The Arguments!

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Tsaaq: Remy had been in the music room with his phone held to his ear while he was on the couch. "I don't know Sasha... You should blame Uncle James and his kids except for Eugene, you know they're die hard conservatives." He mumbled into the phone before he jumped up so he could stand. "What?" He asked loudly. "Who? Were they neighbors? We're not even Chinese that's retarded!" He started to pace while yelling. "If a mother fucker puts their hands on my mom I'm fucking KILLING THEM." He said with passionate rage and ceased his pacing. "What? How can you tell me NOT to be angry. That's bullshit. Mom isn't an immigrant she's more Jersey than half of those orange assholes!"
Tsaaq: ((I saw an article about Asian Americans being harrassed and got inspired.))
Covet: [Sweet]
Covet: -Cadence could hear Remy yelling up a storm in the music room, from the bedroom with the door open. She'd been packing for her weekend trip with Steph, but when she heard the commotion she walked across the living room and opened up the door- Uh... you alright? -she asked quietly, concerned-
Tsaaq: He spun around, glancing at Cadence and trying to speak between listening to Sasha. "Dad, you can't just be all chill about shit like this!" He said exasperatedly. "Dad!" He yelled again. "I am not being fucking hysterical." Remy scoffed. "You know fucking what? No. No! Shut up! I'll call you back. I'm buying a gun, or a knife. Or a machete! Whatever I'm in the mood for!" He said before abruptly hanging up the phone. "Somebody put a fucking sign that says. 'Go back to your country you chink' on my mom's windshield. We've been living in that neighborhood my whole life, what the fuck?" He ranted.
Covet: -Cadence held her hands up deffensively when he mentioned buying a gun or a knife before she realized what he was ranting about- Oh wow...that is so fucking fucked up.... you're not even chinese.. like... what the fuck? -Cadence said folding her arms under her boobs- And it's this shit right here that's making me want to run away and forget about this shitty fucking country.... I'm sorry Babe.... And being clear across the sea of red really doesn't help either.
Tsaaq: He went to sit on the couch and furrowed his eyebrow as he tapped his foot angrily. "We can't run away, that'd make us cowards. We should just fuck shit up and give them something to really complain about..." He murmured the groaned a little. "I don't know." He whispered.
Covet: I'm not being a coward, I'm just taking a moment to forget how much the world sucks right now. This is for Steph too. Her world sucks even more and I know she can't afford to do something like this...So that's why I'm taking us. -She sighed and looked at him- As much as I'm all for being an agent of chaos, I don't see how that's going to fix it... I wish it wasn't like this...
Tsaaq: Remy looked up to Cadence and rose an eyebrow at her. "Wait, you're going somewhere?" He asked before standing once more. "No, you can't. Why are you going somewhere? For how long? What the hell? I just got back like a few weeks ago." He said quickly.
Covet: Yeah, I'm going to the coast, and hour away with Steph to do a spa weekend. I'll be back don't worry. Steph's just needed to get away and think about some life changing shit right now. This was before all this election bullshit. -She said calmly looking at him-
Tsaaq: He stared blankly at her and inhaled deeply. "You make it sound like its so normal to not want to be around me." He muttered before going over to his drumset. "Fine, go. Whatever." He said before picking up his drumsticks.
Covet: -Cadence furrowed her brow and looked at him- It's not like that. Not at all. Of course I want to be around you, Why would you even say that? -she asked him following him over to the drumset.-
Tsaaq: "Cause, you're planning on going somewhere and I'm just now hearing about it from you and shit." Remy answered as he unzipped his jacket and clacked his sticks together. "Like, were you gonna tell me when you were walking out the door or something?" He asked quietly.
Covet: I'm sorry, it's just not something that I was really thinking about. With everything else going on this week. I'm not leaving until tomorrow evening, and I intended to tell you before then. It's not like I'm going on a weeks long trip somewhere or anything. It was just a weekend get away so she can figure out what to do with Ash and his half assed almost proposal. -She tried to explain to him- It didn't seem like something you'd be interested in.
Tsaaq: He kept his head down as he stepped on the bass pedal for the bass drum. "I'm interested in whether or not you're going somewhere..." Remy trailed off.
Covet: Sorry, I didn't mean to not tell you. It just kind of ran away with all this other crazy going on. I was going to mention it to you on Tuesday, but then...yeah... I was more happy to come home and pretend like the world wasn't going to burn. -She sighed watching him, biting the inside of her cheek- If you don't want me to go, I won't go. We can figure something else out.
Tsaaq: "I don't care. Go places, do things without me." He said, still hitting the bass pedal while keeping his head down. "I'll just be here. Doing this stuff in here." Remy whispered. "Practing, going to school. Going to work." He shrugged.
Tsaaq: ((practicing**))
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Covet: -Cadence frowned and looked at him- Is there something I've done wrong here? Because clearly you're mad and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do here to fix it. So if I can get smoe better insight than you just not caring and doing everything you've been doing since you got out.
Covet: *That would help a lot right now.
Covet: *some
Tsaaq: "I'm not mad. I don't care." He said in an apathetic voice. "I just told you I don't care so that means I don't care." Remy stopped playing his drums then shifted on the stool. "Why? Do you care? Cause a second ago you were gravy with just leaving me in the wind and shit."
Covet: I was never going to leave you in the wind and shit. I'm not THAT big of an asshole. And I care because I didn't realize that you'd be so upset by it. So give me that bullshit about you not caring, because I can tell otherwise. You wouldn't be acting like such a dick if you didn't.
Tsaaq: Remy finally lifted his head as he glanced over at Cadence. "Oh, so now I'm being a dick?" He asked defensively. "Why?" He continued to inquire. "I told you to go to your stupid girl thing with Steph. I never told you not to do it. So why am I being a dick?"
Covet: Because you're freaking out about it and I understand that you are stressed because of the issue with your mom, but I don't understand why you're acting like Oh whatever I don't care, like you weren't freaking out not five minutes before that. -She said looking back at him with her arms still crossed-
Tsaaq: "I'm stressed because of a lot of shit okay?" He started to speak over her but stopped himself, staring hard at her before getting up from his drumset. "Cause, you wanna go to the thing. I'm not going to stop you! Cause if I try to stop you then I'm still a dick. There is no happy medium." He said.
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Covet: I never said you'd be a dick for not letting me go. I offered to not go if you didn't want me to, because I didn't want you to be upset that I was going. So don't put words in my mouth. -She snapped back at him- All I wanted was an explination and a discussion without the apathetic attitude.
Covet: I never said you'd be a dick for not letting me go. I offered to not go if you didn't want me to, because I didn't want you to be upset that I was going. So don't put words in my mouth. -She snapped back at him-  All I wanted was an explination and a discussion without the apathetic attitude.
Tsaaq: "I think I'm allowed to have whatever attitude I want." He said, waving his hands around. "And it doesn't matter if I'm upset that you're going. If you're going somewhere to get away from everything that's so horrible here go ahead!"
Covet: NOTHING HERE... IN THIS HOUSE IS HORRIBLE!  -She yelled back at him, moving her hands to her hips- At least I didn't think it was. But all this -she waved her hand around between the two of them- Is making me wonder. You want to have whatever attitude you want, fine be that way, but I still expect you to actually talk to me, not say you just that you don't care... What do you want from me right now?
Tsaaq: He shook his head. "Oh so now I'm horrible?" Remy asked then threw up his hands at her. "I am talking to you, what am I doing right now? Talking. I don't want anything. I told you to go. I don't get why this is a whole thing now? You made it into a thing. I was like 'whatever' a whole thirty minutes ago."
Covet: No... Oh my god. You're not even listening. It only became a thing, because YOU flipped out first, by giving me the third degree about going somewhere, THEN played it of like you didn't even care and it was "whatever". Making it seem like I was running away from something personal or that I mean that something HERE was horrible when I was meaning the general state of the god damn country. I'm leaving because I'm helping my friend figure out something. Sorry for caring, sorry for not telling you sooner, sorry for apparently making this a thing. So since all I can do is say the wrong thing, or make you feel like I'm straight up leaving you...or I don't... know, I don't even know what's going on. -She said frustrated dropping her arms down and turning back around to walk out the bedroom door-
Tsaaq: He crossed his arms before glancing at while listening to her. "You just sound guilty." He called out. "You're reading between lines way too much. I just wanted to know that you were going places, and I would like it better if you stayed here with me, but ultimately I don't care cause you think it's important." He said sternly. "So you started to say shit that made me suspicious, and now it just sounds like you want something to be mad at me about. I don't know, cause you don't want to be with me or something. I don't know what's up with you."
Covet: -She turned around  and looked at him- I sound guilty? Yeah, because you're right I should have told you I was going somewhere, and not let it slip my mind. That's the only thing that I have to feel guilty about. I didn't want you to be mad about any of this which is why I was so caught of guard in the first place. The fact that you don't think I want to be with you... where the fuck did that even come from?  I guess there's two things I'm guilty of, because you don't know what's up with me right now, but that's because I haven't wanted to add more stuff to your plate because you have your sister and that issue there and your family and work and school and practice. I am happy for the time together we do get, I love the shit out of that, and I don't want to ruin that with me and my insecurities. -she said to him trying not to get emotional and shit.-
Tsaaq: Remy sighed exasperatedly. "I don't know. You're not all up under me like you usually are..." He trailed off. "It's like you don't want to be with me or anything. I don't know. You don't try to annoy me or ask me to have sex with you as often. It feels like you're getting over this whole thing." He shrugged his shoulders. "Okay Cadence. I'm always going to be going through shit. That's just me. There will be no chill times. That's not reason to run away from me, or talk to me about it. I might seem distract but that doesn't mean that we're not together and shit." Remy sighed as he stepped closer and put his hands on her shoulders. "Listen just go to your thing with Steph. It's fine."
Covet: I honestly wasn't sure if you wanted me to be as bothersome as I was before. I haven't felt like you've wanted me to be that way since you told me not to visit so much when you were in the clinic. So when you came home and said you wanted to focus on School, work and the band... and I know you have Hayley to be concerned about too. I just haven't really been certain if you still have a place for me with all of that in mind. -She told him that and took a deep breath- So I've been giving you your space, letting you transition and adjust. I guess I got comfortable doing my own thing while you were at the clinic that I haven't transitioned back yet. I'm sorry... -she trailed off-
Tsaaq: "Yeah, that was at the clinic, so I didn't look like a pussy or anything. I'm home now. It doesn't matter now." He answered with a quizzical raise of his eyebrows. "I mean yeah be independant and stuff but don't just assume I don't want to be around you."  Remy said. "Besides. The band hasn't done shit since I got out. I just mostly come here to play. I'm here most of time when I'm not at work or school." He shrugged his shoulders. "If I didn't have a place for you in mind I wouldn't have come back here. That's kinda grimey... Just come back and use all your stuff and not care about you? Gross>"
Covet: That's not how I was processing it, I should have said something sooner, and I kind of tried to but then got myself all worked up and you said it was fine, but I still wasn't sure... so yeah... my brain sucks sometimes. -she said with a sad look then smiled and chuckled at his comment- Yeah, that would be a little douchey. I'm sorry for thinking like that, and for neglecting you. It really wasn't intentional, I promise. -she told him-  I just wasn't sure really how to treat this whole transition back, because I don't want to drive you back to anything, or mess your life up anymore than I already have.
Tsaaq: He shook his head and pulled her into a hug, resting his head on hers. "Shut upp." He sighed as he patted her. "You're not messing up shit." He inhaled deeply and pulled away. "And you stop thinking shit like that."He poked her forehead.  "Let's just go to bed. I have class in the morning and I won't be fun if I'm a zombie all day." He yawned before lifting her a little by her waist and dragging her into the bedroom.