Daylight's Sea and Sky

Ayumu and Chihiro's Document

[Teacher: Ayumu | Student: Spi]
[Teacher: Chihiro | Student: Daylight]

Chihiro's Sea and Sky
# Chihiro doesn't believe in insecurity, but security. She says Ayumu's thoughts on insecurity is different from what the spirit world thinks, because insecurity makes one defy in order to bring justice -- while Chihiro likes security because it brings foundation. Ayumu uses insecurity for leaps of faith, such as challenging people's beliefs so they'd be inspired -- while Chihiro uses security to be safe in order to make and concentrate on projects. They have the opposite perspective, but with productive results.

# Chihiro has been all over the skies, up and down, all over -- because she's used to being up in heavenly heights -- even in space, but she hates space so she falls back down. Because of this, she soars through the clear blue skies and off into the distance of the horizons...

# Ayumu cares about sanctification, while Chihiro cares about healing.

# Chihiro doesn't care about spiritual empowerment, because she believes healing is better than that. Through healing, she can help other people relate to that person's healing rather than empowering themselves to the point where they become too far up high. She believes people should find their location between sea and sky, but not be too high or too low. Everyone's different.

# Chihiro believes healing comes from the explanation of your experience to a friend, or vice versa. Or a shared experience, or an experience of someone you know that needs help to a trusted and healthy source capable of helping them. But it has to be from their consent, or else it's either invasion of privacy or rumor spreading. For Chihiro in healing, it's just a matter of listening from the person that hears the tribulation, and let the troubled person handle it out. Chihiro welcomes the advice and help, but she says it's not necessary because people should learn how to heal themselves now and then rather than becoming co-dependent. You need trusted loved ones to heal, even if they don't know the answer. It's just important to keep your hope about them, instead of defining their opinions or thoughts.

# Chihiro believes in the depthness of friendship rather than appearance preferences, she likes the beauty of black hair and skinny body boys, but instead it upsets her since she was more into the people that are very deep, deeper than looks. She may have preferences, but she's more interested in their sea rather than sky. The sea defines who they are deep down, and their past plus memories, while the sky is what they strive to be and chase after. People don't just have appearances. They have both sea and sky, not just one level of depth. She wants to know people for real, rather than knowing people just by looking at them. It is a selfish way of existing, and Chihiro would never see herself as that, not after she has a beautiful body. It's not the point. A beautiful soul is more intune with her.

# Chihiro doesn't believe that you can have inspiration immediately to show your beautiful personality, it's more of an inspiration that you must process and digest, because there's a sample of knowledge and wisdom. But also creativity as well. It's not so much that we are fed these things and have it, but the fact that we are freely to have it and to harness it. Life is always expansive, and you must expand your horizons. I talk like this because I've been to places and I know I can't just get there through simple language. I have to listen to music to know where I'm at. That's real digestion of the fruit of spirit.

# Chihiro says not to blame the word that is coming out of the mouth, but apparently the tone and placement of the word. The direction of the word and especially the tone of it. Because if you say bad words or words that have a nasty connotation, it will hurt you and the person that gets it. The difference is that tone can make any words or sentences be powerful enough to be absolute revenge. Chihiro loves music and can sing beautifully with her elegant, serene voice... so she knows that tone means everything... it's only that Spi and Ayumu know that words are powerful in context, but Daylight thinks of it as the flow of the words rather than the context. So she sings with beauty even if she has to say a word that she doesn't like; Spi and Ayumu doesn't sing but they dance with beauty.

# Chihiro believes that she is a voice of Spi's emotions, not a spirit in Spi's heart. She doesn't believe it to be that simple, and rather think more of herself as an art of the way how she believes and thinks. Chihiro rather call herself a voice rather than spirit, because she wants to show others that she is able to soothe others with her feelings rather than act as if she's not. She hates the idea of calling hereself a spirit since she shames the spirit world for bringing Spi's transgressions.

# Chihiro feels like Spi's female spirits, who harass him for loosh, makes her understand that their lives are always lacking in taste and food -- so instead, they should find loosh in order to evolve. If they use god powers, energy, or spirit cores to make them have more power -- they'll never grow as a person, and loosh is what develops the spirit's soul. Sadly, it's the main way to go for spirits since loosh is what develops them. It's basically energetic food. I can go into deeper terms of loosh, but you realize, why did the female spirits never talk about the semen he emits?

# So, you ask about what I think about my preference in men, right, Daylight? Personally, I've always wondered about the men who are very interesting and unique to my tastes. But overall, I've been watching Spi/Wish make his discoveries through YouTube and friends, and even the world around him. I did once say that he'd expand his horizons if he went that far outside his comfort zone. You're supposed to betray your comfort zone if all it does it prohibiting you from moving on or teaching yourself responsibility. So if you're imagining me as Daylight who likes black-haired boys like Spi, you're thinking of me when I was 17-22 years old as the same as Spi/Wish... but since I'm 26-27 now like Spi -- my tastes in men have drastically changed.

It's actually still the same, but deep down I want to be with my best friends or close friends who'd actually be interested in me back. But if you want romance, or the sexiness of life -- I'd choose someone who'd actually improve through my advice and friendship. Someone who I can teach, someone who I can heal, and someone who I can depend on. Because improvement in a relationship is everything... but screw it, I'll tell you my type now: *chuckles* a bishonen with good manners. Someone who's good looking and respectful... Uh... I mean, someone who'd have an avatar of a bishonen. Not an actual guy in real life that is like that way... I'm not unrealistic. Someone who'd play the part of a gentleman and have the avatar.