Wicked Pie Form (Song Fei)

Username: @macbill18

Name: Song Fei
Nickname(s): FeFe, Crazy (she really doesn't call it a nickname but everybody calls her that when they figure she's Psychotic)
Age: 16 about to be 17
DOB: 9/18/2000
Height: 164 cm
Weight: 54 kg

Personality: Fei is someone that you could be talking to and in about 5 seconds she's already day dreaming. She actually is smart, but it's hard because she loses concentration very easily. She actually can get out of talking subjects she doesn't like fast and change someones mind if she really tales her time to talk. Talking isn't something she's big on, but she'll definitely talk when alone and that's because the voices in her head talk back to her. Half the times she feels stressed since the voices tell her all this stuff about her that really isn't true, but to her it's the truth so she become self conscious. Even though she's pretty smart she does get delusional with things, not like it's her fault just is a thing that comes with her illness, so she has trouble trusting people a lot. She thinks if she let's people in easy they will take away her life or stalk her till she gives money or something to them so she build walls that are very hard to get down. Fei is more self conscious about how she acts with people and her personality cause unlike other people she's perfectly fine with her the way she looks. If people get past her wall she actually is humble, caring, honest, annoying (as a joke), and a humorous person that is fun to get along with, but don't underestimate her because she can be sassy, sarcastic and rude if you get on her nerves or hurt her friends.

Likes:
•Puppys (dogs too)
•Listening to music
•Watching Horror movies
•People making her feel normal
•Cuddling
•Getting sleep since she hardly can get some
•Food especially pizza

Dislikes:
•Cats and Bunny's (allergic)
•People stepping on her feet
•Being alone for a long time since she starts to talk to her imaginary friend
•Having an hallucinations or delusions, since people think she's crazy
•Having to tell people about her illness since a lot of people leave her or/and call her crazy

Habits:
•Biting nails when scared
•Talking to people who aren't there randomly/when lonely
•blinking her eyes a lot when nervous

Hobbies/Interests:
•Reading when she needs to waste time
•Singing, but doesn't think she's the best
•Annoying people to get her food or a drink especially if the drink is tea.

Fears: Hurting someone when having Hallucinations or delusions, things that move in the air like Planes, Ferris wheels, zip lines, etc.

Slot: Psychotic
Backup: Depression
Backup Backup: Personality
Face Claim: Jinsol (April)
Backup: Yena (April)
Love Interest: Hwiyoung
Backup: Chani
Backup Backup: Youngbin

What triggers your illness: If Fei gets a lack of sleep (which happens a lot since she hears to many voices) or stressed out, which is easy for her to get stressed out, she'll start to have hallucinations. Sometimes horror movies do, since she thinks those killers are real and want to kill her, but that is very rare for her

How can someone calm you: Calmly talking to her or just singing/rapping quietly to music. Having a puppy could help too

How likely are you to accidentally hurt someone: 6 Fei doesn't mean to but sometimes she hears a voice telling her to and no matter how much she trys not to, because she knows it's not right, she ends up snapping and hurting the person. Of cause right after she flips out and says sorry again and again till they tell her it's fine. She's actually getting better now about not hurting someone, but it can happen

Will you ever push your L.I away?: Yes because she thinks they will think she's crazy so she doesn't want to be a bother to him

What will your L.I do about you pushing him away: He'll try to talk calmly and to slowly work on hugging her. If a puppy is there he'll use that against her saying she can cuddle it or play with it if she let's him hug her.

How will L.I try to help you: He will try to make her feel normal and that everything everyone says about her isn't true. Also that there is people for her that care about her

What is L.I's reaction to your illness: He'd first think it's sad she had it, but after time would start to act like she doesn't have it to make her feel normal.

How do you tell him about it: After having an Hallucination she tells him and is getting ready for him to leave her.

Trivia:
•Likes Cheese pizza (only likes cheese pizza)
•Can speak English and Chinese fluently thanks to her mother
•Likes any type of tea, but her favorite is Peach
•Can't take the taste of coffee. If she has coffee she spits it out right away
•Has an imaginary friend that she starts to talk to when lonely

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Note to author: Hello thank you for letting me join and I hope this whole story goes well for you. Fighting!!