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Sam/Shula Post SR part 1

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  1. [12:29] Shula yawns as she wakes and then she slowlys finacles herself out of the embrace of her still sleeping husband while giving him a kiss on his forehead before she stands up and stands next to the bed and stretches , creaking her bones into the right position again.
  2. [12:30] Sam shifts slightly as Shula leaves, but remains asleep
  3. [12:32] Shula then walks around in the room , and then watches his desk area, which is cluttered with his art, and so she takes a moment to sit down and look it over, very slowly and carefully not willing to harm them.
  4. [12:34] Sam Shula: You can see a new drawing, albeit one that appears to have been covered mostly at some point.
  5. [12:37] Shula takes a moment and then takes it out to look at it.
  6. [12:37] Sam Shula: It’s a drawing of a woman in striking detail. The sharp curves of her face showing a pretty young woman, her hair pulled back in a loose ponytail, a few strands dipping down into her eyes. She has a very small smile, something that looks approving at the viewer. Her eyes are soft, but hold a wicked intelligence. The drawing is stained in a few places, where something liquid has...
  7. [12:37] Sam ...dropped onto them, marring the otherwise masterpiece drawing.
  8. [12:40] Shula takes a moment to /feel/ the drawing there and then leans back shivering closer to tears.
  9. [12:45] Sam opens his eyes, and he sighs in disapointment before sitting up. ". . .Shula?"
  10. [12:46] Shula "...Yes..?"
  11. [12:46] Sam ". . . morning I suppose."
  12. [12:48] Shula "Good . morning .."
  13. [12:48] Shula shivers and stands up before she walks over to him and hugs his chest.
  14. [12:48] Sam returns the hug.
  15. [12:51] Shula "I.. you.."
  16. [12:52] Sam leans into the hug. "Yes?"
  17. [12:54] =-= WolfieBed is now known as Pale_Wolf
  18. [12:56] Shula "I , care you, is.. hurt.."
  19. [12:56] Sam "That. . . was never in question."
  20. [12:59] Shula sights and closes her eyes her arms around him
  21. [13:00] Sam "This is. . . I'm just glad that my suffering was. . . . not for nothing."
  22. [13:02] Shula "It... I.. "
  23. [13:04] Sam "Do you remember when we talked with WILL-E Shula? I. . . knew what staying would cost me. This is. . . not a surprise to me."
  24. [13:07] Shula "It, is, I.. would have saved you if I could.."
  25. [13:07] Sam "I know but. . . "
  26. [13:08] Sam |Salvation is beyond my reach.|
  27. [13:10] Shula simply holds him |No|
  28. [13:11] Sam "You heard. . . ." He shakes his head "Were it so easy. . ."
  29. [13:12] Shula "it is.."
  30. [13:16] Sam sighs and holds Shula, not sure what to say.
  31. [13:18] Shula "Let me be there for you and hold you. I guard you so, you can let it out.."
  32. [13:21] Sam "I. . . . saw her the other day, my mother. Johanna made a. . illusion of her. I. . . . I thought she was really there."
  33. [13:21] Sam "And I. . . I. . .was. . . ."
  34. [13:21] Shula holds him and starts to pet his head
  35. [13:22] Sam "What does it say about me that I was willy and ready to kill my own mother if I needed?"
  36. [13:22] Sam *willing
  37. [13:32] Shula "That you believe in something more then in family"
  38. [13:34] Sam "That's. . . . true. . . . "
  39. [13:37] Sam raises his head. "Oh. . . I left that drawing out didn't I?"
  40. [13:49] Shula "You did...I.. /felt/ it.
  41. [13:49] Sam "Felt. . . oh. . . and what. . . exactly did you feel?"
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  43. [13:51] Shula shivers and then shares it with him.
  44. [13:54] Sam stiffens.
  45. [13:54] Sam "I. . . . " He croaks "Wasn't. . . . ready for . . . . that." He sniffs. Shula feels a few droplets on her back.
  46. [13:56] Shula shivers and then holds him "is okay.. is.. let it out"
  47. [13:57] Sam "There. . . isn't much left to let out. . . that's what the. . . drawing was."
  48. [13:59] Shula "shhhh"
  49. [14:01] Sam is silent for a long time, what few tears he has left are expended.
  50. [14:02] Sam "So," He finally asks "What. . . did you think of it? The drawing."
  51. [14:06] Shula "It looks very good, she is beautifull "
  52. [14:06] Sam "My father had. . . good taste."
  53. [14:07] Sam "Runs in the family." He says with a hint of a smile
  54. [14:12] Shula "it is , maybe ."
  55. [14:13] Sam bops Shula on the nose lightly. "No maybe my beloved wife. I have a eye for pretty things, and you are a woman most fair in them."
  56. [14:14] Shula blushes
  57. [14:15] Sam "But. . . how are you holding up? What with ADAM and Tiny?"
  58. [14:17] Shula "i,..cried myself to sleep"
  59. [14:17] Sam "Ohhh. . . I. . . I should have been there. . . "
  60. [14:22] Shula "No it... I was not alone..it "
  61. [14:22] Shula "I .. listen to them talk"
  62. [14:23] Sam "The others?"
  63. [14:24] Shula nods
  64. [14:25] Sam "But you up in the vents on your own." He strokes Shula's hair slowly "Well, do you want to talk about it?"
  65. [14:26] Shula "I.. later maybe it, is ..she is .."
  66. [14:28] Sam reaches for a brush. Setting Shula in his lap he begins to straighten it out, gently clearing away the knots and gnarls.
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  68. [14:29] Shula "Thanks.."
  69. [14:29] =-= Strypgia is now known as StrypeDinner
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  71. [14:30] Sam "So, you were saying?"
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  73. [14:34] Shula "She is.. so much liek him and yet not him and.."
  74. [14:34] Sam nods
  75. [14:46] Shula "It hurts I.. want.. it.."
  76. [14:50] Sam "Let it out. . "He echoes
  77. [14:55] Shula "Mine..."
  78. [15:00] Shula "I.. wanted her to be./mine/
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  80. [15:00] Sam "You wanted to be the one to raise and look after Tiny. It. . . hurts that Kaworu didn't leave that to you. THat he never told you."
  81. [15:00] =-= Strypgia is now known as StrypePhone
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  85. [15:04] Shula "And she .. is.. so.."
  86. [15:04] Sam "Like him?"
  87. [15:09] Shula "Yes.."
  88. [15:11] Sam "I do now know what his reasons were. . . I can only offer you my sympathy and support."
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  93. [15:17] Shula "I.. maybe, he thought that I was not good enough or.. to nice or.."
  94. [15:19] Sam "He did not think ill of you, or us. But. . . we are young. Where I come from, in the world Kaworu was used to, we are too young to care for children. He. . . did not want to burden us with this. I think he wanted to give Tiny *and* you the best chance he could. To give us a chance at our own lives, to. . . make sure we are ready to start a family, rather than having it thrust upon us."
  95. [15:20] =-= Pale_Wolf is now known as Irune
  96. [15:20] =-= Shinaobi is now known as Akram
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  98. [15:21] =-= Strypgia is now known as StrypePhone
  99. [15:21] Shula "And.. is gregor not young?"
  100. [15:23] Sam "Gregor is a old man at heart Shula. He is one of the oldest among us in spirit."
  101. [15:25] Shula "But.."
  102. [15:25] Sam "I know it hurts, but in the end it was Kaworu's choice."
  103. [15:40] Shula "And , it is not her fault.."
  104. [15:41] Sam "I think I know something that will help." Sam smiles "We never did clean off yesterday, I think a nice, long, hot bath sounds good. A warm meal, perhaps a swim on the beach as well?"
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  107. [15:53] Shula "I.. maybe, is .. good idea yes.."
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  109. [15:53] Sam picks Shula up and carries her off to the baths.
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  111. [15:56] Shula cuddles against him
  112. [15:57] Sam deprives them both of their dirty, seat stained clothing and slinks into the hot water happily.
  113. [15:57] Sam *sweat
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  127. [16:11] Shula smiles and cuddles against him "is .. good, is very good husband"
  128. [16:13] Sam "I try. . . It's good that I can be a good husband at least." He grabs some hairwash and gets to work on Shula's hair.
  129. [16:14] Shula "You is always "she says as she moans
  130. [16:14] Sam "You are a wonderful wife as well, if a tad nippy." he teases
  131. [16:14] Shula "nippy?"
  132. [16:15] Sam "You are rather found of nibbling and biteing."
  133. [16:17] Shula "Is .. nice"
  134. [16:17] Shula blushes
  135. [16:18] Sam "I don't mind really." His hands slide down from her scalp, now massaging her shoulders and back.
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  137. [16:22] Shula "It is I.."
  138. [16:22] Shula shivers more
  139. [16:23] Sam "It's your way of showing your love dear, and it is far from unpleasant." He leans in, hands still working "Everyone has their own little patterns and methods of showing their affection."
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  141. [16:24] =-= Strypgia is now known as StrypePhone
  142. [16:26] Shula "And.. it.. it.. shows that is mine.."
  143. [16:27] Sam "I learned something interesting last night. My soul is. . . as attractive to being who can sense them, as Akram's face is to those with sight. Which explains why every Deep One I've met has expressed interest in bedding me."
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  145. [16:28] Shula "Is beautifull soul.."
  146. [16:28] Shula "And is mine.... "
  147. [16:28] Shula hisses
  148. [16:29] Sam "So I have been told. And yes, yours alone my love. I have turned down any and all who come seeking me."
  149. [16:36] Sam "And thankfully your brother is more than happy to help distract any seekers."
  150. [16:36] Shula "He is.. even is worry for him.."
  151. [16:37] Sam "I worry about all of us. . . But I trust your brother to not get carried away either."
  152. [16:41] Shula "And I know that your love is mine, even if your desires sometimes are not.."
  153. [16:41] Sam "I've never *not* desired you Shula. . . . . I won't say that others are not attractive as well, but in truth none of them catch my eye as you do."
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  155. [16:46] =-= Strypgia is now known as StrypePhone
  156. [16:47] Shula "I it.. I know it but.."
  157. [16:47] Sam "I promised you I would not stray, and I made my vows to be ever faithful. I meant those."
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  160. [16:50] Shula "I know."
  161. [16:52] Sam "Would you like to wash my hair?"
  162. [16:52] Sam "It's not as nice as Yang's but it is yours."
  163. [16:54] Shula "Of course"
  164. [16:54] Shula says that happily and moves behind him
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  172. [17:02] Shula starts to rinse his hair with water.
  173. [17:03] Sam leans back with a small contented sigh. "I. . . live for these moments. These brief snapshots of. . . normal, loving /us/ without. . . greater worries."
  174. [17:06] Shula "it is.. there to let us live and enjoy it.."
  175. [17:07] Sam "I'm afraid that. . . when this is over. . . I will not be someone who deserves this."
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  179. [17:09] Shula "you are still mine.."
  180. [17:10] Sam "And when I am judged for my part in this, what if I am found wanting Shula? What would you do?"
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  182. [17:12] Shula "Stay at your side and steal you away"
  183. [17:14] Sam "Of couse you would." Sam laughs sadly. "I would not run from my fate Shula. Should I be found lacking in my actions then. . . I would hope that I am judged fairly and without any considerations beyond my actions."
  184. [17:15] Shula "Do not fear the judghement"
  185. [17:16] Sam ". . . It is a way away true, should I even reach it. . ."
  186. [17:20] Shula "YOu will reach it , and good will be satisfied by you"
  187. [17:21] Sam "If only I had your faith. . ."
  188. [17:27] Shula "I.. would share it with you.. and .. it is .. not as.. good as it once was.."
  189. [17:29] Sam "Neither is mie. . . . I'm not even sure what I believe in anymore."
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  193. [17:34] Shula "It... I.."
  194. [17:34] Shula hgs him
  195. [17:38] Sam "Thank you. . . I just. . . So much of my life has falling away that I just. . . You and the others are. . . about all I feel secure in at this point, and that is. . . so fragile."
  196. [17:39] Shula "I.. feel myself also loss my certanity and... I.. it.."
  197. [17:43] Sam "It's hard."
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  200. [17:46] Shula "I.. My faith it.."
  201. [17:48] Sam "It's alright dear, I. . will not think less of you for whatever you have to say on this. I promis."
  202. [17:51] Shula "I.. think it.. doubt it... is.. everyone of you.."
  203. [17:51] Sam "I. . . I'm sorry I don't follow?
  204. [17:52] Shula "i.. the.. quran"
  205. [17:53] Sam "[Would it help to speak in. . . good tongue?]"
  206. [17:54] Shula ["I, it is .. hard to say but.. you make me.. doubt.]
  207. [17:57] =-= StrypeDinner is now known as Strypgia
  208. [17:59] Sam "[Is I? But. . . Please forgive me, but I wonder how is. And I am sorry for it."]
  209. [17:59] Shula [With all that happend and with.. how you see me .. believing..And.. look down on it]
  210. [18:11] Sam "[I. . . did not look down upon it. . . I ] I admired it, in some ways but. . . I'm sorry I should have just left it alone is all. . ."
  211. [18:12] Shula [I.. it.. I heard you praying and.. it. is there ]
  212. [18:13] Shula [Believe I mean but the others and.. what you show me and..}
  213. [18:14] Sam nods
  214. [18:15] Shula shivers and leans against him |It is hard..|
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  217. [18:17] Sam |I know, God do I know. I ask myself every day why I. . . bother trying to follow a code that has already damned me, why I believe in something, as weakly as I do now, when it only condemns me further. I do not have a answer.|
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  219. [18:24] Shula |It.. I always knew that I was not good, that I was doing sins but I.. I..|
  220. [18:24] Sam nods awaiting her words
  221. [18:24] Shula |I believed in gods words|
  222. [18:27] Sam reaches his arms behind him to hug her, awkwardly
  223. [18:30] Shula let some tears drop on his neck
  224. [18:31] Sam |And now? You. . . . . I noticed the past tense. . . . there. . .|
  225. [18:32] Shula |it is.. harder..|
  226. [18:32] Sam |My Grandfather once told me something. That faith untested is steel not tempered.|
  227. [18:33] Shula |I know and.. it would have been easy to lose it, like.. like Dima does and the others, who are.. blinded by desire..
  228. [18:34] Sam | . . . | He says nothing
  229. [18:35] Shula |But.. I.. it.. |
  230. [18:35] Shula burries her nails in his flesh
  231. [18:35] Sam |Take your time Shula.|
  232. [18:35] Sam ignores them, giving no sign of discomfort.
  233. [18:40] Shula |These words , these signs, the, the things that are not in the Quaran..|
  234. [18:44] Sam |They make you doubt the Quran's authenticity?|
  235. [18:45] Shula |It.. yes it.. |
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  238. [18:46] Sam |And seeing as Islam is rooted so deeply in the idea that the Quran is 100% authentic. . . |
  239. [18:50] Shula |yess|
  240. [18:50] Sam is silent for a long moment
  241. [18:51] Sam |WOuld you like me to give you a answer that may work within the framwork of your beliefs, or . . . . would you like my own thoughts?|
  242. [18:53] Shula |i...|
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  244. [18:53] Sam |Or I can say nothing but lend you my support.|
  245. [18:55] Shula |And know that youur kindness is a lie|
  246. [18:57] Sam |It would be no lie Shula. I. . . only offer my thoughts if you wish to hear them, but I tread carefully least I harm you further hence my offer.|
  247. [18:58] Shula |Speak...|
  248. [19:00] Sam |. . . I would say that while the Quran was divinely inspired, it is not the absolute truth, not literally. That the truth of the Quran is not in the words themselves, but the ideas behind those words. A opinion that is rooted in how I was raised I will admit. Or one could say that God had reason to withhold these things that do not appear in the Quran.|
  249. [19:12] Shula very slowly nods
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