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- Letters
- Pressing pen to paper, ink pooling when pausing
- A wall of white, awaiting words.
- Something stirs in my fingertips as I remember you.
- I doubt you remember me, but I want you to.
- I want you to remember me as I remember you.
- Warm like strands of sunlight streaming across the script on the sheet
- Bright like that endless blue sky, sweet like the smell of fresh cut summer grass
- All the things I wanted to say to you, but never could put past my lips.
- All the things in my heart and mind that lay caged within.
- But I don’t have a key, just a pen.
- Some say a letter is easier than speaking.
- The truth is that it’s much harder.
- To bare all of my feelings on the paper,
- Every last thing I want her to know, as much for my sake as hers.
- And then the wait begins.
- Each day I check the mailbox. Each time it lies empty the worry grows larger and larger.
- Whenever I think of you not replying, I feel that same weight on my shoulders.
- That same weight of my hand on the pen
- That same weight of the pen to the paper
- Those dark pools of ink that swallowed all the words that I tried to get out
- The sopping wet sheet is thrown headlong into the trash and I start over
- A sentence with a small mistake, a word out of place and I cast it away
- A full letter, and then I’ll trash it.
- Each day that passes it grows harder to write.
- But I cannot surrender so easily.
- I put the pen to the paper and pray for something that matches my purpose.
- I stop thinking and just write.
- I write and write and write.
- And when it’s done I write my farewell.
- No, a simple word, Love.
- Pages and pages, summed up in one word.
- All those tiny insignificant details,
- The words that make the last one ring true.
- A crescendo of emotion that reaches its’ fanfare and goes silent.
- Your answer, even if it never comes is worth the wait.
- At the very least, I’ve proven that what I feel was real to me.
- Even if it isn’t real to you.
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