01:02:23,703 --> 01:02:25,237
  4455. What she was feeling.
  4456.  
  4457. 1022
  4458. 01:02:28,708 --> 01:02:29,709
  4459. (SOBS)
  4460.  
  4461. 1023
  4462. 01:02:30,810 --> 01:02:34,044
  4463. Without knowing that,
  4464. she just never stops dying.
  4465.  
  4466. 1024
  4467. 01:02:34,046 --> 01:02:35,047
  4468. Stella.
  4469.  
  4470. 1025
  4471. 01:02:36,048 --> 01:02:38,549
  4472. Even if you were there,
  4473. you still wouldn't know.
  4474.  
  4475. 1026
  4476. 01:02:38,551 --> 01:02:40,185
  4477. But I wasn't there.
  4478.  
  4479. 1027
  4480. 01:02:43,523 --> 01:02:45,257
  4481. She died alone.
  4482.  
  4483. 1028
  4484. 01:02:48,060 --> 01:02:49,762
  4485. Isn't that how
  4486. we're gonna die?
  4487.  
  4488. 1029
  4489. 01:02:51,430 --> 01:02:54,433
  4490. Drowning.
  4491. Just without the water.
  4492.  
  4493. 1030
  4494. 01:02:55,133 --> 01:02:57,504
  4495. Our own fluids
  4496. doing the dirty work.
  4497.  
  4498. 1031
  4499. 01:02:59,438 --> 01:03:00,740
  4500. (LAUGHS)
  4501.  
  4502. 1032
  4503. 01:03:01,574 --> 01:03:03,510
  4504. I think about
  4505. that last breath a lot.
  4506.  
  4507. 1033
  4508. 01:03:04,777 --> 01:03:06,613
  4509. Gasping for air,
  4510.  
  4511. 1034
  4512. 01:03:07,780 --> 01:03:09,482
  4513. not getting any.
  4514.  
  4515. 1035
  4516. 01:03:10,750 --> 01:03:11,816
  4517. No air,
  4518.  
  4519. 1036
  4520. 01:03:11,818 --> 01:03:15,387
  4521. just black.
  4522.  
  4523. 1037
  4524. 01:03:17,790 --> 01:03:19,524
  4525. But that's only on Mondays.
  4526.  
  4527. 1038
  4528. 01:03:19,526 --> 01:03:21,628
  4529. Otherwise,
  4530. I don't dwell on it.
  4531.  
  4532. 1039
  4533. 01:03:25,430 --> 01:03:28,400
  4534. There's that smile.
  4535.  
  4536. 1040
  4537. 01:03:33,338 --> 01:03:35,307
  4538. God, you're beautiful.
  4539.  
  4540. 1041
  4541. 01:03:36,843 --> 01:03:38,310
  4542. And brave.
  4543.  
  4544. 1042
  4545. 01:03:43,315 --> 01:03:45,217
  4546. I wish I could touch you.
  4547.  
  4548. 1043
  4549. 01:03:46,486 --> 01:03:48,655
  4550. (DREAMY MUSIC CONTINUES)
  4551.  
  4552. 1044
  4553. 01:04:33,666 --> 01:04:34,834
  4554. I lied
  4555.  
  4556. 1045
  4557. 01:04:35,802 --> 01:04:37,302
  4558. when we met.
  4559.  
  4560. 1046
  4561. 01:04:40,405 --> 01:04:43,108
  4562. I've never had sex.
  4563. (LAUGHS)
  4564.  
  4565. 1047
  4566. 01:04:46,278 --> 01:04:48,512
  4567. I've never wanted anyone
  4568. to see me.
  4569.  
  4570. 1048
  4571. 01:04:48,514 --> 01:04:50,115
  4572. The scars, uh,
  4573.  
  4574. 1049
  4575. 01:04:53,753 --> 01:04:55,888
  4576. the tube,
  4577. nothing about it's sexy.
  4578.  
  4579. 1050
  4580. 01:04:57,322 --> 01:04:59,424
  4581. Everything about you is sexy.
  4582.  
  4583. 1051
  4584. 01:05:01,861 --> 01:05:03,496
  4585. I think you're perfect.
  4586.  
  4587. 1052
  4588. 01:05:04,697 --> 01:05:06,465
  4589. (DREAMY MUSIC CONTINUES)
  4590.  
  4591. 1053
  4592. 01:06:59,579 --> 01:07:01,346
  4593. (YELPING)
  4594.  
  4595. 1054
  4596. 01:07:10,556 --> 01:07:12,390
  4597. Good morning.
  4598.  
  4599. 1055
  4600. 01:07:19,065 --> 01:07:21,266
  4601. STELLA:
  4602. See those lights out there?
  4603.  
  4604. 1056
  4605. 01:07:21,534 --> 01:07:23,601
  4606. Abby and I would
  4607. call them stars
  4608.  
  4609. 1057
  4610. 01:07:23,603 --> 01:07:25,972
  4611. and we would make wishes.
  4612.  
  4613. 1058
  4614. 01:07:27,807 --> 01:07:29,640
  4615. She'd never tell me
  4616. what her wish was,
  4617.  
  4618. 1059
  4619. 01:07:29,642 --> 01:07:34,446
  4620. but I knew she wished
  4621. for new lungs for me.
  4622.  
  4623. 1060
  4624. 01:07:35,715 --> 01:07:37,550
  4625. I hope she gets her wish.
  4626.  
  4627. 1061
  4628. 01:07:38,416 --> 01:07:39,986
  4629. (CHUCKLES) Yeah, me too.
  4630.  
  4631. 1062
  4632. 01:07:42,855 --> 01:07:45,057
  4633. Mornin', Barb.
  4634.  
  4635. 1063
  4636. 01:07:59,639 --> 01:08:00,840
  4637. (SIGHS)
  4638.  
  4639. 1064
  4640. 01:08:01,507 --> 01:08:02,642
  4641. (KNOCK ON DOOR)
  4642.  
  4643. 1065
  4644. 01:08:11,050 --> 01:08:13,052
  4645. Where are they?
  4646.  
  4647. 1066
  4648. 01:08:14,554 --> 01:08:15,555
  4649. Who?
  4650.  
  4651. 1067
  4652. 01:08:16,589 --> 01:08:18,423
  4653. What are you talking about?
  4654.  
  4655. 1068
  4656. 01:08:26,933 --> 01:08:28,366
  4657. (CELL PHONE CHIMES)
  4658.  
  4659. 1069
  4660. 01:08:30,903 --> 01:08:33,438
  4661. Oh, shit.
  4662. Barb knows we're gone.
  4663.  
  4664. 1070
  4665. 01:08:33,706 --> 01:08:34,738
  4666. Okay.
  4667.  
  4668. 1071
  4669. 01:08:34,740 --> 01:08:37,710
  4670. Uh, she'll look for me first
  4671. in the NICU, so...
  4672.  
  4673. 1072
  4674. 01:08:38,177 --> 01:08:40,479
  4675. Bye! Okay.
  4676.  
  4677. 1073
  4678. 01:08:47,787 --> 01:08:49,354
  4679. (COUGHING)
  4680.  
  4681. 1074
  4682. 01:08:56,996 --> 01:08:58,598
  4683. (PANTING)
  4684.  
  4685. 1075
  4686. 01:08:59,999 --> 01:09:01,433
  4687. (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
  4688.  
  4689. 1076
  4690. 01:09:08,541 --> 01:09:09,775
  4691. (SIGHS IN RELIEF)
  4692.  
  4693. 1077
  4694. 01:09:19,085 --> 01:09:21,621
  4695. (COUGHING)
  4696.  
  4697. 1078
  4698. 01:09:30,529 --> 01:09:31,697
  4699. (EXHALES)
  4700.  
  4701. 1079
  4702. 01:09:32,732 --> 01:09:33,900
  4703. (LAUGHS)
  4704.  
  4705. 1080
  4706. 01:09:39,238 --> 01:09:40,806
  4707. (CELL PHONE CHIMES)
  4708.  
  4709. 1081
  4710. 01:09:55,855 --> 01:09:57,790
  4711. (INDISTINCT CHATTER)
  4712.  
  4713. 1082
  4714. 01:10:08,968 --> 01:10:10,636
  4715. (CELL PHONE RINGING)
  4716.  
  4717. 1083
  4718. 01:10:15,741 --> 01:10:17,576
  4719. I'm free!
  4720.  
  4721. 1084
  4722. 01:10:18,277 --> 01:10:19,512
  4723. Oh...
  4724.  
  4725. 1085
  4726. 01:10:20,012 --> 01:10:21,712
  4727. Oh, my gosh!
  4728.  
  4729. 1086
  4730. 01:10:21,714 --> 01:10:23,080
  4731. Happy Birthday!
  4732.  
  4733. 1087
  4734. 01:10:23,082 --> 01:10:24,982
  4735. I'm so sorry.
  4736. I forgot.
  4737.  
  4738. 1088
  4739. 01:10:24,984 --> 01:10:26,116
  4740. No, it's fine.
  4741.  
  4742. 1089
  4743. 01:10:26,118 --> 01:10:28,118
  4744. What are you doing? Are you
  4745. busy? Let's take a walk.
  4746.  
  4747. 1090
  4748. 01:10:28,120 --> 01:10:30,020
  4749. I can't right now.
  4750.  
  4751. 1091
  4752. 01:10:30,022 --> 01:10:31,157
  4753. I'm sorry.
  4754.  
  4755. 1092
  4756. 01:10:31,958 --> 01:10:33,223
  4757. Studying.
  4758.  
  4759. 1093
  4760. 01:10:33,225 --> 01:10:34,593
  4761. Maybe later?
  4762.  
  4763. 1094
  4764. 01:10:35,061 --> 01:10:36,860
  4765. My friends
  4766. are actually coming later.
  4767.  
  4768. 1095
  4769. 01:10:36,862 --> 01:10:38,128
  4770. That's all right.
  4771.  
  4772. 1096
  4773. 01:10:38,130 --> 01:10:39,732
  4774. We'll figure something out.
  4775.  
  4776. 1097
  4777. 01:10:40,866 --> 01:10:42,601
  4778. I was just, uh,
  4779.  
  4780. 1098
  4781. 01:10:43,169 --> 01:10:44,503
  4782. missing you.
  4783.  
  4784. 1099
  4785. 01:10:47,640 --> 01:10:49,108
  4786. Talk to you later.
  4787.  
  4788. 1100
  4789. 01:10:49,308 --> 01:10:51,241
  4790. All right. Bye.
  4791.  
  4792. 1101
  4793. 01:10:51,243 --> 01:10:52,244
  4794. (LINE BEEPS)
  4795.  
  4796. 1102
  4797. 01:10:57,149 --> 01:10:58,484
  4798. Jason.
  4799.  
  4800. 1103
  4801. 01:11:00,019 --> 01:11:01,318
  4802. Yeah, no. Don't...
  4803.  
  4804. 1104
  4805. 01:11:01,320 --> 01:11:03,255
  4806. No. Don't worry about it.
  4807. It's fine.
  4808.  
  4809. 1105
  4810. 01:11:03,923 --> 01:11:05,958
  4811. No, seriously, I'm not mad.
  4812.  
  4813. 1106
  4814. 01:11:07,259 --> 01:11:09,862
  4815. It's fine.
  4816. Just do your thing.
  4817.  
  4818. 1107
  4819. 01:11:10,296 --> 01:11:11,931
  4820. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
  4821.  
  4822. 1108
  4823. 01:11:39,158 --> 01:11:40,259
  4824. (LAPTOP CHIMES)
  4825.  
  4826. 1109
  4827. 01:11:45,364 --> 01:11:46,999
  4828. (KNOCK ON DOOR)
  4829.  
  4830. 1110
  4831. 01:13:25,798 --> 01:13:27,032
  4832. (CELL PHONE CHIMES)
  4833.  
  4834. 1111
  4835. 01:13:50,723 --> 01:13:52,191
  4836. Thought you'd never find me.
  4837.  
  4838. 1112
  4839. 01:13:55,060 --> 01:13:56,760
  4840. I know it's late,
  4841.  
  4842. 1113
  4843. 01:13:56,762 --> 01:13:59,798
  4844. but we had to wait
  4845. till the cafeteria closed.
  4846.  
  4847. 1114
  4848. 01:14:00,099 --> 01:14:01,231
  4849. "We"?
  4850.  
  4851. 1115
  4852. 01:14:01,233 --> 01:14:02,234
  4853. STELLA: Mmm-hmm.
  4854.  
  4855. 1116
  4856. 01:14:06,972 --> 01:14:08,906
  4857. ALL: Surprise!
  4858.  
  4859. 1117
  4860. 01:14:08,908 --> 01:14:11,744
  4861. (LAUGHING AND WHOOPING)
  4862.  
  4863. 1118
  4864. 01:14:12,011 --> 01:14:14,211
  4865. HOPE: We felt so bad
  4866. for ditching you, dude.
  4867.  
  4868. 1119
  4869. 01:14:14,213 --> 01:14:16,346
  4870. But your girlfriend DM'd us
  4871.  
  4872. 1120
  4873. 01:14:16,348 --> 01:14:17,915
  4874. and convinced us
  4875. to surprise you, man.
  4876.  
  4877. 1121
  4878. 01:14:17,917 --> 01:14:19,517
  4879. "Girlfriend"?
  4880.  
  4881. 1122
  4882. 01:14:19,519 --> 01:14:20,886
  4883. You're so good.
  4884.  
  4885. 1123
  4886. 01:14:21,120 --> 01:14:22,487
  4887. JASON: Yeah, I'm good.
  4888.  
  4889. 1124
  4890. 01:14:22,489 --> 01:14:24,087
  4891. CAMILA: I can't believe
  4892. he's real.
  4893.  
  4894. 1125
  4895. 01:14:24,089 --> 01:14:25,222
  4896. I know!
  4897.  
  4898. 1126
  4899. 01:14:25,224 --> 01:14:27,758
  4900. MAYA: And he's even hotter
  4901. in person.
  4902.  
  4903. 1127
  4904. 01:14:27,760 --> 01:14:28,825
  4905. CAMILA: Seriously.
  4906.  
  4907. 1128
  4908. 01:14:28,827 --> 01:14:30,827
  4909. POE: Hey,
  4910. the food's almost ready!
  4911.  
  4912. 1129
  4913. 01:14:30,829 --> 01:14:32,231
  4914. And Happy Birthday!
  4915.  
  4916. 1130
  4917. 01:14:32,431 --> 01:14:33,866
  4918. (LAUGHTER)
  4919.  
  4920. 1131
  4921. 01:14:40,206 --> 01:14:43,075
  4922. Just wanted to observe
  4923. the master at work.
  4924.  
  4925. 1132
  4926. 01:14:43,375 --> 01:14:46,245
  4927. Are those roses?
  4928.  
  4929. 1133
  4930. 01:14:47,480 --> 01:14:49,179
  4931. They're so beautiful.
  4932.  
  4933. 1134
  4934. 01:14:49,181 --> 01:14:50,249
  4935. How do you do that?
  4936.  
  4937. 1135
  4938. 01:14:50,449 --> 01:14:52,318
  4939. POE: I've been practicing.
  4940.  
  4941. 1136
  4942. 01:14:55,921 --> 01:14:57,387
  4943. 'Cause next month,
  4944. Michael and I
  4945.  
  4946. 1137
  4947. 01:14:57,389 --> 01:14:58,991
  4948. are gonna go see my mom.
  4949.  
  4950. 1138
  4951. 01:14:59,425 --> 01:15:00,793
  4952. Really?
  4953.  
  4954. 1139
  4955. 01:15:01,026 --> 01:15:02,159
  4956. (SQUEALS)
  4957.  
  4958. 1140
  4959. 01:15:02,161 --> 01:15:04,463
  4960. He's coming to lunch tomorrow
  4961. and I'm gonna go for it.
  4962.  
  4963. 1141
  4964. 01:15:05,464 --> 01:15:07,166
  4965. Oh, my God!
  4966.  
  4967. 1142
  4968. 01:15:09,268 --> 01:15:10,402
  4969. He loves me.
  4970.  
  4971. 1143
  4972. 01:15:11,403 --> 01:15:13,072
  4973. And I love him, too.
  4974.  
  4975. 1144
  4976. 01:15:13,906 --> 01:15:17,241
  4977. Aw, Poe, I'm so happy!
  4978.  
  4979. 1145
  4980. 01:15:17,243 --> 01:15:18,408
  4981. Don't go all soppy on me.
  4982.  
  4983. 1146
  4984. 01:15:18,410 --> 01:15:20,377
  4985. You know
  4986. I can't let a girl cry alone.
  4987.  
  4988. 1147
  4989. 01:15:20,379 --> 01:15:21,380
  4990. (LAUGHS)
  4991.  
  4992. 1148
  4993. 01:15:22,348 --> 01:15:24,214
  4994. They're happy tears.
  4995.  
  4996. 1149
  4997. 01:15:24,216 --> 01:15:27,317
  4998. I'm happy for you, Poe.
  4999.  
  5000. 1150
  5001. 01:15:27,319 --> 01:15:29,288
  5002. (BOTH LAUGH)
  5003.  
  5004. 1151
  5005. 01:15:31,991 --> 01:15:33,192
  5006. Let's eat!
  5007.  
  5008. 1152
  5009. 01:15:33,526 --> 01:15:34,527
  5010. (SQUEALS)
  5011.  
  5012. 1153
  5013. 01:15:35,294 --> 01:15:37,296
  5014. (FUNK MUSIC PLAYING)
  5015.  
  5016. 1154
  5017. 01:15:48,541 --> 01:15:51,041
  5018. Poe, where did you get
  5019. all of this?
  5020.  
  5021. 1155
  5022. 01:15:51,043 --> 01:15:52,976
  5023. Hospitals have VIP kitchens
  5024.  
  5025. 1156
  5026. 01:15:52,978 --> 01:15:54,378
  5027. where they keep
  5028. all the good stuff.
  5029.  
  5030. 1157
  5031. 01:15:54,380 --> 01:15:56,882
  5032. You know,
  5033. for celebrities, politicians.
  5034.  
  5035. 1158
  5036. 01:15:57,149 --> 01:15:59,818
  5037. But tonight, Birthday Boy,
  5038. it's for you.
  5039.  
  5040. 1159
  5041. 01:16:01,420 --> 01:16:02,421
  5042. Salud!
  5043.  
  5044. 1160
  5045. 01:16:02,988 --> 01:16:04,491
  5046. ALL: Salud!
  5047.  
  5048. 1161
  5049. 01:16:08,160 --> 01:16:09,529
  5050. (ALL LAUGHING)
  5051.  
  5052. 1162
  5053. 01:16:13,299 --> 01:16:15,535
  5054. (COUGHING)
  5055.  
  5056. 1163
  5057. 01:16:18,070 --> 01:16:19,604
  5058. We were, like, ten!
  5059.  
  5060. 1164
  5061. 01:16:19,606 --> 01:16:22,573
  5062. Yes. And we literally
  5063. put sheets over our head
  5064.  
  5065. 1165
  5066. 01:16:22,575 --> 01:16:24,341
  5067. and ran
  5068. into the dementia ward!
  5069.  
  5070. 1166
  5071. 01:16:24,343 --> 01:16:26,812
  5072. (THUMPS TABLE)
  5073.  
  5074. 1167
  5075. 01:16:28,047 --> 01:16:30,113
  5076. It was just like that!
  5077.  
  5078. 1168
  5079. 01:16:30,115 --> 01:16:32,082
  5080. POE: (SPOOKILY) Woo!
  5081.  
  5082. 1169
  5083. 01:16:32,084 --> 01:16:33,283
  5084. It was crazy.
  5085.  
  5086. 1170
  5087. 01:16:33,285 --> 01:16:35,821
  5088. It was
  5089. the best Halloween ever!
  5090.  
  5091. 1171
  5092. 01:16:36,489 --> 01:16:38,155
  5093. We got in so much trouble.
  5094.  
  5095. 1172
  5096. 01:16:38,157 --> 01:16:39,590
  5097. And it wasn't even our idea.
  5098.  
  5099. 1173
  5100. 01:16:39,592 --> 01:16:42,259
  5101. Remember? Abby...
  5102. Abby came up with that.
  5103.  
  5104. 1174
  5105. 01:16:42,261 --> 01:16:43,429
  5106. (CHATTER QUIETS)
  5107.  
  5108. 1175
  5109. 01:16:52,004 --> 01:16:53,506
  5110. Abby was wild.
  5111.  
  5112. 1176
  5113. 01:16:54,306 --> 01:16:56,507
  5114. She was free.
  5115.  
  5116. 1177
  5117. 01:16:56,509 --> 01:16:58,375
  5118. POE: She always said
  5119. she was gonna live big
  5120.  
  5121. 1178
  5122. 01:16:58,377 --> 01:17:00,145
  5123. because Stella couldn't.
  5124.  
  5125. 1179
  5126. 01:17:01,113 --> 01:17:02,179
  5127. She did.
  5128.  
  5129. 1180
  5130. 01:17:02,181 --> 01:17:03,614
  5131. POE: She lived big.
  5132.  
  5133. 1181
  5134. 01:17:03,616 --> 01:17:05,918
  5135. POE: Bigger than any of us.
  5136.  
  5137. 1182
  5138. 01:17:06,452 --> 01:17:07,685
  5139. She would've loved
  5140. a clandestine party
  5141.  
  5142. 1183
  5143. 01:17:07,687 --> 01:17:08,887
  5144. like this one!
  5145.  
  5146. 1184
  5147. 01:17:09,188 --> 01:17:10,289
  5148. She would've.
  5149.  
  5150. 1185
  5151. 01:17:13,092 --> 01:17:15,060
  5152. To Abby.
  5153.  
  5154. 1186
  5155. 01:17:16,295 --> 01:17:17,497
  5156. CAMILA: To Abby.
  5157.  
  5158. 1187
  5159. 01:17:22,301 --> 01:17:27,137
  5160. ♪ Happy Birthday to you! ♪
  5161.  
  5162. 1188
  5163. 01:17:27,139 --> 01:17:28,407
  5164. Whoo!
  5165.  
  5166. 1189
  5167. 01:17:30,109 --> 01:17:31,343
  5168. Make a wish!
  5169.  
  5170. 1190
  5171. 01:17:36,583 --> 01:17:39,385
  5172. I can't blow the candles out
  5173. or else you guys can't eat it.
  5174.  
  5175. 1191
  5176. 01:17:42,522 --> 01:17:44,390
  5177. (BLOWS)
  5178.  
  5179. 1192
  5180. 01:17:45,224 --> 01:17:46,957
  5181. HOPE: I made a wish for you.
  5182.  
  5183. 1193
  5184. 01:17:46,959 --> 01:17:48,358
  5185. Thank you.
  5186.  
  5187. 1194
  5188. 01:17:48,360 --> 01:17:50,093
  5189. One. Two.
  5190.  
  5191. 1195
  5192. 01:17:50,095 --> 01:17:51,395
  5193. MAYA: All right.
  5194.  
  5195. 1196
  5196. 01:17:51,397 --> 01:17:52,963
  5197. (CAMERA CLICKS)
  5198.  
  5199. 1197
  5200. 01:17:52,965 --> 01:17:54,131
  5201. ALL: Yay!
  5202.  
  5203. 1198
  5204. 01:17:54,133 --> 01:17:56,368
  5205. CAMILA: Happy Birthday, Will!
  5206.  
  5207. 1199
  5208. 01:17:58,505 --> 01:17:59,506
  5209. POE: Barb?
  5210.  
  5211. 1200
  5212. 01:17:59,706 --> 01:18:01,004
  5213. Hey!
  5214.  
  5215. 1201
  5216. 01:18:01,006 --> 01:18:02,307
  5217. (BARB CLEARS THROAT)
  5218.  
  5219. 1202
  5220. 01:18:02,509 --> 01:18:04,307
  5221. POE: We thought
  5222. you were off tonight.
  5223.  
  5224. 1203
  5225. 01:18:04,309 --> 01:18:06,613
  5226. You want us
  5227. to fix you a plate?
  5228.  
  5229. 1204
  5230. 01:18:07,480 --> 01:18:08,746
  5231. That's it. That's it.
  5232.  
  5233. 1205
  5234. 01:18:08,748 --> 01:18:10,347
  5235. You're all confined
  5236. to your rooms
  5237.  
  5238. 1206
  5239. 01:18:10,349 --> 01:18:11,649
  5240. while we get
  5241. respiratory cultures.
  5242.  
  5243. 1207
  5244. 01:18:11,651 --> 01:18:13,183
  5245. And you.
  5246.  
  5247. 1208
  5248. 01:18:13,185 --> 01:18:14,719
  5249. You'll be transferred
  5250. in the morning.
  5251.  
  5252. 1209
  5253. 01:18:14,721 --> 01:18:16,721
  5254. STELLA: Barb!
  5255. Barb, it wasn't his fault.
  5256.  
  5257. 1210
  5258. 01:18:16,723 --> 01:18:18,689
  5259. Well, you might be willing
  5260. to gamble with your lives,
  5261.  
  5262. 1211
  5263. 01:18:18,691 --> 01:18:19,757
  5264. but I'm not!
  5265.  
  5266. 1212
  5267. 01:18:19,759 --> 01:18:21,391
  5268. POE: Just like when
  5269. we were kids.
  5270.  
  5271. 1213
  5272. 01:18:21,393 --> 01:18:23,528
  5273. But you're not kids
  5274. anymore, Poe.
  5275.  
  5276. 1214
  5277. 01:18:23,530 --> 01:18:25,462
  5278. But we were safe
  5279. like you taught us to be.
  5280.  
  5281. 1215
  5282. 01:18:25,464 --> 01:18:26,764
  5283. Oh. (SIGHS)
  5284.  
  5285. 1216
  5286. 01:18:26,766 --> 01:18:29,067
  5287. I'm sorry, but it was fun!
  5288.  
  5289. 1217
  5290. 01:18:37,409 --> 01:18:38,578
  5291. (LAUGHING)
  5292.  
  5293. 1218
  5294. 01:18:44,383 --> 01:18:46,651
  5295. WILL: All right, I'm gonna
  5296. let you go to sleep, okay?
  5297.  
  5298. 1219
  5299. 01:18:46,653 --> 01:18:48,185
  5300. STELLA: Good night.
  5301.  
  5302. 1220
  5303. 01:18:48,187 --> 01:18:49,522
  5304. Good night.
  5305.  
  5306. 1221
  5307. 01:18:50,523 --> 01:18:51,524
  5308. (LINE BEEPS)
  5309.  
  5310. 1222
  5311. 01:18:59,799 --> 01:19:01,264
  5312. A little pick-me-up?
  5313.  
  5314. 1223
  5315. 01:19:01,266 --> 01:19:02,267
  5316. Thank you.
  5317.  
  5318. 1224
  5319. 01:19:03,235 --> 01:19:05,538
  5320. It's just safer if he goes.
  5321.  
  5322. 1225
  5323. 01:19:06,305 --> 01:19:07,605
  5324. You're probably right.
  5325.  
  5326. 1226
  5327. 01:19:07,607 --> 01:19:09,540
  5328. She's gonna hate me.
  5329.  
  5330. 1227
  5331. 01:19:09,542 --> 01:19:11,343
  5332. JULIE: Mmm-hmm.
  5333.  
  5334. 1228
  5335. 01:19:14,079 --> 01:19:15,447
  5336. What's up, Poe?
  5337.  
  5338. 1229
  5339. 01:19:17,282 --> 01:19:19,517
  5340. He probably sat
  5341. on the call button again.
  5342.  
  5343. 1230
  5344. 01:19:19,519 --> 01:19:20,520
  5345. I got it.
  5346.  
  5347. 1231
  5348. 01:19:24,056 --> 01:19:26,291
  5349. Knock, knock. Poe?
  5350.  
  5351. 1232
  5352. 01:19:30,563 --> 01:19:32,532
  5353. (GASPS) Code Blue!
  5354.  
  5355. 1233
  5356. 01:19:35,234 --> 01:19:36,801
  5357. MAN: (ON PA) Attention,
  5358. all medical personnel.
  5359.  
  5360. 1234
  5361. 01:19:36,803 --> 01:19:38,703
  5362. Poe! Poe!
  5363.  
  5364. 1235
  5365. 01:19:38,705 --> 01:19:40,072
  5366. BARB: Poe!
  5367.  
  5368. 1236
  5369. 01:19:40,339 --> 01:19:41,438
  5370. No pulse.
  5371.  
  5372. 1237
  5373. 01:19:41,440 --> 01:19:43,106
  5374. Oh, God! Okay.
  5375.  
  5376. 1238
  5377. 01:19:43,108 --> 01:19:44,040
  5378. JULIE: Stay with me, baby.
  5379.  
  5380. 1239
  5381. 01:19:44,042 --> 01:19:45,510
  5382. He's not breathing.
  5383. He's not breathing.
  5384.  
  5385. 1240
  5386. 01:19:45,512 --> 01:19:47,177
  5387. Come on, you can do it.
  5388. Come on.
  5389.  
  5390. 1241
  5391. 01:19:47,179 --> 01:19:49,047
  5392. Bag him.
  5393. Start chest compressions!
  5394.  
  5395. 1242
  5396. 01:19:50,182 --> 01:19:51,649
  5397. JULIE: Come on!
  5398.  
  5399. 1243
  5400. 01:19:51,651 --> 01:19:52,717
  5401. DOCTOR: Give him an Epi!
  5402.  
  5403. 1244
  5404. 01:19:52,719 --> 01:19:53,718
  5405. Come on, baby!
  5406.  
  5407. 1245
  5408. 01:19:53,720 --> 01:19:55,520
  5409. DOCTOR: It's a massive
  5410. tension pneumothorax.
  5411.  
  5412. 1246
  5413. 01:19:55,522 --> 01:19:56,587
  5414. His lung is collapsing!
  5415.  
  5416. 1247
  5417. 01:19:56,589 --> 01:19:58,056
  5418. (ALARMED CHATTER)
  5419.  
  5420. 1248
  5421. 01:19:59,559 --> 01:20:01,091
  5422. DOCTOR: Put the pads on him!
  5423. Put the pads on him!
  5424.  
  5425. 1249
  5426. 01:20:01,093 --> 01:20:02,325
  5427. JULIE: Come on, buddy.
  5428.  
  5429. 1250
  5430. 01:20:02,327 --> 01:20:04,294
  5431. Come on, sweetie.
  5432. Come on, sweetie!
  5433.  
  5434. 1251
  5435. 01:20:04,296 --> 01:20:05,462
  5436. JULIE: Come on, buddy!
  5437.  
  5438. 1252
  5439. 01:20:05,464 --> 01:20:06,531
  5440. Barb, what's happening?
  5441.  
  5442. 1253
  5443. 01:20:06,533 --> 01:20:08,098
  5444. Somebody get her out of here!
  5445.  
  5446. 1254
  5447. 01:20:08,100 --> 01:20:09,165
  5448. Close that door!
  5449.  
  5450. 1255
  5451. 01:20:09,167 --> 01:20:10,637
  5452. Barb, what's happening?
  5453.  
  5454. 1256
  5455. 01:20:17,844 --> 01:20:19,376
  5456. STELLA: Dr. Hamid?
  5457.  
  5458. 1257
  5459. 01:20:19,378 --> 01:20:20,645
  5460. Not now, Stella.
  5461.  
  5462. 1258
  5463. 01:20:20,647 --> 01:20:22,347
  5464. Dr. Hamid?
  5465.  
  5466. 1259
  5467. 01:20:25,818 --> 01:20:27,419
  5468. I'm sorry.
  5469.  
  5470. 1260
  5471. 01:20:28,353 --> 01:20:29,556
  5472. I'm so sorry.
  5473.  
  5474. 1261
  5475. 01:20:30,122 --> 01:20:31,123
  5476. (SOBBING) No!
  5477.  
  5478. 1262
  5479. 01:20:33,191 --> 01:20:34,393
  5480. No!
  5481.  
  5482. 1263
  5483. 01:20:35,193 --> 01:20:37,597
  5484. (SOBBING) I'm so sorry.
  5485.  
  5486. 1264
  5487. 01:20:49,842 --> 01:20:50,908
  5488. No!
  5489.  
  5490. 1265
  5491. 01:20:50,910 --> 01:20:52,812
  5492. (CONTINUES SOBBING)
  5493.  
  5494. 1266
  5495. 01:20:56,516 --> 01:20:57,784
  5496. Oh, my God!
  5497.  
  5498. 1267
  5499. 01:21:00,252 --> 01:21:02,689
  5500. Oh, my God!
  5501. He's gone!
  5502.  
  5503. 1268
  5504. 01:21:03,623 --> 01:21:05,489
  5505. Michael's never gonna
  5506. see him again.
  5507.  
  5508. 1269
  5509. 01:21:05,491 --> 01:21:07,560
  5510. His parents are never gonna
  5511. see him again.
  5512.  
  5513. 1270
  5514. 01:21:09,428 --> 01:21:11,731
  5515. I'm never gonna see him again.
  5516.  
  5517. 1271
  5518. 01:21:16,803 --> 01:21:18,470
  5519. I never hugged him!
  5520.  
  5521. 1272
  5522. 01:21:19,939 --> 01:21:21,038
  5523. I never hugged him!
  5524.  
  5525. 1273
  5526. 01:21:21,040 --> 01:21:25,143
  5527. He's my best friend and
  5528. I never fucking hugged him!
  5529.  
  5530. 1274
  5531. 01:21:27,580 --> 01:21:29,147
  5532. Oh, God!
  5533.  
  5534. 1275
  5535. 01:21:32,384 --> 01:21:34,087
  5536. I'm losing everyone.
  5537.  
  5538. 1276
  5539. 01:21:34,787 --> 01:21:36,321
  5540. You're not losing me.
  5541.  
  5542. 1277
  5543. 01:21:37,289 --> 01:21:38,658
  5544. What are you doing?
  5545.  
  5546. 1278
  5547. 01:21:39,892 --> 01:21:41,224
  5548. Get out!
  5549.  
  5550. 1279
  5551. 01:21:41,226 --> 01:21:42,860
  5552. Get out!
  5553.  
  5554. 1280
  5555. 01:21:42,862 --> 01:21:44,396
  5556. Just get out!
  5557.  
  5558. 1281
  5559. 01:22:02,548 --> 01:22:03,783
  5560. (JAR SHATTERS)
  5561.  
  5562. 1282
  5563. 01:22:37,650 --> 01:22:39,217
  5564. (CONTINUES SOBBING)
  5565.  
  5566. 1283
  5567. 01:24:16,448 --> 01:24:17,884
  5568. (MOUTHING)
  5569.  
  5570. 1284
  5571. 01:24:37,970 --> 01:24:39,038
  5572. (EXHALES SHARPLY)
  5573.  
  5574. 1285
  5575. 01:24:47,412 --> 01:24:49,015
  5576. I wanna go see the lights.
  5577.  
  5578. 1286
  5579. 01:24:49,816 --> 01:24:52,718
  5580. It's gotta be, like,
  5581. two miles away.
  5582.  
  5583. 1287
  5584. 01:24:53,853 --> 01:24:56,354
  5585. Hey, come on, let's go inside.
  5586.  
  5587. 1288
  5588. 01:24:57,123 --> 01:24:58,591
  5589. Come with me.
  5590.  
  5591. 1289
  5592. 01:24:59,492 --> 01:25:01,725
  5593. Stella, now's not the time
  5594. to be rebellious.
  5595.  
  5596. 1290
  5597. 01:25:01,727 --> 01:25:03,060
  5598. Is this about Poe?
  5599.  
  5600. 1291
  5601. 01:25:03,062 --> 01:25:04,396
  5602. It is about Poe.
  5603.  
  5604. 1292
  5605. 01:25:04,630 --> 01:25:06,764
  5606. It's about Abby,
  5607. it's about you and me
  5608.  
  5609. 1293
  5610. 01:25:06,766 --> 01:25:09,101
  5611. and all the things that we'll
  5612. never get to do together.
  5613.  
  5614. 1294
  5615. 01:25:09,869 --> 01:25:13,403
  5616. This whole time, I've been
  5617. living for my treatments
  5618.  
  5619. 1295
  5620. 01:25:13,405 --> 01:25:16,108
  5621. instead of doing my treatments
  5622. so that I can live.
  5623.  
  5624. 1296
  5625. 01:25:17,844 --> 01:25:19,344
  5626. I wanna live.
  5627.  
  5628. 1297
  5629. 01:25:23,549 --> 01:25:25,149
  5630. It's just life, Will.
  5631.  
  5632. 1298
  5633. 01:25:25,151 --> 01:25:26,986
  5634. It'll be over
  5635. before we know it.
  5636.  
  5637. 1299
  5638. 01:25:32,792 --> 01:25:33,860
  5639. All right.
  5640.  
  5641. 1300
  5642. 01:25:36,062 --> 01:25:38,030
  5643. Can we catch a cab at least?
  5644.  
  5645. 1301
  5646. 01:25:39,665 --> 01:25:41,901
  5647. I wanna walk
  5648. and enjoy the night.
  5649.  
  5650. 1302
  5651. 01:25:45,538 --> 01:25:47,139
  5652. Glove.
  5653. We're good.
  5654.  
  5655. 1303
  5656. 01:25:54,480 --> 01:25:55,781
  5657. (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION)
  5658.  
  5659. 1304
  5660. 01:25:59,051 --> 01:26:00,620
  5661. (WILL PANTING)
  5662.  
  5663. 1305
  5664. 01:26:03,489 --> 01:26:05,589
  5665. WILL: How are you always
  5666. getting me to exercise?
  5667.  
  5668. 1306
  5669. 01:26:05,591 --> 01:26:06,592
  5670. (STELLA CHUCKLES)
  5671.  
  5672. 1307
  5673. 01:26:11,864 --> 01:26:13,499
  5674. (BOTH PANTING)
  5675.  
  5676. 1308
  5677. 01:26:21,941 --> 01:26:23,910
  5678. Sure looks better
  5679. from up here.
  5680.  
  5681. 1309
  5682. 01:26:35,054 --> 01:26:36,122
  5683. (WILL GRUNTS)
  5684.  
  5685. 1310
  5686. 01:26:36,756 --> 01:26:38,057
  5687. (STELLA CHUCKLES)
  5688.  
  5689. 1311
  5690. 01:26:52,004 --> 01:26:53,105
  5691. What's that?
  5692.  
  5693. 1312
  5694. 01:26:57,076 --> 01:26:59,178
  5695. Yeah, you're gonna have
  5696. to explain that one.
  5697.  
  5698. 1313
  5699. 01:27:02,682 --> 01:27:03,881
  5700. Abby got it for me
  5701.  
  5702. 1314
  5703. 01:27:03,883 --> 01:27:05,849
  5704. the first time I came
  5705. to the hospital.
  5706.  
  5707. 1315
  5708. 01:27:05,851 --> 01:27:07,920
  5709. I've had it with me
  5710. every time since.
  5711.  
  5712. 1316
  5713. 01:27:10,523 --> 01:27:11,889
  5714. That's a relief, honestly,
  5715.  
  5716. 1317
  5717. 01:27:11,891 --> 01:27:12,823
  5718. 'cause I didn't have
  5719. the heart to tell you
  5720.  
  5721. 1318
  5722. 01:27:12,825 --> 01:27:15,194
  5723. that a third boob might be
  5724. a deal breaker.
  5725.  
  5726. 1319
  5727. 01:27:15,828 --> 01:27:16,996
  5728. (STELLA CHUCKLES)
  5729.  
  5730. 1320
  5731. 01:27:46,625 --> 01:27:48,027
  5732. Hey, Stella.
  5733.  
  5734. 1321
  5735. 01:27:49,295 --> 01:27:50,262
  5736. Hmm?
  5737.  
  5738. 1322
  5739. 01:27:50,963 --> 01:27:53,099
  5740. It's cold.
  5741.  
  5742. 1323
  5743. 01:27:54,066 --> 01:27:55,234
  5744. (GRUNTS)
  5745.  
  5746. 1324
  5747. 01:28:02,742 --> 01:28:03,776
  5748. Come on.
  5749.  
  5750. 1325
  5751. 01:28:04,210 --> 01:28:05,778
  5752. Let's go see your lights.
  5753.  
  5754. 1326
  5755. 01:28:15,888 --> 01:28:17,523
  5756. (BOTH PANTING)
  5757.  
  5758. 1327
  5759. 01:28:17,923 --> 01:28:19,558
  5760. Let's take a breather.
  5761.  
  5762. 1328
  5763. 01:28:30,369 --> 01:28:32,770
  5764. Stella?
  5765. Hey, don't do that.
  5766.  
  5767. 1329
  5768. 01:28:32,772 --> 01:28:33,937
  5769. Stella.
  5770.  
  5771. 1330
  5772. 01:28:33,939 --> 01:28:35,274
  5773. (STOMPS) It's frozen solid.
  5774.  
  5775. 1331
  5776. 01:28:42,048 --> 01:28:44,250
  5777. (SNIFFLES, SIGHS HEAVILY)
  5778.  
  5779. 1332
  5780. 01:28:46,318 --> 01:28:47,384
  5781. DR. HAMID: Hey, ladies.
  5782.  
  5783. 1333
  5784. 01:28:47,386 --> 01:28:49,820
  5785. I just got a call from
  5786. St. Luke's in Kansas City.
  5787.  
  5788. 1334
  5789. 01:28:49,822 --> 01:28:50,888
  5790. Car accident with fatalities.
  5791.  
  5792. 1335
  5793. 01:28:50,890 --> 01:28:54,324
  5794. One female, AB neg, 5'2",
  5795. thoracic cage size...
  5796.  
  5797. 1336
  5798. 01:28:54,326 --> 01:28:55,659
  5799. Stella's getting lungs.
  5800.  
  5801. 1337
  5802. 01:28:55,661 --> 01:28:57,696
  5803. ETA three hours.
  5804. Get her prepped.
  5805.  
  5806. 1338
  5807. 01:28:59,231 --> 01:29:00,966
  5808. (BARB GASPING)
  5809.  
  5810. 1339
  5811. 01:29:02,168 --> 01:29:03,636
  5812. Oh, my God.
  5813.  
  5814. 1340
  5815. 01:29:08,140 --> 01:29:10,174
  5816. No, no, no, no, no.
  5817.  
  5818. 1341
  5819. 01:29:10,176 --> 01:29:12,810
  5820. No, no, no, no, no. No!
  5821.  
  5822. 1342
  5823. 01:29:12,812 --> 01:29:15,147
  5824. (STELLA LAUGHING
  5825. AND SQUEALING)
  5826.  
  5827. 1343
  5828. 01:29:23,355 --> 01:29:24,356
  5829. Whew!
  5830.  
  5831. 1344
  5832. 01:29:25,658 --> 01:29:26,826
  5833. (GRUNTS)
  5834.  
  5835. 1345
  5836. 01:29:31,730 --> 01:29:33,232
  5837. (CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
  5838.  
  5839. 1346
  5840. 01:29:48,848 --> 01:29:49,849
  5841. Hey.
  5842.  
  5843. 1347
  5844. 01:29:51,917 --> 01:29:53,219
  5845. Everything all right?
  5846.  
  5847. 1348
  5848. 01:30:04,130 --> 01:30:05,164
  5849. Yeah.
  5850.  
  5851. 1349
  5852. 01:30:09,335 --> 01:30:10,870
  5853. Yeah, I'm good.
  5854.  
  5855. 1350
  5856. 01:30:14,440 --> 01:30:16,075
  5857. Oh! (LAUGHING)
  5858.  
  5859. 1351
  5860. 01:30:22,848 --> 01:30:24,049
  5861. I love you, Stella.
  5862.  
  5863. 1352
  5864. 01:30:25,117 --> 01:30:26,318
  5865. (PANTING)
  5866.  
  5867. 1353
  5868. 01:30:33,292 --> 01:30:34,693
  5869. (GIGGLES)
  5870.  
  5871. 1354
  5872. 01:30:35,161 --> 01:30:37,163
  5873. (STELLA YELPS, LAUGHS)
  5874.  
  5875. 1355
  5876. 01:30:39,965 --> 01:30:41,233
  5877. (STELLA COUGHS)
  5878.  
  5879. 1356
  5880. 01:30:46,772 --> 01:30:47,940
  5881. I love you, too.
  5882.  
  5883. 1357
  5884. 01:31:23,375 --> 01:31:24,877
  5885. We can't.
  5886.  
  5887. 1358
  5888. 01:31:30,249 --> 01:31:31,350
  5889. I know.
  5890.  
  5891. 1359
  5892. 01:31:33,285 --> 01:31:34,320
  5893. Stella.
  5894.  
  5895. 1360
  5896. 01:31:49,368 --> 01:31:50,903
  5897. (ICE CRACKING)
  5898.  
  5899. 1361
  5900. 01:31:51,136 --> 01:31:52,402
  5901. Oh...
  5902.  
  5903. 1362
  5904. 01:31:52,404 --> 01:31:53,538
  5905. STELLA: Shit!
  5906.  
  5907. 1363
  5908. 01:31:53,540 --> 01:31:54,907
  5909. WILL: Come on, come on!
  5910.  
  5911. 1364
  5912. 01:31:55,140 --> 01:31:56,206
  5913. Come on.
  5914.  
  5915. 1365
  5916. 01:31:56,208 --> 01:31:57,407
  5917. (LOUD CRACK)
  5918.  
  5919. 1366
  5920. 01:31:57,409 --> 01:31:59,445
  5921. WILL: Come on.
  5922.  
  5923. 1367
  5924. 01:31:59,945 --> 01:32:02,279
  5925. Barb. Barb? Barb.
  5926.  
  5927. 1368
  5928. 01:32:02,281 --> 01:32:03,213
  5929. She's not answering,
  5930.  
  5931. 1369
  5932. 01:32:03,215 --> 01:32:04,314
  5933. and now it's going
  5934. straight to voicemail.
  5935.  
  5936. 1370
  5937. 01:32:04,316 --> 01:32:06,817
  5938. Stella would never run off.
  5939. She wouldn't do that.
  5940.  
  5941. 1371
  5942. 01:32:06,819 --> 01:32:07,985
  5943. Have you been able
  5944. to reach him?
  5945.  
  5946. 1372
  5947. 01:32:07,987 --> 01:32:09,920
  5948. No.
  5949.  
  5950. 1373
  5951. 01:32:09,922 --> 01:32:12,055
  5952. How long have they been gone?
  5953.  
  5954. 1374
  5955. 01:32:12,057 --> 01:32:13,591
  5956. If your son causes Stella
  5957. to lose these lungs...
  5958.  
  5959. 1375
  5960. 01:32:13,593 --> 01:32:15,359
  5961. My son is just
  5962. as sick as your daughter is.
  5963.  
  5964. 1376
  5965. 01:32:15,361 --> 01:32:16,893
  5966. Stella would never do
  5967. anything like this.
  5968.  
  5969. 1377
  5970. 01:32:16,895 --> 01:32:17,961
  5971. She's never done anything.
  5972.  
  5973. 1378
  5974. 01:32:17,963 --> 01:32:19,096
  5975. BARB: Stella did this, Erin.
  5976.  
  5977. 1379
  5978. 01:32:19,098 --> 01:32:21,999
  5979. Not Will. He doesn't know
  5980. anything about the lungs.
  5981.  
  5982. 1380
  5983. 01:32:22,001 --> 01:32:23,200
  5984. Lungs?
  5985.  
  5986. 1381
  5987. 01:32:23,202 --> 01:32:25,035
  5988. Is there a transplant?
  5989.  
  5990. 1382
  5991. 01:32:25,037 --> 01:32:27,039
  5992. Yeah, for Stella.
  5993. They're on the way.
  5994.  
  5995. 1383
  5996. 01:32:27,373 --> 01:32:29,139
  5997. STELLA: Well, tell me
  5998. at least you're a cat person.
  5999.  
  6000. 1384
  6001. 01:32:29,141 --> 01:32:30,207
  6002. Do you like cats?
  6003.  
  6004. 1385
  6005. 01:32:30,209 --> 01:32:31,542
  6006. WILL: I owned a ferret.
  6007.  
  6008. 1386
  6009. 01:32:31,544 --> 01:32:33,443
  6010. I was a ferret kid.
  6011. (CHUCKLES)
  6012.  
  6013. 1387
  6014. 01:32:33,445 --> 01:32:35,480
  6015. Oh, no.
  6016. You would be a ferret kid.
  6017.  
  6018. 1388
  6019. 01:32:35,482 --> 01:32:37,447
  6020. (CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
  6021.  
  6022. 1389
  6023. 01:32:37,449 --> 01:32:39,349
  6024. Don't answer it.
  6025.  
  6026. 1390
  6027. 01:32:39,351 --> 01:32:40,618
  6028. Really. What do they need
  6029. right now?
  6030.  
  6031. 1391
  6032. 01:32:40,620 --> 01:32:42,052
  6033. It's my mom.
  6034.  
  6035. 1392
  6036. 01:32:42,054 --> 01:32:44,123
  6037. Let me just tell her
  6038. that I'm okay.
  6039.  
  6040. 1393
  6041. 01:32:48,595 --> 01:32:50,429
  6042. Stella, they have
  6043. new lungs for you.
  6044.  
  6045. 1394
  6046. 01:32:52,231 --> 01:32:54,064
  6047. Hey, they have
  6048. new lungs for you.
  6049.  
  6050. 1395
  6051. 01:32:54,066 --> 01:32:55,299
  6052. Let's go to the hospital.
  6053. Come on!
  6054.  
  6055. 1396
  6056. 01:32:55,301 --> 01:32:57,069
  6057. I haven't seen the lights yet.
  6058.  
  6059. 1397
  6060. 01:32:57,903 --> 01:32:58,904
  6061. The lights?
  6062.  
  6063. 1398
  6064. 01:33:00,005 --> 01:33:01,972
  6065. Did you know about this?
  6066. What are we doing out here?
  6067.  
  6068. 1399
  6069. 01:33:01,974 --> 01:33:03,040
  6070. Let's go to the hospital.
  6071.  
  6072. 1400
  6073. 01:33:03,042 --> 01:33:04,207
  6074. Come on.
  6075.  
  6076. 1401
  6077. 01:33:04,209 --> 01:33:05,175
  6078. Five years?
  6079.  
  6080. 1402
  6081. 01:33:05,177 --> 01:33:06,443
  6082. Five years is a lifetime
  6083. for people like us.
  6084.  
  6085. 1403
  6086. 01:33:06,445 --> 01:33:07,411
  6087. It's not!
  6088. Because what happens
  6089.  
  6090. 1404
  6091. 01:33:07,413 --> 01:33:08,546
  6092. when they fail
  6093. and I'm back to square one?
  6094.  
  6095. 1405
  6096. 01:33:08,548 --> 01:33:10,247
  6097. Let's not be stupid. Can we go
  6098. the hospital, please?
  6099.  
  6100. 1406
  6101. 01:33:10,249 --> 01:33:11,381
  6102. Come on, let's go.
  6103.  
  6104. 1407
  6105. 01:33:11,383 --> 01:33:13,018
  6106. (YELPS)
  6107.  
  6108. 1408
  6109. 01:33:13,252 --> 01:33:14,386
  6110. Stella!
  6111.  
  6112. 1409
  6113. 01:33:19,425 --> 01:33:21,258
  6114. (COUGHING)
  6115.  
  6116. 1410
  6117. 01:33:21,260 --> 01:33:22,328
  6118. (LAUGHING)
  6119.  
  6120. 1411
  6121. 01:33:26,031 --> 01:33:27,230
  6122. Stella.
  6123.  
  6124. 1412
  6125. 01:33:27,232 --> 01:33:28,400
  6126. Come on.
  6127.  
  6128. 1413
  6129. 01:33:28,635 --> 01:33:30,770
  6130. Please? It's cold.
  6131.  
  6132. 1414
  6133. 01:33:34,641 --> 01:33:35,841
  6134. Stella!
  6135.  
  6136. 1415
  6137. 01:33:43,349 --> 01:33:44,484
  6138. Stella!
  6139.  
  6140. 1416
  6141. 01:33:58,263 --> 01:33:59,632
  6142. (PANTING RAPIDLY)
  6143.  
  6144. 1417
  6145. 01:34:01,100 --> 01:34:02,101
  6146. Stella.
  6147.  
  6148. 1418
  6149. 01:34:38,505 --> 01:34:40,272
  6150. (WILL GASPING)
  6151.  
  6152. 1419
  6153. 01:34:40,640 --> 01:34:41,641
  6154. Help!
  6155.  
  6156. 1420
  6157. 01:34:49,214 --> 01:34:50,249
  6158. (TONE CHIMES)
  6159.  
  6160. 1421
  6161. 01:34:54,186 --> 01:34:55,555
  6162. Come on, Stella.
  6163.  
  6164. 1422
  6165. 01:34:56,021 --> 01:34:58,190
  6166. (PANTING)
  6167.  
  6168. 1423
  6169. 01:35:09,301 --> 01:35:10,936
  6170. (COUGHING)
  6171.  
  6172. 1424
  6173. 01:35:14,473 --> 01:35:15,675
  6174. Come on!
  6175.  
  6176. 1425
  6177. 01:35:16,208 --> 01:35:17,209
  6178. Come on!
  6179.  
  6180. 1426
  6181. 01:35:17,510 --> 01:35:18,678
  6182. (GRUNTS)
  6183.  
  6184. 1427
  6185. 01:35:22,181 --> 01:35:23,313
  6186. Come on, Stella.
  6187.  
  6188. 1428
  6189. 01:35:23,315 --> 01:35:24,316
  6190. (INHALES)
  6191.  
  6192. 1429
  6193. 01:35:32,725 --> 01:35:34,326
  6194. (WILL GASPING)
  6195.  
  6196. 1430
  6197. 01:36:19,839 --> 01:36:21,541
  6198. (WILL WHEEZING)
  6199.  
  6200. 1431
  6201. 01:36:28,280 --> 01:36:29,616
  6202. (GURGLES)
  6203.  
  6204. 1432
  6205. 01:36:30,717 --> 01:36:32,585
  6206. (COUGHING)
  6207.  
  6208. 1433
  6209. 01:36:50,469 --> 01:36:52,204
  6210. (SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE)
  6211.  
  6212. 1434
  6213. 01:36:54,406 --> 01:36:55,640
  6214. (COUGHING)
  6215.  
  6216. 1435
  6217. 01:36:55,642 --> 01:36:56,807
  6218. PARAMEDIC:
  6219. We have a 17-year-old...
  6220.  
  6221. 1436
  6222. 01:36:56,809 --> 01:36:57,909
  6223. DOCTOR: What have we got?
  6224.  
  6225. 1437
  6226. 01:36:57,911 --> 01:37:00,811
  6227. PARAMEDIC: A 17-year-old
  6228. female with cystic fibrosis.
  6229.  
  6230. 1438
  6231. 01:37:00,813 --> 01:37:02,212
  6232. We already have lungs for her.
  6233.  
  6234. 1439
  6235. 01:37:02,214 --> 01:37:03,346
  6236. Can someone get
  6237. the other mask off?
  6238.  
  6239. 1440
  6240. 01:37:03,348 --> 01:37:04,882
  6241. Oh, my God. Honey.
  6242.  
  6243. 1441
  6244. 01:37:04,884 --> 01:37:07,284
  6245. It's okay.
  6246.  
  6247. 1442
  6248. 01:37:07,286 --> 01:37:09,654
  6249. My son.
  6250. My son was out there, too.
  6251.  
  6252. 1443
  6253. 01:37:09,656 --> 01:37:10,855
  6254. I'm sorry.
  6255. Step back, please.
  6256.  
  6257. 1444
  6258. 01:37:10,857 --> 01:37:12,322
  6259. ERIN: You're okay.
  6260. You're okay.
  6261.  
  6262. 1445
  6263. 01:37:12,324 --> 01:37:14,124
  6264. Where's Will?
  6265.  
  6266. 1446
  6267. 01:37:14,126 --> 01:37:15,258
  6268. Where's Will?
  6269.  
  6270. 1447
  6271. 01:37:15,260 --> 01:37:16,594
  6272. ERIN: Honey.
  6273.  
  6274. 1448
  6275. 01:37:16,596 --> 01:37:17,830
  6276. JULIE: Coming through!
  6277.  
  6278. 1449
  6279. 01:37:18,698 --> 01:37:20,598
  6280. Is he okay?
  6281.  
  6282. 1450
  6283. 01:37:20,600 --> 01:37:21,799
  6284. (COUGHING)
  6285.  
  6286. 1451
  6287. 01:37:21,801 --> 01:37:24,134
  6288. DR. HAMID: Get a mask on her
  6289. as soon as possible, please.
  6290.  
  6291. 1452
  6292. 01:37:24,136 --> 01:37:25,570
  6293. JULIE: O2 is at 45.
  6294.  
  6295. 1453
  6296. 01:37:25,572 --> 01:37:26,571
  6297. Possible hypothermia.
  6298.  
  6299. 1454
  6300. 01:37:26,573 --> 01:37:28,405
  6301. JULIE: We're gonna need
  6302. more blankets over here.
  6303.  
  6304. 1455
  6305. 01:37:28,407 --> 01:37:30,442
  6306. DR. HAMID: Just breathe.
  6307. Stella?
  6308.  
  6309. 1456
  6310. 01:37:30,677 --> 01:37:32,409
  6311. ERIN: I've got you, honey.
  6312.  
  6313. 1457
  6314. 01:37:32,411 --> 01:37:34,377
  6315. DR. HAMID: Stella?
  6316.  
  6317. 1458
  6318. 01:37:34,379 --> 01:37:35,546
  6319. You need to calm down.
  6320.  
  6321. 1459
  6322. 01:37:35,548 --> 01:37:36,881
  6323. We have your new lungs.
  6324.  
  6325. 1460
  6326. 01:37:36,883 --> 01:37:38,348
  6327. Yes, Stella.
  6328.  
  6329. 1461
  6330. 01:37:38,350 --> 01:37:39,850
  6331. I don't want them.
  6332.  
  6333. 1462
  6334. 01:37:39,852 --> 01:37:41,786
  6335. Stella, we've been waiting
  6336. for these lungs for years.
  6337.  
  6338. 1463
  6339. 01:37:41,788 --> 01:37:43,521
  6340. What are you talking about?
  6341.  
  6342. 1464
  6343. 01:37:43,523 --> 01:37:45,422
  6344. If you don't use the lungs,
  6345. they're wasted, sweetie.
  6346.  
  6347. 1465
  6348. 01:37:45,424 --> 01:37:46,591
  6349. I love him. The new lungs
  6350.  
  6351. 1466
  6352. 01:37:46,593 --> 01:37:47,758
  6353. won't mean anything
  6354. without him.
  6355.  
  6356. 1467
  6357. 01:37:47,760 --> 01:37:49,660
  6358. Lay down!
  6359.  
  6360. 1468
  6361. 01:37:49,662 --> 01:37:51,396
  6362. WILL: Stop! Stop!
  6363.  
  6364. 1469
  6365. 01:37:51,598 --> 01:37:53,600
  6366. Please! Stop.
  6367.  
  6368. 1470
  6369. 01:37:53,900 --> 01:37:55,267
  6370. STELLA: Will!
  6371.  
  6372. 1471
  6373. 01:37:56,268 --> 01:37:57,469
  6374. Please.
  6375.  
  6376. 1472
  6377. 01:37:59,539 --> 01:38:00,873
  6378. Take the lungs.
  6379.  
  6380. 1473
  6381. 01:38:02,374 --> 01:38:03,576
  6382. For me.
  6383.  
  6384. 1474
  6385. 01:38:06,378 --> 01:38:07,243
  6386. Okay.
  6387.  
  6388. 1475
  6389. 01:38:07,245 --> 01:38:08,512
  6390. PARAMEDIC:
  6391. Come on, put the mask on.
  6392.  
  6393. 1476
  6394. 01:38:08,514 --> 01:38:09,580
  6395. STELLA: I'm ready.
  6396.  
  6397. 1477
  6398. 01:38:09,582 --> 01:38:11,247
  6399. DR. HAMID: Okay, all right,
  6400. let's go, everyone.
  6401.  
  6402. 1478
  6403. 01:38:11,249 --> 01:38:12,215
  6404. Okay, okay.
  6405.  
  6406. 1479
  6407. 01:38:12,217 --> 01:38:13,017
  6408. PARAMEDIC: Okay, here we go.
  6409. We're moving.
  6410.  
  6411. 1480
  6412. 01:38:13,019 --> 01:38:14,485
  6413. ERIN: I'll be right here,
  6414. honey.
  6415.  
  6416. 1481
  6417. 01:38:14,487 --> 01:38:16,186
  6418. PARAMEDIC: Let's go.
  6419.  
  6420. 1482
  6421. 01:38:16,188 --> 01:38:17,824
  6422. Okay, I love you so much.
  6423.  
  6424. 1483
  6425. 01:38:18,958 --> 01:38:20,390
  6426. I love you, Dad.
  6427.  
  6428. 1484
  6429. 01:38:20,392 --> 01:38:21,692
  6430. (COUGHING)
  6431.  
  6432. 1485
  6433. 01:38:21,694 --> 01:38:23,128
  6434. PARAMEDIC: Okay, here we go.
  6435.  
  6436. 1486
  6437. 01:38:23,696 --> 01:38:25,197
  6438. WILL: Dr. Hamid.
  6439.  
  6440. 1487
  6441. 01:38:25,598 --> 01:38:27,466
  6442. I gave her mouth-to-mouth.
  6443.  
  6444. 1488
  6445. 01:38:28,968 --> 01:38:30,901
  6446. I'm sorry. I didn't have
  6447. any other choice.
  6448.  
  6449. 1489
  6450. 01:38:30,903 --> 01:38:32,003
  6451. You saved her life, Will.
  6452.  
  6453. 1490
  6454. 01:38:32,005 --> 01:38:34,874
  6455. If she has B. cepacia,
  6456. we'll deal with it, okay?
  6457.  
  6458. 1491
  6459. 01:38:39,378 --> 01:38:41,279
  6460. (SOFT INDIE MUSIC PLAYING)
  6461.  
  6462. 1492
  6463. 01:38:53,726 --> 01:38:55,394
  6464. (INAUDIBLE)
  6465.  
  6466. 1493
  6467. 01:39:37,770 --> 01:39:39,872
  6468. (SOFT INDIE MUSIC CONTINUES)
  6469.  
  6470. 1494
  6471. 01:40:07,934 --> 01:40:09,702
  6472. (INAUDIBLE)
  6473.  
  6474. 1495
  6475. 01:40:27,954 --> 01:40:29,387
  6476. (DOOR OPENS)
  6477.  
  6478. 1496
  6479. 01:40:30,823 --> 01:40:32,759
  6480. Bacterial cultures came back.
  6481.  
  6482. 1497
  6483. 01:40:33,893 --> 01:40:36,996
  6484. I don't know how,
  6485. but she's clean.
  6486.  
  6487. 1498
  6488. 01:40:37,563 --> 01:40:38,965
  6489. She didn't get it.
  6490.  
  6491. 1499
  6492. 01:40:42,568 --> 01:40:44,537
  6493. But that doesn't mean
  6494. she won't.
  6495.  
  6496. 1500
  6497. 01:40:48,674 --> 01:40:50,275
  6498. What about Will?
  6499.  
  6500. 1501
  6501. 01:40:51,677 --> 01:40:53,513
  6502. Is the treatment working?
  6503.  
  6504. 1502
  6505. 01:40:58,050 --> 01:40:59,051
  6506. No.
  6507.  
  6508. 1503
  6509. 01:41:01,721 --> 01:41:03,055
  6510. No, it's not.
  6511.  
  6512. 1504
  6513. 01:41:04,857 --> 01:41:06,025
  6514. (BARB SIGHS)
  6515.  
  6516. 1505
  6517. 01:41:11,664 --> 01:41:12,765
  6518. I'm sorry.
  6519.  
  6520. 1506
  6521. 01:41:15,034 --> 01:41:16,600
  6522. For all of this.
  6523.  
  6524. 1507
  6525. 01:41:16,602 --> 01:41:18,771
  6526. No, no, no, no, sweetie.
  6527.  
  6528. 1508
  6529. 01:41:20,139 --> 01:41:21,707
  6530. It's not your fault.
  6531.  
  6532. 1509
  6533. 01:41:31,751 --> 01:41:32,919
  6534. (SIGHS)
  6535.  
  6536. 1510
  6537. 01:41:38,124 --> 01:41:39,959
  6538. (EKG BEEPING)
  6539.  
  6540. 1511
  6541. 01:42:09,055 --> 01:42:10,623
  6542. (SIGHING)
  6543.  
  6544. 1512
  6545. 01:42:25,071 --> 01:42:27,171
  6546. WILL: (WHISPERS)
  6547. Mom. Hey.
  6548.  
  6549. 1513
  6550. 01:42:27,173 --> 01:42:28,973
  6551. Hey, Mom.
  6552.  
  6553. 1514
  6554. 01:42:28,975 --> 01:42:31,443
  6555. What? What is it?
  6556. What is it, honey?
  6557.  
  6558. 1515
  6559. 01:42:31,811 --> 01:42:33,779
  6560. Could you help me
  6561. with something?
  6562.  
  6563. 1516
  6564. 01:42:38,084 --> 01:42:39,583
  6565. Are you guys in?
  6566.  
  6567. 1517
  6568. 01:42:39,585 --> 01:42:41,087
  6569. Absolutely.
  6570.  
  6571. 1518
  6572. 01:42:42,054 --> 01:42:43,055
  6573. Barb?
  6574.  
  6575. 1519
  6576. 01:42:45,091 --> 01:42:46,757
  6577. Hell, yeah, I'm in.
  6578.  
  6579. 1520
  6580. 01:42:46,759 --> 01:42:47,691
  6581. (ERIN CHUCKLES)
  6582.  
  6583. 1521
  6584. 01:42:47,693 --> 01:42:50,029
  6585. She's sedated.
  6586. We have a few more hours.
  6587.  
  6588. 1522
  6589. 01:42:50,663 --> 01:42:51,797
  6590. We have time.
  6591.  
  6592. 1523
  6593. 01:42:52,031 --> 01:42:53,097
  6594. MEREDITH: It's done.
  6595.  
  6596. 1524
  6597. 01:42:53,099 --> 01:42:54,567
  6598. They said yes.
  6599.  
  6600. 1525
  6601. 01:42:56,135 --> 01:42:57,136
  6602. Okay.
  6603.  
  6604. 1526
  6605. 01:42:57,770 --> 01:42:59,538
  6606. Let's do this.
  6607.  
  6608. 1527
  6609. 01:43:01,240 --> 01:43:03,509
  6610. (INAUDIBLE)
  6611.  
  6612. 1528
  6613. 01:43:10,683 --> 01:43:14,452
  6614. I've done all I'm doing
  6615. with this, Will. I'm done.
  6616.  
  6617. 1529
  6618. 01:43:17,523 --> 01:43:19,125
  6619. ERIN: Thank you.
  6620.  
  6621. 1530
  6622. 01:43:20,559 --> 01:43:21,894
  6623. She's waking up.
  6624.  
  6625. 1531
  6626. 01:43:26,632 --> 01:43:27,733
  6627. ERIN: (SOFTLY)
  6628. Hey, honey.
  6629.  
  6630. 1532
  6631. 01:43:33,239 --> 01:43:34,505
  6632. Hey, sweetie, you did great!
  6633.  
  6634. 1533
  6635. 01:43:34,507 --> 01:43:35,673
  6636. You really did.
  6637.  
  6638. 1534
  6639. 01:43:35,675 --> 01:43:36,876
  6640. You did great.
  6641.  
  6642. 1535
  6643. 01:43:40,913 --> 01:43:43,514
  6644. BARB: You did wonderful, baby.
  6645.  
  6646. 1536
  6647. 01:43:43,516 --> 01:43:44,717
  6648. You did good.
  6649.  
  6650. 1537
  6651. 01:43:45,885 --> 01:43:47,086
  6652. ERIN: It's okay.
  6653.  
  6654. 1538
  6655. 01:43:54,260 --> 01:43:56,228
  6656. (WHISPERS)
  6657. We have something for you.
  6658.  
  6659. 1539
  6660. 01:44:01,901 --> 01:44:04,537
  6661. WILL: My beautiful,
  6662. bossy Stella.
  6663.  
  6664. 1540
  6665. 01:44:05,304 --> 01:44:08,074
  6666. I guess it's true,
  6667. what that book of yours says.
  6668.  
  6669. 1541
  6670. 01:44:08,708 --> 01:44:11,177
  6671. That the soul knows no time.
  6672.  
  6673. 1542
  6674. 01:44:12,678 --> 01:44:14,647
  6675. My drug trial's not working.
  6676.  
  6677. 1543
  6678. 01:44:15,848 --> 01:44:18,916
  6679. I want you to know
  6680. that this past month
  6681.  
  6682. 1544
  6683. 01:44:18,918 --> 01:44:20,720
  6684. will last forever for me.
  6685.  
  6686. 1545
  6687. 01:44:21,620 --> 01:44:22,953
  6688. My only regret is that
  6689.  
  6690. 1546
  6691. 01:44:22,955 --> 01:44:24,623
  6692. you didn't get to see
  6693. your lights.
  6694.  
  6695. 1547
  6696. 01:45:04,230 --> 01:45:05,831
  6697. (CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
  6698.  
  6699. 1548
  6700. 01:45:19,712 --> 01:45:22,081
  6701. (ON SPEAKERS)
  6702. I finally got you speechless.
  6703.  
  6704. 1549
  6705. 01:45:26,152 --> 01:45:28,318
  6706. You know, people are always
  6707. saying if you love something,
  6708.  
  6709. 1550
  6710. 01:45:28,320 --> 01:45:30,289
  6711. you have to learn
  6712. to let it go.
  6713.  
  6714. 1551
  6715. 01:45:31,690 --> 01:45:33,793
  6716. I thought
  6717. that was such bullshit.
  6718.  
  6719. 1552
  6720. 01:45:35,828 --> 01:45:38,130
  6721. Till I watched you almost die.
  6722.  
  6723. 1553
  6724. 01:45:38,864 --> 01:45:40,766
  6725. In that moment, Stella,
  6726.  
  6727. 1554
  6728. 01:45:43,636 --> 01:45:45,304
  6729. nothing mattered to me.
  6730.  
  6731. 1555
  6732. 01:45:46,939 --> 01:45:48,107
  6733. Except you.
  6734.  
  6735. 1556
  6736. 01:45:52,945 --> 01:45:54,146
  6737. I'm sorry.
  6738.  
  6739. 1557
  6740. 01:45:58,350 --> 01:45:59,952
  6741. I don't wanna go.
  6742.  
  6743. 1558
  6744. 01:46:02,922 --> 01:46:05,257
  6745. All I want is to be with you.
  6746.  
  6747. 1559
  6748. 01:46:09,061 --> 01:46:10,262
  6749. I can't.
  6750.  
  6751. 1560
  6752. 01:46:12,331 --> 01:46:14,366
  6753. I need you to be safe.
  6754.  
  6755. 1561
  6756. 01:46:15,234 --> 01:46:16,702
  6757. From me.
  6758.  
  6759. 1562
  6760. 01:46:20,206 --> 01:46:22,341
  6761. I don't know what comes next,
  6762.  
  6763. 1563
  6764. 01:46:23,042 --> 01:46:26,078
  6765. but I don't regret
  6766. any of this.
  6767.  
  6768. 1564
  6769. 01:46:30,282 --> 01:46:32,118
  6770. Could you close your eyes?
  6771.  
  6772. 1565
  6773. 01:46:33,419 --> 01:46:35,152
  6774. I just don't know
  6775. if I can walk away
  6776.  
  6777. 1566
  6778. 01:46:35,154 --> 01:46:36,789
  6779. if you're still looking at me.
  6780.  
  6781. 1567
  6782. 01:46:44,463 --> 01:46:45,764
  6783. Please.
  6784.  
  6785. 1568
  6786. 01:47:03,082 --> 01:47:04,383
  6787. I love you
  6788.  
  6789. 1569
  6790. 01:47:05,417 --> 01:47:07,153
  6791. so much.
  6792.  
  6793. 1570
  6794. 01:47:20,966 --> 01:47:23,002
  6795. (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING)
  6796.  
  6797. 1571
  6798. 01:47:35,981 --> 01:47:38,017
  6799. (SNIFFLES)
  6800. He left this for you.
  6801.  
  6802. 1572
  6803. 01:48:09,348 --> 01:48:10,983
  6804. (SOBBING)
  6805.  
  6806. 1573
  6807. 01:48:23,095 --> 01:48:24,096
  6808. (BOTH CHUCKLE)
  6809.  
  6810. 1574
  6811. 01:48:26,265 --> 01:48:27,266
  6812. (GASPS)
  6813.  
  6814. 1575
  6815. 01:48:34,507 --> 01:48:36,141
  6816. (SOBS)
  6817.  
  6818. 1576
  6819. 01:49:09,208 --> 01:49:10,510
  6820. STELLA: Human touch.
  6821.  
  6822. 1577
  6823. 01:49:12,077 --> 01:49:14,481
  6824. Our first form
  6825. of communication.
  6826.  
  6827. 1578
  6828. 01:49:15,114 --> 01:49:18,017
  6829. Safety, security, comfort,
  6830.  
  6831. 1579
  6832. 01:49:18,585 --> 01:49:21,453
  6833. all in the gentle caress
  6834. of a finger.
  6835.  
  6836. 1580
  6837. 01:49:22,454 --> 01:49:25,322
  6838. Or at the brush of lips
  6839. on a soft cheek.
  6840.  
  6841. 1581
  6842. 01:49:25,324 --> 01:49:27,026
  6843. Hey, Stella.
  6844. You can't record that. No.
  6845.  
  6846. 1582
  6847. 01:49:27,326 --> 01:49:29,259
  6848. It connects us
  6849. when we're happy...
  6850.  
  6851. 1583
  6852. 01:49:29,261 --> 01:49:30,929
  6853. (GIGGLING)
  6854.  
  6855. 1584
  6856. 01:49:31,297 --> 01:49:33,130
  6857. (GASPS) Abby, no.
  6858.  
  6859. 1585
  6860. 01:49:33,132 --> 01:49:34,632
  6861. STELLA: ...bolsters us
  6862. in times of fear...
  6863.  
  6864. 1586
  6865. 01:49:34,634 --> 01:49:36,033
  6866. (SHOUTS)
  6867.  
  6868. 1587
  6869. 01:49:36,035 --> 01:49:37,570
  6870. Can you turn that off?
  6871.  
  6872. 1588
  6873. 01:49:38,003 --> 01:49:40,839
  6874. ...excites us
  6875. in times of passion...
  6876.  
  6877. 1589
  6878. 01:49:41,373 --> 01:49:44,477
  6879. Ah. No. Stella, no.
  6880. Stop!
  6881.  
  6882. 1590
  6883. 01:49:44,877 --> 01:49:46,845
  6884. ...and love.
  6885.  
  6886. 1591
  6887. 01:49:49,915 --> 01:49:51,616
  6888. We need that touch
  6889. from the one we love
  6890.  
  6891. 1592
  6892. 01:49:51,618 --> 01:49:53,986
  6893. almost as much
  6894. as we need air to breathe.
  6895.  
  6896. 1593
  6897. 01:49:55,622 --> 01:49:57,956
  6898. But I never understood
  6899. the importance of touch.
  6900.  
  6901. 1594
  6902. 01:50:00,059 --> 01:50:01,561
  6903. His touch.
  6904.  
  6905. 1595
  6906. 01:50:03,896 --> 01:50:05,532
  6907. Until I couldn't have it.
  6908.  
  6909. 1596
  6910. 01:50:09,669 --> 01:50:12,371
  6911. So, if you're watching this
  6912.  
  6913. 1597
  6914. 01:50:13,072 --> 01:50:14,473
  6915. and you're able,
  6916.  
  6917. 1598
  6918. 01:50:17,510 --> 01:50:18,977
  6919. touch him.
  6920.  
  6921. 1599
  6922. 01:50:19,679 --> 01:50:21,380
  6923. Touch her.
  6924.  
  6925. 1600
  6926. 01:50:23,415 --> 01:50:25,918
  6927. Life's too short
  6928. to waste a second.
  6929.  
  6930. 1601
  6931. 01:50:33,674 --> 01:50:38,674
  6932. Subtitles by explosiveskull
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