Dream

Tagal na nitong dream ko nato pero nabobother parin ako
Sa sobrang bothered ko pagkagising na pagkagising ko, sinulat ko yung mga nangyari sa notes

"Had a dream
There were these 2 guys who were with me, and we were running in a really tall building. So this tall building may mga malalaki syang butas
As in malaki na parang arc, tapos walang harang
It goes straight down into the roof of another building
Pero sobrang taas parin nung distance

So in the dream, we were running towards it.. The two unknown guys and me pero silang dalawa nalaglag habang ako biglang napakapit. Nakita ko pagbagsak nila
The blood splatted on the ground
Namatay silang dalawa habang ako nasa taas parin nakakapit
Naninikip yung dibdib ko in real life
Then in the dream I ran
Ran away as possible
Then di ko na alam nangyari
Nagising na ata ako"

After nung panaginip na yon kinabukasan, nanaginip uli ako

"I had a dream again
This time with a guy I knew
On the same building in the same situation
We were running too towards the arc again
Pero this time may ginawa ako
May sinabi ako "Deretsuhin mo lang"
This time sa panaginip ko parang wala akong alam na deretso laglag na pala yung butas
So yung kasama ko tumalon nga sya talaga
Then katulad nung una, ako hindi
Pinanood ko sya tumalon
Napasigaw ako

I was thinking whether I should be happy about him falling... I was thinking if I should run again
It felt like this happened before
Nanikip na naman dibdib ko in real life

But then this time di ko kinaya napapaluha ako ng onti in the dream
May nakita akong hagdan sa gilid
Bumaba ako
Then I saw him pero walang dugo katulad nung una
Then bigla syang gumising
Di pala sya namatay
Idk how that happened pero I was legitimately happy
I didnt know why
But I was
Then inakay ko sya
Dinala ko sya sa ospital
Then di ko narin alam anong nangyari
Nagising na ata uli ako"

This was too weird for me na talagang ninote ko yung mga nangyari and to think na tandang tanda ko pa sya... mga ilang linggo na rin nakalipas since napanaginipan ko to.

Tbh I'm still bothered about this