SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 6:58 PM
I need to pack but I'm starting to feel weirdly antsy
ZenYesterday at 6:59 PM
anxiety?
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 6:59 PM
Maybe
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 7:15 PM
Brain does things
I have no motivation
ZenYesterday at 7:18 PM
motivate to YEET THOSE MOFOS
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 7:19 PM
but none
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:18 PM
Psssst
cmere
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:48 PM
I'm losing my damn mind today
ZenYesterday at 8:55 PM
:nuts:
why now
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:55 PM
well
i still haven't packed
and my brain keeps going "but but, i'm not done yet!"
ZenYesterday at 8:55 PM
you should pack
it's getting late ish
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:56 PM
but no motivation
ZenYesterday at 8:56 PM
you don't want to leave it too long
suck it up, you have to
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:56 PM
i can't seem to force myself to get up
blargh
ZenYesterday at 8:56 PM
MOVE SOLDIER
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:56 PM
Or I can just
ZenYesterday at 8:56 PM
HUT HUT HUT
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:56 PM
have a panic in the morning
ZenYesterday at 8:56 PM
you don't want that
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:56 PM
pack everything in less than 5 seconds
forget half of my belongings at home
and..... yeah
ZenYesterday at 8:57 PM
make a list
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 8:57 PM
blargh
i hate everyone and everything and me
mostly me
ZenYesterday at 8:59 PM
go pack
it will give you something else to think about
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 9:00 PM
eeeeeh
fine
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 9:08 PM
blargh
i does the pack i guess
i just feel like shit
ZenYesterday at 9:09 PM
do it
go nao
who cares, do it anyway
you got this
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 9:26 PM
it's done
it's honestly been a while since i've been this sad
ZenYesterday at 9:56 PM
well done
im sorry
maybe it's nerves
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 9:56 PM
i don't know
it's been nurts since i got up
like i woke up kind of sad and it just got worse and worse
mom spoke loudly in my general direction and i had a heccin break down
ZenYesterday at 10:00 PM
oof... i sorry hon
sometimes we just have those days
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 10:00 PM
i think i'll be okay after sunday
i'm just tired of thinking i'm doing so much better and this shit happens
ZenYesterday at 10:02 PM
one step forward...
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 10:03 PM
5 billion steps back
i a bad
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 10:54 PM
i'm just being paranoid, right?
ZenYesterday at 10:56 PM
about what
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 10:56 PM
it feels like kyu is completely ignoring me
ZenYesterday at 10:57 PM
i am sure you're being paranoid
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 10:57 PM
but it really seems like it
and i don't know how to ask without sounding stupid and paranoid
i wonder if she's mad cause i'd been talking to tori
i'm stupid
i'm stupid
i'm stupid
fuck
i think she's mad at me
i really do
and i don't know what i did
i think i'm going insane
i'm sorry
i can't deal with me
i don't know why anyone else does
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 11:17 PM
apparently this is the part where i destroy all of my relationships
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 11:41 PM
i thought i was doing better but things just keep fucking up
i can't keep doing this
it's too much
ZenYesterday at 11:41 PM
girl what
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 11:42 PM
?
ZenYesterday at 11:42 PM
waht is going on
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 11:43 PM
i don't even know
i think kyu hates me
and i'm probably going to piss everyone else off
or push them away with the sad
i'm sorry
ZenYesterday at 11:46 PM
kyu doesn't hate you
and you're not pissing anyone off
SelahNox (Steph)Yesterday at 11:53 PM
i haven't felt this shitty in actual months
My internet just stopped
I think the universe hates me
I feel like shit and cant talk to anyone ti feel better.
i'm sorry if i'm bugging you
i just don't know what to do
i'm too fucking antsy to sleep
ZenYesterday at 11:59 PM
do you want to watch agt
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:00 AM
?
ZenToday at 12:00 AM
america's got talent
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:00 AM
sure
ZenToday at 12:00 AM
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SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:01 AM
y'all talking or just watching, if you don't mind me asking
honestly hearing anything is good though
mud is too quiet, lauren is falling asleep
ZenToday at 12:02 AM
we're in a dm with a friend of ours
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:03 AM
oh okay
sorry
ZenToday at 12:03 AM
we'll hop out in a bit tho
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:03 AM
it's okay, i don't want to intrude
ZenToday at 12:03 AM
not an intrusion
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:03 AM
leaving nfg chat cause i can't deal with mud's random facts
you sure?
ZenToday at 12:04 AM
mhm
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:07 AM
i know it's dramatic as fuck, but i just want to yeet
ZenToday at 12:10 AM
no yeeting
watch the feels instead
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:10 AM
or yeet
because i'm fucking pathetic
show over?
ZenToday at 12:11 AM
yeah but
we're going to watch the next one
come to naughty box
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:11 AM
im sorry if i made y'all move
ZenToday at 12:12 AM
hon it's fine
if i didn't want to move i wouldn't move
i'm a stubborn person
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:42 AM
i'm sorry
ZenToday at 12:43 AM
for what?
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:43 AM
feel like i bugged you and dragged y'all off
ZenToday at 12:43 AM
excuse me i'm a grown up
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:43 AM
i'm being so stupid fuck
ZenToday at 12:43 AM
i do what i want
don't you tell me i don't want this
:skeptical~1:
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:44 AM
too many feels
i'm sorry
no one knows what to do with me
i'm too much
ZenToday at 12:47 AM
i don't think so
SelahNox (Steph)Today at 12:47 AM
seems like everyone has said it at one point
mom, gina, lauren,
i should go, just going to bring the mood down
ZenToday at 12:51 AM
you're not