StockingIsBae

Hey, it's me, Rachel/Remix.
I'm the 17-year-old asshole/attention/ whore/cunt who abused her way to number one.

Why did I do it?
Well, it was a joke. Yeah, a JOKE!
I didn't do it for attention, honestly. The forums is boring, and I wanted to have some fun,
so I went along with the Math Riddle (The biggest rep abuse/shitpost thread ever) thing.
I knew it was rep abuse, but I didn't care.

So I thought it would be funny if I made it number one.
I kept motivating Kueen and Strraw to keep posting and rep abusing.
It was a game and joke to me and Kueen. Strraw was just being a good friend and helped us out,
she didn't care too much about her rep, but we still helped her out.
We were surprised that the mods didn't notice our MASSIVE rep abuse.
One time, I gained 1k rep in just three days. I thought that would get me banned,
but I guess the mods were that lazy and incompetent at the time.

Anyways, as time went on, my good friend Squishy came on.
She said "Hi." and I said "Yo.", we talked for a bit, and I told her
about are rep abuse (I fucking hate myself for telling her this),
and she joined in, (this is one of the reasons why I cutted myself),
so we rep abused together and had a nice chat. I was hitting the 2k mark fast
(I was at 1.5k at the time), after about 2 hours, I made it to 2k rep (Fun fact: I'm the second user to hit 2k rep and have the most rep ever), but we didn't stop there. Me, Kueen, and Squishy decided to get me to number one today.
We did a bit more rep abuse and I made it number one. I laughed, and I was happy, we made the joke a reality but,
it would take a dark turn. People started to msg me and my friends about our rep abuse, necroposts, thread, hijacking, and shitposts after I became number one. I started to feel depressed quick and began to go crazy. So I decided lockdown my chat and continue shitopost and necropost to provoke them and piss them off even more. I was just tired of them. I know we broke the rules, but I just wanted to have fun! That's all; I didn't want attention, I just wanted to have fun with my friends! The next day after, I felt like a bad person... I just felt like shit. I decided to cut myself. My friend didn't like it, but I didn't care. We decided to just run away and never talk about this again, except for Strraw. She felt guilty and decided to post 'Sorry...'. We thought it was over, but it wasn't.

It was foolish of me to join in the fight with current my mental status. I was angry.
Gah! The whole thing was stupid! I fucking regret it!

So fast forward, me, Kueen, and Strraw got banned for ten days for
our misbehaviour (Choons forgot).
This gave me time to get well and just calm down.
I wanted to be banned for three weeks, but due to Choons' poor memory, I decided to drop that.
After I was me and Kueen got unbanned (why is Strraw still banned?), I posted 'I'm Back,' and
after somebody told me to fuck off, I had it.

That was the last straw; I'm just done with posting (for now), I deleted a ton of my posts and went AWOL.

I'm done and fuck most of you.

-Rachel

Note:
Sorry for any grammatical errors and shit, just ignore them.
I didn't go to school.
Took no English classes.
I'm just tired and stupid.