1.si bu

Hi Erdem, maybe I am healthy now. But my heart is not okay, it hurts, you know. I told you my story. Of course, I'm going to inform you if I plan to go out. I just have no money.

And... I don't know. I feel that I should not be here. Life is full of pain and I am in the middle of it. Sorry, I'm a bit(?) depressed...

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2. side bu

Hi! Thank you for your understanding etc., everything is true that you wrote. I don't know what happened yesterday, maybe nothing, I was very very sad, unable to communicate. I know I have to get over that shit, it just takes too long time and during this time I really suffer. And I don't know what to do, what to say. Sometimes it's better to be alone, sometimes I feel I go crazy if I cannot go out with my friends. Now, I'm on the dark side. :) But hopefully, things get better and you can meet the real Nimrith, who is kind, happy, a crazy girl who always feels herself 17. :D And... Thank you. :)