1.24.21 Discord (Maela)

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 1:33 PM
I’m sorry for being ungrateful.

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 2:04 PM
Anyways, let me know how you’re feeling so I can decide what to do from there.

DSWAJToday at 2:05 PM
What do you mean?
[2:06 PM]
Sorry I haven't been on here and I just got back from a trip and my brother decided to have a heavy conversation with me...

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:19 PM
I mean, let me know how you’re feeling about this friendship so I can decide what to do from here..
[3:19 PM]
We havent talked in 2 weeks and i think the waves have calmed but idk

DSWAJToday at 3:22 PM
I'm not about to play these games like you didn't literally stop talking to ME. I checked on you and made sure you were okay because you disappeared. I'm not gonna pretend I stopped being friends with you because YOU were upset with ME.
[3:23 PM]
There's no assessment needed, you choose whether you wanna be close to me or now. That's it and that's all, nothing has changed over here. You took your break, make sure you know that anything further is YOUR choice cause I'm not gonna entertain the "We have to apologize to each other because we both did wrong" cause that's not what happened.
[3:23 PM]
or not*

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:29 PM
We both stopped talking..

DSWAJToday at 3:29 PM
Nope. You literally need the texts? Cause you actually said you stopped talking to me.

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:30 PM
Where

DSWAJToday at 3:44 PM
Look, you can't expect me to be childish with you. I'm not upset at you, do what you gotta do. Just realize, your problem starts with you and ends with you. Just like I told Jax a long time ago, you need to check how you feel about shit not everybody else. That playlist and me not listening to it in full ruined your day/month/year or your idea of me? Wow, took just that for all the good shit I've done with you and for you to go out the window. Adults call that a tantrum. You legit need to reassess what you want out of your friends because if you want to constantly feel validated, fine. If you want to have someone literally spend hours listening to music recommendations, fine. I've listened to your words saying you want to hear someone say they love you but out of all the things you could decide to be mad at me for you chose the ONE thing that literally anyone who's mature would see as small and stupid. You got mad at me and said I didnt care about you, over bts. If that's not exactly what you want your friendships to be based on, you need to take a moment and realize I'm not going to give you what you want like an infant. Social media and the current state of the world has you thinking friendships are based on things that don't make sense. A playlist for a playlist but yours can be 10 hours long and mine was optional. Those don't match, they are not equal, and you decided to leave ME on read over it. Realize I'm not ever going to treat you that way, so if this remains an issue you can expect me not to give you so much of myself. Here's where you said you talked to other people and decided to not reply to MY messages.
[3:44 PM]


🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:45 PM
Yes and i came back
[3:45 PM]
So we dont have the same energy then?

DSWAJToday at 3:46 PM
Do you need to hear my voice and actually talk?
[3:46 PM]
Cause I dont want you taking my words and picking and choosing which ones you hesr

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:47 PM
It’s not small and it’s stupid. That playlist meant a lot to me and you couldn’t even listen to it because there was BTS songs on it, even though I literally said to skip over them..

DSWAJToday at 3:47 PM
Call me on discord

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:47 PM
I dont want to talk because I know I’ll cry

DSWAJToday at 3:48 PM
Maybe you need to cry, get it out of you. Just because something means a lot to you, doesn't mean someone else HAS to have their entire friendship on the line over it. You are literally being childish over this and the only reason you have is "I really wanted you to hear it"

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:49 PM
Cuz that’s the only reason I need-

DSWAJToday at 3:49 PM
Call me and cry cause maybe you'll actually grow from this instead of spouting the same old story over and over again

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:49 PM
Ive already cried. Ion wanna cry again

DSWAJToday at 3:49 PM
Then take more time and deal with your shit because I'm tired of typing and you need to have a better argument than "I want"

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:50 PM
Im not being childish. If a child told you that they made an artbook just for you and you decide to not take it because you dont like that art, and they get mad at you for it, is that childish?

DSWAJToday at 3:50 PM
I explained over and over again how you getting upset like this is childish and you won't just move on. Somewhere there's a disconnect and it's over this playlist...
[3:50 PM]
CALL ME
[3:50 PM]
Or I'm gonna go about my business

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:50 PM
Like you were before ok

DSWAJToday at 3:50 PM
The way YOU just explained your point is making MY point

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:51 PM
The artbook is the playlist, AJ. You just hurt that child’s feelings because you didnt want to take their artbook they wanted to give to you, and you called them childish for being mad over it

DSWAJToday at 3:51 PM
YOU ARE REFERRING TO YOURSELF AS A CHILD AND THAT'S MY POINT

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:51 PM
OK AND???

DSWAJToday at 3:52 PM
You are not a child. You need to realize that either you're a chile and I'm an adult, or that you are an adult. I am not going back and forth anymore until you talk. This is pointless with you being a brick wall

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:52 PM
IF I BOUGHT YOU A GIFT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY THAT I THOUGHT YOU WOULD LIKE AND YOU TELL ME YOU DONT LIKE IT AND THAT YOU DONT WANT IT AND I GET MAD AT YOU FOR NOT ACCEPTING IT, YOU WOULD CALL ME CHILDISH FOR BEING MAD OVER YOU NOT WANTING IT.
[3:53 PM]
I am talking, we are conversing

DSWAJToday at 3:55 PM
That isn't my point. My point is, you need to grow up because that playlist does not embody OUR friendship, you have MADE that Playlist so important that you're literally basing my relationship with you on it. I will NOT be saying ANY MORE until you're ready to just fucking listen to me because you're on and on over the playlists like it's life or death for our friendship but IT'S NOT. You have decided that it is for you. That is childish. The playlist itself is not childish. YOU ARE. For taking my friendship and putting it so simply as "You didn't listen to it all, so you literally don't care about me" I'm Done talking now. Grow up and call me, or just stay wherever you've been.

🧿The healer ⛈🧿Today at 3:57 PM
You don’t appreciate my hardwork, that’s why im upset
[3:58 PM]
I made that playlist for you specifically because u wanted me to make a playlist of all my favorite songs. You didnt even say 20 songs till now

DSWAJToday at 4:04 PM
Call or go about your day Maela. I'm gonna go.