Steven Fang
Just that im not 100% confident about you and Josh being friends. Its just me over thinking it.
Just afraid to lose you in the snaps of a finger if he tried to mesmerize you with his words.
You're my entire world, the second person I care about the most. (Second to my mom) Do you realize that?

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
I do...I'm sorry. & he wouldnt & doesn't mezmories me with his words. It's his actions. You don't no what we've been through. & you probably don't get the feeling of trying to be around him & put a smile on my face steven...  you dot get it.
....I'm sorry for this.

15 hours agoSteven Fang
I mean like I don't mind you guys being friends but I'm just fucking scared.
This talk comes up like twice a week for us it's just so tiring.
If you want to move on then why are you clinging on to him?

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
Because it's fucking hard dude... I gave him my heart. It's like someone stabbing me in my chest everytime I'm around him or even see him on the corner of my eye. I told you this...

15 hours agoSteven Fang
It's even harder for me. You don't see it. You go around telling me you like me and want to move on but then all your actions are telling me that you dont give 2 shits about me.
And you just keep on giving him the chance. Every time.
If you were me for a day you'd see how hard it is. Seeing you give him chance after chance to win your heart and cockblock while you're being the third wheel.
You're meaning me

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
Let's not do this. Because I just starte talking to him again. & the feelings just getting worse & I realized that today. I can't just sit here & lead you on when I dont even no what I'm feeling with Josh. & I no it's not gonna go away for forever. Ive felt this before...but it's worse this time. The thing is is idk if I can get over him even if you tried because you've been trying & I feel SO INCREDIBLY bad for you on your side. Because I basically just lead you on because I couldn't figure out my feelings.

15 hours agoSteven Fang
No. No. No. No. No. No.
nooo.

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
If I no I can get over him now, I no I'm not gamma be able to get over him in months etc. You don't get the feelings I had/have for him....it's hard. Especially fr you. I can't do that to you..

15 hours agoSteven Fang
Like I said before I'm still not giving up. What if it takes him another time on hurting you. I'd wait.
I'll just be here to catch you when that douchebag hurts you again. Then you'll see it. See that you wasted months on a guy that aint fucking worth a second of your time.

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
No steven. I can't do that to you.

15 hours agoSteven Fang
I don't fucking care. I know that someday we'd be happy without him meddling in this shit.
I see it happening.
Months aren't nothing for me. I've done it before why can't I do it again?

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
I won't let you wait for me. I'm not worth it. That'd make it even worse. You just stedily growing feelings for
Me & the chance of hurtig you...
No.

15 hours agoSteven Fang
I've had feelings since the first day. I'm not a little kid I can take care of myself.
If he can cheat on you once he'd be able to do it again. It won't take long.

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
He never cheated on me.

15 hours agoSteven Fang
Well
then.
Do you really think he can give more to you than I can? (Not talking about money.)
I've proven what I can do to make you happy and what has he done? hurt you.

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
It's not about giving me stuff it's about me being myself. He's my bestfriend I was myself before we started dating. I'm not myself around you cause I'm nervous, caustous about what your gonna think have the time, I always have to check my words. I'm awkward when I'm with you, you even said it & people change steven. I definatly have so I no they do. & I no exactly what was going through his mind when he "cheated" on me. Because I did it to him to when we kissed. Even though I couldve done that because what he did to me first but still. I no him. I have for years. People change...

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
Trust me I know they do ive witnessed people change in my life

15 hours agoSteven Fang
I wasnt talking about giving as in money. I'd never use money to buy someone's attention -.-

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
I no but your trying to make him look bad so I can just come runnig to you. You never saw how happy he made me. & nothing could've gotten any perfectr I mean...EVERY
Relationship has there fights it didnt mean he didn't make me happy.

15 hours agoNadasia Dubel
Let's just not do this k. I dont wanna make things any worse then they already are.