monsterfucking 1

don’t mind me i just can’t sleep again so i’m gonna write about something else nasty 🤷🏼‍♂️ I HAVE JUST BEEN THINKING A LOT ABOUT CUTE MINDBROKEN ARCHER who was married to the monster he was sent to kill and used as a cumdumpster and a baby machine for a few years. JUST LIKE, after the initial terror and eventually giving in and like, finding happiness, no matter how distorted in feeling like he was Good At Something and Loved even if that thing was having lots of monster babies that were dependent on him. just like. always exhausted and pushed to extreme physical limits but so happy to destroy himself for the sake of feeling like he was a vital part of something important and no one else could do it but him. his children were monsters, but they were /his/ and they Needed Him and that’s really all you need to hook an archer. that monster being the one to give him those babies could have been what helped that connection develop and what eventually broke him — with the help of magic and a lot of strange DNA and subsequent body modifications and hormone fuckery. so his body starting to crave getting fucked and pumped full of children instead of regarding it as some kind of foreign emergency probably had a huge hand in frying his brain and replacing all of that horrifying shit with pure blasts of serotonin.

so he gets to be a cute monster mom and that tattoo helps him survive and even thrive in those conditions. i can see him being so good at his job that he gets taken care of so he can produce the strongest offspring. fed, fucked and congratulated. each new little monster filling him with purpose! they’re his children!! he loves them!! i think even acknowledging he’s a fucked out cumdump is fine, because it’s for a good cause and he derives so much pleasure from it because his entire body is pretty much an erogenous zone having been completely overstimulated for so long. he’s just quivering and whining and happy all of the time! begging to be fucked full of more children!! HE IS VERY CUTE

i think in the case of general mato finding him, discovering that archer is in such a poor and horrifying state immediately changed something within him. it’s likely that he fucked with unsavory things to get the power and skills that he has, because he was probably inept as shinjis are wont to be. his poison chihuahua brain might be a little more on the questionable side because a lot of things now seem to Awaken Something In Him. and while he knows that archer has experienced something truly unspeakable, the combination of him actually being alive and also completely submissive and elated about it gives him a strange feeling. i think seeing a vulnerability in someone he was always two steps behind shakes something in him up a little. seeing archer smile so genuinely while he’s full of jizz and surrounded by tiny writhing tentacle monsters is such a uniquely bizarre sight and somehow... it’s charming. general mato will never forget that moment.

still, for his own selfish reasons he wants to pull archer from that false but genuine happiness and take him back. he spent years working tirelessly to avenge him so of course he deserves to have archer instead, having miraculously found him alive. of course, he’s concerned about him and he worries that he might not ever get to truly see the real archer again, he wants his prize. he’s fine giving it his all to drag him back, away from his children and his captor and back into a world that’s all but forgotten him. watching archer writhe in front of him desperate for attention and endlessly aroused, shinji couldn’t fathom that archer’s body and mind could be addicted to getting wrecked by a huge monster cock and carrying tentacle abominations in his body. he was expecting archer to eventually come to and Thank Him for all of his efforts. when archer starts frantically begging to be touched and mated shinji realizes that he might be in over his head. still, he’s curious. fascinated, even. having seen archer in the pit of that cave and witnessing the creatures crawling around him he just. realizes he can’t replicate that horror and it’s exactly what he’s been trained to want. so he touches, he whispers and he observes. he loved shirou; loved archer and it was that love that pushed him forward for so long, but this is only his body, distorted as it is. the mind inside him isn’t someone that he knows, not at first, but he’s genuinely interested in meeting them.

think about how back in that cave, with the monster dead and shinji in shock at the sight of his former boyfriend not only alive, but in such a state... his heart does break a little. maybe he approaches cautiously and sits beside him in the mess, gently taking his hand and speaking to him — saying how he was finally here to rescue him and how he’s missed him. his eyes are frantically drawn between the empty look in archer’s eyes and the wet, sticky tentacle children pulsing and crawling around him. he’d never planned on seeing archer again, but he never wastes an opportunity.

i think archer’s eventual lucidity and discomfort still the loss of sexual gratification and feeling empty and struggling between the two mindsets is REALLY INTERESTING as well as shinji trying to balance between the feelings he has for his formerly KIA boyfriend and the fact that he’s been a monster breeding machine for the last few years. he’s genuinely fascinated but he also wants to try to bring him back. i think by fucking him when he begs for it shinji gains an understanding of just how strong his needs are, especially when the power of that tattoo forces him to fuck harder and longer than he ever has, only with the realization that if archer doesn’t get fucked with this level of tenacity then he’ll definitely lose his mind all together.