The only thing for the past however long is Steam and Tumblr. Facebook was ages ago. Well. Atleast how I see it. If I'm leaving anything out I'm sorry. I haven't done the Steam thing in however long it has been. That was fucking horribly stupid and creepy. I'm not denying it I'm not going to deny anything if someone asks and if I really did do whatever it is they're talking about. I just don't think anyone really understands I put a stop to myself at one point and it was a while ago because I knew how bad it was in everybody's eyes including mine. People joke about it including myself I guess but I always think to myself I put a pretty good stop to it at one point and I know to get trust back and for people to believe me it just doesn't happen right away or it never will which is reasonable for all of my extremely dumb shit. I can't deny the things I have done I may seem like I justify things and whatnot but when I say I've done something or haven't done something I'm not lying about it. And the Tumblr thing was almost always me just going through the homepage of things and occasionally going on Tumblr pages including yours as we all know and just reblog a dumb amount of things at once to I guess catch up or something I honestly don't even know. I have had my queue maxed for idk how long until recently and haven't been on tumblr for maybe a week till just yesterday when I got bored in the waiting room and then when I got home. I'm sorry and I'll always be sorry man. Im sorry that it has gone to this. Completely my fault I know. And I know its completely justified. I wish I could speak words not text but whatever. If people say I do this but I really do that I wish I knew or if it's in my face sometimes I just let it go. I know it's not supposed to hurt me. Hell, I feel like it hurts you. If you don't want to talk to me that's fine. I want to add part of talking for me is that I'm afraid of being seen out as "justifying" things and when anyone thinks I am idk what to say about anything. All in all I know that for all the things I've done I see it as creepy and stupid on both ends and I can't be sorry enough. And I also look back and I've said sorry and how many of those later at one point and I still continued. If you don't want me around that's fine. It's reasonable. I also hope everything with you guys works out well. Y'all can watch your animoo haha.
Kirby: If that second half is a meme as I was told, fuck you.
Kirby: Or fuck Denton.
Kirby: Okay so I'm going to add to and clear some stuff up a bit here after talking to Brandon. He says part of it is that I don't go in more detail of what happens and I leave bits and pieces out and things look worse than they might really be so here is a bit of story in full detail whether you want to "TL;DR" it or not I don't care but it should damn well better help what we've got going on. This whole thing really pisses me off and I know Denton peer pressured you into that "PS" you gave me and that almost pisses me off even more than what we really have going on here. I don't know why you gave in to that for such a serious paragraph just before it. It's really fucking stupid of Denton and I know you're not the best with certain peer pressure and you pretty much just said screw it but come on. First of all, holy shit, I happened to notice you blocking me within an hour. What great timing on my part. Fuck me. Actually before I add anything else I did NOT drink because of you blocking me. I did not have a single reason to drink and I did not have a reason to get drunk other than because I had the stuff with me and because I could and I just simply drank because I wanted to. To see how sassy I was or was not. Turns out I'm edgy. I can't see myself EVER drinking from my problems or just to see another way out of a situation. I want to resolve what goes on, not to forget about it. For a good while there I was on Tumblr daily. Just reblogging and lurking all the time and then I figured out the queue at one point and that got maxed out at 300 for the longest time and it was a pain. Fast forward to (I'm kind of throwing out numbers here) about a week ago or probably more I just didn't use it at all and my queue was just posting everything. 26 times a day from 9am to 12am midnight my time. Keep in mind here I add anything to it including your posts.
Kirby: That probably ran out a couple days ago and the other day I got bored at one point opened the app on my phone, just happened to see a post of yours and reblogged it, didn't care to reblog anything else or to keep on scrolling. I then got bored, closed the app because the app wasn't for me at that moment. That looks horrible too because all I had posted up there was your post and nothing else and my queue ran out. Yesterday when you were testing me, god fucking dammit I've been tested twice. Fucking hell. I can't wait for round three. I wasn't even home bored as hell went on Tumblr just to lurk didn't reblog anything, wanted to go to a blog that I followed because I wouldn't mind a new wallpaper (never snagged one *sadface*) and something about the number of who I was following seemed off when I got to my followers page. It looked lower than before. I scrolled down and I noticed your main blog wasn't there but I saw your other art blog or whatever fancy blog you got going there was. Don't ask me how I saw the number of followers as being off because I don't know how I manage to do that it just "looked off". So I wasn't really on my phone and I was trying not to be rude to people and then after getting home I messaged Brandon because I was kind of pissed and I was starting to figure out you did in fact block me. I looked up what happens when someone on Tumblr is blocked and of course it all added up. At this point I'm home, noticed I can't message you and then I went to your blog page and couldn't reblog anything. So I decided to send that "proof" or whatever you want to call it as snapchats to Brandon because I was pretty pissed. In my head "what the fuck did I do". I don't remember anything right after that but I started drinking for the hell of it and nobody was on Teamspeak at the time. And for fucks sake I wasn't drinking because of it.
Kirby: Brandon brought it up too when I was actively drinking and I knew it was a "damn I'm going to joke about him drinking because he was blocked but I'm also bringing it up because it might really be the reason why he is drinking". Part of me went with it and part of me was like god no that's not the reason at all. At this point I don't know what to add. If you want me to explain in more detail the Steam thing I can but for right now I'm not going to. The only way I'm going to clear up more things is if we were to communicate back and forth. I can't do much more in a paragraph. I've written enough for now and to me the Steam ordeal I made happen is over and has been over. It doesn't seem like it's over for you and whether you want to believe me or not, the Steam ordeal was a one time thing that lasted maybe a week and was a couple months ago. I stopped that as soon as I got a "I just want to play by myself" from you and my reaction was just like oh, well I guess that's why and I got an answer. Before that I was confused and assuming things and just a complete fucking retard about literately everything. I was fucking stupid and foolish and creepy. I get it. I don't recall Tumblr ever being a "stalking" thing for me. I use it legitimately when I do use it and I reblog things from you (and everyone) that I like or think are funny and I don't reblog it just because it's you. I mean, I do think "oh hey you were the one that reblogged this" sometimes but that doesn't change much. I'm sorry for any anxiety and stress that I have caused and I'm sorry that I'm uncomfortable to be around. There's probably more feelings out there I don't know about but I'm sorry for all of it and I really feel bad. I think Brandon also brought up that I've been triggered more often lately but it's really just because the memes about me I see as complete shit, I don't like them, I want nothing to do with them, and I'm sorry.

Kirby: Well she even removed the one screenshot with me in it from steam and other shit. I would appreciate more as to why I got blocked and to maybe see if something can't be worked out but I'm not very optimistic and I know you aren't either so I don't even know if anything is worth trying.
Kirby: For all the times we joked about her leaving us and blocking us and here we are.
Kirby: Holler at me when you get on I'm bored and I wouldn't mind playing gta or something. Also dont say anything to Kiwi in detail yet I kind of want to be on to hear what there is to say and whatnot.
Kirby is now Online.
Kirby: All I did was prove that I wasn't on her tumblr day in and day out. But that wasnt even the issue. I fucked up man I fucked up.
Kirby is now Online.
Kirby: Maybe I should just let time go by.
Kirby: She wants to teach me a lesson, but I can't learn if I don't know.