My email:

Jamie,

I have thought long and hard. I have told you several times I do not want a relationship with you, that I am not happy in a relationship with you. I have tried to be your friend, but you persist in telling me that you love me and one day we will be together.

I do not want a relationship. I have tried to be friends with you but this does not seem possible, as you are always wanting more.

Therefore, the only solution I can see is that I cut contact with you. I am sorry, but we have both tried, and I feel no matter what we do this just isn't going to work. I do not want to be contacted in any way, shape or form. Do not attempt to visit me at my house. Do not attempt to change my mind, I will not change my mind. Please do not attempt to do so.

I hope you have a good life.

Natalie




His email number 1 (He also sent this via text message):

Dear Natalie.

In all due respect all I wanted was you to speak to me openly and honestly about it without avoiding me or backing out half way through.

Yes! I would be willing to work for things to work out.
No! I'm not going to pester you for a relationship... I'm done trying so hard. I'm done working so hard to please you.

Personally I'm upset as you swore we would never cut contact with each other... I would if you decided to sit and talk with me. Have been willing to listen and I would have stopped but you always avoided it... You always gave me partial answers... You always left me with hope!

I'm sorry about everything and I understand if you want space but please don't cut contact. Not like this...

If something ever happens to either of us after we end like this the other will feel guilty for the rest of their days... So please at least let us end on a good note... I'm begging you... Please grant me that one wish... I've lost friends on notes like this and found it so hard to sleep...

Please... No relationship... But please just don't end things on this note... At least stay my friend... Nothing more I swear... Facebook and Skype only... But please...

PLEASE!!! I'm honestly begging... Please

Jamie



His second email, titled 'PLEASE READ IM BEGGING YOU!!!‏':

Damn it i know this is bad and i will annoy you but i can't help this... i'm shaking....

I can't loose you as a friend...

I'm begging just please don't end the friendship... you are that one thing that gave me confidence so please don't break that... even if it's just facebook and skype... i won't pester for a relationship... i won't pester for more... i just... i need you as a friend...

I understand i was wrong so please....PLEASE NATALIE...

I'M BEGGING YOU PLEASE!!!!!!