Evergreen

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Subtitles by explosiveskull

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How come every term for

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significant
other is like a food?

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That's a good point.

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- It's a good point, right?
- Honey, sugar...

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well not like darling.

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So, when are your
parents driving up?

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Not until Christmas morning.

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Is
your mom so excited to see me?

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She is beyond excited.

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No, she really,
she really loves you.

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She loves you, like,
she loves you more than me.

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I really believe that.

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Right, oh, right there.

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Ready for the
best Christmas of your life?

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Here's the
wind-up and the pitch.

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Oh, gross!

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Hey.

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You got slobber all over me.

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This is genuine
wool from Italy, baby.

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Why haven't
we come here before?

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This, this place is crazy.

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Yeah, I don't know.
We used to come here a lot more.

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I guess I was just
waiting for the perfect moment.

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One, two, three!

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- Oh, oh!
- Go, go, go, go, go, go, go.

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Hurry, hurry, hurry,
hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry!

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- I'm going!
- Move it, move it, move it.

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Oh, oh!

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It's so cold. Oh.

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What did you do?

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Oh, thank you.

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Go.

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Look at the
presents under the tree!

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Oh, these stockings, so cute.

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How many dead animals are
in this house, Paul? Seriously.

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Did you kill any of
these animals, you wild man?

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Love you.

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I never kissed
inside a bear before.

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It was kind of fun.

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I'm
gonna go grab the bags, Paulie.

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♪ Don t go away for good ♪

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♪ it s such a long drive ♪

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Darling...

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♪ I don t think I d survive ♪
- Darling, bye

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♪ I can t picture this house ♪
- Oh, dear God.

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please
let tonight be the night.

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♪ I can t picture this house ♪

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♪ without you here ♪

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Knock knock.

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You said to
dress up, darling.

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Wow.

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Turkey or cock?

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101 or 81?

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Come, come, Paulie.

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Ah. You have much to learn.

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So, what do you want?

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Cock.

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It's the year of the rooster.

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We cannot deny the calendar.

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What do you taste?

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Shoe polish.

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Brilliant, Paulie.

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For an esteemed
brand ambassador,

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you don't have
the champagne taste.

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We Kentuckians appreciate
the simpler things in life.

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Now,
don't be a chicken, Paulie.

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Down
the hatch, there you go.

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Cock-a-doodle-doo!

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Oh, God, just when I start to

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think you're cute,
you go and do that.

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Can you ask me a question?

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Okay.

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I want you to ask me
when I knew you were the one.

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When did you know
that I was the one?

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It was last Christmas,

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when
I was stuck in bed with the flu.

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So, like, just a few
months after we started dating?

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Yeah, I guess it was.

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You know, that was my

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first Christmas I'd ever spent
away from my family,

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and I thought I'd be
homesick, but you were there.

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You stayed
and took care of me.

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I love you.

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Gena, I want to give
you everything this weekend.

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You are just the corniest.

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Oh, I'm warming up.

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There's a
lot of layers here.

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Oh,
let's do something to keep warm.

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What's wrong?

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Hold on.

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We shouldn't do it like this.

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I am-we're really-

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I'm really drunk.

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Maybe we
should call it a night

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before we do
something we'll regret.

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Paul, no, can we-

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it's fine, can we just, can
we, can we talk about it?

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Can we
just talk about it?

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I don't
think that is what we'll do.

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And would that be so bad?

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Gena? Trust me. Okay?

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Okay.

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I'm sorry. Can we
talk about this in the morning?

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I took it
too far. I didn't mean to-

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I- I just need to lay down.

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You okay?

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Catholics are so fixated

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on the
discharge of bodily fluids.

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It's a wonder that they'll
even let themselves sneeze.

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Hmm.

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So, why are we trying
to sell him something that

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he doesn't want to buy?

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He'll get there.

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He's just not ready.

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Do you think he's asking
more of you than you are of him?

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No. No, not-

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I'm not
running this script again.

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Gena. You
succulent papaya.

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Oh my God, you're the worst.

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You're strong,
successful, 30. Hmm.

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You could
have any man you want.

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Do you
think that maybe you're just

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checking off a box because
you hear the clock ticking?

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No.

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No. No, I don't
want just anyone.

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I want, I want a good one.

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Not like me.

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Not like you. Like Paul.

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Paul is a good one. Not you.

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Did you want more coffee?

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Mm-hmm.

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Look.

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What?

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I'm sorry
last night was awkward.

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I was unfair to you.

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I know I keep falling into this.

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I really am sorry.

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I don't mean
to be jerking you around.

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But, you do
jerk me around, Paul.

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You can see where
that might be a little confusing

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for me, yeah?

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I can. That's on me.

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I know it can seem
selfish for me to not give

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myself to you.

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But it's not
because I don't want to.

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I really do.

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I just
don't want to take from you-

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We've had this
conversation before, Paul.

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And I don't get it. I don't.

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I just, I want to give this to
you, and I don't understand why

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you think you'd be taking
something that I'm willingly

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giving to you, I just-I just-

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Gena, I think sex is more

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than just sharing
yourself with someone.

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I- it's someone giving

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themselves
completely to the other person,

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and when the other
person does it back-

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I hear you, but I can't have
this body language talk again.

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You do know that
these go in the trash, right?

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It's okay if you didn't.

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Can they go down the sink?

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They're gonna have to.

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Can you not leave
the water running, Paul, please?

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Look.

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I just don't always
know what it is that you want,

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or when you want it,
or when it's okay, you know?

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I- first base,
second base, third base,

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third and a half base.

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Just because I
don't live up to my ideals

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doesn't mean they're wrong.

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It means I'm wrong.

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You have to understand how

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incredibly
convenient that is for you.

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No, no, you get caught
up in, in these moments,

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and you let me
do these things to you,

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and vice versa, to be fair,
but then you get away with it.

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Because you turn around and you
say, oh, I feel guilty, and we

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shouldn't have done that, and
that wasn't that bad,

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and I'm sorry.

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You get off, and
then wash your hands,

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and get to feel
righteous. And then, and then

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I'm left feeling like
I forced myself on you.

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And that's not okay!
That makes me feel like shit!

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You just can't
pick and choose the

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moments
when, when you believe, Paul.

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I know.

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I'm a hypocrite.

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But I've
messed it up before not waiting,

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so I want to wait
just a little bit longer.

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Is that okay?

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Dropped one.

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You just said this was gonna
be a special weekend, Paul.

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I mean,
look where we are.

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Yeah, I
can understand that.

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You know
I'm not a good word person.

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My mouth is way faster
than my mind sometimes.

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Are we okay?

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I have a proposition.

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We're here
for the weekend, right?

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And sex
is definitely off the table.

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So, let's do this.

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Cut the pillow talk,
get down to brass tacks.

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Just dig deep,
ask any questions,

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the other has to
answer completely honestly,

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no
second-guessing, no hesitation,

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no judgment, just-just us.

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Just the parts you can't touch.

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Nothing physical?

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Nothing physical.

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Alright, I accept.

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Excellent.

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So, what made you start smoking?

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Since when do you have
a problem with me smoking?

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I never said I have a
problem with you smoking.

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I said, when
did you start smoking?

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I don't know.

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The point of the game
is to answer questions, Gena.

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I know, Paul.

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It just
wasn't a seminal moment.

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I remember my first cigarette.

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Was it yesterday?

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I was 12.

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Cassie snuck some from
her brother, and we, and we'd

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smoke them
before riding bikes, and-

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You and Cassie
grew up together?

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Yeah, I've told you that.

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Okay.

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But you're up, not me.

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All right, you want to know?

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Mm-hmm.

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First time I
smoked was at church,

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actually, believe it or not.

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Because
that's what you do, right?

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Our
church youth group would hold

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these nights to
showcase local bands,

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and I had
a crush on the lead singer of

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one of the bands, as you do.

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I think they
were called, oh, God,

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like Trinity Forever,

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like
one of those really shitty-

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Trinity Forever, man.
- Christian rock bands, yeah.

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Oh, and the lead singer
used to smoke behind the church.

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And
finally, one Saturday, I walked

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up to him and I said,
can I have a cigarette?

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Just to have
something to say to him.

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Mmm.

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I was so clueless I
put the wrong end in my mouth.

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And he had to get really close
to me, and he turned it around.

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And then he lit it for
me. And it was so romantic.

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And I took two drags,
and I puked on his Vans.

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All over them.

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Aw. And then you
lived happily ever after?

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Yeah, yeah.

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Aw, I'm sorry.

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Hey, uh-uh-uh-uh-uh.

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You agreed. No touching.

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Oh, right.

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- Yeah, nothing at all.
- Nothing at all.

260
00:20:45,952 --> 00:20:47,953
Can't even
step into the batter's box.

261
00:20:48,354 --> 00:20:50,023
- No.
- Don't do that to me.

262
00:20:50,056 --> 00:20:51,658
No.

263
00:20:52,124 --> 00:20:53,660
Alright, fine.

264
00:20:57,896 --> 00:20:59,832
Pleasure doing business, Gena.

265
00:20:59,866 --> 00:21:00,767
Mm-hmm.

266
00:21:00,800 --> 00:21:02,668
Oh my God, our
house looks like your suit.

267
00:21:03,703 --> 00:21:04,937
You're so cute.

268
00:21:04,971 --> 00:21:06,906
- You're so cute and festive.
- I planned it.

269
00:21:10,976 --> 00:21:14,880
So, I have a
question for you.

270
00:21:14,914 --> 00:21:16,015
Mm-hmm.

271
00:21:16,049 --> 00:21:19,552
Why didn't you go back
to baseball, after everything?

272
00:21:22,989 --> 00:21:25,091
Thought about it.

273
00:21:25,124 --> 00:21:26,659
It was just
kind of one of those things

274
00:21:26,692 --> 00:21:28,828
where a few months go by,

275
00:21:28,860 --> 00:21:32,898
and you don't train, and you
realize it's too late.

276
00:21:32,932 --> 00:21:34,701
But then a few
more months go by,

277
00:21:35,233 --> 00:21:37,803
and you realize,
no, it wasn't too late, Paul,

278
00:21:37,837 --> 00:21:39,506
but now
it's definitely too late.

279
00:21:39,806 --> 00:21:41,841
And then a
year goes by, and you're like-

280
00:21:41,874 --> 00:21:43,142
Shoot.

281
00:21:43,175 --> 00:21:45,212
I don't think I can
throw a baseball anymore.

282
00:21:46,779 --> 00:21:51,050
And I just kind of realized that

283
00:21:51,082 --> 00:21:54,687
what I really wanted out
of life was to be a husband,

284
00:21:55,288 --> 00:21:57,891
be a father, raise a family.

285
00:22:00,992 --> 00:22:02,729
You never resent it?

286
00:22:03,828 --> 00:22:05,732
Having to give it up?

287
00:22:05,764 --> 00:22:07,733
It wasn't her choice.

288
00:22:07,767 --> 00:22:09,669
It was my choice.

289
00:22:15,575 --> 00:22:17,777
That still doesn't
answer my question.

290
00:22:17,809 --> 00:22:19,177
I love that you
love the church,

291
00:22:19,211 --> 00:22:21,014
but my experience
was very different.

292
00:22:21,047 --> 00:22:24,183
My experience was
getting hit on by Father Dino

293
00:22:24,215 --> 00:22:26,852
and his Knights of Columbus
every Octoberfest like they'd

294
00:22:26,886 --> 00:22:28,053
never seen tits before,

295
00:22:28,087 --> 00:22:29,722
and only
for them to tell me Sunday

296
00:22:29,754 --> 00:22:31,156
through Thursday how to act,

297
00:22:31,190 --> 00:22:32,258
and what to dress like,

298
00:22:32,290 --> 00:22:35,095
and when to screw with
who. I mean, it's ridiculous.

299
00:22:36,596 --> 00:22:38,899
I'm
sorry that was your experience.

300
00:22:39,331 --> 00:22:42,100
But just
because they love a good thing

301
00:22:42,134 --> 00:22:44,604
badly doesn't mean that
they don't love a good thing.

302
00:22:45,070 --> 00:22:48,107
Look, I just don't want to
flounder dead-eyed in pews every

303
00:22:48,139 --> 00:22:50,042
Sunday like my dad did.
I mean, my sister and I

304
00:22:50,076 --> 00:22:52,312
sat there week after week,
and we sat in that distance

305
00:22:52,345 --> 00:22:54,614
between our parents,
and it was,

306
00:22:54,646 --> 00:22:57,716
it was palpable, and I don't-
no touching, what are you doing?

307
00:22:57,750 --> 00:22:58,718
Yeah, I just made the bed.

308
00:22:58,751 --> 00:23:01,054
Oh, thank you.

309
00:23:03,188 --> 00:23:07,993
Just don't want
there to be a distance between

310
00:23:08,027 --> 00:23:09,162
us, you know?

311
00:23:09,194 --> 00:23:12,865
I don't think I can pass
on a faith that I don't have.

312
00:23:12,897 --> 00:23:14,900
I'm not asking you
to sell doughnuts after mass.

313
00:23:15,300 --> 00:23:18,870
I'm asking you to love me.

314
00:23:18,904 --> 00:23:20,306
Because that's
what our kids will see.

315
00:23:20,338 --> 00:23:22,274
They'll
see a mother who loves them,

316
00:23:22,308 --> 00:23:24,176
and
that's what they'll remember.

317
00:23:24,210 --> 00:23:26,346
My mom didn't become Catholic
till I was in high school.

318
00:23:26,378 --> 00:23:29,815
Ugh, God, you get so close to

319
00:23:29,848 --> 00:23:31,751
convincing me that it'll work,

320
00:23:31,783 --> 00:23:34,186
and then you say something
like that, and just that little

321
00:23:34,220 --> 00:23:36,823
glimmer of hope that I'm just
gonna magically become Catholic

322
00:23:36,856 --> 00:23:39,192
again like
your mom did. It just-

323
00:23:41,661 --> 00:23:43,363
it's not gonna happen for me.
That's not my story.

324
00:23:43,396 --> 00:23:44,896
I'm glad it
worked for your mother,

325
00:23:44,930 --> 00:23:46,333
glad it worked for your family.

326
00:23:47,832 --> 00:23:49,902
But that's not gonna be me.

327
00:23:50,435 --> 00:23:52,204
I just need you to support me.

328
00:23:52,238 --> 00:23:53,873
I do. I do.

329
00:23:53,905 --> 00:23:55,140
Great.
Then that's enough.

330
00:25:46,985 --> 00:25:50,522
We just start? Okay.

331
00:25:50,556 --> 00:25:53,425
♪ Is there something ♪

332
00:25:53,459 --> 00:25:57,930
♪ something
out of place here ♪

333
00:25:57,963 --> 00:26:01,934
♪ something I
can t face here ♪

334
00:26:01,966 --> 00:26:05,537
♪ something I don't know ♪

335
00:26:08,307 --> 00:26:11,077
♪ Is there someone ♪

336
00:26:11,109 --> 00:26:15,046
♪ someone on your mind now ♪

337
00:26:15,079 --> 00:26:19,184
♪ someone I don't mind now ♪

338
00:26:19,217 --> 00:26:22,988
♪ someone I don't know ♪

339
00:26:23,021 --> 00:26:24,389
♪ Doo da, doo da ♪

340
00:26:24,423 --> 00:26:25,525
Yes.

341
00:26:25,558 --> 00:26:27,960
♪ Is there somewhere ♪

342
00:26:27,992 --> 00:26:31,329
♪ somewhere
we could go now ♪

343
00:26:31,363 --> 00:26:33,166
You should go back.

344
00:27:05,364 --> 00:27:07,266
Hey, Paulie?

345
00:27:07,299 --> 00:27:09,269
Paulie, I'm
ready. Where are ya?

346
00:27:10,636 --> 00:27:13,940
Hello?

347
00:27:41,099 --> 00:27:43,869
Oh.

348
00:28:05,357 --> 00:28:07,359
It's a beautiful rock.

349
00:28:08,559 --> 00:28:10,597
That's your cut, too.

350
00:28:14,133 --> 00:28:19,005
Alright.
Alright, I guess I like him.

351
00:28:19,972 --> 00:28:21,641
Only because you do.

352
00:28:27,078 --> 00:28:28,580
Shit.

353
00:28:31,684 --> 00:28:33,286
Hey!

354
00:28:33,319 --> 00:28:34,420
Hello.

355
00:28:34,453 --> 00:28:35,687
Looking for this?

356
00:28:35,721 --> 00:28:37,022
Oh, yeah.

357
00:28:37,056 --> 00:28:38,290
Yes, actually.

358
00:28:38,323 --> 00:28:40,492
You little forgetful darling.

359
00:28:43,228 --> 00:28:44,397
How do you like that?

360
00:28:44,430 --> 00:28:46,065
- Okay, thank you.
- You're welcome.

361
00:29:08,486 --> 00:29:11,256
When are you gonna show me
the rest of this ranch of yours?

362
00:29:11,889 --> 00:29:13,458
What would you like to see?

363
00:29:13,492 --> 00:29:18,498
Um...
the most magical place here.

364
00:29:23,569 --> 00:29:26,038
All this nature, and
your mother got us a fake tree.

365
00:29:26,938 --> 00:29:28,473
She knew I
wouldn't water a real one.

366
00:29:28,507 --> 00:29:29,475
Oh, Paulie.

367
00:29:29,508 --> 00:29:30,977
Idea.

368
00:29:32,644 --> 00:29:34,380
Well, at least she's real.

369
00:29:34,413 --> 00:29:36,082
- What's that, boy?
- Huh?

370
00:29:36,115 --> 00:29:39,452
He says he
wants to give you a ride.

371
00:29:39,984 --> 00:29:42,620
But I still want to
treat you to skiing. Forgive me.

372
00:29:42,654 --> 00:29:44,290
- Appreciate you.
- Here we are.

373
00:29:44,322 --> 00:29:49,161
- We will build a snowman.
- We will build. Yes, we will.

374
00:29:49,595 --> 00:29:50,696
Who's Copper?

375
00:29:50,729 --> 00:29:51,764
Copper was my cat.

376
00:29:51,797 --> 00:29:54,500
He was such a cool
cat till I was allergic to him.

377
00:29:54,532 --> 00:29:56,202
My dad gave him
away without me knowing.

378
00:29:57,168 --> 00:29:58,436
That's so sad.

379
00:29:58,470 --> 00:29:59,472
Did you bag
this one yourself?

380
00:29:59,504 --> 00:30:01,072
I bagged this one myself.

381
00:30:01,106 --> 00:30:03,509
A real elk in there, and
you decided to make it bronze?

382
00:30:03,541 --> 00:30:04,643
Nope, there it is.

383
00:30:04,675 --> 00:30:05,744
So, that's the secret.

384
00:30:05,778 --> 00:30:07,445
Don't
look down, and then fall?

385
00:30:07,479 --> 00:30:09,348
- Don't look down.
- Don't look down and don't fall.

386
00:30:09,380 --> 00:30:10,515
Don't look down.

387
00:30:10,549 --> 00:30:11,584
Your
metaphors are confusing.

388
00:30:12,283 --> 00:30:16,054
Aww, cute.

389
00:30:16,588 --> 00:30:17,456
Oh my gosh.

390
00:30:18,023 --> 00:30:20,325
Isn't Santa tacky enough without

391
00:30:20,358 --> 00:30:21,593
putting him on a picnic basket?

392
00:30:21,626 --> 00:30:25,263
Let's make a fish, let's put a
dog next to him. Bop bop bop.

393
00:30:25,297 --> 00:30:26,531
I'm not creepy enough as it is.

394
00:30:26,565 --> 00:30:28,167
Mmm, I hate him.

395
00:30:28,599 --> 00:30:31,471
Now step
forward, close your eyes.

396
00:30:32,070 --> 00:30:34,741
Now you hit
a jump, you're in the air.

397
00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:37,676
You can move
each limb freely.

398
00:30:39,243 --> 00:30:41,113
Yeah, all right.

399
00:30:41,547 --> 00:30:43,049
Paul, is there
a real elk in here?

400
00:30:43,081 --> 00:30:44,282
My aunt does
bronze taxidermy.

401
00:30:44,316 --> 00:30:45,718
No, gross!

402
00:30:45,751 --> 00:30:48,620
This is the spot
where my dad proposed to my mom.

403
00:30:48,988 --> 00:30:51,157
Well, how'd he
do it? What's the story?

404
00:30:51,423 --> 00:30:55,161
Well, first,
he got down on one knee.

405
00:30:55,194 --> 00:30:58,330
Yeah?
And then he proposed.

406
00:31:01,567 --> 00:31:03,269
It's not that great
of a story. I don't know.

407
00:31:03,301 --> 00:31:04,337
Oh my God.

408
00:31:05,070 --> 00:31:09,074
Somehow,
some way, you land perfectly.

409
00:31:10,642 --> 00:31:12,278
Open.

410
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:16,214
It's you.

411
00:31:16,248 --> 00:31:17,450
It's me.

412
00:31:17,982 --> 00:31:19,719
You're breaking the rules.

413
00:31:26,858 --> 00:31:28,761
This is the
most magical place?

414
00:31:29,194 --> 00:31:31,097
There's shuffleboard!

415
00:31:36,367 --> 00:31:37,736
Uh ping it, ping it first.

416
00:31:38,270 --> 00:31:40,138
- Don't tell me how to play.
- Ping it.

417
00:31:40,172 --> 00:31:41,373
Come on. You ping it.

418
00:31:41,405 --> 00:31:43,274
Alright. While you miss this,

419
00:31:43,308 --> 00:31:44,710
I'll go ahead and ask
you a real serious question.

420
00:31:44,742 --> 00:31:46,145
Mm-hmm.

421
00:31:46,511 --> 00:31:47,813
What's your
favorite cereal?

422
00:31:48,713 --> 00:31:50,782
Oh my gosh.

423
00:31:50,816 --> 00:31:52,351
Easy, Corn Pops.

424
00:31:52,384 --> 00:31:53,419
- P.
- P.

425
00:31:53,452 --> 00:31:54,854
P-I-

426
00:31:54,886 --> 00:31:55,687
Ah.

427
00:31:55,721 --> 00:31:56,923
You know all
about the flavor delay?

428
00:31:56,955 --> 00:31:59,157
It's like, you have to really
think about that in cereal.

429
00:31:59,191 --> 00:32:01,460
So, Life,

430
00:32:01,492 --> 00:32:03,596
Honeycombs and Frosted Flakes,

431
00:32:03,628 --> 00:32:05,731
it's like two
different culinary experiences.

432
00:32:05,763 --> 00:32:08,300
You've got one
before the milk, and-

433
00:32:08,332 --> 00:32:09,734
One after the milk.

434
00:32:09,768 --> 00:32:11,771
So, Frosted
Mini Wheats. Thoughts.

435
00:32:13,938 --> 00:32:15,440
Stop
shaking the table.

436
00:32:15,473 --> 00:32:18,644
P-I-N-G.
I thought we just-

437
00:32:18,676 --> 00:32:20,411
- We have to get past G.
- Ready?

438
00:32:20,444 --> 00:32:21,413
Waiting.

439
00:32:21,445 --> 00:32:22,447
Alright.

440
00:32:23,281 --> 00:32:24,617
How in the world did

441
00:32:24,649 --> 00:32:26,785
you two get an
annulment to begin with?

442
00:32:27,752 --> 00:32:30,723
I mean, we applied,
like you do with annulment.

443
00:32:30,755 --> 00:32:32,457
That's not
what I meant by how.

444
00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:35,828
You two grew up very
close, very religious, right?

445
00:32:35,860 --> 00:32:36,861
Mm-hmm.

446
00:32:36,895 --> 00:32:38,062
I mean,

447
00:32:38,096 --> 00:32:40,165
an annulment means there was not
a marriage to begin with.

448
00:32:40,198 --> 00:32:42,434
The conditions
for that are very strict.

449
00:32:43,935 --> 00:32:45,637
I don't
understand the question.

450
00:32:46,805 --> 00:32:49,575
So, you don't
believe in soulmates?

451
00:32:49,607 --> 00:32:50,876
Oh, I hate that word.

452
00:32:50,908 --> 00:32:52,810
It just
depends on how you define it.

453
00:32:52,844 --> 00:32:54,078
Okay. Agreed, agreed.

454
00:32:54,111 --> 00:32:56,781
I don't mean someone like you're
made for, I have this theory.

455
00:32:57,315 --> 00:32:59,251
Say you had
every man in the world

456
00:32:59,283 --> 00:33:00,285
lined up in front of you.

457
00:33:00,319 --> 00:33:01,386
I like it.

458
00:33:01,419 --> 00:33:02,787
You'd have, like, a
compatibility percentage with

459
00:33:02,820 --> 00:33:04,356
each person, right?

460
00:33:04,388 --> 00:33:05,657
So, you have Balthazar
over here from the Midwest.

461
00:33:05,691 --> 00:33:06,792
Balthazar.

462
00:33:06,826 --> 00:33:08,894
Like a stay at home dad
without any kids, really boring.

463
00:33:08,926 --> 00:33:10,828
- 17.8%.
- Got it.

464
00:33:10,861 --> 00:33:11,762
You
have Ethan over here,

465
00:33:11,797 --> 00:33:14,600
macho, bit
of a party animal, wild card.

466
00:33:14,633 --> 00:33:15,534
74.6%.

467
00:33:15,568 --> 00:33:17,336
Then you have Paul over here.
Paul Owen.

468
00:33:17,368 --> 00:33:19,938
- Suave, charming, handsome.
- Debonair.

469
00:33:19,972 --> 00:33:20,973
Debonair.

470
00:33:21,005 --> 00:33:22,407
99.8%.

471
00:33:22,441 --> 00:33:23,409
True.

472
00:33:23,442 --> 00:33:24,876
I just think that
every note has its pitch.

473
00:33:24,909 --> 00:33:28,380
Every thrift store
has its "Jerry Maguire" VHS.

474
00:33:28,981 --> 00:33:30,082
Every
person has its person.

475
00:33:30,116 --> 00:33:33,886
Like, you can't, you just,
you have to mean the vows,

476
00:33:33,918 --> 00:33:35,620
the death
do us part, the children.

477
00:33:35,654 --> 00:33:38,790
You can't just do it
because you want to get laid,

478
00:33:38,823 --> 00:33:40,225
or because you feel obligated.

479
00:33:40,259 --> 00:33:41,527
Or because
I got my friend pregnant.

480
00:33:42,927 --> 00:33:46,264
I don't know, I
think just this idea of,

481
00:33:46,298 --> 00:33:48,567
you
know, one person having this,

482
00:33:48,599 --> 00:33:49,734
like, missing piece of you,

483
00:33:49,768 --> 00:33:51,537
it's just, it's
just dangerous, you know?

484
00:33:51,569 --> 00:33:54,439
You spend so much time
looking for that person and

485
00:33:54,473 --> 00:33:57,276
trying out new things, it's
like, we spread ourselves so

486
00:33:57,309 --> 00:34:00,613
thin looking for that one person
that, you know, if we saved a

487
00:34:00,646 --> 00:34:02,348
little bit for the
person we actually chose,

488
00:34:02,380 --> 00:34:04,449
then that person
could, in theory, become our

489
00:34:04,482 --> 00:34:06,484
soulmate, or
whatever you want to call it.

490
00:34:07,886 --> 00:34:10,555
I guess my real
question is just that,

491
00:34:12,691 --> 00:34:17,296
if you guys were so close to
begin with, why did you leave?

492
00:34:17,328 --> 00:34:18,631
How did it not work out?

493
00:34:20,464 --> 00:34:22,867
She was miserable,
and I felt like she gave up.

494
00:34:22,901 --> 00:34:25,803
Felt like...

495
00:34:25,836 --> 00:34:27,872
felt like I, I was hurting her.

496
00:34:28,807 --> 00:34:32,410
And whatever problems we had
before were way worse after.

497
00:34:33,310 --> 00:34:37,415
You know, why
punish ourselves for the sake of

498
00:34:37,448 --> 00:34:38,584
something that wasn't there?

499
00:34:38,617 --> 00:34:42,722
I tried. I really tried.

500
00:34:43,522 --> 00:34:45,857
But...

501
00:34:46,957 --> 00:34:48,793
you know...

502
00:34:50,896 --> 00:34:52,765
losing a baby's hard.

503
00:35:03,542 --> 00:35:05,511
So, if I may ask?

504
00:35:05,544 --> 00:35:06,745
Sure.

505
00:35:06,778 --> 00:35:10,982
If you can essentially make
it work with anyone, why did you

506
00:35:11,015 --> 00:35:12,550
not make it work with Dylan?

507
00:35:12,783 --> 00:35:14,019
Did you not love him?

508
00:35:14,051 --> 00:35:15,386
Of course, I loved him.

509
00:35:15,419 --> 00:35:16,888
But it
takes two people to constantly

510
00:35:16,921 --> 00:35:19,757
be adjusting to each other,
and I didn't get that from him.

511
00:35:19,790 --> 00:35:21,961
It
wasn't a two-way street with us.

512
00:35:22,394 --> 00:35:24,930
And also, just
the timing of it was wrong.

513
00:35:24,963 --> 00:35:26,999
Timing plays a big
part in these kind of things.

514
00:35:28,066 --> 00:35:29,702
- I don t know.
- Okay.

515
00:35:29,734 --> 00:35:32,403
I mean, I've told
you the things that matter.

516
00:35:32,437 --> 00:35:34,573
I mean, I don't want to-

517
00:35:34,606 --> 00:35:35,607
Yeah, okay.

518
00:35:35,640 --> 00:35:37,575
What are you, what
are you trying to say, Paul?

519
00:35:38,709 --> 00:35:39,711
What? Say it.

520
00:35:39,745 --> 00:35:40,812
Whatever, you have
a thing to say, then say it.

521
00:35:40,845 --> 00:35:42,947
Now's the time to ask.
I feel like I'm being honest

522
00:35:42,981 --> 00:35:44,683
with you, so ask me
what you want to ask me.

523
00:35:44,716 --> 00:35:46,452
Alright, yeah.
If now's the time,

524
00:35:46,484 --> 00:35:47,952
I, I...

525
00:35:48,452 --> 00:35:51,956
I'm just a little
nervous that one day you might

526
00:35:51,990 --> 00:35:55,361
give up on us if things get-

527
00:35:57,129 --> 00:35:58,964
it's just an honest-

528
00:35:58,997 --> 00:35:59,964
Really?

529
00:35:59,997 --> 00:36:01,633
- It's an honest fear.
- Paul.

530
00:36:02,633 --> 00:36:04,802
I don't understand.

531
00:36:04,836 --> 00:36:07,039
If that is such a
doubt you have in your mind,

532
00:36:07,372 --> 00:36:08,807
why did you bring me here?

533
00:36:08,839 --> 00:36:10,908
Why did you buy a ring?
Why did you, you know-

534
00:36:10,941 --> 00:36:12,377
A ring?

535
00:36:12,410 --> 00:36:14,079
What, what
do you mean, a ring?

536
00:36:17,082 --> 00:36:20,152
I, I was looking
for you in your room, and I,

537
00:36:20,185 --> 00:36:22,788
I saw your dresser was open.

538
00:36:22,821 --> 00:36:24,390
And I just, I saw it, I saw it.

539
00:36:24,423 --> 00:36:26,792
I was like, I-that's
not even what this is about.

540
00:36:26,825 --> 00:36:31,497
This is about you not believing
that I'm gonna pull my weight in

541
00:36:31,530 --> 00:36:33,531
this
relationship, and that fucking-

542
00:36:33,564 --> 00:36:34,934
It's not about that.

543
00:36:44,109 --> 00:36:45,944
Ugh!

544
00:38:29,147 --> 00:38:32,117
Oh, nice book.

545
00:38:34,318 --> 00:38:36,821
Just trying
to figure you out, bud.

546
00:38:39,256 --> 00:38:41,092
I'm sorry.

547
00:38:45,229 --> 00:38:47,732
I'm sorry I keep saying sorry.

548
00:38:51,236 --> 00:38:54,573
I, I know I've been distant.

549
00:38:55,140 --> 00:38:56,675
A little bit.

550
00:38:56,707 --> 00:38:58,207
And weird.

551
00:38:58,209 --> 00:38:59,578
A lot bit.

552
00:39:01,580 --> 00:39:06,085
I just, I want
everything to be perfect.

553
00:39:06,885 --> 00:39:09,087
And those were some
hard questions earlier.

554
00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:10,055
I know.

555
00:39:10,088 --> 00:39:13,926
But these are,
these are just excuses, okay?

556
00:39:13,959 --> 00:39:15,828
I have no right
to treat you that way.

557
00:39:18,930 --> 00:39:20,132
Anything else?

558
00:39:20,164 --> 00:39:21,566
I love you.

559
00:39:26,004 --> 00:39:27,540
Want to reset the clock?

560
00:39:29,341 --> 00:39:30,910
Yeah.

561
00:39:42,953 --> 00:39:44,656
You, uh...

562
00:39:45,689 --> 00:39:47,358
you bring any weed?

563
00:39:49,894 --> 00:39:52,263
♪ Don t you wanna
take a ride on my jet ski ♪

564
00:39:59,169 --> 00:40:01,240
What do you love most about me?

565
00:40:06,410 --> 00:40:08,246
♪Hey♪

566
00:40:10,147 --> 00:40:12,584
You really care.

567
00:40:13,285 --> 00:40:15,354
And you
want to make people happy.

568
00:40:18,156 --> 00:40:19,224
- Oh!
- Oh, shit!

569
00:40:22,827 --> 00:40:24,830
What do you
hate most about me?

570
00:40:28,098 --> 00:40:29,167
Hmm.

571
00:40:29,535 --> 00:40:31,870
Oh, there's a
surprise in this one.

572
00:40:38,376 --> 00:40:40,879
- Eat it.
- No! Ugh!

573
00:40:41,979 --> 00:40:43,348
You never say sorry.

574
00:40:45,816 --> 00:40:46,952
Name this animal.

575
00:40:46,984 --> 00:40:48,953
Donkey Doo.

576
00:40:50,254 --> 00:40:51,656
Name this animal.

577
00:40:51,689 --> 00:40:53,090
Moo, Moosif.

578
00:40:53,124 --> 00:40:55,794
Moosif. It's like a
little Christmas song over here.

579
00:40:55,827 --> 00:40:56,895
Yeah.

580
00:40:56,928 --> 00:41:01,266
Paul-loves-fall.

581
00:41:02,367 --> 00:41:03,368
It's my favorite season.

582
00:41:03,401 --> 00:41:04,736
I know.

583
00:41:04,769 --> 00:41:06,738
I'm tired.

584
00:41:07,872 --> 00:41:09,375
Let's just sleep by the fire.

585
00:41:20,151 --> 00:41:23,088
Would you rather,

586
00:41:23,120 --> 00:41:26,357
lights on or lights off?

587
00:41:28,727 --> 00:41:30,095
On.

588
00:41:30,127 --> 00:41:32,263
How do you
know if you don't know?

589
00:41:32,296 --> 00:41:33,932
Oh, I know.

590
00:41:44,242 --> 00:41:46,077
Would you rather

591
00:41:46,745 --> 00:41:50,149
never see me,
or never touch me again?

592
00:41:51,149 --> 00:41:54,953
Hm, goodness.

593
00:41:54,986 --> 00:41:56,354
Is that a threat?

594
00:41:57,522 --> 00:41:58,957
Just a question.

595
00:41:58,990 --> 00:42:01,959
Just a
question? My goodness.

596
00:42:03,794 --> 00:42:06,464
Well...

597
00:42:06,497 --> 00:42:09,400
I
can't see you at all right now.

598
00:42:10,769 --> 00:42:12,037
So cold.

599
00:42:14,939 --> 00:42:16,942
There you are.

600
00:42:22,147 --> 00:42:23,816
I see you.

601
00:42:25,350 --> 00:42:27,319
It's pretty good.

602
00:42:29,086 --> 00:42:30,855
Hmm, now.

603
00:42:40,164 --> 00:42:42,433
See, I think I want

604
00:42:42,466 --> 00:42:46,771
more than the eyes can get.

605
00:42:50,374 --> 00:42:52,943
Ah, that's against your rules.

606
00:42:52,977 --> 00:42:55,147
I can change the rules.

607
00:43:28,312 --> 00:43:30,548
There's never
enough of anyone.

608
00:43:34,551 --> 00:43:36,088
So, which is it?

609
00:43:40,024 --> 00:43:43,395
Well, as pretty as you are,

610
00:43:45,363 --> 00:43:47,499
I want to hold you,

611
00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:50,402
and be able to love you.

612
00:43:58,609 --> 00:44:00,845
I couldn't
go without seeing you.

613
00:44:07,084 --> 00:44:09,921
Are all these
really just for decoration?

614
00:44:10,555 --> 00:44:12,390
No.

615
00:44:12,423 --> 00:44:14,193
So, who are they for?

616
00:44:19,196 --> 00:44:21,098
Anyone who'll listen.

617
00:44:22,267 --> 00:44:24,136
Does anyone?

618
00:46:48,646 --> 00:46:51,582
How long can you wait
for a good man to come around?

619
00:46:59,289 --> 00:47:02,126
You'd have been a great mother.

620
00:47:05,662 --> 00:47:09,133
I'll always be a mother, Paul.

621
00:47:17,207 --> 00:47:19,144
I thought it
was the right thing.

622
00:47:19,176 --> 00:47:20,511
I know.

623
00:47:24,848 --> 00:47:28,452
I felt like a curse.

624
00:47:28,486 --> 00:47:30,022
I know.

625
00:47:35,827 --> 00:47:37,562
I couldn't have made you better.

626
00:47:38,396 --> 00:47:40,131
I know.

627
00:47:45,269 --> 00:47:50,075
Yeah, I
wanted you to be with someone

628
00:47:50,707 --> 00:47:52,510
you dreamed of the same way

629
00:47:52,542 --> 00:47:54,046
they dreamed of you.

630
00:47:55,613 --> 00:47:58,082
Not someone you had to love.

631
00:48:06,691 --> 00:48:10,194
What if it was you,

632
00:48:10,227 --> 00:48:14,532
Paul, that I dreamed of?

633
00:48:18,903 --> 00:48:21,673
You never said anything.

634
00:48:23,508 --> 00:48:24,876
You never said anything.

635
00:48:24,908 --> 00:48:26,677
I know.

636
00:48:26,711 --> 00:48:29,446
Because
what if I was too scared?

637
00:48:29,479 --> 00:48:31,415
What if I was too sad?

638
00:48:31,448 --> 00:48:33,751
What if I
didn't want you to feel trapped?

639
00:48:36,521 --> 00:48:41,126
What if I didn't want
to have to ask you to stay?

640
00:49:19,930 --> 00:49:24,336
Hey. I got scared.

641
00:49:25,468 --> 00:49:27,671
Oh.

642
00:49:27,705 --> 00:49:29,407
You okay?

643
00:49:29,439 --> 00:49:33,243
Yeah. Looking for some
hand warmers or something.

644
00:49:33,276 --> 00:49:35,679
Oh,
it's so cold. Come snuggle.

645
00:49:36,280 --> 00:49:39,618
- What's up, Scrooge?
- Twas the night before Christmas.

646
00:50:00,671 --> 00:50:02,240
Hey.

647
00:50:02,272 --> 00:50:04,242
Huh?

648
00:50:05,475 --> 00:50:08,780
When you fly in
your dreams, how do you do it?

649
00:50:08,812 --> 00:50:11,316
Huh?

650
00:50:11,348 --> 00:50:13,383
When you fly.

651
00:50:13,417 --> 00:50:16,654
Do you have to flap your arms

652
00:50:16,687 --> 00:50:20,857
really hard, or
do you just kind of float,

653
00:50:20,890 --> 00:50:24,762
or do you
soar like Superman?

654
00:50:29,267 --> 00:50:33,905
I guess I usually
have to flap pretty hard. You?

655
00:50:35,339 --> 00:50:36,307
Superman.

656
00:50:36,339 --> 00:50:38,776
- Mm-hmm.
- Hmm.

657
00:50:38,809 --> 00:50:40,511
What does it mean?

658
00:50:42,446 --> 00:50:45,583
I have a
theory that how you fly in your

659
00:50:45,615 --> 00:50:49,253
dreams is directly related to
your personality in real life.

660
00:50:49,287 --> 00:50:51,723
Mmm, so flappers,

661
00:50:51,756 --> 00:50:54,859
floaters, and Supermen?

662
00:50:54,892 --> 00:50:56,794
You got it.

663
00:50:57,761 --> 00:51:01,600
So, flappers are persistent,

664
00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:06,905
focused, visionary, disciplined?

665
00:51:08,606 --> 00:51:11,475
An iron jawline,

666
00:51:11,508 --> 00:51:15,379
a real take-charge type?

667
00:51:16,080 --> 00:51:18,549
That's Superman,

668
00:51:18,582 --> 00:51:20,852
obviously. Hello.

669
00:51:20,885 --> 00:51:21,819
Hmm. Well, your test

670
00:51:21,852 --> 00:51:25,490
is bunk, because
I'm a real take-charge type.

671
00:51:26,923 --> 00:51:28,959
No, you're not.

672
00:51:30,660 --> 00:51:31,896
Yes, I am.

673
00:51:31,928 --> 00:51:33,064
No, you're not.

674
00:51:33,097 --> 00:51:34,865
Yes, I am.

675
00:51:34,899 --> 00:51:35,900
No, you're not.

676
00:51:35,932 --> 00:51:38,535
Am too.

677
00:51:39,135 --> 00:51:43,507
I mean, yeah,
sure, if nobody else steps up,

678
00:51:43,540 --> 00:51:46,278
then absolutely,
Paul Owen is the man.

679
00:51:47,477 --> 00:51:49,313
But otherwise,

680
00:51:49,347 --> 00:51:51,049
I think
you're perfectly content to lay

681
00:51:51,082 --> 00:51:53,718
back and let somebody
else take charge, yeah?

682
00:51:55,086 --> 00:51:58,490
Hm, I'm a leader.

683
00:52:01,591 --> 00:52:03,327
You're right.

684
00:52:04,060 --> 00:52:05,829
I am.

685
00:52:06,629 --> 00:52:07,798
I know, you're right.

686
00:52:07,832 --> 00:52:09,334
I misspoke.

687
00:52:09,367 --> 00:52:10,502
I'm a leader.

688
00:52:11,068 --> 00:52:12,436
I'm agreeing with you.

689
00:52:12,470 --> 00:52:13,905
No, you're not.

690
00:52:14,405 --> 00:52:16,707
So, what are flappers? Uh-

691
00:52:17,908 --> 00:52:21,612
self-doubting,
indecisive, delusional?

692
00:52:21,644 --> 00:52:24,581
No.
That's not what I meant.

693
00:52:24,615 --> 00:52:26,450
Was Dylan a Superman?

694
00:52:26,484 --> 00:52:28,720
Jesus, Paul.

695
00:52:28,752 --> 00:52:30,555
No, I was just bullshitting.

696
00:52:30,588 --> 00:52:34,359
It's not a real
theory. Newsflash. Come on.

697
00:52:34,392 --> 00:52:37,627
No, yeah. Come on,
give up. Just give up.

698
00:52:37,660 --> 00:52:38,963
No, come on and lay down.

699
00:52:39,463 --> 00:52:41,531
Give up because
you're a little flapper.

700
00:52:41,564 --> 00:52:43,834
Oh my God, it's
not a real theory, dude.

701
00:52:43,868 --> 00:52:45,536
I was just bullshitting.

702
00:52:45,568 --> 00:52:46,736
- No, you weren't. You do this.
- Yes, I was.

703
00:52:46,769 --> 00:52:49,673
You start with a seemingly
insignificant idea, and then you

704
00:52:49,707 --> 00:52:50,975
peel it back and back until you

705
00:52:51,008 --> 00:52:52,510
finally get
what you're trying to say.

706
00:52:53,010 --> 00:52:54,578
What are you trying to say?

707
00:52:55,111 --> 00:52:56,680
- Are you jealous?
- Should I be?

708
00:52:56,714 --> 00:52:58,816
No. I'm with you.

709
00:52:58,848 --> 00:53:02,153
Alright, so, if
he had wanted to,

710
00:53:02,185 --> 00:53:03,787
you would've married him?

711
00:53:04,955 --> 00:53:06,790
Paul, I don't-

712
00:53:07,191 --> 00:53:09,828
I don't ask myself questions
that can't be answered.

713
00:53:10,693 --> 00:53:13,497
Ever the diplomat. I-

714
00:53:13,531 --> 00:53:14,866
- Gena, this was your game.
- What is your problem?

715
00:53:14,899 --> 00:53:16,468
- I've been completely straight with you.
- I know it was my game.

716
00:53:16,501 --> 00:53:19,002
- I don't know why you can't be straight with me.
- I know, I appreciate that.

717
00:53:19,035 --> 00:53:20,171
Because I don't
know what you're asking me.

718
00:53:20,203 --> 00:53:21,339
Why did you
end things with Dylan?

719
00:53:21,372 --> 00:53:24,442
You know why. I have told
you everything that matters.

720
00:53:26,544 --> 00:53:27,846
This is so like you.

721
00:53:28,479 --> 00:53:30,848
- This is so like you.
- Come on, Paulie, just-

722
00:53:30,881 --> 00:53:32,482
No,
don't call me Paulie, please?

723
00:53:32,515 --> 00:53:33,751
It's fucking condescending.

724
00:53:34,051 --> 00:53:36,887
Since when do you have a problem
with me calling you Paulie?

725
00:53:36,921 --> 00:53:38,489
Since always.
I'm not your little kid.

726
00:53:38,522 --> 00:53:39,290
Well, I didn't know that.

727
00:53:39,323 --> 00:53:40,725
You've never
told me that before.

728
00:53:40,758 --> 00:53:42,560
- I'm not your kid.
- I know you're not my kid.

729
00:53:42,593 --> 00:53:44,095
- I don't treat you like a kid.
- Yeah, you do, though.

730
00:53:44,127 --> 00:53:44,896
You do.
You dismiss anything

731
00:53:44,928 --> 00:53:46,463
that's not a
part of your agenda.

732
00:53:46,497 --> 00:53:48,499
You throw away,

733
00:53:48,531 --> 00:53:50,734
anything about me, my
beliefs, my preferences.

734
00:53:50,767 --> 00:53:52,803
Oh my God. No,
I leave a dish in the sink.

735
00:53:52,836 --> 00:53:53,871
- That's the problem.
- It's not about the dishes,

736
00:53:53,905 --> 00:53:54,839
- Gena, it's about respect.
- That is the problem.

737
00:53:54,872 --> 00:53:55,807
I'm sorry it'll be,
that's earth shattering.

738
00:53:55,839 --> 00:53:58,776
Oh, it's about
respect, of course, I forgot.

739
00:53:59,209 --> 00:54:02,045
Dr. Paul Owen will be giving
his lecture series on respect.

740
00:54:02,078 --> 00:54:04,048
Everyone gather
around, it's a good one.

741
00:54:04,080 --> 00:54:05,550
I've heard it before.

742
00:54:05,582 --> 00:54:06,684
See?

743
00:54:07,151 --> 00:54:09,486
Don't slow clap me.

744
00:54:11,955 --> 00:54:14,024
What,
you want to be a Superman?

745
00:54:14,357 --> 00:54:15,660
Be a Superman.

746
00:54:15,693 --> 00:54:16,961
It's not that hard, Paul.

747
00:54:17,227 --> 00:54:18,495
Just got to stop hiding from

748
00:54:18,528 --> 00:54:20,030
conflict like
some scared little kid.

749
00:54:20,064 --> 00:54:21,933
Just say what you mean for once.

750
00:54:21,966 --> 00:54:22,901
- There's an idea.
- Say what I mean?

751
00:54:22,934 --> 00:54:24,935
- Say what you mean.
- I can't read your mind.

752
00:54:24,968 --> 00:54:26,537
You can't handle criticism.

753
00:54:26,569 --> 00:54:27,738
That's bullshit.

754
00:54:27,771 --> 00:54:28,872
Alright, I
have to walk on eggshells,

755
00:54:28,906 --> 00:54:31,008
otherwise you transmogrify
into this raging banshee.

756
00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:32,943
Transmogrify? God, get off it.

757
00:54:32,977 --> 00:54:34,846
Gena, I give you,
I give you your space.

758
00:54:34,879 --> 00:54:36,514
I put up with so much.

759
00:54:36,546 --> 00:54:38,215
Oh, you do?
You put up with so much?

760
00:54:38,249 --> 00:54:39,216
I put up with so much.

761
00:54:39,249 --> 00:54:40,050
Oh, poor Paulie.

762
00:54:40,084 --> 00:54:41,152
Oh, God, oh
sorry, Paul, excuse me.

763
00:54:41,185 --> 00:54:42,519
Oh my gosh, there you
go, condescending me again.

764
00:54:42,553 --> 00:54:43,320
- Just answer the question, please.
- I'm not condescending you.

765
00:54:43,354 --> 00:54:45,156
Just
answer the question, please.

766
00:54:45,189 --> 00:54:45,990
What is the question?

767
00:54:46,022 --> 00:54:47,258
Why did you
end things with Dylan?

768
00:54:47,290 --> 00:54:51,129
Because he was married! Fuck.

769
00:54:58,568 --> 00:55:00,103
Are you serious?

770
00:55:03,207 --> 00:55:05,243
Yeah.

771
00:55:13,017 --> 00:55:16,153
You didn't think, hey, future

772
00:55:16,185 --> 00:55:19,756
husband, I'm a home wrecker
is relevant information?

773
00:55:19,789 --> 00:55:22,025
Oh, that is so unfair.

774
00:55:22,493 --> 00:55:24,896
That's
why I didn't tell you, right

775
00:55:24,928 --> 00:55:29,133
there, is because I knew that
you would sit there and judge me

776
00:55:29,165 --> 00:55:32,035
from this bullshit cookie cutter

777
00:55:32,068 --> 00:55:35,772
morality world that only
the Owen family lives in.

778
00:55:36,106 --> 00:55:37,073
What
else are you lying about?

779
00:55:37,106 --> 00:55:38,809
I'm not lying!

780
00:55:38,841 --> 00:55:39,977
It was
complicated, and it was a

781
00:55:40,010 --> 00:55:42,280
mistake, but it was a long
time ago and I've moved on.

782
00:55:42,312 --> 00:55:44,581
- So, can we move on, please?
- What else are you hiding?

783
00:55:44,615 --> 00:55:45,917
- Any other
complications, because-

784
00:55:45,950 --> 00:55:47,852
I'm not hiding
anything, Paulie. Paul, fuck.

785
00:55:47,885 --> 00:55:49,587
You don't seem to have an issue
with infidelity. Thank you.

786
00:55:49,620 --> 00:55:51,289
That is so unfair!

787
00:55:52,122 --> 00:55:54,926
What? I can take it.

788
00:55:54,959 --> 00:55:57,861
Tell me. Tell me, Paul.

789
00:55:57,894 --> 00:55:59,129
I don't think
there's anything to say.

790
00:55:59,162 --> 00:56:00,798
Tell me that I disappoint you
every day because I'm not the

791
00:56:00,830 --> 00:56:02,031
Virgin Mary.
Well, guess what?

792
00:56:02,066 --> 00:56:03,901
That didn't work out so well
for you the last time, did it?

793
00:56:12,343 --> 00:56:15,946
Fuck! I didn't mean
that, Paulie. Paul. Fuck!

794
00:57:42,365 --> 00:57:44,668
Hey.

795
00:57:44,702 --> 00:57:46,904
Merry Christmas Eve.

796
00:57:54,243 --> 00:57:56,046
What's this?

797
00:57:56,814 --> 00:57:58,649
Just read.

798
00:58:16,867 --> 00:58:18,769
The day after we met.

799
00:58:19,336 --> 00:58:21,338
It's still what I want.

800
00:58:22,305 --> 00:58:24,175
I still want to fight for this.

801
00:58:26,276 --> 00:58:28,980
Even if it's hard sometimes.

802
00:58:34,251 --> 00:58:37,155
Have you ever just
wanted to stay in bed all day?

803
00:58:38,354 --> 00:58:40,925
Pretty much every day.

804
00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:44,160
Well, what if
we just did that today?

805
00:58:44,193 --> 00:58:45,696
And do what?

806
00:58:47,363 --> 00:58:49,733
Nothing.

807
00:58:49,767 --> 00:58:54,004
Just laid together.

808
00:58:55,238 --> 00:58:57,274
Just rested.

809
00:58:59,309 --> 00:59:01,111
That sounds great.

810
00:59:37,180 --> 00:59:38,915
Hi.

811
00:59:38,948 --> 00:59:40,350
Hi.

812
00:59:41,919 --> 00:59:44,789
It's so quiet.

813
00:59:44,821 --> 00:59:47,191
- So quiet.
- So quiet.

814
00:59:52,361 --> 00:59:56,968
I should've told
you about Dylan sooner.

815
00:59:58,535 --> 01:00:03,274
And not in that moment,

816
01:00:03,307 --> 01:00:07,912
and I shouldn't have said
the other things that I said.

817
01:00:16,486 --> 01:00:21,092
I just never felt like
words were really on my side.

818
01:00:22,059 --> 01:00:25,028
Kind of
like you, you know?

819
01:00:25,062 --> 01:00:26,564
Mm-hmm.

820
01:00:37,006 --> 01:00:38,508
When I was 16,

821
01:00:38,542 --> 01:00:42,980
I loved a boy in a band

822
01:00:43,013 --> 01:00:46,317
who smoked
cigarettes behind the church.

823
01:00:48,551 --> 01:00:50,021
Whose Vans I puked on.

824
01:00:52,189 --> 01:00:54,925
But he still made
me feel like everything,

825
01:00:54,957 --> 01:00:58,296
so I gave him everything.

826
01:01:02,298 --> 01:01:04,234
And then he dumped me the night

827
01:01:04,267 --> 01:01:06,570
before prom and
he told everyone I was easy.

828
01:01:18,214 --> 01:01:21,051
Words are big in a small town.

829
01:01:22,218 --> 01:01:26,389
They, they travel fast,

830
01:01:26,423 --> 01:01:28,125
and they carry a lot of weight,

831
01:01:28,725 --> 01:01:30,895
even among
those who should know you better

832
01:01:30,928 --> 01:01:33,231
than what they've heard.

833
01:01:35,399 --> 01:01:38,536
They get you
kicked out of drama club,

834
01:01:39,669 --> 01:01:42,539
co-op, and 4H,

835
01:01:42,571 --> 01:01:45,441
and they
even get you asked to stop

836
01:01:45,475 --> 01:01:49,046
serving mass
because you're too distracting.

837
01:01:51,647 --> 01:01:53,117
Too distracting?

838
01:01:57,019 --> 01:01:59,455
And your friends and their

839
01:01:59,488 --> 01:02:04,260
parents and priests

840
01:02:04,294 --> 01:02:05,495
look at you differently.

841
01:02:05,528 --> 01:02:09,300
They all looked at me and they
didn't see me anymore, Paul,

842
01:02:09,332 --> 01:02:13,169
they saw,
they saw a scandal,

843
01:02:13,202 --> 01:02:18,074
and I said, if that's what

844
01:02:18,107 --> 01:02:20,044
I am, then that's what I'll be.

845
01:02:28,318 --> 01:02:29,352
They were supposed-

846
01:02:29,752 --> 01:02:34,425
they were
supposed to be better, Paulie.

847
01:02:36,693 --> 01:02:38,629
They were supposed to see me.

848
01:02:38,662 --> 01:02:39,629
They were supposed to

849
01:02:39,662 --> 01:02:44,234
be allured, or whatever.

850
01:02:51,107 --> 01:02:53,376
but it
felt like they hated me, and it

851
01:02:53,410 --> 01:02:55,546
felt like the Lord hated me,

852
01:02:55,578 --> 01:02:58,649
and I started to hate Him,

853
01:02:59,448 --> 01:03:01,284
them, all of it.

854
01:03:06,555 --> 01:03:11,127
And He never came for me.

855
01:03:18,167 --> 01:03:22,606
I didn't, I didn't
mean to lie to you. I didn't.

856
01:03:22,638 --> 01:03:24,207
I wanted to tell you.

857
01:03:29,812 --> 01:03:33,084
I just didn't want you to look
at me the way they looked at me.

858
01:03:34,350 --> 01:03:37,387
I didn't want to disappoint you.

859
01:03:38,187 --> 01:03:39,990
I didn't want to

860
01:03:42,292 --> 01:03:45,463
not be enough for you.

861
01:03:49,265 --> 01:03:51,667
You're enough.

862
01:03:51,700 --> 01:03:54,304
You're so enough.

863
01:03:57,207 --> 01:04:00,176
You are more than enough.

864
01:04:03,580 --> 01:04:05,149
You hear me?

865
01:04:05,182 --> 01:04:06,417
Yeah.

866
01:04:07,350 --> 01:04:09,252
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

867
01:04:42,318 --> 01:04:45,588
Paul. Hey, hey.

868
01:04:47,591 --> 01:04:50,528
Is this really what you want?

869
01:05:19,488 --> 01:05:21,524
Hey.

870
01:05:27,296 --> 01:05:29,699
Do you really think
he can give you what you want?

871
01:05:30,232 --> 01:05:32,736
What, like you did?

872
01:05:37,640 --> 01:05:40,743
But you loved us. You loved me.

873
01:05:42,879 --> 01:05:44,181
I did.

874
01:05:44,214 --> 01:05:45,416
I loved you.

875
01:05:46,917 --> 01:05:51,322
Just talking, just laughing.

876
01:05:52,622 --> 01:05:54,625
Just listening, just us.

877
01:05:54,658 --> 01:05:58,295
You've been leaving Katherine
since the day I met you, Dylan.

878
01:06:13,443 --> 01:06:14,912
You knew
I was never going to.

879
01:06:14,944 --> 01:06:16,347
I hoped.

880
01:06:23,319 --> 01:06:24,787
And-and what if I did?

881
01:06:25,155 --> 01:06:27,524
God, I didn't
want my daughter to have two

882
01:06:27,557 --> 01:06:30,227
homes and not know why mommy and
daddy aren't in love anymore.

883
01:06:30,260 --> 01:06:31,729
I had to do what I had to do.

884
01:06:32,261 --> 01:06:35,231
And you didn't want children
back then, and I couldn't afford

885
01:06:35,265 --> 01:06:37,301
a divorce and another
marriage, and I loved you.

886
01:06:37,334 --> 01:06:38,702
Mm-hmm.

887
01:06:40,336 --> 01:06:41,571
That was enough for me.

888
01:06:46,243 --> 01:06:47,478
It wasn't for me.

889
01:06:51,481 --> 01:06:52,582
So, what would you want?

890
01:06:52,615 --> 01:06:55,484
A contract, jury of our peers?

891
01:06:55,517 --> 01:06:56,953
No, I
didn't want you there with her

892
01:06:56,986 --> 01:06:58,187
and me waiting
in the wings for you.

893
01:06:58,222 --> 01:07:00,490
I wanted it to be us, Dylan,
and you couldn't give me that.

894
01:07:06,863 --> 01:07:10,868
Gena, you were my
love, and she was just my wife.

895
01:07:15,372 --> 01:07:16,607
But no-

896
01:07:17,274 --> 01:07:19,542
it's fantasy to believe
that sometimes they can come

897
01:07:19,575 --> 01:07:20,743
packaged in the same person.

898
01:07:20,776 --> 01:07:21,778
Is it?

899
01:08:39,122 --> 01:08:42,492
Oh, come on,
let me make you a real drink.

900
01:08:42,525 --> 01:08:45,362
Vodka cranberry is a real drink.

901
01:08:45,395 --> 01:08:47,998
No, it's not. I'm Gena.

902
01:08:50,300 --> 01:08:53,904
And whatever else
you're going through, I just-I just

903
01:08:53,936 --> 01:08:55,805
want you to know
I'm here for you, Paulie.

904
01:08:57,140 --> 01:08:59,443
I know it's only
been a few months, but I just

905
01:08:59,476 --> 01:09:02,579
wanted to say I love you.

906
01:09:04,513 --> 01:09:05,681
I feel weird.

907
01:09:05,714 --> 01:09:07,883
I just said that over your
voicemail, and you can't say it

908
01:09:07,917 --> 01:09:09,653
back, and you don't have to.

909
01:09:09,686 --> 01:09:11,588
That's not what I-

910
01:09:12,020 --> 01:09:15,758
wow, okay, I'm
just gonna hang up, so,

911
01:09:16,825 --> 01:09:18,695
call me later.

912
01:09:23,600 --> 01:09:25,968
I thought you were
going back home for Christmas.

913
01:09:26,002 --> 01:09:27,771
Well, you need
somebody to take care of you.

914
01:09:27,803 --> 01:09:29,506
I mean, look at you.

915
01:09:29,538 --> 01:09:31,073
Do I really
look as bad as I feel?

916
01:09:31,106 --> 01:09:33,609
Yes, but you're
cute when you're helpless.

917
01:09:33,642 --> 01:09:35,611
You know, I've never spent

918
01:09:35,645 --> 01:09:37,781
Christmas away
from my family before.

919
01:09:37,814 --> 01:09:38,981
Well, we'll have our own

920
01:09:39,015 --> 01:09:40,617
little family
Christmas right here.

921
01:09:43,453 --> 01:09:44,988
Look, I brought
a gingerbread house,

922
01:09:45,020 --> 01:09:46,789
and a little
bit of George Bailey.

923
01:09:46,823 --> 01:09:48,959
Brought
you some hot tea and soup.

924
01:09:48,992 --> 01:09:50,961
Everything to make
you feel better, babe.

925
01:09:50,994 --> 01:09:52,563
I love you.

926
01:10:06,775 --> 01:10:09,046
- Hey.
- Hey.

927
01:10:12,214 --> 01:10:13,650
I want
to show you something.

928
01:10:13,682 --> 01:10:16,685
It's okay.
It's okay. Watch your step.

929
01:10:17,954 --> 01:10:19,823
Where are you taking me?

930
01:10:19,855 --> 01:10:20,956
Oh, Dave and Busters?

931
01:10:20,989 --> 01:10:22,792
Some place even more magical.

932
01:10:22,825 --> 01:10:23,793
Not possible.

933
01:10:24,828 --> 01:10:27,062
Alright, okay.

934
01:10:27,096 --> 01:10:28,632
Turn around.

935
01:10:30,132 --> 01:10:31,635
Wait, oh, no, come over here.

936
01:10:32,168 --> 01:10:34,438
On C, I want
you to take that off, okay?

937
01:10:34,471 --> 01:10:36,006
- On C?
- On C.

938
01:10:36,038 --> 01:10:37,840
- Like A, B, C?
- Yes.

939
01:10:37,873 --> 01:10:38,841
Just count
down to like two.

940
01:10:38,874 --> 01:10:42,479
A, B, C.

941
01:10:50,486 --> 01:10:51,454
Oh!

942
01:10:55,123 --> 01:10:56,191
- I knew it.
- You knew it?

943
01:10:56,225 --> 01:10:58,128
I knew that's what you
were getting me out here to do.

944
01:10:58,160 --> 01:10:59,695
Do you want to
work this out with me?

945
01:10:59,729 --> 01:11:01,832
Do you
want to work this out with me?

946
01:11:01,864 --> 01:11:02,832
I do.

947
01:11:02,865 --> 01:11:03,833
- Are you sure?
- Of course.

948
01:11:03,867 --> 01:11:05,001
It's gonna be really hard.

949
01:11:06,570 --> 01:11:08,005
Got to keep it
interesting, you know?

950
01:11:09,538 --> 01:11:11,941
Let me see it. Put it on.

951
01:11:11,975 --> 01:11:16,713
Oh, sorry. Oh. Ah.

952
01:11:19,147 --> 01:11:20,818
It's perfect.

953
01:11:21,650 --> 01:11:23,086
This is perfect.

954
01:11:25,888 --> 01:11:29,092
Oy!

955
01:11:32,160 --> 01:11:35,765
♪ Silent night ♪

956
01:11:36,598 --> 01:11:41,137
♪ holy night ♪

957
01:11:41,570 --> 01:11:46,542
♪ All is calm ♪

958
01:11:47,075 --> 01:11:51,981
♪ all is bright ♪

959
01:11:52,348 --> 01:11:57,553
♪ Round yon virgin ♪

960
01:11:57,753 --> 01:11:59,122
I know
it's not Christmas yet,

961
01:11:59,489 --> 01:12:02,259
but since you've
been such a good girl-

962
01:12:02,292 --> 01:12:03,927
For me? You
have a present for me?

963
01:12:03,959 --> 01:12:05,060
I do. It's not wrapped.

964
01:12:05,093 --> 01:12:06,128
That's okay.

965
01:12:09,798 --> 01:12:11,267
Phew.

966
01:12:14,102 --> 01:12:16,138
A camera?

967
01:12:16,172 --> 01:12:19,209
What a wonderfully
hipsterish gift, Santa.

968
01:12:19,242 --> 01:12:20,744
For future memories.

969
01:12:21,043 --> 01:12:22,645
Well, how lovely.

970
01:12:23,012 --> 01:12:24,146
And, you know,
I feel like we don't

971
01:12:24,180 --> 01:12:25,749
have a lot of good photos, so.

972
01:12:26,281 --> 01:12:27,851
We have tons of photos together.

973
01:12:27,883 --> 01:12:28,851
What are you talking about?

974
01:12:28,885 --> 01:12:30,287
Yeah, but not good ones.

975
01:12:33,021 --> 01:12:35,057
Not like real ones, you know.

976
01:12:35,557 --> 01:12:37,026
We have good ones.

977
01:12:38,927 --> 01:12:41,864
Well. Thank you.

978
01:12:41,897 --> 01:12:43,667
You'll have to
show me how to use this.

979
01:12:46,069 --> 01:12:47,137
Still going to mass?

980
01:12:47,169 --> 01:12:48,672
Midnight is tradition.

981
01:12:49,105 --> 01:12:50,207
Are you gonna wear that?

982
01:12:50,606 --> 01:12:52,943
I look great in red, so-

983
01:12:52,976 --> 01:12:55,145
You do. I just feel like
you might scare the children.

984
01:12:55,611 --> 01:12:59,281
Also, you stink. Say cheese.

985
01:12:59,315 --> 01:13:00,116
Cheese!

986
01:13:00,149 --> 01:13:01,952
Click. I don't
know how to use this.

987
01:13:01,985 --> 01:13:03,653
We'll figure it out.

988
01:13:03,686 --> 01:13:06,223
Fine. I'll shower.

989
01:13:27,776 --> 01:13:29,980
What
are you doing here, Dylan?

990
01:13:33,882 --> 01:13:36,052
You tell me.

991
01:13:38,053 --> 01:13:40,156
Ho ho ho ho.

992
01:14:33,476 --> 01:14:37,781
You know,
Gena, you got to mean it.

993
01:14:38,480 --> 01:14:41,850
This whole marriage thing, this
kids, till death do us part-

994
01:14:41,883 --> 01:14:42,952
I know.

995
01:14:42,985 --> 01:14:44,120
You know, you can't
do it because it's convenient,

996
01:14:44,153 --> 01:14:45,989
or you think this is what
you're supposed to be doing,

997
01:14:46,021 --> 01:14:47,056
- it's some sort of identity thing.
- I know.

998
01:14:47,089 --> 01:14:49,126
- You need to be sure. Are you sure?
- I know!

999
01:14:52,095 --> 01:14:53,763
Dylan, I know.

1000
01:14:57,033 --> 01:14:58,802
I don't
need you to be the one to tell

1001
01:14:58,834 --> 01:15:00,136
me that anymore.

1002
01:15:02,872 --> 01:15:05,341
You can't
keep being defined by the past.

1003
01:15:05,373 --> 01:15:09,712
That-that's
not who I am anymore.

1004
01:15:12,515 --> 01:15:15,718
I'm happy, Dylan.

1005
01:15:18,855 --> 01:15:20,123
I am.

1006
01:15:22,290 --> 01:15:24,194
And you can't be here anymore.

1007
01:15:29,198 --> 01:15:32,202
Well.

1008
01:15:35,971 --> 01:15:37,707
That makes me happy.

1009
01:15:40,109 --> 01:15:41,778
I'm glad you
finally realized that.

1010
01:16:12,107 --> 01:16:15,311
♪ Is there something ♪

1011
01:16:15,343 --> 01:16:20,082
♪ something
on your mind now ♪

1012
01:16:20,115 --> 01:16:23,453
♪ Something I don't ♪

1013
01:16:23,485 --> 01:16:26,088
♪ mind now ♪

1014
01:16:26,122 --> 01:16:30,860
♪ something I don't know ♪

1015
01:16:36,431 --> 01:16:39,501
♪ Is there someone ♪

1016
01:16:39,534 --> 01:16:44,239
♪ someone on your mind now ♪

1017
01:16:44,272 --> 01:16:47,910
♪ Someone I don't ♪

1018
01:16:47,944 --> 01:16:50,013
♪ mind now ♪

1019
01:16:50,480 --> 01:16:55,118
♪ someone I don't know ♪

1020
01:16:57,619 --> 01:17:00,890
♪ Is there some way ♪

1021
01:17:00,922 --> 01:17:04,159
♪ some way I could ♪

1022
01:17:04,193 --> 01:17:06,530
♪ be now ♪

1023
01:17:06,896 --> 01:17:10,033
♪ That would help you ♪

1024
01:17:10,065 --> 01:17:12,401
♪ see how ♪

1025
01:17:12,435 --> 01:17:17,240
♪ some way I don't know ♪

1026
01:18:15,030 --> 01:18:18,400
That should be the last of it.
You gonna be okay?

1027
01:18:20,269 --> 01:18:22,606
Say a prayer
to St. Chris for me.

1028
01:18:28,244 --> 01:18:30,547
Tell your mom I said hi.

1029
01:18:31,213 --> 01:18:33,582
You're going to, you're
going to stay there for a while?

1030
01:18:36,552 --> 01:18:39,289
Yeah, probably.

1031
01:18:40,989 --> 01:18:43,225
You know,
I think, I think it'll be good.

1032
01:18:43,258 --> 01:18:45,595
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

1033
01:18:45,628 --> 01:18:47,330
Plenty of time to catch up.

1034
01:18:47,829 --> 01:18:49,698
- With Tina.
- Tina's cooking is-

1035
01:19:06,147 --> 01:19:11,087
Well, I guess this is when I go.

1036
01:19:17,293 --> 01:19:20,330
Oh hey, I m-

1037
01:19:23,531 --> 01:19:26,069
thinking
of going back to school.

1038
01:19:26,101 --> 01:19:27,302
Really?

1039
01:19:27,336 --> 01:19:29,271
Yeah.

1040
01:19:29,305 --> 01:19:30,941
That, that's great.

1041
01:19:43,252 --> 01:19:45,622
We'll always be a family.

1042
01:21:25,520 --> 01:21:26,722
Paul?!

1043
01:21:59,622 --> 01:22:02,592
Paul! It's time to go, babe.

1044
01:22:43,431 --> 01:22:45,702
You told me you lost the baby.

1045
01:22:54,842 --> 01:22:56,778
We did.

1046
01:22:59,748 --> 01:23:03,919
She
had an eye infection, that-

1047
01:23:06,821 --> 01:23:09,892
spread
throughout her whole body.

1048
01:23:13,762 --> 01:23:15,665
She made it ten days.

1049
01:23:21,236 --> 01:23:23,306
What was her name?

1050
01:23:28,377 --> 01:23:29,846
Lily.

1051
01:23:31,012 --> 01:23:33,216
Pretty.

1052
01:23:38,988 --> 01:23:41,591
She had so much hair.

1053
01:23:44,927 --> 01:23:46,663
This curly brown hair.

1054
01:23:48,830 --> 01:23:51,566
And she
was smiling, I swear.

1055
01:23:51,600 --> 01:23:53,770
That same
smile her mom had.

1056
01:24:05,547 --> 01:24:10,486
We maybe did it for the
wrong reasons, getting married.

1057
01:24:15,056 --> 01:24:17,226
But what we did, we did right.

1058
01:24:25,301 --> 01:24:27,770
Is she still your wife, Paul,

1059
01:24:29,738 --> 01:24:31,473
in your heart?

1060
01:24:35,944 --> 01:24:39,615
I don't mean before the church,

1061
01:24:39,647 --> 01:24:42,584
or the state of Colorado.

1062
01:24:48,623 --> 01:24:50,425
I'm asking you.

1063
01:26:31,059 --> 01:26:33,829
♪ The
river is white ♪

1064
01:26:33,861 --> 01:26:38,767
♪ from the snow
that s falling down ♪

1065
01:26:42,570 --> 01:26:44,973
♪ It s frozen and cracked ♪

1066
01:26:45,007 --> 01:26:50,012
♪ underneath
it is painted brown ♪

1067
01:26:53,548 --> 01:26:55,984
And me I am bundled ♪

1068
01:26:56,017 --> 01:27:01,022
♪ bearing the skin on my face ♪

1069
01:27:03,926 --> 01:27:06,662
♪ I silently wonder ♪

1070
01:27:06,695 --> 01:27:11,601
♪ do you ever
think of this place ♪

1071
01:27:26,013 --> 01:27:28,918
♪ On the
night before Christmas ♪

1072
01:27:28,950 --> 01:27:33,955
♪ when
everyone s warm by the fire ♪

1073
01:27:37,559 --> 01:27:40,162
♪ Oh, I go out walking ♪

1074
01:27:40,195 --> 01:27:45,201
♪ the moon
calls to me like a siren ♪

1075
01:27:48,003 --> 01:27:51,173
♪ So lovely and lonely ♪

1076
01:27:51,205 --> 01:27:56,212
♪ above in the sky so clear ♪

1077
01:27:59,080 --> 01:28:02,016
♪ How silent the night is ♪

1078
01:28:02,050 --> 01:28:07,056
♪ wishing that
you were still here ♪

1079
01:28:09,190 --> 01:28:13,762
♪ Oh, when it s cold outside ♪

1080
01:28:15,998 --> 01:28:20,102
♪ and the birds fly south ♪

1081
01:28:20,135 --> 01:28:24,039
♪ I start calling out
for the Golden Days ♪

1082
01:28:31,245 --> 01:28:36,252
♪ Oh, my nostalgic
heart, keeps passing time ♪

1083
01:28:42,958 --> 01:28:47,830
♪ But time it didn t rest for us ♪

1084
01:28:53,834 --> 01:28:58,841
♪ No time,
it doesn t rest for us ♪

1085
01:30:28,997 --> 01:30:32,635
Hi, it's Cassie.
Leave a message.

1086
01:30:34,770 --> 01:30:38,240
Hey, Cass. It's me.

1087
01:30:38,272 --> 01:30:40,376
Nothing's wrong,

1088
01:30:40,409 --> 01:30:42,845
so you don't have
to call back or anything.

1089
01:30:42,878 --> 01:30:47,082
I just, I'm
at the cabin right now,

1090
01:30:47,114 --> 01:30:51,953
and brought up
a lot of old memories.

1091
01:30:59,127 --> 01:31:03,399
I want to
say I'm sorry for everything.

1092
01:31:06,234 --> 01:31:08,704
I should have fought,

1093
01:31:08,736 --> 01:31:11,740
I should've fought for us.

1094
01:31:13,275 --> 01:31:15,645
I don't know why I-

1095
01:31:19,314 --> 01:31:21,684
I failed us.

1096
01:31:23,452 --> 01:31:25,655
I failed you.

1097
01:31:27,055 --> 01:31:29,792
I guess I haven't really felt
like myself since,

1098
01:31:29,824 --> 01:31:32,961
well, since Lily.

1099
01:31:34,262 --> 01:31:35,464
You know, I don't think

1100
01:31:35,497 --> 01:31:39,135
I've really felt
like myself in a long time.

1101
01:31:39,635 --> 01:31:44,839
But I shut you out,
and it's not because of you

1102
01:31:45,841 --> 01:31:47,943
or anything you did.

1103
01:31:48,575 --> 01:31:51,279
You know, it's because of me.

1104
01:31:53,448 --> 01:31:54,649
You deserve a lot,

1105
01:31:54,682 --> 01:31:59,187
so I guess I'm just calling to
say that I hope you have a lot.

1106
01:32:01,422 --> 01:32:05,393
And I hope, I hope you're happy.

1107
01:32:18,440 --> 01:32:21,143
Merry Christmas.

1108
01:32:40,294 --> 01:32:43,198
♪ There's a ghost in my bones ♪

1109
01:32:43,230 --> 01:32:46,868
♪ he has a voice like yours ♪

1110
01:32:49,503 --> 01:32:52,373
♪ He whispers inside me ♪

1111
01:32:52,406 --> 01:32:56,212
♪ with songs of your old heart ♪

1112
01:32:58,879 --> 01:33:03,886
♪ I tore it out, pulled it apart ♪

1113
01:33:04,253 --> 01:33:07,956
♪ now something seems a miss ♪

1114
01:33:07,989 --> 01:33:10,826
♪ but it's not you ♪

1115
01:33:17,464 --> 01:33:22,070
♪ you've tied yourself
through and through ♪

1116
01:33:28,209 --> 01:33:33,214
♪ my skin, my bones ♪

1117
01:33:37,319 --> 01:33:42,324
♪ There's a cork in my throat
when you walk in the room ♪

1118
01:33:47,195 --> 01:33:52,201
♪ Like an old
stone, I get thrown askew ♪

1119
01:33:56,605 --> 01:34:01,377
♪ Around and down
now something's missing ♪

1120
01:34:04,445 --> 01:34:08,117
♪ and he doesn't
touch me like you do ♪

1121
01:34:15,556 --> 01:34:20,395
♪ You've tied yourself through
and through my skin, my bones ♪

1122
01:34:34,642 --> 01:34:38,547
♪ But I am not ♪

1123
01:34:38,579 --> 01:34:43,351
♪ I am not, lost ♪

1124
01:34:49,290 --> 01:34:53,294
♪ Lost without you ♪

1125
01:34:53,328 --> 01:34:56,999
♪ There are always reminders ♪

1126
01:34:57,031 --> 01:35:01,035
♪ Between every sidewalk crack ♪

1127
01:35:03,471 --> 01:35:06,208
♪ There are always reminders ♪

1128
01:35:06,240 --> 01:35:10,245
♪ but no hope
lies in looking back ♪

1129
01:35:12,446 --> 01:35:15,550
♪ There are always reminders ♪

1130
01:35:15,583 --> 01:35:20,189
♪ between every sidewalk crack ♪

1131
01:35:22,257 --> 01:35:25,127
♪ There are always reminders ♪

1132
01:35:25,159 --> 01:35:29,430
♪ but no hope
lies in looking back ♪

1133
01:35:32,300 --> 01:35:35,404
♪ Oooh oooh ♪

1134
01:35:41,409 --> 01:35:43,478
A one, two,
a one two three four.

1135
01:35:43,511 --> 01:35:45,513
Ready? Are we in the
first verse or the second verse?

1136
01:35:45,547 --> 01:35:47,549
First verse.

1137
01:35:49,117 --> 01:35:50,651
♪ Is there some-

1138
01:35:50,685 --> 01:35:52,053
♪ -thing ♪

1139
01:35:52,087 --> 01:35:53,989
You changed choruses
right when I started singing.

1140
01:35:54,021 --> 01:35:55,056
Oh, okay, wait.

1141
01:35:55,089 --> 01:35:56,290
Ready? Just stay on it.

1142
01:35:56,324 --> 01:35:58,193
I'll just stay on it.
I'm down for a four count.

1143
01:35:58,226 --> 01:36:00,296
Okay.

1144
01:36:02,062 --> 01:36:03,131
What?

1145
01:36:03,163 --> 01:36:04,699
You got it.

1146
01:36:09,089 --> 01:36:13,660
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