A little update of me

Hey everyone,

figured I would update people on some issues I have been dealing with.

First off, I want to talk about some hand problems I need to get taken care of. Ever since I did some kirby speedruns back in 2014 or 2015? I gripped my controllers too tightly, just a thing I do when I'm pretty intense and focused on something, and I actually never took care of my hands at this time in my life. I remember that after a 6 hour stream my thumb was super red and puffy from over use of of my hands gripping a small wii remote too tightly. Ever since, I have been having issues when I play melee with my friends or anything else that requires intense inputs from controllers. I will be going home some time soon to have my parents help me get it looked into and hopefully its not bad news.

This second part is weird, but it was definitely an experience I will remember.

Another I have been dealing with is lack of sleep from the past two days. I played a game call doki doki literature club and the game hit too close to home on some issues. Coming from a community where suicide rate is high, it was a little rough. Thoughts of it kept me awake and over thinking life for too long. I managed to get through the game though by watching a friend and its ending put me at peace. I just want people to know though from this experience that I realize how precious life is and that I care for all my friends. If you guys ever need anything, I will do whatever I can to help you.

TL:DR
My hands have issues,
I love all you guys.
Thanks for reading