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- Neighbor
- He walked through my side, stopped his footstep in front of Kōenji-kun and whispered to say something. But I couldn’t hear clearly the content of what they said.
- Watching his figure left the classroom, I myself also couldn’t tell something in my heart that spontaneously arisen.
- Back to my wits, I already stood up from my chair and faced to his back── and chased after Ayanokōji-kun from behind.
- His pace wasn’t fast at all, but it seemed for me that I always couldn’t catch up to him. I couldn’t help being anxious and pulled his arm.
- Somehow I have no confidence in my heart, I could just make him to stop his footsteps by words only.
- There’s nothing inside those pair of eyes that turned around and looked at me. All the time, his eyes just never revealed a gleam of happiness or anger, sadness or joyful emotions.
- I have been with him for a year, I couldn’t see anything.
- “Ayanokōji-kun. Actually…… since when did you started to see through the situation? And also you have seen through it to which step?”
- I asked what I wanted to know the most and also need to know right now.
- Ayanokōji-kun immediately replied to me with calm expression.
- “I have already said it, right? I didn’t explicitly participate in this exam at all.”
- No matter how I knocked on his heart, as always, I also couldn’t afford a slight ripple.
- So recently I deliberately started to widen the distance with him. Because the closer I’m to him, I will feel frightened even more.
- “……But……”
- I can’t understand. I can’t see through this person, Ayanokōji-kun at all.
- “Then I’m going back.”
- To the words that he said, I already couldn’t hold him to stay anymore. I couldn’t do anything but staring blankly at his back that gradually walked away.
- Through the exam this time, I felt that I have growth a bit. But even so, I still couldn’t draw closer to him in the end.
- “I say.”
- I heard that someone supposed to talk to me from behind, I couldn’t help being shocked and turned around to see.
- I found out it was my classmate Karuizawa-san.
- “……What’s the matter?”
- “Nothing. I’m just thinking of what you guys just said.”
- “We didn’t say anything important. He won’t let me to earn his trust.”
- “Humph〜”
- Karuizawa-san was also just like me a moment ago, looked once toward Ayanokōji-kun’s figure.
- “Compared to me, you seem to be more trusted by him.”
- “Why do you think like that?”
- Of course, I also have no real basis. But, I only need to look at Karuizawa-san’s eyes then I know.
- “Probably because I saw that you seemed to trust him very much. However, in my case, although it’s not very serious, but there’s always a corner in my heart that I can’t trust him.”
- That was the only answer I can give.
- She listened to my answer, and a moment later she said something.
- “Trusting someone who has no confidence in herself? How can that be possible.”
- “……What.”
- Listened to her words that beyond my expectation but it was extremely accurate, it even can be said a rational answer, I have been timid.
- “If you really trust him…… sooner or later you will encounter a painful experience someday. Perhaps he will betray you.”
- “Oh, really? I already have nothing to fear, so I don’t quite understand.”
- Karuizawa-san looked as if she has no fear of these situations at all.
- “Yesterday, I thought that Horikita-san is really amazing. Watching your appearance as you stepped forward bravely alone for the class, it slightly ignited my respect feeling. However, if related to Kiyotaka-kun, I just don’t think so. If you would afraid even on that matter, then nothing can be initiated between you and that guy.”
- After Karuizawa-san saying these words, she immediately joined her friends and went back together.
- And her words always linger in my mind. Together with the invisible neighbor.
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