Over the years I have experienced wonderful things as well as horrid things. Every day is a struggle one way or another for myself and others.

Some of you may know I struggle with a mental illness and the positive things about is that it gives you a perspective on life and humanity that most will never know or understand. I see the good and the bad with everything that grazes my eyes or my thoughts.
I have met extraordinary people over the years who have lent me their time with the wild thoughts whether it be some great vision I had of how I can change the world or where I think there is no point in continuing. You have listened and gave me hope even if I do not show it. I want to thank you for that because at times I cannot see the rays of sunshine, only the darkness that the night brings.
I am thankful I am alive but at the same time it takes such a toll trying to stay positive that I do wonder how easy it would be if it weren't so.

One of the biggest things that keeps me going is how hard it would be for the people that do care if I wasn't here. How I wouldn't be able to help even a single person with what they are going through. I have always gone out of my way to make someone happy, smile or even just be there to listen.

It does anger me that over the years that there have been people who have been so negative and hurtful for reasons other than making them feel better about them self in the worst of ways. I do wish that they will understand the error of their ways and be positive and cheerful for those around them and to not bring people down because what is the point of living with others if they are going out of their way to bring them down.

The world would be such a better place if people understood that everyone struggles every day and every nice thing that you do for them they will remember for the rest of their life and hopefully they will do the same for others. Also remember that every negative thing you do or say to someone else they will not forget it and when they are down or depressed those are the things that hurt the most.
But alas I hope everyone out there continues to do the right thing and looking out for one another because we only get to live once and it's best to help each other out especially in the darkest of times. Thank you for reading and keep on keepin on.