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- i'm sad over my ex, laying in my bed, listening to blink-182. seems just like march all over again. but this time, i still love her and I'm not sad over what she did to me. i'm just sad because it's over, but I'm happy because it happened.
- i'm happy because of all those times i snuck out to go to her house. I'm happy because of all those times we would just lay there and cuddle. i'm even happy remembering the time i drooled in her mouth when we made out for the first time because even though in the moment, i was embarrassed when she told me, now it's just a distant find memory of her.
- and i'm hurting because it'll never happen again. no more kisses. no more hugs. not more i love you. no more good morning/good night. ill probably get more in the future, but not from her. not from the one i crave attention, love, and affection from. ill never get those things again and it hurts. i still love you mika. even though i wish i didn't so i wouldn't hurt, i do.
- i just wish it didn't end like this. not on a sad Tuesday morning. it's not like that blissful Friday we finally became official and that i was estatic. it's like march when i was sad over how shitty my life was. and you made my day every day. everytime i talked to you it was like you were the best friend i never had and it was great back then.
- but recently whenever we were on the phone it was exhausting. you'd be in shitty mood and i was unable to get you out of it. back then, i thought it was because of people at school. now i realize it was because you didn't love me and were too scared to say it.
- it was really sad when i read your spams description and it changed from i post about my boyfriend a lot to i have issues, come join the ride. that's when i knew it was truly over. little things like that are what made me start liking you, and made me realize that you didn't like me anymore.
- i just hope one day we'll be together again. i love you and truly feel you're perfect for me. but right now, about 20 minutes after our break-up that's just a stupid wish I'm making to cope with the fact the one i care about most doesn't love me anymore.
- i just miss the days back in summer whenever i was so in love with you that i took a grounding all summer long over you and whenever you loved me enough to let me come over 3 days in a row. the good old days.
- i just wish my feelings weren't one sided but I'll get over it. it might take half an hour, it might take 2 weeks. but however long I'll get over you. i just wish i was over you now. thanks for the best 8 months of my 14 year old life. i love you and i wish you the best of luck replacing me.
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