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They wake up, they pretty themselves up, they put on their nice clothes, groom their hair, meet up, and talk. They talk about shallow things. They talk about the latest Trump news on CNN, they talk about Starbucks, they talk about the latest Twitter posts and TV/music trends. This is how they spend their time after work, and on weekends they go and get drunk. They never have time to themselves. They can't allow themselves to. They do this to avoid the loneliness, to drown it out, and pretend it doesn't exist. But it's there. The only difference between you and them is that you're living, and they aren't. If you can learn to live AND be happy then you've unlocked the secret to life. You're already halfway there, farther than most, closer to truth than the normies. So just keep doing your thing anon and stop thinking about the lives you aren't living.