An apology

To anyone who is reading this and unfortunately knew the person I was before,

The person I was in the past was a horrible, scummy, lying, scheming, asshole. I took advantage of so many people. My ego and greed got the best of me and caused me to loose every single friend I had and that is something I can never get back. My past actions and attitude pushed every friend I had from any community I was ever a part of, any game I ever played, away. I have hurt so many different people in so many different ways I can't even count it on both hands. I can never fully repay anyone, at least not for the foreseeable future and frankly I don't think anyone wants me to. Most people I hurt or who know what I've done want nothing to do with me. That is 100% understandable. It might not mean anything but I am genuinely sorry. I have been spending the past few year being a better person, and trying to re kindle broken friendships, or simply own up to my actions. I have changed a lot as a person but I don't know if that will ever be enough.