7:04 PM - Bender: i am kinda curious as to why
7:05 PM - Sirrus: I basically just felt alone. I felt as if when I kept going through the ranks, even when I first started as operator, people began treating me differently. I felt like people quit talking to me, and when they did, it wasn't real. It all felt like a facade, for some reason. I kept going, to try and stay strong, but over time it just kept getting to me. And when I made it to HA, I felt as if nobody really wanted to talk with me, besides you, Vlad, and Bender, also User when he came. It just felt as if people stopped wanted to speak with me, unless it was about something related to my duties. I could tell when I was HA, that other members of the staff team were likely not a fan of it. I felt as if I had lost respect, and the general admiration of the team, for the most part. It felt like it wasn't my place anymore, and I saw some potential in Phantom. He seems to get along with them well, from what I know, and I'm hoping he can do a good job. I just always felt like I wasn't doing enough, or the best that could be done, and I felt as if the server would be better off if I wasn't interfering with it.
7:06 PM - Sirrus: That was the best that I could describe it. Sorry if any of that sounds stupid.
7:06 PM - Bender: doesnt sound stupid at all
7:06 PM - Bender: really well said, and i can totally empathize with it
7:07 PM - Bender: do you mind if i paste that in staff chat? i wont if you're not cool w/ it but i think it'll be good for them to read
7:07 PM - Sirrus: Go ahead, I don't mind at all.
7:07 PM - Sirrus: I've been curious on what they've been saying. I hope they know how I felt about them.